7.24.2013
7.23.2013
To a friend that watched today's vlog -
Seeing as you watched the vid, you should watch for my posts tonight and
tomorrow. I needed to see, and to say, what I did in that vid, but it
was not the end, it was a new beginning. If I'm to be forgiven for my
ways at all, this quote may be a reason why:
"I never know what I think till I've read what I've written," Faulkner (paraphrase). So it is with me. I make no apologies but I understand it makes for a rough ride.
The French Resistance, German Underground is not an analogy for today, and I was momentarily feeling that it was, deeply. No. Not at all. The French, and millions of Germans SAW the machinery crushing them. Many responded in cowardly ways, but 'seeing' it still made them available 'victims' to be inspired to join, to act, by others. No, again, The Matrix. We have The Matrix. Today's kids, the Victims, are tightly screwed into the Matrix pods. I'm not slandering them. But this is how they are responding. My God, the exceptions - some of the Tar Sands Blockade folks. But their continued micro-numbers to me only proves that their generation is the first one totally raised in the matrix, totally addicted to stuff, not a snowballs chance in hell of them recognizing, embracing, and responding to their victimhood. No, not like the Fr. or German resistance. Not like women's suffrage, apartheid, vietnam war, civil rights - where there were huge numbers that recognized, tho would not initially confront, their victimhood. The Matrix.
I no longer expect to terminate treatment, not that anyone should care, but just for the record.
No, the only life worth living in the future will be self-lessly Loving our global neediest; and no, life expectancy will be short, and brutalization, high. But the psychological experience will be Heaven, as long as it lasts. Hispanics I think come closest, but spend their lives trying to work for rich folk. But humble, and I think, joyful servants, as a group. I must see how to help make that choice more available to future generations than it would be without my efforts. Least, that's my hunch for me right now. Pretty much what I'd been figuring before today's important detour.
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"I never know what I think till I've read what I've written," Faulkner (paraphrase). So it is with me. I make no apologies but I understand it makes for a rough ride.
The French Resistance, German Underground is not an analogy for today, and I was momentarily feeling that it was, deeply. No. Not at all. The French, and millions of Germans SAW the machinery crushing them. Many responded in cowardly ways, but 'seeing' it still made them available 'victims' to be inspired to join, to act, by others. No, again, The Matrix. We have The Matrix. Today's kids, the Victims, are tightly screwed into the Matrix pods. I'm not slandering them. But this is how they are responding. My God, the exceptions - some of the Tar Sands Blockade folks. But their continued micro-numbers to me only proves that their generation is the first one totally raised in the matrix, totally addicted to stuff, not a snowballs chance in hell of them recognizing, embracing, and responding to their victimhood. No, not like the Fr. or German resistance. Not like women's suffrage, apartheid, vietnam war, civil rights - where there were huge numbers that recognized, tho would not initially confront, their victimhood. The Matrix.
I no longer expect to terminate treatment, not that anyone should care, but just for the record.
No, the only life worth living in the future will be self-lessly Loving our global neediest; and no, life expectancy will be short, and brutalization, high. But the psychological experience will be Heaven, as long as it lasts. Hispanics I think come closest, but spend their lives trying to work for rich folk. But humble, and I think, joyful servants, as a group. I must see how to help make that choice more available to future generations than it would be without my efforts. Least, that's my hunch for me right now. Pretty much what I'd been figuring before today's important detour.
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The way of unviolent action is to overwhelm with grief, thru undeserved suffering: * 1st. One’s fellow victims * 2nd. Onlookers possessing humanity. This is the most powerful weapon. But it requires: * A. fellow victims alive enough to see that of themselves; and * B. it requires humane onlookers. Seems certain we don’t have .0001% enough of A to ignite B to stop ecocide.
I THINK THAT OUR ONLY DUTY NOW GIVEN CERTAIN ECOCIDE IS TO TRY TO SHOW OUR CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN WHAT LOVING LOOKS LIKE: BEING A SPIKE IN THE MACHINE THAT IS OUR INFINITE SELF-CENTEREDNESS, THAT IS FINALLY DESTROYING ALL.
Hours later I recognized my huge mistake in the following, and in the earlier vlog. Updates here:
http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/07/to-friend-that-watched-todays-vlog.html
http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/07/to-friend-that-watched-todays-vlog.html
"When you are screaming at the top of your lungs and no one hears you, what are you supposed to do?" Daniel McGowan Prison for fighting for your children’s earth
If A Tree Falls (2011) McGowan - YOU OWE HIM. SUPPORT HIM
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I’m feeling really asham- ed, and nauseated, at all but the one or two of my FB friends. You send around all this patty-cake sh*t about earth’s, US, destruction, but I give you some real stuff to Share, and do you? Uh, nah. I don’t take it personal. You don’t owe me. YOU OWE YOUR KIDS, GRANDKIDS. YOU’RE DEATH TO THEM. COWARDS. PUT UP FOR THEM. OR SHUT UP.
***** The Bible Tells Us When A Fetus Becomes A Living Being
Deep Breath by Melanie Weidner
Many
people think that a human being is created at the time of conception
but this belief is not supported by the bible. The fact that a living
sperm penetrates a living ovum resulting in the formation of a living
fetus does not mean that the fetus is a living human being. According to
the bible, a fetus is not a living person with a soul until after
drawing its first breath.After God formed man in Genesis 2:7, He “breathed into his nostrils the breath of life and it was then that the man became a living being”. Although the man was fully formed by God in all respects, he was not a living being until after taking his first breath.... http://www.thechristianleftblog.org/1/post/2012/10/the-bible-tells-us-when-a-fetus-becomes-a-living-being.html
7.22.2013
I may be a fool, but I am not kidding. Why don’t we get together and buy earth – we the people. I mean, the rain forests, the right of ways, the damn sites, rain forests… all over the world? If we don’t, industry will, or has. Talk to me. Start_loving at yahoo dot com, fb startloving1 What form of this is doable? Who do you know that has the know how to get this going?
***** !!!!! Just died, 92 yr old Holocaust Rescuer of 1,200: "Humanity has understood nothing [from the Holocaust]. Religious, tribal, national wars continue. The world continues to be in a sea of blood."
"Humanity has understood nothing [from the Holocaust]. Religious, tribal, national wars continue. The world continues to be in a sea of blood."
***** WHERE ARE IRANAS TODAY!!?!??!?! "Even though the penalty for harbouring a Jew in Poland was death, Irena claimed: "No one ever refused to take a child from me."
Even though the penalty for harbouring a Jew in Poland was death, Irena claimed: "No one ever refused to take a child from me."
pic Nero fiddled. We facebook. I’d forgotten why I wasn’t spending time on FaceBook much. The last 4 days have reminded me. All talk. No action. Just more posts. ‘Revolutions do not happen on the internet. They happen in the streets,’ Wael Ghonim (paraphrase) just one, big, time killing, creation killing, social, circle-jerk. “example is not the major thing in influencing people. It is the only thing.” Albert schweitzer
pic From [FB], More Trees, Less Assholes: Knowing the problem is half the solution ! From, StartLoving1: ‘Knowing the problem is [THE ONLY] half [OF THE] the solution [THAT THE LIP-SERVICE LEFT CARES TO KNOW, NO MATTER THE COST TO THEIR KIDS AND GRANDKIDS.]!
From [FB], More Trees, Less Assholes: Knowing the problem is half the solution ! From, StartLoving1: ‘Knowing the problem is [THE ONLY] half [OF THE] the solution [THAT THE LIP-SERVICE LEFT CARES TO KNOW, NO MATTER THE COST TO THEIR KIDS AND GRANDKIDS.]!
Chemo update: 38 hours and counting on near continuous sleep. No appetite, near 0 calories during the same time. Slight nausea and headaches. My hips are unhappy with being in bed so long. I'm trying to let my body find bottom so I can start working from there again.
Chemo update: 38 hours and counting on near continuous sleep. No appetite, near 0 calories during the same time. Slight nausea and headaches. My hips are unhappy with being in bed so long. I'm trying to let my body find bottom so I can start working from there again.
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