2.05.2015
nd. Cancer update: no word yet on whether the tumor they removed from me late December is malignant or not. I meet with my oncologist in 2 weeks and I expect to learn more then. I saw my saintly general practitioner today to get some cold medicine so that I can sleep and I asked her weather what I have experienced post operation was reasonable. I told her that although I considered it a minor operation, just one day in the hospital, 3 hours under anesthesia, just three holes drilled between my ribs, for a full 6 or so weeks after the operation my body told me forcefully everyday that it was incapable of doing the free Palestine vigil at the White House or on Capitol Hill. This seemed absurd to me but what my body was telling me seemed so concretely real. Her response to me seemed to be honest. She said that a general rule of thumb is that every one day of intensive work in the hospital requires at least a month for the body to recover. This was comforting for me to hear.
Cancer update: no word yet on whether the tumor they removed from me late December is malignant or not. I meet with my oncologist in 2 weeks and I expect to learn more then. I saw my saintly general practitioner today to get some cold medicine so that I can sleep and I asked her weather what I have experienced post operation was reasonable. I told her that although I considered it a minor operation, just one day in the hospital, 3 hours under anesthesia, just three holes drilled between my ribs, for a full 6 or so weeks after the operation my body told me forcefully everyday that it was incapable of doing the free Palestine vigil at the White House or on Capitol Hill. This seemed absurd to me but what my body was telling me seemed so concretely real. Her response to me seemed to be honest. She said that a general rule of thumb is that every one day of intensive work in the hospital requires at least a month for the body to recover. This was comforting for me to hear.
Nd. I never stop, I'll never stop, trying to become a significant force for good. With every breath I study, practice, fail, succeed, ponder, try again.... Moments ago a thought came to me that strikes me as promising. It is that the work consists of, the nature of the battle is, two different cultures warring for propagation in the same petri dish. The nervous systems of humanity collectively are the petri dish. The two alternative cultures are self centeredness versus other centeredness; being sociopath versus being empathy; being cancerous tissue versus being life giving tissue; exploiting vs loving . Yes, there are shades of gray and they are 100 percent cancerous tissue. So the work, the task at hand, is to realize that with every waking breath one is advancing one of these two cultures, inescapably. The work is to figure out how to be an accelerant for the culture of loving and inhibitor of the culture of exploiting.
I never stop, I'll never stop, trying to become a significant force for good. With every breath I study, practice, fail, succeed, ponder, try again.... Moments ago a thought came to me that strikes me as promising. It is that the work consists of, the nature of the battle is, two different cultures warring for propagation in the same petri dish. The nervous systems of humanity collectively are the petri dish. The two alternative cultures are self centeredness versus other centeredness; being sociopath versus being empathy; being cancerous tissue versus being life giving tissue; exploiting vs loving . Yes, there are shades of gray and they are 100 percent cancerous tissue. So the work, the task at hand, is to realize that with every waking breath one is advancing one of these two cultures, inescapably. The work is to figure out how to be an accelerant for the culture of loving and inhibitor of the culture of exploiting.
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Nd. Only those who live with great passion live at all.
Only those who live with great passion live at all.
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***** I am wealthier than any but one in a million in history that I see, wealthier in joy, loving, piece of heart; and yes, destitute, when it comes to the wealth of men, which is worthless in the kingdom of God. I am not talking religion here, I am talking human experience, I am talking my experience, I'm talking physiology, psychology . If there is any wealth worth having beside joy, loving, piece of heart someone needs to let me know. Otherwise, they might want to learn from my example as I continue to learn from that of others. 100 percent lived solidarity, serving the global neediest, from the soul, regardless of any personal price for doing so.
I am wealthier than any but one in a million in history that I see, wealthier in joy, loving, piece of heart; and yes, destitute, when it comes to the wealth of men, which is worthless in the kingdom of God. I am not talking religion here, I am talking human experience, I am talking my experience, I'm talking physiology, psychology . If there is any wealth worth having beside joy, loving, piece of heart someone needs to let me know. Otherwise, they might want to learn from my example as I continue to learn from that of others. 100 percent lived solidarity, serving the global neediest, from the soul, regardless of any personal price for doing so.
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2.04.2015
Nd. ***** I know of only one really good test of a person's humanity, be it my own, or that of someone who I am observing. Is the person in question behaving exactly as they would if they experienced the global neediest as their own, immediate, family?
* I know of only one really good test of a person's humanity, be it my own, or that of someone who I am observing. Is the person in question behaving exactly as they would if they experienced the global neediest as their own, immediate, family?
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Nd. Most American women are Lustly. The Muslim women I see in the United States and around the world are lovely.
Most American women are Lustly. The Muslim women I see in the United States and around the world are lovely.
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Nd. I spent my first 45 years being carefully raised to be and then practicing as a high priced prostitute, selling my very being to the highest bidder., as an executive in high-tech industries. Yes, I always had strong, deep, moral inclinations that shaped my response, but I lacked the courage to leave my profession which was fundamentally prostituting myself to the system, fundamentally, profoundly, absolutely. I left my $300,000 a year profession about 16 years ago now, giving 100% of my accumulated wealth to my 3 dependents so they could continue on with their life in the matrix which is what they were choosing to do. Since the instant of changing course, leaving prostitution as a profession, I have felt only gratitude relief and regret that I wasted 45 years that I could have been attempting to do good. And having the infinite joy of making the attempt. Yes, all of the intoxications, all of the pleasures, 100%, were left behind me the day that I changed direction. Never have I felt regrets, zero regrets, only relief , joy, aliveness, freedom, health .
I spent my first 45 years being carefully raised to be and then practicing as a high priced prostitute, selling my very being to the highest bidder., as an executive in high-tech industries. Yes, I always had strong, deep, moral inclinations that shaped my response, but I lacked the courage to leave my profession which was fundamentally prostituting myself to the system, fundamentally, profoundly, absolutely. I left my $300,000 a year profession about 16 years ago now, giving 100% of my accumulated wealth to my 3 dependents so they could continue on with their life in the matrix which is what they were choosing to do. Since the instant of changing course, leaving prostitution as a profession, I have felt only gratitude relief and regret that I wasted 45 years that I could have been attempting to do good. And having the infinite joy of making the attempt. Yes, all of the intoxications, all of the pleasures, 100%, were left behind me the day that I changed direction. Never have I felt regrets, zero regrets, only relief , joy, aliveness, freedom, health .
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Nd. “Real courage is when you know you're licked before you begin, but you begin anyway and see it through no matter what.” ― Harper Lee, To Kill a Mockingbird
“Real courage is when you know you're licked before you begin, but you begin anyway and see it through no matter what.”
― Harper Lee, To Kill a Mockingbird
― Harper Lee, To Kill a Mockingbird
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2.03.2015
nd. Republicans demand right to life? Given their stand against gun control, contraception, abortion, education, vaccination... What they demand is the right to torture, torment, abuse, deprived, starve, infect, and kill American children once they are born. It seems that they hate abortion because it decreases the number of live children they can terrorize , torment, torture, and murder . Please tell me where I am wrong. these are nothing more than fing satanic psychopaths and they need to be stopped.
Republicans demand right to life? Given their stand against gun control, contraception, abortion, education, vaccination... What they demand is the right to torture, torment, abuse, deprived, starve, infect, and kill American children once they are born. It seems that they hate abortion because it decreases the number of live children they can terrorize , torment, torture, and murder . Please tell me where I am wrong. these are nothing more than fing satanic psychopaths and they need to be stopped.
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a senior Joint Chiefs of Staff officer who regularly briefs the U.S. high command was willing to speak bluntly in exchange for anonymity. “There’s always been a lot of support for Israel in the military,” the officer said, “but that’s significantly eroded over the last few years. This caps it. It’s one thing for Americans to criticize their president and another entirely for a foreign leader to do it. Netanyahu doesn’t get it. We’re not going to side with him against the commander in chief. Not ever.” Retired Army Gen. Paul Eaton concurs. He warned that Netanyahu’s appearance would be “perilous to both countries” but saved his harshest criticism for Boehner, saying, “It is highly inappropriate for the speaker of the House to so publicly meddle in foreign affairs,” he said. “It is a gross breach of protocol to invite a head of state without due coordination with the president.”Retired U.S. Air Force Col. Richard Klass, an Air Force Academy graduate, called Netanyahu’s scheduled congressional appearance “a new level of chutzpah” and argued that it raised the question of “whether Israel is becoming a strategic liability for America. “Netanyahu gives new meaning to the term ‘bull in a china shop,’” he said."
a senior Joint Chiefs of Staff officer who regularly briefs the U.S. high command was willing to speak bluntly in exchange for anonymity. “There’s always been a lot of support for Israel in the military,” the officer said, “but that’s significantly eroded over the last few years. This caps it. It’s one thing for Americans to criticize their president and another entirely for a foreign leader to do it. Netanyahu doesn’t get it. We’re not going to side with him against the commander in chief. Not ever.” Retired Army Gen. Paul Eaton concurs. He warned that Netanyahu’s appearance would be “perilous to both countries” but saved his harshest criticism for Boehner, saying, “It is highly inappropriate for the speaker of the House to so publicly meddle in foreign affairs,” he said. “It is a gross breach of protocol to invite a head of state without due coordination with the president.”Retired U.S. Air Force Col. Richard Klass, an Air Force Academy graduate, called Netanyahu’s scheduled congressional appearance “a new level of chutzpah” and argued that it raised the question of “whether Israel is becoming a strategic liability for America. “Netanyahu gives new meaning to the term ‘bull in a china shop,’” he said."
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