The secret to a joyful life is to have a care for the world large enough that.....

The secret to a joyful life is to have a care for the world large enough that.... it pulls you through the worst of times no matter what. Times in your life have proven this. No?

Regarding my use of alcohol which I wrote of several months ago, I have found something I greatly....

Regarding  my use of alcohol which I wrote of several months ago, I have found something I greatly..... prefer, these recent 4 or 6 weeks. Unlike the prior six months where I was hitting two or four beers each night. But like the prior 17 years. For me, anything I depend on externally for positive, joyful, life, I see it as a crutch. Who wants to go mountain climbing with a crutch if they can figure out how to do it without a crutch? During the six months I allowed myself the crutch, I was under tremendous psychological and physical stress, and I was unable to see how to conduct my existence as positively without the crutch as with. But it remained a challenge for me. 4 or 6 weeks ago the solution, the Improvement, the more Joyful Way to be presented itself to me. It is not the case that the conditions of psychological stress, the horrors in the world, went away, they have intensified. What presented itself to me was, James, intensify your focus on using every breath to try and channel good in the world. That was it. I did. I do. And those times when the stress would have made me consider the crutch of alcohol, I have found the option of using those breaths to try and channel a little bit more good into the world, I have found that clearly preferable, more joyful, then the solution of alcohol, which has once again lost all my interest. LOL, it is true that now at the time I would be having a beer before going to bed, I do nurse a hot chocolate.

Would a good-hearted person try to reform Nazism in the 1940s? Then why try and reform Christianity in 2018?

Would a good-hearted person try to reform Nazism in the 1940s? Then why try and reform Christianity in 2018?

A story to tell on myself. Several weeks ago traveling in the vehicle all day, hot day, stopped at a convenience store gas station for a cold drink refill. As.....

A story to tell on myself. Several weeks ago traveling in the vehicle all day, hot day, stopped at a convenience store gas station for a cold drink refill. As frequently happens, getting out of the vehicle, I noticed people eyeing the vehicle and me and could feel a idle headed question coming my way and looked away and scowled internally. Scowled particularly because the individuals were substantially overweight against which I have a lifelong prejudice bias I am not proud of. I remember thinking, and I am not proud of this, if you are not interested in taking care of yourself I'm not interested in talking to you about the vehicle. They did not make any inquiries. In the store I filled the refill, went to the counter, put in my credit card, may have smiled and said something nice to the young handsome Indian attendant, withdrew my card, began to walk away and the attendant looked at me with daggers and said you didn't pay! I use this card all the time with no problems. My guess is I must have absent-mindedly pulled it out too soon. I'll pay, the lady said! Yes, it was one of the individuals I just spoke of, a woman in the group roughly late 40s. Thank you so much ma'am, I said, but I'll pay, I must have pulled the card out too quickly. No, she insisted, adamant, I want to pay. She also had made a judgement based on the vehicle in my attire. She can be maybe proud of hers, and I am very ashamed of mine.

The gravest threat to Creation, to every American, is the 2018 house, senate, and so-called president. Citizens have gotten what they have worked for. Zip.

The gravest threat to Creation, to every American, is the 2018 house, senate, and so-called president. Citizens have gotten what they have worked for. Zip.

You are sent back on the Titanic 12 hours before the iceberg with full knowledge, a handgun, and lots of ammunition. What do you do?

You are sent back on the Titanic 12 hours before the iceberg with full knowledge, a handgun, and lots of ammunition. What do you do?

I do not vote for anyone's, our, slow death. So I don't vote for Republicans or Democrats.

I do not vote for anyone's, our, slow death. So I don't vote for Republicans or Democrats.

The cost to the so-called humanoid intelligence is that in like degree it seems to displace the basic decency, the basic respect for Life, found in all other life-forms.

The cost to the so-called humanoid  intelligence is that in like degree it seems to displace the basic decency, the basic respect for Life, found in all other life-forms.

Liberals formed the Torso enabling the vile hands and feet of the Nazi German Death Machine. Quietly cooperating to protect their own evil asses. History repeats.

Liberals formed the Torso enabling the vile hands and feet of the Nazi German Death Machine. Quietly cooperating to protect their own evil asses. History repeats.

George Orwell quotes regarding truth. I have tenaciously built my life on truth but in rereading Orwell right now I feel like I am seeing that fact and understanding why for the first time. Link

https://www.goodreads.com/author/quotes/3706.George_Orwell

I see one species not worth saving, our own. And to save the others we must go.

I see one species not worth saving, our own. And to save the others we must go.

My God is the spirit of goodness. Almost everyone seems to have a different God than that.

My God is the spirit of goodness. Almost everyone seems to have a different God than that.

Liberals Pride themselves on Broad mindedness. What I hate is small heartedness of which both the left and the right are equally guilty.

Liberals Pride themselves on Broad mindedness. What I hate is small heartedness of which both the left and the right are equally guilty.

Trump's bet that America's white trash, all economic levels, would stand with him unopposed is clearly a good one.

Trump's bet that America's white trash, all economic levels, would stand with him unopposed is clearly a good one.

I perceive that what defines the true non-violent Warriors throughout history is they love goodness more than their own lives, and that only they know true Joy.

I perceive that what defines the true non-violent Warriors throughout history is they love goodness more than  their own lives, and that only they know true Joy.

Unless almost all cells fight for the good of the body, it dies. Conservatives fight against all about their own group. Liberals talk against this but don't pay the price.

Unless almost all cells fight for the good of the body, it dies. Conservatives fight against all about their own group. Liberals talk against this but don't pay the price.

Lifelong I have revered the police. Were they never more than thugs for the ruling Elites?

Lifelong I have revered the police. Were they never more than thugs for the ruling Elites?

Function of religion: A. Exploit the natural goodness of people. B. Provide the masses alternatives to being their radically good nature. The exceptions prove....

Function of religion: A. Exploit the natural goodness of people. B. Provide the masses alternatives to being their radically good nature. The exceptions prove....

With every breath I attempt to be perfectly good for the perfect joy of it, even if it kills me, which I suspect it will.

With every breath I attempt to be perfectly good for the perfect  joy of it, even if it kills me, which I suspect it will.

Liberal and conservative child abuse on epidemic scale brings Ecocide now. Conservatives raising children as essentially evil. Liberals raising them as thinking competition machines.

Liberal and conservative child abuse on epidemic scale brings Ecocide now. Conservatives raising children as essentially evil. Liberals raising them as thinking competition machines.

***** spiritual Evolution, George vaillant. Fact, for all of my years I have been profoundly alone, isolated, unwelcome in society. Fact, what is written of in this book which has been up until now, and even now, ignored, ridiculed, belittled, overtly and covertly suppressed.....

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0015DWJSW/ref=dp-kindle-redirect?_encoding=UTF8&btkr=1#atwl_secondary_view_1523645320336

Fact, for all of my years I have been profoundly alone, isolated, unwelcome in society. Fact, what is written of in this book which has been up until now, and even now, ignored, ridiculed, belittled, overtly and covertly  suppressed punished and repressed in our culture is what has been the animating Force within me all of my years, no credit or discredit to me. A flawed book by a flawed writer but uniquely important of all that I have yet found. If granted one wish to try and heal this Dying World it might be that I would have everyone read, understand, and embrace this. If and when I see a 500 million-dollar lottery or higher I will buy a ticket and if I win the lottery all of that money will be spent on trying to bring the truth revealed in this work, which my soul has known and lived and profited by all of my years, then that is how I will spend the money.

What is required is that each of us move to a carbon, natural resource, negative life. How soon? How soon should we stop destroying the children?

What is required is that each of us move to a carbon, natural resource, negative life. How soon? How soon should we stop destroying the children?

Today's Democrats claim to fight for access to equal participation in the machine of consumption that is destroying everything. Hint, the road to final destruction.

Today's Democrats claim to fight for access to equal participation in the machine of consumption that is destroying everything. Hint, the road to final destruction.

No laws, parties, government, Technologies are needed to save creation. People individually stopping over consumption is the only answer.

No laws, parties, government, Technologies are needed to save creation. People individually stopping over consumption is the only answer.

America is in the midst of a tribal War that will destroy it.

America is in the midst of a tribal War that will destroy it.

Truth is God and America is built on a trillion lies told to every citizen in every newspaper, home, history class since day one. That built on lies cannot last.

Truth is God and America is built on a trillion lies told to every citizen in every newspaper, home, history class since day one. That built on lies cannot last.

Talk, Force, ridicule, and shame have constituted liberalism for decades. It has failed and drawn a vicious backlash. Lip service is contemptible.

Talk, Force, ridicule, and shame have constituted liberalism for decades. It has failed and drawn a vicious backlash. Lip service is contemptible.

If I have a religion Christlikeness is the best name I can put to it. Not saying I do it well, but joy, peace of heart, ability to go on it gives me.

If I have a religion Christlikeness is the best name I can put to it. Not saying I do it well, but joy, peace of heart, ability to go on it gives me.

Update: since the cancer of years ago I have only about 12 hours of productive capacity per day but those are quite productive and I suppose I should be grateful for that. And I suppose I am. Much of the last six.....

Update: since the cancer of years ago I have only about 12 hours of productive capacity per day but those are quite productive and I suppose I should be grateful for that. And I suppose I am. Much of the last six months has been spent in incremental steps of making this miraculous vehicle sustainable and stable and there is reason to think that that has been largely achieved which is a mercy. I continue to perceive that humanity is lost, has made excuses for avoiding curing the cancer of universal selfishness for many thousands of years and malignancy now is Unstoppable. But what of the few cells that could be saved? This remains my interest but the overall situation is profoundly depressing to me. Side note, I'm using all of my skills including alcohol in strong moderation each day, to enable me to fight with all of my strength. My personal experience, and my theory is, that aligning one's life to a dedication to goodness is the ultimate Human Experience and the ultimate hope for exit from the suicide collectively. The productive hours I have each day are spent on scholarly study of this issue. My perception is that to do this in natural beauty accentuates the hopefulness of this work so I do so and expect to continue to do so into the foreseeable future. So my days are spent traversing the natural beauty that is available. And to be listening to the most important scholarly works that I can find while doing so. It is agonizing to me that I cannot do more. It is severely depressing to me that I cannot do more. It is the joy that keeps me alive that I can do what I can do.

Liberals, conservatives, that your group approves what you say in no way is a measure of whether or not it is true. Truth is God, said Gandhi rightly.

Liberals, conservatives, that your group approves what you say in no way is a measure of whether or not it is true. Truth is God, said Gandhi rightly.