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10.16.2013
details. Cancer Update: Communication blackout pretty much now, for 1-4 days, OR, see ya on the other side!
Tomorrow at 5 am I hop the cross-town bus.
Need to check in to the hospital, surgery intake, 6am.
The carving is scheduled for 8am.
I'm bringing my laptop, but unless I see you on the other side, I'm not expecting to be up to communicating for 1-4 days.
An unforseen project kept me busy all day long at the day shelter I went to for a hot shower, laundry, so I could was with the anti-bacterial soap I was instructed to use - presurgery.
A day's worth of FB and blog posting I am behind on.
My FB sister KK asked me to provide some clues as to key landmarks in my becoming Loving - and I'm trying to provide and post something useful on that, skeletal at best, by tonight.
I'M HUNGRY! Nothing but clear liquids all day today, and nothing at all of anything after midnight. My last supper was last night.
So sorry, but all day there's been zero time to check any incoming email, of FB, and there is unlikely to be any time before surgery tomorrow. So much to do, so little time.
I've written often of the massive sleep requirements during and for the month following chemo. No idea why. LOL. For the last 3 nights I've hardly been able to sleep - no, not nerves, or worry. My body just seems to be coming out from the super-saturation of sleep it was requiring. Now, this moment, I'm feeling it. Don't know how late I'll be able to work tonight.
Need to check in to the hospital, surgery intake, 6am.
The carving is scheduled for 8am.
I'm bringing my laptop, but unless I see you on the other side, I'm not expecting to be up to communicating for 1-4 days.
An unforseen project kept me busy all day long at the day shelter I went to for a hot shower, laundry, so I could was with the anti-bacterial soap I was instructed to use - presurgery.
A day's worth of FB and blog posting I am behind on.
My FB sister KK asked me to provide some clues as to key landmarks in my becoming Loving - and I'm trying to provide and post something useful on that, skeletal at best, by tonight.
I'M HUNGRY! Nothing but clear liquids all day today, and nothing at all of anything after midnight. My last supper was last night.
So sorry, but all day there's been zero time to check any incoming email, of FB, and there is unlikely to be any time before surgery tomorrow. So much to do, so little time.
I've written often of the massive sleep requirements during and for the month following chemo. No idea why. LOL. For the last 3 nights I've hardly been able to sleep - no, not nerves, or worry. My body just seems to be coming out from the super-saturation of sleep it was requiring. Now, this moment, I'm feeling it. Don't know how late I'll be able to work tonight.
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***** Cancer Update: If I don't make it tomorrow, thru the operation [and my preference is that I not - I'm sick to death of what we've done to all of Creation], I am not 99.99999...% at peace. I'm 100% at peace. I've done my best, with every breath. I ACHE at all the mistakes, evils, I did due to my sickest of all US upbringings. But for the last 14 years, no credit to me, I've become a force for Good, Loving, and I've left an important Example, and much wisdom on my Blog, if ever another Truth-seeker, should need some help.
***** Cancer Update: If I don't make it tomorrow, thru the operation [and my preference is that I not - I'm sick to death of what we've done to all of Creation], I am not 99.99999...% at peace. I'm 100% at peace. I've done my best, with every breath. I ACHE at all the mistakes, evils, I did due to my sickest of all US upbringings. But for the last 14 years, no credit to me, I've become a force for Good, Loving, and I've left an important Example, and much wisdom on my Blog (or, Google 'Start Loving'), if ever another Truth-seeker, should need some help.
As to today, I've just posted this as my email 'vacation' response -
10.16.13 9am - A HS classmate of whom I have zero recollection, has become a wonderful friend on FB in recent months. A great wise, harsh LOL, smart, stimulating friend.
She wrote this morning:
As to today, I've just posted this as my email 'vacation' response -
10.16.13 9am - A HS classmate of whom I have zero recollection, has become a wonderful friend on FB in recent months. A great wise, harsh LOL, smart, stimulating friend.
She wrote this morning:
SL [ARGH - 'LOVING' IS MY NAME], not to get
maudlin here, but I have to ask- did you keep diaries/ letters/ journals
throughout your life? Did you "document" the growth and changes in your
viewpoint, your faith, your relationships/marriage, the challenges that
have led you to where you are now?
Of course, I have watched all of the videos on your site and I have an understanding of what you see (or want to forget) as you look back, NOW. But I was looking today at the photo that L. F. posted some time ago of the MHS A Cappella Choir and I am fascinated by the visage of your young self and how you got from there to here, especially as you slogged through it.
If I don't get the chance to come to DC and talk with you at length, which it has been and IS MY HOPE TO DO, I would like to at least be able to read about your life, if such materials exist in some form.
xo,xo,xo"
I find this not only a darling outreach, but an important spur to me. I expect to spend most of the time I have left before tomorrow's major surgery, working on a reply, that I'll post, Creator willing.
I'll probably glance at other emails, FB comments, etc, but please understand if I am slow, or unable, to reply.
My BLOG, my Life, my Gift to you - Google "Start Loving," or http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/
ps: LOL. I'm spending the day totally across town at the Georgetown Minsitry Center ( http://georgetownministrycenter.org/ ) . The CCNV Infirmary, of course, does not have hot water, and the surgeon said he needs me to bathe with anti-bacterial soap. LOL.ROFL!!! I don't know if this is something the surgeon asks all of his patients, or if it was a really tactful way he used to have a homeless bum take a shower so he wasn't leaning over a stinking corpse for hours tomorrow. ROFL. He is extremely kind and respectful, as is the entire staff that I've encountered at Georgetown Univ Hospital - utterly breathtaking. The card I'm going to have for them tomorrow will be a picture of Jesus saying - 'Love your brother as yourself.' My note will say - "I am just a homeless bum, but you treated me as a Brother. What more is there to say? Your Admiring brother, Loving (pka James McGinley) [Google 'Start Loving' for my blog]
pps: Please share this: http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/pic-youve-got-some-guts-right-share.html
Of course, I have watched all of the videos on your site and I have an understanding of what you see (or want to forget) as you look back, NOW. But I was looking today at the photo that L. F. posted some time ago of the MHS A Cappella Choir and I am fascinated by the visage of your young self and how you got from there to here, especially as you slogged through it.
If I don't get the chance to come to DC and talk with you at length, which it has been and IS MY HOPE TO DO, I would like to at least be able to read about your life, if such materials exist in some form.
xo,xo,xo"
I find this not only a darling outreach, but an important spur to me. I expect to spend most of the time I have left before tomorrow's major surgery, working on a reply, that I'll post, Creator willing.
I'll probably glance at other emails, FB comments, etc, but please understand if I am slow, or unable, to reply.
My BLOG, my Life, my Gift to you - Google "Start Loving," or http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/
ps: LOL. I'm spending the day totally across town at the Georgetown Minsitry Center ( http://georgetownministrycenter.org/ ) . The CCNV Infirmary, of course, does not have hot water, and the surgeon said he needs me to bathe with anti-bacterial soap. LOL.ROFL!!! I don't know if this is something the surgeon asks all of his patients, or if it was a really tactful way he used to have a homeless bum take a shower so he wasn't leaning over a stinking corpse for hours tomorrow. ROFL. He is extremely kind and respectful, as is the entire staff that I've encountered at Georgetown Univ Hospital - utterly breathtaking. The card I'm going to have for them tomorrow will be a picture of Jesus saying - 'Love your brother as yourself.' My note will say - "I am just a homeless bum, but you treated me as a Brother. What more is there to say? Your Admiring brother, Loving (pka James McGinley) [Google 'Start Loving' for my blog]
pps: Please share this: http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/pic-youve-got-some-guts-right-share.html
***** pic. YOU'VE GOT SOME GUTS, RIGHT? SHARE THIS. - I’m no constitutional scholar, but I’m a scholar, and devoted to justice. I’ll wager that Pr. Obama will rightly not allow anyone, including Americans, to destroy the government or the economy on his watch. Military force against outside Terrorists is warranted. So Military and Judicial force is warranted against Domestic Terrorists. Tonight, we may see. I’ll stand with him.
10.15.2013
***** pic. link. Today is day 28th of the blockade against Monsanto in Malvinas, Argentina
Klear Ly shared Revolution News's photo.
Blockade Against Monsanto in Malvinas, Argentina. Today is day 28th of the blockade against Monsanto in Malvinas, Argentina and around 50 protestors camping there have no intentions of going home any time soon. More http://revolution-news.com/Anyone that thinks they are Loving, Christ-ian... if this is how hard you fight, you probably are... If this is the price you would EAGERLY pay for others... you probably are...
Anyone that thinks they are Loving, Christ-ian... if this is how hard you fight, you probably are...
If this is the price you would EAGERLY pay for others... you probably are....
9,000 Fallen Soldiers Etched into the Sand on Normandy Beach onPeace Day on September 25, 2013This past weekend British artists Jamie Wardley and Andy Moss accompanied by numerous volunteers, took to the beaches of Normandy with rakes and stencils in hand to etch 9,000 silhouettes representing fallen people into the sand. Titled The Fallen 9000, the piece is meant as a stark visual reminder of the civillians, Germans and allied forces who died during the D-Day beach landings at Arromanches on June 6th, 1944 during WWII. The original team consisted of 60 volunteers, but as word spread nearly 500 additional local residents arrived to help with the temporary installation that lasted only a few hours before being washed away by the tide.
nd. Our impact is never measured in the words, the opinions of others. Our impact is measured in the actions of others.
nd. Our impact is never measured in the words, the opinions of others. Our impact is measured in the actions of others.
detail. I turn 62 on Friday, if I live that long, and plan to activate, and donate, all of my Social Security....
From a dialog with one of the few to whom I plan to donate my monthly Social Security:
Loving (to about 5 this morning): "Would you grant a dying man his last wish? Thursday could be my last,
My Sheroic Sister (MSS) [Alongside Malala, and Snowden, the greatest living activist I know of]: (having just received my Plea that she get past her pride, and accept the monthly donation to her work I hope to be in a position to make) - "hey loving, if this is your last wish, yes! but if you survive-- and this is what I wish for-- You need something to survive on. But I would take a ten dollar donation for our newspaper that Im starting. Im working with TK and his girlfriend ED and E is doing the layout for a very progressive newspaper that im writing. It is called xxx xxxxx. You could be a donor for that if you wish. Yes? NO?? xxx"
Loving: "Whatever I send would be yours to apply how you wish.
In Truth, Actually, Objectively, in FACT, whether I survive at
this point is of no matter. Not now, or anytime in the last
14 years has my Work, my Attempts, had other than ZERO
Traction, Impact. But there are a few of the Light, of Loving Work,
that do have some Traction, some Following, some
Co-Workers, some Reach... like you.
If I survive Thursday, which is not my hope, http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-re-yesterdays-post-re-peace.html
but IS what is likely to occur, and I activate SSI, I'll let you know if and
when to check your... hmmmm... do you have a PayPal?
If not, what address would I use?
In my earlier career, there were numerous times I was offered
millions of $ in funding for business projects. Sometimes I
accepted it. Sometimes I said, 'No, there is no need to give
me funds, because there is no opportunity to spend them for
likely Good.' I don't need funds now. I do no Work that can benefit
by funds, despite my every effort. For you, it is otherwise, thank
Creator.
(((Yes, I know you object to hearing what I've just said, but it
is Absolutely the Truth. ALL EVIDENCE in support of it.)))
xxx"
MSS: "you are a MESS! love you. mss.
Loving: "The greatest 2, the only 2 truly Great psychologists are Frankl and Alfred Adler. Adler's definition of insanity is 'personal logic' as opposed to 'common logic' - thinking you are right and everyone else is wrong. But he would admit to exceptions, as do I.
:-) I get your point, but no, it is not I that am the mess. I 'get it' more than anyone I know of. I 'do it' more than anyone I know of, cept for a few in the same league - Malala, you, Snowden..., I don't think of others, at the moment, tho there is an important 2nd echelon like Wild Idaho, Bold Nebraska, some of the NW folks, Tar Sands Blockade, the Arctic 40 / Greenpeace RADICALS....
I was born in a graveyard, now 2013 US. It is not my fault I can't raise an Army from the Dead. I see no one that has offered as good an attempt - quality, quantity. Alice Paul MAYBE could do it today. MAYBE. Gandhi couldn't. MLK Jr couldn't. FDR / Eleanor couldn't. Graveyard. THE FIRST PEOPLE BORN AND RAISED IN THE MATRIX - I'M TALKIN THE LEFT.
And with each breath I'm given I'll continue to try.
(((HUGS))) xxx"
MSS: "if alice paul tried she'd been on an assignation hit list! im sure you're on the fbi list. exccentric loner as am I. ha. very difficult times we live in but yes, the important thing is to keep trying. and that you do in spades! i keep looking for the stone unturned. looking looking looking...xxx"
Loving: "I'd love to be on the FBI list. I AM! Their laugh list, so far.
xxx"
MSS: "i dont think so, loving. what's that old saying: first they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then they accept you're stuff and claim it as their own. its just a stage they're in right now. ha ha. xxx"
Loving: ":-) Seriously, it is funny -
In the last 10 years there has been only one group, to your
point, that has almost without fail Respected my work - men and women in uniform,
(and you, in the early days). The Secret Service, Park Police...
they don't share my causes, but as it was with Gandhi, and
Alice Paul (I'll wager), #1 with them, as with me, is Courage - Mission above
sELF - that is 98% of the battle - and since near day one of my
work in DC so many years ago, it has been unmistakable that they respect me and
my Work effort. "Give me a military person to fight alongside
any day; don't give me any cowards," Gandhi.
:-) And it is the central reason the Left reviles me - Courage
scares the Hell out of them, more than anything else.
xxx"
Loving: "http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-lovings-vendetta-aginst-mckibben.html"
MSS: "oh yes, i know how you feel about mckibben. you should be trying to lower your blood pressure, Loving. Thursday is two days off. "
:
Loving (to about 5 this morning): "Would you grant a dying man his last wish? Thursday could be my last,
tho the odds are otherwise. But liver failure is a distinct possibility - can
the liver that is left pick up the job of the part that will be gone.
Would you grant a possibly dying man
his last request? Yes, or no?
If YES, scroll down...
...I would, near certainly will, turn 62 on Friday, the 18th. I expect to activate
Social Security payments then. My request? Accept, without comment,
the small monthly donations to your Loving work I expect to be sending.
(Or, Sin against Loving Work, and deny yourself, burn it, give it away....)
(((HUGS))) forever, no matter what, Loving"
Social Security payments then. My request? Accept, without comment,
the small monthly donations to your Loving work I expect to be sending.
(Or, Sin against Loving Work, and deny yourself, burn it, give it away....)
(((HUGS))) forever, no matter what, Loving"
My Sheroic Sister (MSS) [Alongside Malala, and Snowden, the greatest living activist I know of]: (having just received my Plea that she get past her pride, and accept the monthly donation to her work I hope to be in a position to make) - "hey loving, if this is your last wish, yes! but if you survive-- and this is what I wish for-- You need something to survive on. But I would take a ten dollar donation for our newspaper that Im starting. Im working with TK and his girlfriend ED and E is doing the layout for a very progressive newspaper that im writing. It is called xxx xxxxx. You could be a donor for that if you wish. Yes? NO?? xxx"
Loving: "Whatever I send would be yours to apply how you wish.
In Truth, Actually, Objectively, in FACT, whether I survive at
this point is of no matter. Not now, or anytime in the last
14 years has my Work, my Attempts, had other than ZERO
Traction, Impact. But there are a few of the Light, of Loving Work,
that do have some Traction, some Following, some
Co-Workers, some Reach... like you.
If I survive Thursday, which is not my hope, http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-re-yesterdays-post-re-peace.html
but IS what is likely to occur, and I activate SSI, I'll let you know if and
when to check your... hmmmm... do you have a PayPal?
If not, what address would I use?
In my earlier career, there were numerous times I was offered
millions of $ in funding for business projects. Sometimes I
accepted it. Sometimes I said, 'No, there is no need to give
me funds, because there is no opportunity to spend them for
likely Good.' I don't need funds now. I do no Work that can benefit
by funds, despite my every effort. For you, it is otherwise, thank
Creator.
(((Yes, I know you object to hearing what I've just said, but it
is Absolutely the Truth. ALL EVIDENCE in support of it.)))
xxx"
MSS: "you are a MESS! love you. mss.
Loving: "The greatest 2, the only 2 truly Great psychologists are Frankl and Alfred Adler. Adler's definition of insanity is 'personal logic' as opposed to 'common logic' - thinking you are right and everyone else is wrong. But he would admit to exceptions, as do I.
:-) I get your point, but no, it is not I that am the mess. I 'get it' more than anyone I know of. I 'do it' more than anyone I know of, cept for a few in the same league - Malala, you, Snowden..., I don't think of others, at the moment, tho there is an important 2nd echelon like Wild Idaho, Bold Nebraska, some of the NW folks, Tar Sands Blockade, the Arctic 40 / Greenpeace RADICALS....
I was born in a graveyard, now 2013 US. It is not my fault I can't raise an Army from the Dead. I see no one that has offered as good an attempt - quality, quantity. Alice Paul MAYBE could do it today. MAYBE. Gandhi couldn't. MLK Jr couldn't. FDR / Eleanor couldn't. Graveyard. THE FIRST PEOPLE BORN AND RAISED IN THE MATRIX - I'M TALKIN THE LEFT.
And with each breath I'm given I'll continue to try.
(((HUGS))) xxx"
MSS: "if alice paul tried she'd been on an assignation hit list! im sure you're on the fbi list. exccentric loner as am I. ha. very difficult times we live in but yes, the important thing is to keep trying. and that you do in spades! i keep looking for the stone unturned. looking looking looking...xxx"
Loving: "I'd love to be on the FBI list. I AM! Their laugh list, so far.
MSS: "i dont think so, loving. what's that old saying: first they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then they accept you're stuff and claim it as their own. its just a stage they're in right now. ha ha. xxx"
Loving: ":-) Seriously, it is funny -
In the last 10 years there has been only one group, to your
point, that has almost without fail Respected my work - men and women in uniform,
(and you, in the early days). The Secret Service, Park Police...
they don't share my causes, but as it was with Gandhi, and
Alice Paul (I'll wager), #1 with them, as with me, is Courage - Mission above
sELF - that is 98% of the battle - and since near day one of my
work in DC so many years ago, it has been unmistakable that they respect me and
my Work effort. "Give me a military person to fight alongside
any day; don't give me any cowards," Gandhi.
:-) And it is the central reason the Left reviles me - Courage
scares the Hell out of them, more than anything else.
Loving: "http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-lovings-vendetta-aginst-mckibben.html"
MSS: "oh yes, i know how you feel about mckibben. you should be trying to lower your blood pressure, Loving. Thursday is two days off. "
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