12.04.2014
nd. The black man got on the bus at my homeless shelter stop. I was on the way to learn of the Tumor in my lung at the Hospital. He arrived at the stop, as I did, after, the materially poor-looking older woman with the rolling suitcase. When the bus arrived, not she, but he... got on first, then she. I saw that she was talking to the driver, blocking the way for me to get on. I presumed she was asking directions, was this the right bus, or something. While I stood there I thought of how rude, how thoughtless, how inconsiderate the man was who got on first rather than letting the woman, who was there before him, to get on before he. Next thing I saw was this same man's hand appear... with all the change he could find in his pocket, I am sure. He had heard what I had not... the lady was asking the driver if she could ride even though she did not have the fare. Once we were seated, to my gladness, he accepted; the $1 I put in his hand, and she the $1 I put in hers.
nd. The black man got on the bus at my homeless shelter stop. I was on the way to learn of the Tumor in my lung at the Hospital. He arrived at the stop, as I did, after, the materially poor-looking older woman with the rolling suitcase. When the bus arrived, not she, but he... got on first, then she. I saw that she was talking to the driver, blocking the way for me to get on. I presumed she was asking directions, was this the right bus, or something. While I stood there I thought of how rude, how thoughtless, how inconsiderate the man was who got on first rather than letting the woman, who was there before him, to get on before he. Next thing I saw was this same man's hand appear... with all the change he could find in his pocket, I am sure. He had heard what I had not... the lady was asking the driver if she could ride even though she did not have the fare. Once we were seated, to my gladness, he accepted; the $1 I put in his hand, and she the $1 I put in hers.
pic. Updates: 1. Tumor found in my lung last week... to be removed Dec 15, inpatient, 1-2 days recovery in hospital; 2. As I type this I'm on Capital (sp) Hill as I was yesterday and will be the 3 days the congress creatures will be in town next week... weather and health permitting... brrrrrrrrr (not that cold stops me, it does not, sssooooofffffaaaarrrrrr; but rain (expected Saturday, does); 3. Funds for wifi that I use when on-location like I am now... funds are down to less than 2 months. Those of you who give at holiday times may want to support the work I do to Free Palestine. Paypal at start_loving at yahoo dot com works; best if you let me know to look for it... if you do. Every penny, every breath, every resource at my disposal goes 100% (not 99.999999%) 100% to work to free my, our, family in Palestine. I keep looking for the best possible deal on wifi in DC... it is what I have, by far... $40 per month unlimited gb... I don't have or use, or afford... a phone. (Yes, that makes me the only one in the US). I'm functioning mentally, and physically, and Spiritually at an extremely high level these months... so I'd HATE to be off line due to lack of wifi funds... while I am such an effective fighter for Palestine. None of us knows how much time we have... to serve. Must strike while the iron is hot. Feel free to share this with those you think might want to know. Please visit, subscribe to (daily, anonymous summary), share... this blog I maintain http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/
Updates: 1. Tumor found in my lung last week... to be removed Dec 15, inpatient, 1-2 days recovery in hospital; 2. As I type this I'm on Capital (sp) Hill as I was yesterday and will be the 3 days the congress creatures will be in town next week... weather and health permitting... brrrrrrrrr (not that cold stops me, it does not, sssooooofffffaaaarrrrrr; but rain (expected Saturday, does); 3. Funds for wifi that I use when on-location like I am now... funds are down to less than 2 months. Those of you who give at holiday times may want to support the work I do to Free Palestine. Paypal at start_loving at yahoo dot com works; best if you let me know to look for it... if you do. Every penny, every breath, every resource at my disposal goes 100% (not 99.999999%) 100% to work to free my, our, family in Palestine. I keep looking for the best possible deal on wifi in DC... it is what I have, by far... $40 per month unlimited gb... I don't have or use, or afford... a phone. (Yes, that makes me the only one in the US). I'm functioning mentally, and physically, and Spiritually at an extremely high level these months... so I'd HATE to be off line due to lack of wifi funds... while I am such an effective fighter for Palestine. None of us knows how much time we have... to serve. Must strike while the iron is hot. Feel free to share this with those you think might want to know. Please visit, subscribe to (daily, anonymous summary), share... this blog I maintain http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/
see detail. For years I'd spend $1000 per week on expenses, just, business expenses - travel, food, lodging.... Now I live on less than $1000 a year. My point - my first 45 years were criminal over-privilege... CRIMINAL over-privilege - luxurious vacations, exclusive suburban living, expensive cars, expensive clothes, expensive restaurants, country clubs.... I WOULD TRADE ANY AND EVERY SECOND THEN... FOR ANY AND EVERY SECOND I HAVE NOW. That life, for me, and for everyone, EVERYONE IS SAW... was JOYLESS... highly INTOXICATING... TOTALLY JOYLESS.... TOTALLY MEANINGLESS (UNLESS STEALING RESOURCES THAT OTHERS ARE DYING FOR IS 'MEANINGFUL.') Every second of my life of Lived Solidarity with my global neediest family these last 14 years or so... has been Heaven, Infinite JOY... and Hell (the pain I keep a the center of my being... of the suffering of the world). I'd trade any and every second of the Intoxicating existence I had then... for the Joyful Life I have now.
For years I'd spend $1000 per week on expenses, just, business expenses - travel, food, lodging.... Now I live on less than $1000 a year. My point - my first 45 years were criminal over-privilege... CRIMINAL over-privilege - luxurious vacations, exclusive suburban living, expensive cars, expensive clothes, expensive restaurants, country clubs.... I WOULD TRADE ANY AND EVERY SECOND THEN... FOR ANY AND EVERY SECOND I HAVE NOW. That life, for me, and for everyone, EVERYONE IS SAW... was JOYLESS... highly INTOXICATING... TOTALLY JOYLESS.... TOTALLY MEANINGLESS (UNLESS STEALING RESOURCES THAT OTHERS ARE DYING FOR IS 'MEANINGFUL.') Every second of my life of Lived Solidarity with my global neediest family these last 14 years or so... has been Heaven, Infinite JOY... and Hell (the pain I keep a the center of my being... of the suffering of the world). I'd trade any and every second of the Intoxicating existence I had then... for the Joyful Life I have now.
M replied on FB:
Did you have a family of your own?
Maybe it would've been a better idea to of done what your doing now but with your previous financial backing. Fight fire with fire?
My reply:
I have now, the Family we are all born with... all of creation. Like most of us I bought the Lie the 'family' are those biologically related. Michael, the stupidity of what you said, and what I tried, the inhumanity of it...the clinical insanity of it... I just can't even reply anymore. I'll help my resource starved human family by taking 1000 times my share... so I have the strength to help them... oh, and to have 1000 times my fair share... I'll support in every way... the 'system' that GUARANTEES that the masses will always be starved????????
M replied on FB:
Did you have a family of your own?
Maybe it would've been a better idea to of done what your doing now but with your previous financial backing. Fight fire with fire?
My reply:
I have now, the Family we are all born with... all of creation. Like most of us I bought the Lie the 'family' are those biologically related. Michael, the stupidity of what you said, and what I tried, the inhumanity of it...the clinical insanity of it... I just can't even reply anymore. I'll help my resource starved human family by taking 1000 times my share... so I have the strength to help them... oh, and to have 1000 times my fair share... I'll support in every way... the 'system' that GUARANTEES that the masses will always be starved????????
***** Pope Francis Says Equating Islam With Violence Is Wrong http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/12/01/pope-francis-islam-_n_6249350.html
Pope Francis Says Equating Islam With Violence Is Wrong http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/12/01/pope-francis-islam-_n_6249350.html
12.03.2014
nd. Seen on Facebook. Choose a job you love and you will never have to work a day in your life. Note: that would be me.
nd. Seen on Facebook. Choose a job you love and you will never have to work a day in your life. Note: that would be me.
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nd. Note to a young friend that not unlike Albert Schweitzer is devoting his young life too needy brothers and sisters in the poorest parts of Africa. He has just informed me that he has been given charge of a hospital in extremely poor, war threatened Africa, that is so needy that friends of the children had to abandon it : Because you know me, this probably won't surprise you too much. But the me that would have been horrified at a hospital with little equipment, etc., no longer feels such her. the horror in life is not dying. The horror in life is not physical suffering, so much. The horror in life is not-loving, and to not knowing loving. If the creator told me that today I had to bring a child into the world, but I could bring that child into the 2014 world or the world of 1491 America or the world of Africa before the white Europeans ever set foot there... I would refuse 2014, I would gladly accept either of the other two options..... But if I were offered the opportunity to be alive today or some prior time I could well choose today. No credit to me I am loving, and loving wants the most dire situations in which to be helpful, and that describes today pretty well. As I've said, you have one of the few enviable lives that I am aware of today, personally, or in the news. I feel the same way about my own life, enviable. There is no one on earth today with whom I would choose to trade lives for quality of life over mine.
Note to a young friend that not unlike Albert Schweitzer is devoting his young life too needy brothers and sisters in the poorest parts of Africa. He has just informed me that he has been given charge of a hospital in extremely poor, war threatened Africa, that is so needy that friends of the children had to abandon it : Because you know me, this probably won't surprise you too much. But the me that would have been horrified at a hospital with little equipment, etc., no longer feels such her. the horror in life is not dying. The horror in life is not physical suffering, so much. The horror in life is not-loving, and to not knowing loving. If the creator told me that today I had to bring a child into the world, but I could bring that child into the 2014 world or the world of 1491 America or the world of Africa before the white Europeans ever set foot there... I would refuse 2014, I would gladly accept either of the other two options..... But if I were offered the opportunity to be alive today or some prior time I could well choose today. No credit to me I am loving, and loving wants the most dire situations in which to be helpful, and that describes today pretty well. As I've said, you have one of the few enviable lives that I am aware of today, personally, or in the news. I feel the same way about my own life, enviable. There is no one on earth today with whom I would choose to trade lives for quality of life over mine.
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***** nd. There are two kinds of people: Those who live for the neediest... and those who live for 'me and mine'... They are the Living, and Walking Dead... Givers and Takers... Life Givers and Cancer... Life and Death... JOYFUL, AND INTOXICATED..respectively. There is nothing else in life nearly so important to know, besides this, really.
***** nd. There are two kinds of people: Those who live for the neediest... and those who live for 'me and mine'... They are the Living, and Walking Dead... Givers and Takers... Life Givers and Cancer... Life and Death... JOYFUL, AND INTOXICATED..respectively. There is nothing else in life nearly so important to know, besides this, really.
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'There is no American Dream': Why one US professor believes the national ethos is an illusion and the country has the same level of social mobility as medieval England
12.02.2014
detail. followup. On my 13 month cancer scan last week they found that a spot in my lung they have been watching for a couple of years is growing. I'm headed to the hospital for a pre-op consultation, whatever that means. Oh, lol, I did not know there was a spot on my lungs, & I did not know they were watching it. I wonder if this is payback time for the carton of cigarettes that an elementary school friend of mine and I stole from a drug store and smoked in one afternoon.
On my 13 month cancer scan last week they found that a spot in my lung
they have been watching for a couple of years is growing. I'm headed to
the hospital for a pre-op consultation, whatever that means. Oh, lol, I
did not know there was a spot on my lungs, & I did not know they
were watching it. I wonder if this is payback time for the carton of
cigarettes that an elementary school friend of mine and I stole from a
drug store and smoked in one afternoon.
.... now on the bus back from the hostpital:
* They think it likely it is more of my colon cancer... in the lung now.
* Wise to take it out now... so I will. Three small incisions, they insert a camera, find it, snip it out. Tentatively scheduled for the 15th... after congress goes back to their holes... I don't want to miss time expressing my contempt for them on the hill this week and next. And I hate the holidays... our time of special worship of our addiction to stuff... we over-privileged.
* Over night in hosp recovering... maybe 2 nd nite.
* The liver DOES NOT GROW BACK! Huh? She showed me on the scan... the big cavaty, now filled with bowel... where the liver DOES NOT GROW BACK! LOL. Communication is NOT the strong suit of these folks.
.... now on the bus back from the hostpital:
* They think it likely it is more of my colon cancer... in the lung now.
* Wise to take it out now... so I will. Three small incisions, they insert a camera, find it, snip it out. Tentatively scheduled for the 15th... after congress goes back to their holes... I don't want to miss time expressing my contempt for them on the hill this week and next. And I hate the holidays... our time of special worship of our addiction to stuff... we over-privileged.
* Over night in hosp recovering... maybe 2 nd nite.
* The liver DOES NOT GROW BACK! Huh? She showed me on the scan... the big cavaty, now filled with bowel... where the liver DOES NOT GROW BACK! LOL. Communication is NOT the strong suit of these folks.
***** "I'd rather die... than do what Israelis are doing to the Palestinians," I told the earnest young Israeli that asked me at the White House, incredulous, "Wouldn't you do what we are if 'missiles' are raining down on you?" "I'd rather die, and have all my loved ones die, than to terrorize, torment, torture... millions of people so I could 'feel safe' on their land I'd stolen."
***** "I'd rather die... than do what Israelis are doing to the Palestinians," I told the earnest young Israeli that asked me at the White House, incredulous, "Wouldn't you do what we are if 'missiles' are raining down on you?" "I'd rather die, and have all my loved ones die, than to terrorize, torment, torture... millions of people so I could 'feel safe' on their land I'd stolen."
***** pic. "As long as the general population is passive, apathetic, diverted to consumerism or hatred of the vulnerable, then the powerful can do as they please, and those who survive will be left to contemplate the outcome." Noam Chomsky
***** pic. "As long as the general population is passive, apathetic, diverted to consumerism or hatred of the vulnerable, then the powerful can do as they please, and those who survive will be left to contemplate the outcome." Noam Chomsky
12.01.2014
11.30.2014
***** Central to my life experience, my professional training, my professional work, my study of activism, my practice of activism,... There is nothing more central in my life, there is nothing that I value more in my life then what Gandhi spoke of as truth force, holding on to the truth, after devoting one's life to discovering what it is, holding on to that truth no matter the personal cost. I believe that holding on to the truth, embodying it, and therefore making it present, particularly the truth of a human tragedy, is the surest way to penetrate even the strongest defenses. It is a very low probability proposition, but it is still the surest way. I can think of no clear example of this in my life than this brief video. http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2014/11/wow-wowwwww-israeli-kids-watch.html
* Central to my life experience, my professional training, my professional work, my study of activism, my practice of activism,... There is nothing more central in my life, there is nothing that I value more in my life then what Gandhi spoke of as truth force, holding on to the truth, after devoting one's life to discovering what it is, holding on to that truth no matter the personal cost. I believe that holding on to the truth, embodying it, and therefore making it present, particularly the truth of a human tragedy, is the surest way to penetrate even the strongest defenses. It is a very low probability proposition, but it is still the surest way. I can think of no clear example of this in my life than this brief video. http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2014/11/wow-wowwwww-israeli-kids-watch.html
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