When I was small and crippled, most of my decades, sex was a gigantic part of my life. Now it is nothing to me but pitiful distraction. Our culture is pathological.

When I was small and crippled, most of my decades, sex was a gigantic part of my life. Now it is nothing to me but pitiful distraction. Our culture is pathological.

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"Dear James, Thank you for reminding us what being a human being looks like. I send blessings your way. D..." was the note on a substantial PayPal donation last night from a Facebook friend that I think.....

"Dear James, Thank you for reminding us what being a human being looks like. I send blessings your way. D..." was the note on a substantial PayPal donation last night from a Facebook friend that I think I have never met in person and rarely correspond with. I was so moved, I am so moved, at such words, such trust, such affirmation, such faith. It was difficult to sleep all night trying to digest such a thought. I pray I am worthy of such words, it's all I have hope in, it's all I try to be.

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In two weeks the vehicle should be up to the task of these mountains finally, and in 6 months finally out of red ink, thanks to for donations in the last 2 weeks. This......

In two weeks the vehicle should be up to the task of these mountains finally, and in 6 months finally out of red ink, thanks to for donations in the last 2 weeks. This update was just sent to the very largest of the donors explaining..... Hers, hers JH'S and YOURS donations are more timely and important than you know. The stresses on the vehicle continue and the evidence piles up that it is finally up to the stresses in part thanks to you. But there remain two substantial expenditures which thanks to you, one of my two dearest friends from Standing Rock, an unmet Facebook sister, and JH who donates $100 every month, met him on that March from Philadelphia to Washington DC, two major expenditures remain which we'll be able to make with huge credit card debt which will remain for six months but we can now sustain that. And if the vehicle is as stable as I think we're finally out of the woods and have all the capability that the environment requires. Every once in awhile a 13 or 14 percent climb pops up out of nowhere. A week ago the only place for 50 miles where we could park for the night was the Snoqualmie Casino. Beautiful, in the foothill mountains, and the huge parking lot required going down and then back up a probably 13 or 14 percent grade. We just barely made it. Any steeper and we were stuck, and way too much stress on the solar vehicle. And although it's a bit technical after excruciating failures, very expensive 6 months ago, regenerative braking is now possible and it is immensely important. But it is only semi permanent and still has risk to it that it could fail. In about a week I'll be back down on the Columbia River I expect where there are two extremely able machine shops that I've encountered. And with the donations of you four there should be the funds to really make this a permanent fixture. And with the stronger motor and the regenerative braking with the days getting so much shorter the new motor should substantially increase the amount of electricity we can put back in the battery going down these mountains. There, that's probably more than you wanted to know.

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Dump is a godsend. An unmistakable marker to the moral gangrene of all of we citizens with maybe seconds left to cure ourselves.

Dump is a godsend. An unmistakable marker to the moral gangrene of all of we citizens with maybe seconds left to cure ourselves.

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I hope, I think, I may be on the cusp of diverting almost all attention away from watching our deliberate, suicidal, self-directed Trainwreck tord trying to save one or two lives with the time that's left.

I hope, I think, I may be on the cusp of diverting almost all attention away from watching our deliberate, suicidal, self-directed Trainwreck tord trying to save one or two lives with the time that's left.

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The material white / privilege of my youth was intoxicating to me. And it was evil at the same time I felt. Being radically discriminated against by Kennedy yesterday in a way felt good.

The material white / privilege of my youth was intoxicating to me. And it was evil at the same time I felt. Being radically discriminated against by Kennedy yesterday in a way felt good.

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We are all materially poor approaching destitution. Earth is literally plundered to death. The House of Cards Falls in on itself.

We are all materially poor approaching destitution. Earth is literally plundered to death. The House of Cards Falls in on itself.

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Think about it. The human species is literally destroying itself. Virtually all of us are getting what we deserve, what we are devoting our lives to.

Think about it. The human species is literally destroying itself. Virtually all of us are getting what we deserve, what we are devoting our lives to.

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Mental illness I see almost everywhere on this planet, severe. Anger, Fury, harshness has been....

Mental illness I see almost everywhere on this planet, severe. Anger, Fury, harshness has been my response. But that's not how I should constructively respond to those who are ill, nearly everyone, literally. Very firm and abrupt probably. This is a constructive thought for me.

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Sharia liberal. My values and leaning certainly would be described as liberal. How are liberals not trying to legislate their values on everyone else? How are they doing differently than the so-called Christian right?

Sharia liberal. My values and leaning certainly would be described as liberal. How are liberals not trying to legislate their values on everyone else? How are they doing differently than the so-called Christian right?

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The goal is to arrive Vancouver on the 21st, with no assumption that Customs will let me out of the country. Tomorrow is 50....

The goal is to arrive Vancouver on the 21st, with no assumption that Customs will let me out of the country. Tomorrow is 50 miles plan, to a casino parking lot that it seems might allow one to stop for the night in the parking lot. Two-thirds of the way is a UPS Store where the passport hopefully will arrive and bike shop where a spare tire and some tubes can be purchased. And a failing bearing addressed. This body and soul is very very tired in recent days. Combination of tremendous physical exertion and huge distress at the ascendant evil in the world. Travel today was fairly light, much downhill. Several hours this afternoon were spent on maintaining worn tires and other issues. Hopefully this forest service road will be okay for the night and it is the plan to stay here and leave early tomorrow morning hopefully to beat some of whatever morning traffic there may be. Although the Outlook is sunny for the coming week the power of the sun is cut by probably a third with all the smoke in the air from the Miriam fire. Travel each day will require about 50 miles which is a bit longer than desired but in this area of extreme evil inequality the rich folks don't much take to anyone that does not own their own secluded property. And the non Rich locals are understandably outraged at the influx of people to their area pushing them to the margins. research has gone into trying to identify places where stopping for the night will be okay and unless the information is faulty if we are able to travel about 50 miles a day it should work. The plan remains to travel south from Vancouver once the work there is done along the coast. But this has not been planned in any detail and there is Verizon signal in this area so hopefully tonight some of that planning will begin.

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I and others have been blind to the sadism that is very very very very much alive in the United States today. It is much more than hatred at work here.

I and others have been blind to the sadism that is very very very very much alive in the United States today. It is much more than hatred at work here.

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The deadly function of being nice is continually brought to my attention in recent days. By all accounts the Nazi Germans were nice. Good? No. Nice? Nice. No longer guilty of being nice am I. It was more pleasant being nice, but it was not good, it was evil.

The deadly function of being nice is continually brought to my attention in recent days. By all accounts the Nazi Germans were nice. Good? No. Nice? Nice. No longer guilty of being nice am I. It was more pleasant being nice, but it was not good, it was evil.

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Fear not much cancer that destroys the body, but the cancer of selfishness that destroys Joy, your True Life, in your being, and all life on Earth. Jesus, 2018 translation

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Update. More than a week of dry dock should be ending, passport should be arriving....

Update. More than a week of dry dock should be ending, passport should be arriving.... time will tell if a gigantic stabilization of this vehicle, durability, reliability, just took place. The odds are pretty good but the unknowns are there also. Why have these panels been failing? In Prior posts I've discussed that I think I know why, flexing primarily, but every variable I can see beside Ultra fragile design of the panels themselves have now been guarded against very substantially.

This is not how I wanted to spend 8 or 10 days. But it has been very gratifying. My engineering skills have been honed over a lifetime, and specific to this vehicle have been honed over the last couple of years and they all came together on this project.

It turns out that one can get data signal strong and still be considered roaming for phone calls. This accounts for the telephone blackout at such a dreadful time during this Dry Dock project.

With phone restored it now seems nearly certain that the passport is being shipped today for arrival at a local post office on Tuesday and upon retrieval of that the voyage North toward Vancouver and the grin Technologies manufacturer of the vehicles electronic propulsion systems are there with some interest in seeing the vehicle. But my motive is they are a pivot point on this industry for the world and it is important that they see this vehicle, that the seed gets planted in their mind. And it does seem that they have some interest, to my surprise.

If the passport is received as I expect, that in no way guarantees that I'll be allowed out of the states given my Decades of aggressive activism. But that will be interesting to see.

More than a week ago the plan was to spend time up at Mount Hood studying in the Magnificent forests up there and what materialized instead was 10 hours a day of working on the vehicle. Not complaining just observing. But if the vehicle cooperates as I expect it will the next 3 days waiting for the passport to arrive will be spent up in those woods, south of here by about 15 or 20 miles.

The founder and chief engineer and his number 2 are in a cross-continental Asian solar bicycle event until the 19th they tell me, these of grin Technologies, so that will yield about 2 weeks of travel time, a little bit less, which would be about 40 miles a day.

Five or six or seven people are the wind under the wings of this 2 year, 16000 mile Voyage at critical junctures each at their own time. The Pair of Hands that out a week ago was the difference between implosion and launching forward.

James

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History, heart, conscience, Soul, ask really only one thing, are you doing your share to save and heal creation? Every breath?

History, heart, conscience, Soul, ask really only one thing, are you doing your share to save and heal creation? Every breath?

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The rich are sick sociopaths, but not stupid. They saw that the rest of us are nothing but dumb, cowardly ignorant sheep.

The rich are sick sociopaths, but not stupid. They saw that the rest of us are nothing but dumb, cowardly ignorant sheep.

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Being good. For the last half-year I've written about and around this word, this concept, becoming Central to me. More so every day.

Being good. For the last half-year I've written about and around this word, this concept, becoming Central to me. More so every day.

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Religion, little more than a pretext for tribal Supremacy.

Religion, little more than a pretext for tribal Supremacy.

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We are taught in this Society to be nice as a neat device for denial that we are not being good.

We are taught in this Society to be nice as a neat device for denial that we are not being good.

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Loving, goodness, humanity, is lived solidarity with the neediest in creation. Not one in a million are.

Loving, goodness, humanity, is lived solidarity with the neediest in creation.
Not one in a million are.

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Nowhere on Earth should anyone be having children. Not in 2018. No where on Earth. It is a sin. It is a crime. Adopt, buy a doll, get a pet. For Christ's sake.

Nowhere on Earth should anyone be having children. Not in 2018. No where on Earth. It is a sin. It is a crime. Adopt, buy a doll, get a pet. For Christ's sake.

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If you have some moral cause, and you are not living in solidarity with the neediest in creation, I don't want to hear about it.

If you have some moral cause, and you are not living in solidarity with the neediest in creation, I don't want to hear about it.

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Conservatives perverted religion into selfishness. Liberals perverted rights into, well, f****** selfishness.

Conservatives perverted religion into selfishness. Liberals perverted rights into, well, f** selfishness.

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In my life gigantic opportunity for improvement. Spending my pennies with Good companies, withholding from evil.

In my life gigantic opportunity for improvement. Spending my pennies with Good companies, withholding from evil.

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Blood moon article. My comment. Repulsive to me is the phenomenon of universe as mere entertainment for we disgusting two-legged creatures.

World gazes at total lunar eclipse, longest of this century
https://www.washingtonpost.com/world/africa/world-gazes-at-total-lunar-eclipse-longest-of-this-century/2018/07/27/87864b70-91fb-11e8-ae59-01880eac5f1d_story.html

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For me, the endless orgy of selfishness that we call life, well, I'm glad to see it going away. My God, stop having children.

For me, the endless orgy of selfishness that we call life, well, I'm glad to see it going away. My God, stop having children.

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I am what I do. Yet she was relentlessly disinterested in what I do. Yet I thought she loved me?

I am what I do.
Yet she was relentlessly disinterested in what I do.
Yet I thought she loved me?

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One is a sociopath, heart-dead, to live at more than two or three times the poverty level. This is a truism. Me, my first five decades.

One is a sociopath, heart-dead, to live at more than two or three times the poverty level. This is a truism. Me, my first five decades.

There's three groups of people, only three. The living, Universal loving every breath. The Dead, all but one in a million. And the few who can be reborn. All other distinctions horrible distraction.

There's three groups of people, only three. The living, Universal loving every breath. The Dead, all but one in a million. And the few who can be reborn. All other distinctions horrible distraction.

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