Protect , reignite soul log. And general update.

There are days and weeks, there have been, where James experiences being in the groove. His soul in charge, his body cooperating beautifully, and his cerebral cortex a beautiful servant. The last week has not been among those times. 

If it doesn't kill you you grow. And

Solar RV cycling blog September 15th . Turns out, saul is open to 1 of 2 relationships. Excruciatingly sensitive relationship at the knees, or, letting James beat the living fucks out of himself.

Solar RV cycling blog September 15th . Turns out, saul is open to 1 of 2 relationships. Excruciatingly sensitive relationship at the knees, or, letting James beat the living fucks out of himself. 

 yesterday's posts were probably very significant. Yesterday's experience probably very

Wind will be fighting us hard for the next week. That is roughly a 1/3 energy disadvantage. Like climbing a 2 or 3% grade.

Mid to late October

Slowing down, bleeding financially, Tires & More tires and stuff becoming a cyclist again. Three or four days to Casper.

Also, water destroyed a $300 inverter. And the speed of travel as the weather gets cloudier and the days shorter does not allow energy and time for cooking so costly junk food day after day .  And junk food in consideration of the wall socket time to top off the batteries many days as well.  Anyone wanting to contribute can message me. 

***** Solar RV cycling log September 14. Delicately James and saul are together the 5" wide 7" diameter fly wheel Between James knees and thighs.

Solar RV cycling log September 14. Delicately James and saul are together the 5" wide 7" diameter fly wheel Between James knees and thighs. 

 Progress each day. The missing piece yesterday which is huge was a Cycling role for James. 

 And this is huge. Never to be completely solved probably.

Protect reignite soul log September 13. We couldn't care less about our children and grandchildren's world. Virtually no 1 disagrees when James says this period

 About the most they'll say in defense is, well, not everyone. When James persists Virtually all back down. 

they don't show signs of guilt. Nor of surprise really. Although maybe they haven't said it this way to themselves. But when shown the truth they simply find themselves recognizing it. Young and old. Liberal and conservative.

 James says that this is because we have Killed our souls, worshipping head and flesh instead. Again, Pretty much no one disagrees although not all grasp what James is saying nor do they discount it or object.

All that is not truth, is not love.

General thoughts for tomorrow

Solar RV cycling log September 13 period of important new friend. Thighs rapid fire falling forward and down.

 Much progress recent days including today. Still a search for something that seemed relaxed . And this friend is what showed up. A cadence 90

Protect reignite Soul log. September 13th. James has been so lost.

But if you're not getting lost you're not traveling hard enough. In life.
James has gotten swept away from his mission of attempting to bring back to life a dead Soul here and there. He has become obsessed with cycling. Without realizing it's he became obsessed with achieving All 48 states within 12 months.  Yes there would be huge logistical advantages to that but at least for now it is too hard to Pace  for James and Saul.  Maybe we can accelerate again later from 30 and 40 miles a day up to the 65 that we've been doing. But not now. If you do not fail, you lose the opportunity to grow. No denigration to James in any of this. Medic knowledge might of the process.
Now he'll get to see if he can grow from this. And, he may have the help of Having learned a lot about how to comfortably without too much distraction partner with Saul.
And a refocusing on the mission which is not to move the vehicle, is not even to survive, is to use whatever breaths are given, and whatever resources, to try and Resurrect The Rare Soul where that's possible.
And he realized several days ago that the Blog has gotten taken over by cycling posts. And This is distracting to the one in a million that ever looks at this blog. So it is anticipated that was in the next week or so he will find the time to extract those posts to a different blog.

This is the plan for the next two days. In the middle of nowhere tonight, but should be internet.

It is significant how little interest there is in my attempt to help creation.

Life

Solar RV cycling log September 12. Ghosts of Iowa visiting. Only because Iowa was so sustainable, effortless, powerful, enjoyable.

 3 ghosts are visiting quite frequently now. Not memories of the sphere far out at the knee but actual experience. And this is important. 

Item. Principles of the last week are

Saul and James have gotten lost. Speed is not what we need to be doing. Is destroying us both. Back to plan A.

Whatever I hit, I couldn't see it, and I couldn't find it. This is not easy.

Current thoughts next 12 days. Pick up three additional States not in the initial plan.

This still allows for getting down to New Mexico in early November. Anyone knowing this to be a foolish plan please advise.

Stuck in Billings waiting for package deliveries.

The wonderful new trailer tires are cushioning the solar panels from rumble strips and reducing or eliminating breakage hopefully. It seems. But they wear very quickly, 600 miles Maybe. Got caught short. Hopefully two Replacements arrive tomorrow. And another package forwarded to me from my post office in Lone Pine. Hopefully tomorrow. The lady at a Walmart said, no problem with a couple of nights here. Body is very tired and taking a ridiculous amount of rest and sleep. A kindly and capable machine shop did some work on several sprockets that was needed. Then beginning with a long trip South through Wyoming Colorado Utah Arizona New Mexico.

Solar RV cycling blog September 10. Updated attempt at technique very for James.

Item. Lower legs 100% relaxed. No energy. 0. 

Item the mission is to establish maintain and protect momentum averaging 10 miles per hour. 

Item current The technique must be

Plan for tomorrow and next several days. It's also starts tomorrow in Billings, and machine shop on Tuesday. Then heading south, Wyoming, Colorado, Utah, New Mexico.

Keep up the good work, said the trucker as he walked off to his rig.

There is a hunger to see goodness being attempted.

James said, here we go. Body said, nfw.

Decent travel day in this week of rain. Body said, nfw. Lie down. James listened.

We are here. Don't need to be in Billings until Tuesday morning for metal shop work on salt. Several days of rest. Truck stop. I like some, a lot.

General update. 9/7

No. Very very very lightly edited. Very rough.

Item. Profoundly new routines for electricity. The last year was 99% plus off the Sun. High

Solar RV cycling log September 7 Saturday. Hoe Lee fucks. Best cycling partner ever from Iowa just showed up! Hole Lee fucks.

Totally mis remembered had James the best cycling buddy from IOA was. Yes, the sphere at the knees, quite

Solar RV cycling log September 6. What the fuck's? Major breakthroughs.

 .... To paraphrase the genocidal maniac Winston Churchill, James will find the right thing, after he has exhausted every other fuckings option. 

 This is crazy. But major breakthroughs. 

 Serious shades of Iowa. 

The trigger? Energy in the lower

Confession. Rage is exploding within James. Problem. Has happened before.

Frustration levels, Road difficulties, cycling difficulties, to James allowing his rage to explode. Sometimes almost horse screaming at the computer, the legs, the roads, the road conditions, the murderously ignorant clueless drivers sucking zombies,.... The last two or three days.. and he is determined to solve this problem. The key for James to escape this addiction to the high of hatred, maybe to recalled that being childlike is all hope, losing that, is to lead directly away from any hope, any Joy. To lead toward destruction, hatred, pleasure, intoxication.

Triune brain. Unless head and flesh are in charge, they kill the soul, and destroy everything.

Triune brain. Unless head and flesh are in charge, they kill the soul, and destroy everything. Reptile with a cerebral cortex. Yes, the end of everything.

Solar RV cycling blog September 6. Why wonderful saul is so impossible!

This is not a criticism of soul. He is wonde

rful. But he is extremely difficult. But not impossible. And a big piece just fell into place.

Even with the new seat recline the reason that the lower legs must be completely inanimate linkages is because the knees and the feet at full extension cannot align properly, are prevented by horrible ergonomics from aligning.. So their only alternative is to fight if there is energy in both. The lower legs are not to be faulted. They are trying to do what they would do on a bicycle. But on a bicycle they would easily and naturally align. In this limited adjustment recumbent seat they cannot! 

How much is lost as a consequence? Don't know. 

What to do now? 

Item. Remember this as an added reason, the explanation, of why energy in the lower legs is suicide. 

Item. When the conditions are favorable attempt a further recline of the seat. It is possible if not likely that the benchmark cross Iowa Performance Was with a additional recline position. However, it is for certain that that benchmark cross Iowa performance was also with the lower legs completely limp Contributing to the rotation of a heavy circular small object at the knees.