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10.15.2013
detail. I turn 62 on Friday, if I live that long, and plan to activate, and donate, all of my Social Security....
From a dialog with one of the few to whom I plan to donate my monthly Social Security:
Loving (to about 5 this morning): "Would you grant a dying man his last wish? Thursday could be my last,
My Sheroic Sister (MSS) [Alongside Malala, and Snowden, the greatest living activist I know of]: (having just received my Plea that she get past her pride, and accept the monthly donation to her work I hope to be in a position to make) - "hey loving, if this is your last wish, yes! but if you survive-- and this is what I wish for-- You need something to survive on. But I would take a ten dollar donation for our newspaper that Im starting. Im working with TK and his girlfriend ED and E is doing the layout for a very progressive newspaper that im writing. It is called xxx xxxxx. You could be a donor for that if you wish. Yes? NO?? xxx"
Loving: "Whatever I send would be yours to apply how you wish.
In Truth, Actually, Objectively, in FACT, whether I survive at
this point is of no matter. Not now, or anytime in the last
14 years has my Work, my Attempts, had other than ZERO
Traction, Impact. But there are a few of the Light, of Loving Work,
that do have some Traction, some Following, some
Co-Workers, some Reach... like you.
If I survive Thursday, which is not my hope, http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-re-yesterdays-post-re-peace.html
but IS what is likely to occur, and I activate SSI, I'll let you know if and
when to check your... hmmmm... do you have a PayPal?
If not, what address would I use?
In my earlier career, there were numerous times I was offered
millions of $ in funding for business projects. Sometimes I
accepted it. Sometimes I said, 'No, there is no need to give
me funds, because there is no opportunity to spend them for
likely Good.' I don't need funds now. I do no Work that can benefit
by funds, despite my every effort. For you, it is otherwise, thank
Creator.
(((Yes, I know you object to hearing what I've just said, but it
is Absolutely the Truth. ALL EVIDENCE in support of it.)))
xxx"
MSS: "you are a MESS! love you. mss.
Loving: "The greatest 2, the only 2 truly Great psychologists are Frankl and Alfred Adler. Adler's definition of insanity is 'personal logic' as opposed to 'common logic' - thinking you are right and everyone else is wrong. But he would admit to exceptions, as do I.
:-) I get your point, but no, it is not I that am the mess. I 'get it' more than anyone I know of. I 'do it' more than anyone I know of, cept for a few in the same league - Malala, you, Snowden..., I don't think of others, at the moment, tho there is an important 2nd echelon like Wild Idaho, Bold Nebraska, some of the NW folks, Tar Sands Blockade, the Arctic 40 / Greenpeace RADICALS....
I was born in a graveyard, now 2013 US. It is not my fault I can't raise an Army from the Dead. I see no one that has offered as good an attempt - quality, quantity. Alice Paul MAYBE could do it today. MAYBE. Gandhi couldn't. MLK Jr couldn't. FDR / Eleanor couldn't. Graveyard. THE FIRST PEOPLE BORN AND RAISED IN THE MATRIX - I'M TALKIN THE LEFT.
And with each breath I'm given I'll continue to try.
(((HUGS))) xxx"
MSS: "if alice paul tried she'd been on an assignation hit list! im sure you're on the fbi list. exccentric loner as am I. ha. very difficult times we live in but yes, the important thing is to keep trying. and that you do in spades! i keep looking for the stone unturned. looking looking looking...xxx"
Loving: "I'd love to be on the FBI list. I AM! Their laugh list, so far.
xxx"
MSS: "i dont think so, loving. what's that old saying: first they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then they accept you're stuff and claim it as their own. its just a stage they're in right now. ha ha. xxx"
Loving: ":-) Seriously, it is funny -
In the last 10 years there has been only one group, to your
point, that has almost without fail Respected my work - men and women in uniform,
(and you, in the early days). The Secret Service, Park Police...
they don't share my causes, but as it was with Gandhi, and
Alice Paul (I'll wager), #1 with them, as with me, is Courage - Mission above
sELF - that is 98% of the battle - and since near day one of my
work in DC so many years ago, it has been unmistakable that they respect me and
my Work effort. "Give me a military person to fight alongside
any day; don't give me any cowards," Gandhi.
:-) And it is the central reason the Left reviles me - Courage
scares the Hell out of them, more than anything else.
xxx"
Loving: "http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-lovings-vendetta-aginst-mckibben.html"
MSS: "oh yes, i know how you feel about mckibben. you should be trying to lower your blood pressure, Loving. Thursday is two days off. "
:
Loving (to about 5 this morning): "Would you grant a dying man his last wish? Thursday could be my last,
tho the odds are otherwise. But liver failure is a distinct possibility - can
the liver that is left pick up the job of the part that will be gone.
Would you grant a possibly dying man
his last request? Yes, or no?
If YES, scroll down...
...I would, near certainly will, turn 62 on Friday, the 18th. I expect to activate
Social Security payments then. My request? Accept, without comment,
the small monthly donations to your Loving work I expect to be sending.
(Or, Sin against Loving Work, and deny yourself, burn it, give it away....)
(((HUGS))) forever, no matter what, Loving"
Social Security payments then. My request? Accept, without comment,
the small monthly donations to your Loving work I expect to be sending.
(Or, Sin against Loving Work, and deny yourself, burn it, give it away....)
(((HUGS))) forever, no matter what, Loving"
My Sheroic Sister (MSS) [Alongside Malala, and Snowden, the greatest living activist I know of]: (having just received my Plea that she get past her pride, and accept the monthly donation to her work I hope to be in a position to make) - "hey loving, if this is your last wish, yes! but if you survive-- and this is what I wish for-- You need something to survive on. But I would take a ten dollar donation for our newspaper that Im starting. Im working with TK and his girlfriend ED and E is doing the layout for a very progressive newspaper that im writing. It is called xxx xxxxx. You could be a donor for that if you wish. Yes? NO?? xxx"
Loving: "Whatever I send would be yours to apply how you wish.
In Truth, Actually, Objectively, in FACT, whether I survive at
this point is of no matter. Not now, or anytime in the last
14 years has my Work, my Attempts, had other than ZERO
Traction, Impact. But there are a few of the Light, of Loving Work,
that do have some Traction, some Following, some
Co-Workers, some Reach... like you.
If I survive Thursday, which is not my hope, http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-re-yesterdays-post-re-peace.html
but IS what is likely to occur, and I activate SSI, I'll let you know if and
when to check your... hmmmm... do you have a PayPal?
If not, what address would I use?
In my earlier career, there were numerous times I was offered
millions of $ in funding for business projects. Sometimes I
accepted it. Sometimes I said, 'No, there is no need to give
me funds, because there is no opportunity to spend them for
likely Good.' I don't need funds now. I do no Work that can benefit
by funds, despite my every effort. For you, it is otherwise, thank
Creator.
(((Yes, I know you object to hearing what I've just said, but it
is Absolutely the Truth. ALL EVIDENCE in support of it.)))
xxx"
MSS: "you are a MESS! love you. mss.
Loving: "The greatest 2, the only 2 truly Great psychologists are Frankl and Alfred Adler. Adler's definition of insanity is 'personal logic' as opposed to 'common logic' - thinking you are right and everyone else is wrong. But he would admit to exceptions, as do I.
:-) I get your point, but no, it is not I that am the mess. I 'get it' more than anyone I know of. I 'do it' more than anyone I know of, cept for a few in the same league - Malala, you, Snowden..., I don't think of others, at the moment, tho there is an important 2nd echelon like Wild Idaho, Bold Nebraska, some of the NW folks, Tar Sands Blockade, the Arctic 40 / Greenpeace RADICALS....
I was born in a graveyard, now 2013 US. It is not my fault I can't raise an Army from the Dead. I see no one that has offered as good an attempt - quality, quantity. Alice Paul MAYBE could do it today. MAYBE. Gandhi couldn't. MLK Jr couldn't. FDR / Eleanor couldn't. Graveyard. THE FIRST PEOPLE BORN AND RAISED IN THE MATRIX - I'M TALKIN THE LEFT.
And with each breath I'm given I'll continue to try.
(((HUGS))) xxx"
MSS: "if alice paul tried she'd been on an assignation hit list! im sure you're on the fbi list. exccentric loner as am I. ha. very difficult times we live in but yes, the important thing is to keep trying. and that you do in spades! i keep looking for the stone unturned. looking looking looking...xxx"
Loving: "I'd love to be on the FBI list. I AM! Their laugh list, so far.
MSS: "i dont think so, loving. what's that old saying: first they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then they accept you're stuff and claim it as their own. its just a stage they're in right now. ha ha. xxx"
Loving: ":-) Seriously, it is funny -
In the last 10 years there has been only one group, to your
point, that has almost without fail Respected my work - men and women in uniform,
(and you, in the early days). The Secret Service, Park Police...
they don't share my causes, but as it was with Gandhi, and
Alice Paul (I'll wager), #1 with them, as with me, is Courage - Mission above
sELF - that is 98% of the battle - and since near day one of my
work in DC so many years ago, it has been unmistakable that they respect me and
my Work effort. "Give me a military person to fight alongside
any day; don't give me any cowards," Gandhi.
:-) And it is the central reason the Left reviles me - Courage
scares the Hell out of them, more than anything else.
Loving: "http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-lovings-vendetta-aginst-mckibben.html"
MSS: "oh yes, i know how you feel about mckibben. you should be trying to lower your blood pressure, Loving. Thursday is two days off. "
:
My Fundamentalist Christian Sister (FCS) this morning on FB, "Loving, I love your Heart, how you give everything and want nothing." "OH SISTER, YOU COULDN'T BE MORE WRONG...."
My Fundamentalist Christian Sister this morning on FB, "Loving, I love your Heart, how you give everything and want nothing." "OH SISTER, YOU COULDN'T BE MORE WRONG....
Here's this morning's dialog with this amazing relationship, she, I'd say, a Fundamentalist Christian from Alabama, that one night a week brings a group of young folks to speak with, pray with, and bring gifts of food to we homeless. Now, I pull no punches. THINK HOW MUCH FUN, I, A HATER OF christianity, A DEVOTE OF 'BEING CHRISTIAN,' think how much fun I've been for her this last year? Yet, she has hung in there....
Note: She is raising funds to devote her life to the poor in Dominican Republic. If I survive Thursdays meat carving on my body, which is likely, I've alerted several folks that I'll be activating my Social Security next week or so, my 62 b'day is Friday, so I can donate it all (what little there will be) to the Loving work I see these few individuals and organizations, doing.
FCS: "Loving, you are way too kind! I couldn't say no to you if I tried! I LOVE your heart. So so much. I know you're often misunderstood, but I get you. I totally do. I love that you constantly pour into others and expect nothing in return. You have taught me more than you'll ever know. Your living example is too scarce in this dark world. When would be a good time to chat in person?"
Loving: "Thursday the carve me up, 12" gash to my midsection - 5-10 days in hospital - so, in person chat is not to be for a while. http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/search/label/Loving%27s%20Cancer
FCS: "reading now
Here's this morning's dialog with this amazing relationship, she, I'd say, a Fundamentalist Christian from Alabama, that one night a week brings a group of young folks to speak with, pray with, and bring gifts of food to we homeless. Now, I pull no punches. THINK HOW MUCH FUN, I, A HATER OF christianity, A DEVOTE OF 'BEING CHRISTIAN,' think how much fun I've been for her this last year? Yet, she has hung in there....
Note: She is raising funds to devote her life to the poor in Dominican Republic. If I survive Thursdays meat carving on my body, which is likely, I've alerted several folks that I'll be activating my Social Security next week or so, my 62 b'day is Friday, so I can donate it all (what little there will be) to the Loving work I see these few individuals and organizations, doing.
FCS: "Loving, you are way too kind! I couldn't say no to you if I tried! I LOVE your heart. So so much. I know you're often misunderstood, but I get you. I totally do. I love that you constantly pour into others and expect nothing in return. You have taught me more than you'll ever know. Your living example is too scarce in this dark world. When would be a good time to chat in person?"
Loving: "Thursday the carve me up, 12" gash to my midsection - 5-10 days in hospital - so, in person chat is not to be for a while. http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/search/label/Loving%27s%20Cancer
Do you have a PayPal?"
FCS: "Yikes, Loving. I will most definitely be praying for you! I do have paypal
FCS: "Yikes, Loving. I will most definitely be praying for you! I do have paypal
My email is XXXXXX@gmail.com
Again, you are too gracious.
What hospital are you at?"
Loving: "I'll be at Georgetown. Sigh (this is something I've tried to convey to her many times this last year. I'm not sure ANYONE 'gets' this about me. ARGH!.) : -( :-) . You will 'get me' when you tell me you'll pray for my children. I'm ready for a rest. My personal preference is not to make it through Thursday. But regardless - I AM my neediest Children. There is no 'me' besides that to pray for. This avatar that confuses you is just one of those cell. (((HUGS)))
You should read both of these links - http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-re-yesterdays-post-re-peace.html "
Loving: "I'll be at Georgetown. Sigh (this is something I've tried to convey to her many times this last year. I'm not sure ANYONE 'gets' this about me. ARGH!.) : -( :-) . You will 'get me' when you tell me you'll pray for my children. I'm ready for a rest. My personal preference is not to make it through Thursday. But regardless - I AM my neediest Children. There is no 'me' besides that to pray for. This avatar that confuses you is just one of those cell. (((HUGS)))
You should read both of these links - http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-re-yesterdays-post-re-peace.html "
FCS: "reading now
You are at the Georgetown hospital? If I were to visit you, what name could I find you under?
Loving: "I'll be there, Creator willing, starting 6am Thurs. I ... don't expect to be more than carved meat till Sunday or so. And I'll be no less unpleasant than I've ever been - these are unpleasant times - turning over the tables in the temple times. Oh, one other link - a dialog with Scott, of Africa, yesterday - http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-from-note-to-my-godly-friend.html
...
FCS: "Well let us know what we can do for you! I'd love to be there for you in some capacity."
Loving: "SIGH!!!!!! SIGH!!!!!!! SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
FCS: "I know your wish is to pour into others.. and I know you're hurting. It would be a blessing to me to bless you. Even in Jesus' final hour, he accepted a foot washing."
Loving: " :-) A MOTHER AND HER CHILD ARE LYING BLEEDING ON THE GRASS HAVING BEEN THROWN THERE BY A HORRIBLE ACCIDENT! IT IS A REMOTE AREA. A STRONG PASSER BY HAPPENS ON THE SCENE. THERE AREN'T SECONDS TO SPARE TO SPRINT ONE TO THE HOSPITAL BEFORE THEY BOTH DIE. WHAT DOES THE MOTHER YEARN FOR WITH EVERY FIBER OF HER BODY???????????????? (((HUGS)))
... I KNOW THIS TO ENCAPSULATE 100% OF JESUS LIFE AND TEACHING: "AS YOU DO UNTO THE LEAST OF THESE MY FAMILY YOU DO UNTO ME." His way of saying what I Live, thanks to Him, and what I've been saying in this important dialog with you this morning. (HUGS)"
FCS: " :-) Love you. I hope your pain ceases."
Loving: "... BTW, I WANT SOMETHING IN RETURN FOR EVERYTHING I DO. MORE LOVING IN THE WORLD. MY EVERY EFFORT IS A CRY FOR THAT TO HAPPEN."
Loving: "I'll be there, Creator willing, starting 6am Thurs. I ... don't expect to be more than carved meat till Sunday or so. And I'll be no less unpleasant than I've ever been - these are unpleasant times - turning over the tables in the temple times. Oh, one other link - a dialog with Scott, of Africa, yesterday - http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/10/detail-from-note-to-my-godly-friend.html
...
FCS: "Well let us know what we can do for you! I'd love to be there for you in some capacity."
Loving: "SIGH!!!!!! SIGH!!!!!!! SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
FCS: "I know your wish is to pour into others.. and I know you're hurting. It would be a blessing to me to bless you. Even in Jesus' final hour, he accepted a foot washing."
Loving: " :-) A MOTHER AND HER CHILD ARE LYING BLEEDING ON THE GRASS HAVING BEEN THROWN THERE BY A HORRIBLE ACCIDENT! IT IS A REMOTE AREA. A STRONG PASSER BY HAPPENS ON THE SCENE. THERE AREN'T SECONDS TO SPARE TO SPRINT ONE TO THE HOSPITAL BEFORE THEY BOTH DIE. WHAT DOES THE MOTHER YEARN FOR WITH EVERY FIBER OF HER BODY???????????????? (((HUGS)))
... I KNOW THIS TO ENCAPSULATE 100% OF JESUS LIFE AND TEACHING: "AS YOU DO UNTO THE LEAST OF THESE MY FAMILY YOU DO UNTO ME." His way of saying what I Live, thanks to Him, and what I've been saying in this important dialog with you this morning. (HUGS)"
FCS: " :-) Love you. I hope your pain ceases."
Loving: "... BTW, I WANT SOMETHING IN RETURN FOR EVERYTHING I DO. MORE LOVING IN THE WORLD. MY EVERY EFFORT IS A CRY FOR THAT TO HAPPEN."
"MY ONLY REAL PRAYER FOR A FUTURE IS 'NO DEAL,' GLOBAL ECONOMIC MELTDOWN - SLOWING TITANIC II (pka Earth) BEFORE SMASHING THE FOSSIL FUELS ICEBERG." Loving
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"MY ONLY REAL PRAYER FOR A FUTURE IS 'NO DEAL,' GLOBAL ECONOMIC MELTDOWN - SLOWING TITANIC II (pka Earth) BEFORE SMASHING THE FOSSIL FUELS ICEBERG." Loving
detail. LOVING'S VENDETTA AGAINST MCKIBBEN / 350.ORG????? detail
You'll
be able to tell if and when a serious climate movement arises - it'll
be when McKibben is boo'd off the stage for being a spineless,
defeatist, cowardly, whining auth-whore.
[to this comment I made this morning on FB, Doug asked: "got a successor?]
A vacuum would be infinitely superior. He is sucking all the air out of the room. This isn't personal, it is professional. He is the antitheses of those who have brought social change, and HE IS THE FIRST TO SAY IT - 'OH, I DON 'T KNOW HOW WE CAN WIN!!!!!!!' I don't fault him for not having what it takes. I DO fault him for not facing what it takes - WE HAVE A HISTORY OF WHAT IT TAKES - MALALA, KING, GANDHI, JESUS, ALICE PAUL, INEZ MILHOLLAND... RADICAL COURAGE, PAYING/OFFERING THE INFINITE PRICE. If he and his hopeless 350.org got out of the way (not a snowballs chance it hell - too self pleasuring for them all) AT THE VERY LEAST IT WOULD MAKE Wild Idaho Rising Tide (WIRT) EASIER TO SEE, TAR SANDS BLOCKADE, BOLD NEBRASKA. This PRETTY MUCH PROVES MY POINT - YOU'VE SEEN THE RECENT WIKI-LEAKS OF WHO THE FOSSIL FOOLS INDUSTRY VIEWS AS A THREAT - WAS MCKCHICKEN / 350.ORG ON THE LIST? NO. RISING TIDE, THOSE LIKE THEM, WERE!!!!
[to this comment I made this morning on FB, Doug asked: "got a successor?]
A vacuum would be infinitely superior. He is sucking all the air out of the room. This isn't personal, it is professional. He is the antitheses of those who have brought social change, and HE IS THE FIRST TO SAY IT - 'OH, I DON 'T KNOW HOW WE CAN WIN!!!!!!!' I don't fault him for not having what it takes. I DO fault him for not facing what it takes - WE HAVE A HISTORY OF WHAT IT TAKES - MALALA, KING, GANDHI, JESUS, ALICE PAUL, INEZ MILHOLLAND... RADICAL COURAGE, PAYING/OFFERING THE INFINITE PRICE. If he and his hopeless 350.org got out of the way (not a snowballs chance it hell - too self pleasuring for them all) AT THE VERY LEAST IT WOULD MAKE Wild Idaho Rising Tide (WIRT) EASIER TO SEE, TAR SANDS BLOCKADE, BOLD NEBRASKA. This PRETTY MUCH PROVES MY POINT - YOU'VE SEEN THE RECENT WIKI-LEAKS OF WHO THE FOSSIL FOOLS INDUSTRY VIEWS AS A THREAT - WAS MCKCHICKEN / 350.ORG ON THE LIST? NO. RISING TIDE, THOSE LIKE THEM, WERE!!!!
***** nd. Loving, here: 'THE MOST CHRISTIAN AMERICA HAS EVER BEEN (AND IT WAS NEAR PERFECTLY 'CHRISTIAN' THEN) WAS THE DAY BEFORE COLUMBUS ARRIVED.'
***** Loving, here: 'THE MOST CHRISTIAN AMERICA HAS EVER BEEN (AND IT WAS NEAR PERFECTLY 'CHRISTIAN' THEN) WAS THE DAY BEFORE COLUMBUS ARRIVED.'
***** Life based on doing stuff for money, my God, how Insane. HOW JOYLESS!!! We are ALL SISTERS AND BROTHERS, FOR GOD'S SAKE. STOP THIS INSANITY!!!! IT IS IN THE FINAL STAGES OF DESTROYING ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING. YOU KNOW THIS!!! WAKE UP. LEAD US OUT OF THIS!!!!
Life based on doing stuff for money, my God, how Insane. HOW JOYLESS!!! We are ALL SISTERS AND BROTHERS, FOR GOD'S SAKE. STOP THIS INSANITY!!!! IT IS IN THE FINAL STAGES OF DESTROYING ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING. YOU KNOW THIS!!! WAKE UP. LEAD US OUT OF THIS!!!!
Right-wing IsraHell poisoned Arafat? Why would he be an exception? They have poisoned the entire World. (Our fault. We let them.)
Right-wing IsraHell poisoned Arafat? Why would he be an exception? They have poisoned the entire World. (Our fault. We let them.)
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