Here's this morning's dialog with this amazing relationship, she, I'd say, a Fundamentalist Christian from Alabama, that one night a week brings a group of young folks to speak with, pray with, and bring gifts of food to we homeless. Now, I pull no punches. THINK HOW MUCH FUN, I, A HATER OF christianity, A DEVOTE OF 'BEING CHRISTIAN,' think how much fun I've been for her this last year? Yet, she has hung in there....
Note: She is raising funds to devote her life to the poor in Dominican Republic. If I survive Thursdays meat carving on my body, which is likely, I've alerted several folks that I'll be activating my Social Security next week or so, my 62 b'day is Friday, so I can donate it all (what little there will be) to the Loving work I see these few individuals and organizations, doing.
FCS: "Loving, you are way too kind! I couldn't say no to you if I tried! I LOVE your heart. So so much. I know you're often misunderstood, but I get you. I totally do. I love that you constantly pour into others and expect nothing in return. You have taught me more than you'll ever know. Your living example is too scarce in this dark world. When would be a good time to chat in person?"
Loving: "Thursday the carve me up, 12" gash to my midsection - 5-10 days in hospital - so, in person chat is not to be for a while. http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/search/label/Loving%27s%20Cancer
Do you have a PayPal?"
FCS: "Yikes, Loving. I will most definitely be praying for you! I do have paypal
FCS: "Yikes, Loving. I will most definitely be praying for you! I do have paypal
My email is XXXXXX@gmail.com
Again, you are too gracious.
What hospital are you at?"
Loving: "I'll be at Georgetown. Sigh (this is something I've tried to convey to her many times this last year. I'm not sure ANYONE 'gets' this about me. ARGH!.) : -( :-) . You will 'get me' when you tell me you'll pray for my children. I'm ready for a rest. My personal preference is not to make it through Thursday. But regardless - I AM my neediest Children. There is no 'me' besides that to pray for. This avatar that confuses you is just one of those cell. (((HUGS)))
You should read both of these links - http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-re-yesterdays-post-re-peace.html "
Loving: "I'll be at Georgetown. Sigh (this is something I've tried to convey to her many times this last year. I'm not sure ANYONE 'gets' this about me. ARGH!.) : -( :-) . You will 'get me' when you tell me you'll pray for my children. I'm ready for a rest. My personal preference is not to make it through Thursday. But regardless - I AM my neediest Children. There is no 'me' besides that to pray for. This avatar that confuses you is just one of those cell. (((HUGS)))
You should read both of these links - http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-re-yesterdays-post-re-peace.html "
FCS: "reading now
You are at the Georgetown hospital? If I were to visit you, what name could I find you under?
Loving: "I'll be there, Creator willing, starting 6am Thurs. I ... don't expect to be more than carved meat till Sunday or so. And I'll be no less unpleasant than I've ever been - these are unpleasant times - turning over the tables in the temple times. Oh, one other link - a dialog with Scott, of Africa, yesterday - http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-from-note-to-my-godly-friend.html
...
FCS: "Well let us know what we can do for you! I'd love to be there for you in some capacity."
Loving: "SIGH!!!!!! SIGH!!!!!!! SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
FCS: "I know your wish is to pour into others.. and I know you're hurting. It would be a blessing to me to bless you. Even in Jesus' final hour, he accepted a foot washing."
Loving: " :-) A MOTHER AND HER CHILD ARE LYING BLEEDING ON THE GRASS HAVING BEEN THROWN THERE BY A HORRIBLE ACCIDENT! IT IS A REMOTE AREA. A STRONG PASSER BY HAPPENS ON THE SCENE. THERE AREN'T SECONDS TO SPARE TO SPRINT ONE TO THE HOSPITAL BEFORE THEY BOTH DIE. WHAT DOES THE MOTHER YEARN FOR WITH EVERY FIBER OF HER BODY???????????????? (((HUGS)))
... I KNOW THIS TO ENCAPSULATE 100% OF JESUS LIFE AND TEACHING: "AS YOU DO UNTO THE LEAST OF THESE MY FAMILY YOU DO UNTO ME." His way of saying what I Live, thanks to Him, and what I've been saying in this important dialog with you this morning. (HUGS)"
FCS: " :-) Love you. I hope your pain ceases."
Loving: "... BTW, I WANT SOMETHING IN RETURN FOR EVERYTHING I DO. MORE LOVING IN THE WORLD. MY EVERY EFFORT IS A CRY FOR THAT TO HAPPEN."
Loving: "I'll be there, Creator willing, starting 6am Thurs. I ... don't expect to be more than carved meat till Sunday or so. And I'll be no less unpleasant than I've ever been - these are unpleasant times - turning over the tables in the temple times. Oh, one other link - a dialog with Scott, of Africa, yesterday - http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-from-note-to-my-godly-friend.html
...
FCS: "Well let us know what we can do for you! I'd love to be there for you in some capacity."
Loving: "SIGH!!!!!! SIGH!!!!!!! SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
FCS: "I know your wish is to pour into others.. and I know you're hurting. It would be a blessing to me to bless you. Even in Jesus' final hour, he accepted a foot washing."
Loving: " :-) A MOTHER AND HER CHILD ARE LYING BLEEDING ON THE GRASS HAVING BEEN THROWN THERE BY A HORRIBLE ACCIDENT! IT IS A REMOTE AREA. A STRONG PASSER BY HAPPENS ON THE SCENE. THERE AREN'T SECONDS TO SPARE TO SPRINT ONE TO THE HOSPITAL BEFORE THEY BOTH DIE. WHAT DOES THE MOTHER YEARN FOR WITH EVERY FIBER OF HER BODY???????????????? (((HUGS)))
... I KNOW THIS TO ENCAPSULATE 100% OF JESUS LIFE AND TEACHING: "AS YOU DO UNTO THE LEAST OF THESE MY FAMILY YOU DO UNTO ME." His way of saying what I Live, thanks to Him, and what I've been saying in this important dialog with you this morning. (HUGS)"
FCS: " :-) Love you. I hope your pain ceases."
Loving: "... BTW, I WANT SOMETHING IN RETURN FOR EVERYTHING I DO. MORE LOVING IN THE WORLD. MY EVERY EFFORT IS A CRY FOR THAT TO HAPPEN."
