Houston, Santa, what the hell is the deal here? Is there such a thing as negative Christmas present? Coal on steroids? I'm back out in the middle of nowhere planning to head further into nowhere tomorrow morning and The Marvelous electrical system in this vehicle, the control mechanism, is rapidly disintegrating in its performance. Like a cell phone or laptop going through death throes. That could involve a crushing or killing expense. Creator, what have I done wrong?

Houston, Santa, what the hell is the deal here? Is there such a thing as negative Christmas present? Coal on steroids? I'm back out in the middle of nowhere planning to head further into nowhere tomorrow morning and The Marvelous electrical system in this vehicle, the control mechanism, is rapidly disintegrating in its performance. Like a cell phone or laptop  going through death throes. That could involve a crushing or killing expense. Creator, what have I done wrong?

Am I anti-semitic to observe that the most godly people on Earth are those like Gideon Levy, Norman Finkelstein, Amira Hass, Ilan pappe, Noam Chomsky? And the most satanic those like Netanyahu, Weinstein, Wasserman Schultz, Sheldon Adelson...?

Am I anti-semitic to observe that the most godly people on Earth are those like Gideon Levy, Norman Finkelstein, Amira Hass, Ilan pappe, Noam Chomsky? And the most satanic those like Netanyahu, Weinstein, Wasserman Schultz, Sheldon Adelson...?

Being good in the world has come to me in recent weeks as North on the compass.

Being good in the world has come to me in recent weeks as North on the compass.

Every Penny you spend on other than absolute need is accurate measure of how little you value the life of others.

Every Penny you spend on other than absolute need is accurate measure of how little you value the life of others.

Video update. Health greatly improved, for the moment at least. Returning to the desert.

https://vimeo.com/248508830

More time in the desert. I am quite certain that more deeply and effectively channeling the goodness that the man Jesus channeled is how I'm called to serve. No, I......

More time in the desert. I'm quite certain that more deeply and effectively channeling the goodness that the man Jesus channeled is how I'm called to serve. No, I...... don't know just what that means and certainly not just what form it will take. Traveling, being, teaching, I suspect are a big part of it. Being good in the world. Not good when it's convenient. Not good when it's safe. Not good when it's comfortable. Not good when it's popular. Good because that's what's needed and that's the ultimate rewarding existence. Much study of the man Jesus and the scholarship pertinent to has been undertaken by me in the last 15 years. What I'm called to do requires doing this more deeply and extensively now. I suspect that this calls me into the cold chilly Wendy desert for much of the next week. Back to Joshua Tree I suspect. My body is not particularly happy about this. Cold, windy, inhospitable, Barron. But my soul finds some gladness in it. I expect the journey will take place early tomorrow morning with arrival late tomorrow. Much or all of the next week is likely to be offline in study.

Electrolyte deficit maybe central to the debilitating symptoms of fatigue Headache nausea fatigue fatigue recent weeks. Electrolyte supplements had fallen out of my routine.

Electrolyte deficit maybe central to the debilitating symptoms of fatigue Headache nausea fatigue fatigue recent weeks. Electrolyte supplements had fallen out of my routine.

The left citizens are oblivious that this train is headed toward fascist death camps for them unless they stop it, now.

The left citizens are oblivious that this train is headed toward fascist death camps for them unless they stop it, now.

The church is an instrument of rich people to replace Jesus teaching with justification of their selfishness. Almost no exceptions. Since day one. Malice, intentionality, forethought, is not a requirement in any of this.

The church is an instrument of rich people to replace Jesus teaching with justification of their selfishness. Almost no exceptions. Since day one. Malice, intentionality, forethought, is not a requirement in any of this.

Gospel in brief, hapgood translation. Tolstoy desperately wanted to know the ethics of Jesus the man. It was clear to him he was getting nothing but corruption from the church teachings. So he went to the original Greek Gospels. In this darkest of times who can afford not to know what he found?

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00HHM3AOW/ref=dp-kindle-redirect?_encoding=UTF8&btkr=1

The Gospel of Jesus: According to the Jesus Seminar https://www.amazon.com/dp/0944344747/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_gvapAbZXF2GJ3. Liars, Hippocrates, deceivers, delusional, those that claim to love Jesus yet care not to know the actual man. In this darkest of times at the end of everything I am seeking light in this man as did Schweitzer, Gandhi, King, Tolstoy, Einstein. How can anyone not? This is one of the sources I am studying again. How can you not if you care about anything?

The Gospel of Jesus: According to the Jesus Seminar https://www.amazon.com/dp/0944344747/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_gvapAbZXF2GJ3

Samantha Bee. Christian fundamentalists are fighting to end the world. No, really. They are working to kill you, your children, your grandchildren, all of creation. And Trump loves it.

Sam Bee: Trump's devout evangelical following is “an Aryan death cult” https://www.salon.com/2017/12/21/sam-bee-trumps-devout-evangelical-following-is-an-aryan-death-cult/

I don't know what the republicans in Washington consider themselves. I do know what they are not, Christian. They are viciously Antichrist.

I don't know what the republicans in Washington consider themselves. I do know what they are not, Christian. They are viciously Antichrist.

To the rich, all but the rich, are useless eaters to be eliminated as quickly as possible. Nazism their model.

To the rich,
all but the rich,
are useless eaters to be eliminated as quickly as possible.
Nazism their model.

Remember? Remember what the German fascists did to millions of fellow citizens they deemed useless, inconvenient, a threat?

Remember? Remember what the German fascists did to millions of fellow citizens they deemed useless, inconvenient, a threat?

The child born to parents today is already tortured and murdered. Why? Their parents are torturers and murderers by their act. Intentionality is not required.

The child born to parents today is already tortured and murdered. Why? Their parents are torturers and murderers by their act. Intentionality is not required.

General update, December 20th, 2017. Video log

https://vimeo.com/248177419

We have failed to fight for right, for justice, for goodness; as a result we must fight against wrong, against injustice, against evil. http://peaceandnonviolence.blogspot.com/2007/03/meaning-of-this-hour-abraham-j-heschel.html?m=1

We have failed to fight for right, for justice, for goodness; as a result we must fight against wrong, against injustice, against evil. http://peaceandnonviolence.blogspot.com/2007/03/meaning-of-this-hour-abraham-j-heschel.html?m=1

Rabbi Abraham heschel. The greatest task of our time is to take the souls of men out of the pit.

The greatest task of our time is to take the souls of men out of the pit. http://peaceandnonviolence.blogspot.com/2007/03/meaning-of-this-hour-abraham-j-heschel.html?m=1

I dearly wish that treating the symptoms was the answer. So clear, direct, obvious. It has been killing time. My last 17 years of doing so, killing time. I see no alternative to treating the disease, a universal Embrace of selfishness, the only cure, for the individual now, the total, hopeless, joyful, Embrace of being goodness in the world.

I dearly wish that treating the symptoms was the answer. So clear, direct, obvious. It has been killing time. My last 17 years of doing so, killing time. I see no alternative to treating the disease, a universal Embrace of selfishness, the only cure, for the individual now, the total, hopeless, joyful, Embrace of being goodness in the world.

A difficult walk. Can I learn it? Walking in a world that is immersed in flames, without a prayer of stopping The Inferno. How to live in this? How to do good? To show the path of joy that others might find it Through the flames. Even if just in the moments before being tortured and killed. Attempting to be and bring goodness into the world. Such a difficult dance. Facing the daily unfolding nightmares. Then, informed by that turning to be joyful goodness in the world. So difficult.

A difficult walk. Can I learn it? Walking in a world that is immersed in flames, without a prayer of stopping The Inferno. How to live in this? How to do good? To show the path of joy that others might find it Through the flames. Even if just in the moments before being tortured and killed. Attempting to be and bring goodness into the world. Such a difficult dance. Facing the daily unfolding nightmares. Then, informed by that, turning to be joyful goodness in the world. So difficult.

I have grown to dread and detest the encounters with people drawn by this vehicle. The empty-headed Clueless intellectual masturbation of Technology. Totally.....

I have grown to dread and detest the encounters with people drawn by this vehicle. The empty-headed Clueless intellectual masturbation of Technology. Totally.... oblivious to what's going on in the world. But there is a chance that I am learning to make the encounters positive for me. The pleasant fellow this morning asking the inane questions, my friendly reply, it's my little attempt to bring good into the world. It felt good. It's entirely true. It's what I want to do and talk about.

I do not know how to live in this world where evil is gleefully trampling everything decent. Everything. But I'm determined to find out, for me, and for you.

I do not know how to live in this world where evil is gleefully trampling everything decent. Everything. But I'm determined to find out, for me, and for you.

Video log. Searching in darkness for the man Jesus.

https://vimeo.com/248014804

Last will and testament. Rex litwiller is to receive my only possession should anything happen to me. He created much of it and is most likely to cause it to be used for good.

Last will and testament. Rex litwiller is to receive my only possession should anything happen to me. He created much of it and is most likely to cause it to be used for good.

Symptoms for multiple sclerosis were just reviewed by me. Yesterday and today my right leg is barely controllable in cycling. It's simply wants to curl up. It is taking all of my concentration to return to a normal cycling stroke. In my quick review online of leg out of control cycling I found new other explanation.

Symptoms for multiple sclerosis were just reviewed by me. Yesterday and today my right leg is barely controllable in cycling. It's simply wants to curl up. It is taking all of my concentration to return to a normal cycling stroke. In my quick review online of leg out of control cycling I found new other explanation.

Me too, at a very early age I was part of the problem. I did not understand that at the time.

Me too,
at a very early age I was part of the problem.

I did not understand that at the time.

Francis. We are to do battle with evil. Evil spirit.

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Pope Francis we are to do battle with evil.

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ICE equals Nazi. But the Liberals are to blame. I'll wager that the density of immigrants and conservative White areas is 5 to 10 times who water is in Liberal neighborhoods. F****** hypocrites. The whites feel that they're drowning and they see liberals pushing more bodies into their already sinking Lifeboat.

ICE equals Nazi. But the Liberals are to blame. I'll wager that the density of immigrants and conservative White areas is 5 to 10 times who water is in Liberal neighborhoods. F****** hypocrites. The whites feel that they're drowning and they see liberals pushing more bodies into their already sinking Lifeboat.