Protect reignite Soul log. September 13th. James has been so lost.

But if you're not getting lost you're not traveling hard enough. In life.
James has gotten swept away from his mission of attempting to bring back to life a dead Soul here and there. He has become obsessed with cycling. Without realizing it's he became obsessed with achieving All 48 states within 12 months.  Yes there would be huge logistical advantages to that but at least for now it is too hard to Pace  for James and Saul.  Maybe we can accelerate again later from 30 and 40 miles a day up to the 65 that we've been doing. But not now. If you do not fail, you lose the opportunity to grow. No denigration to James in any of this. Medic knowledge might of the process.
Now he'll get to see if he can grow from this. And, he may have the help of Having learned a lot about how to comfortably without too much distraction partner with Saul.
And a refocusing on the mission which is not to move the vehicle, is not even to survive, is to use whatever breaths are given, and whatever resources, to try and Resurrect The Rare Soul where that's possible.
And he realized several days ago that the Blog has gotten taken over by cycling posts. And This is distracting to the one in a million that ever looks at this blog. So it is anticipated that was in the next week or so he will find the time to extract those posts to a different blog.

This is the plan for the next two days. In the middle of nowhere tonight, but should be internet.

It is significant how little interest there is in my attempt to help creation.

Life

Solar RV cycling log September 12. Ghosts of Iowa visiting. Only because Iowa was so sustainable, effortless, powerful, enjoyable.

 3 ghosts are visiting quite frequently now. Not memories of the sphere far out at the knee but actual experience. And this is important. 

Item. Principles of the last week are

Saul and James have gotten lost. Speed is not what we need to be doing. Is destroying us both. Back to plan A.

Whatever I hit, I couldn't see it, and I couldn't find it. This is not easy.

Current thoughts next 12 days. Pick up three additional States not in the initial plan.

This still allows for getting down to New Mexico in early November. Anyone knowing this to be a foolish plan please advise.

Stuck in Billings waiting for package deliveries.

The wonderful new trailer tires are cushioning the solar panels from rumble strips and reducing or eliminating breakage hopefully. It seems. But they wear very quickly, 600 miles Maybe. Got caught short. Hopefully two Replacements arrive tomorrow. And another package forwarded to me from my post office in Lone Pine. Hopefully tomorrow. The lady at a Walmart said, no problem with a couple of nights here. Body is very tired and taking a ridiculous amount of rest and sleep. A kindly and capable machine shop did some work on several sprockets that was needed. Then beginning with a long trip South through Wyoming Colorado Utah Arizona New Mexico.

Solar RV cycling blog September 10. Updated attempt at technique very for James.

Item. Lower legs 100% relaxed. No energy. 0. 

Item the mission is to establish maintain and protect momentum averaging 10 miles per hour. 

Item current The technique must be

Plan for tomorrow and next several days. It's also starts tomorrow in Billings, and machine shop on Tuesday. Then heading south, Wyoming, Colorado, Utah, New Mexico.

Keep up the good work, said the trucker as he walked off to his rig.

There is a hunger to see goodness being attempted.

James said, here we go. Body said, nfw.

Decent travel day in this week of rain. Body said, nfw. Lie down. James listened.

We are here. Don't need to be in Billings until Tuesday morning for metal shop work on salt. Several days of rest. Truck stop. I like some, a lot.

General update. 9/7

No. Very very very lightly edited. Very rough.

Item. Profoundly new routines for electricity. The last year was 99% plus off the Sun. High

Solar RV cycling log September 7 Saturday. Hoe Lee fucks. Best cycling partner ever from Iowa just showed up! Hole Lee fucks.

Totally mis remembered had James the best cycling buddy from IOA was. Yes, the sphere at the knees, quite

Solar RV cycling log September 6. What the fuck's? Major breakthroughs.

 .... To paraphrase the genocidal maniac Winston Churchill, James will find the right thing, after he has exhausted every other fuckings option. 

 This is crazy. But major breakthroughs. 

 Serious shades of Iowa. 

The trigger? Energy in the lower

Confession. Rage is exploding within James. Problem. Has happened before.

Frustration levels, Road difficulties, cycling difficulties, to James allowing his rage to explode. Sometimes almost horse screaming at the computer, the legs, the roads, the road conditions, the murderously ignorant clueless drivers sucking zombies,.... The last two or three days.. and he is determined to solve this problem. The key for James to escape this addiction to the high of hatred, maybe to recalled that being childlike is all hope, losing that, is to lead directly away from any hope, any Joy. To lead toward destruction, hatred, pleasure, intoxication.

Triune brain. Unless head and flesh are in charge, they kill the soul, and destroy everything.

Triune brain. Unless head and flesh are in charge, they kill the soul, and destroy everything. Reptile with a cerebral cortex. Yes, the end of everything.

Solar RV cycling blog September 6. Why wonderful saul is so impossible!

This is not a criticism of soul. He is wonde

rful. But he is extremely difficult. But not impossible. And a big piece just fell into place.

Even with the new seat recline the reason that the lower legs must be completely inanimate linkages is because the knees and the feet at full extension cannot align properly, are prevented by horrible ergonomics from aligning.. So their only alternative is to fight if there is energy in both. The lower legs are not to be faulted. They are trying to do what they would do on a bicycle. But on a bicycle they would easily and naturally align. In this limited adjustment recumbent seat they cannot! 

How much is lost as a consequence? Don't know. 

What to do now? 

Item. Remember this as an added reason, the explanation, of why energy in the lower legs is suicide. 

Item. When the conditions are favorable attempt a further recline of the seat. It is possible if not likely that the benchmark cross Iowa Performance Was with a additional recline position. However, it is for certain that that benchmark cross Iowa performance was also with the lower legs completely limp Contributing to the rotation of a heavy circular small object at the knees.

Liberals blame and destroy.

Solar RV cycling blog September 5th period Wonderful saul is too many vehicles for James.

 This is not a criticism of saul. It is a caution for James like one several weeks ago that every significant change in the ratio of electrical input in proportion to James input creates a very different vehicle these poor legs Are just being so confused and frustrated. 

 The complication comes because James in an attempt to get as much travel each day while there is still significant daylight Is Very aggressively using the electricity so as to use up what is given each day. So throughout the journey many many times the ratio is being changed and only late this afternoon did James realize how impossible that is making it for the body to be in relationship with saul and in relationship is sanity  and harmony and lack of frustration. 

 It is thought that tomorrow the attempt will be to much more carefully and deliberately change the ratio in such a way as to avoid radically changing saul from moment to moment. This should be achievable without sacrificing the average speed of 10 miles an hour. 

When late in the day James began to realize the above he began to implement what was just discussed and all of a sudden the legs were those of a cyclist again and that is really really really important to James sanity

Some general comments.

Items. The technical flow, the communication flow, of this mission now in Montana has been halting and erratic at best. Many things, many many hours spent traveling, difficulty with transferring photos from the camera, problems with dictation error rates being very high, etc, etc, etc. Progress is being made. difficulties for James and any readers are being noted here.
Item. A series of logs are being posted today , many of them cycling related, they are being posted the day they were recorded So one would have to scroll down to catch those posts if they were interested. August 31st maybe this one back being posted today.
Item. In line with the technical difficulties mentioned above, James is very tired. He is learning a lot he thinks, and may sometime soon hit his stride but in the meantime the quality of his written work is certainly suffering.

General plan for tomorrow. Only partial sun for the next week.

Only the child, and the child like, embody soul, inhabit heaven.

Solar rv cycling log July September 5th period Eureka?! Pressing knee juice deep into 1" Sol exchanger at the knees?

 By George, I think we're getting closer. 

 .... 

 yesterday's post spoke of an attempt at a new cycling theory for James. This is a more poetic and slightly expanded restatement. 

Saul thrives on knee juice. The exchanger with saul is a 1" diameter area Exactly at the farther reaches of the knee. Not lower. Sal thrives on The near constant introduction of the juice in that exchanger. Saul will receive energy delivered in the area of the exchanger, but very inefficiently. Much waist. And somehow it is juice from the knee entering that exchanger with force. at least this morning this was discovered within an hour and the principles of yesterday are the reason it was discovered that quickly. And upon quick reflection Pretty much any of the really good performance stateable poetic chunks of time in recent years of conttributing 2 souls movement What this expression above is achieving this morning is what was achieved then but this maybe a more persistent conscious competence location and understanding So that There may not be as many months or years Separating these chunks of time of Really acceptable cycling contribution by James.

Your material consumption hard at work. Bone appetit.

Best ride in a year?

100% on today's Sun. Near perfect conditions. 10 mile an hour Tailwind for the second half. No clouds. Due south so that three panels could be pointed towards the Sun for the first several hours. 1/2 kilowatt Regen. Saul and I have grown a lot, learned a lot. Much more to grow and learn.

The only freedom is soul in charge. Critters no nothing else. Only humans trade freedom for slavery to the pleasures of head and flesh.

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