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4.18.2013

'I accepted a container of soup from my Brother, Jim.... (detail)

nd 'I accepted a container of soup from my Brother, Jim, that drove 2 hours last night to give it to me. Makes me cry. Only my dad was that insane. I needed 1 more day, to finish the most critical of my work - Library 2.0 doc, "Resurrrecting Your Unviolent Warrior - Personal Trainer." Also a 12oz Diet Pepsi.  It all passed within 2 hours, a discharge as I slept, despite me taking a double dose of Imodium to prevent that. My body treats even liquids as a toxin now. But I shall, I SHALL complete the work before I leave you.  Then, it is all up to you.

nd D21, No Fludis D4: Renal Failure, emergency hospitalization, dehydration, 6 hours trying to save my life, last time, about 10 months ago, 1st Death Fast, tho I saw no blood last time.' Loving

nd D21, No Fludis D4: Renal Failure, emergency hospitalization, dehydration, 6 hours trying to save my life, last time, about 10 months ago, 1st Death Fast, tho I saw no blood last time.' Loving

'My Last Will and Testament' Loving

[The following is subject to minor, but unlikely revision.  04.18.13]

I've been Blest to experience now many in whom I've seen and Experienced The Revolution the Only Possible Revolution ( the one Jesus too died to Start) - Agape, Universal Family - the only hope to avert ecocide.  I must, in my final hours, do whatever I can to encourage them on this Path.  In no order, I leave these instructions for my beloved Executors - Cathy and Jim:

*  To Beverly, the most insanely faithful, Loving, Caring friend ever seen on earth - my Sacred, Treasured Marine Belt, given me by my beloved Kevin, whose family would send dinner with him for me cold nights at the Vigil at the White House.

*  To Cathy, my Sacred, Treasured, Secret Service boots, given me by Matt, horrified that I had no boots when he saw me in the rain with my 'boots' of the time, FedEx bags over my socks, in my sandals.  "YOU WILL HAVE BOOTS!" And in several days he drove up with his Secret Service boots, for me.

*  To Gerry, whose Insane Kindness to me just makes my head spin - my Marine Bivvy, for his Adirondack excursions.

*  To K, who, barely knowing me, has had a Faith in my Work, in me, unfailing Encouragement for me - instantly offering me to live with Her for good cancer treatment in Mass. - my Sacred, Treasured Marines tshirt  given me by yet another friend in the Secret Service. (in my suitcase)

*  To Jim, whose INSANE KINDNESS, and his bio-fam's (He BARELY knows me), last night, hearing I'd yearned for a cup of french onion soup, drove an hour round trip, not once, but twice (I was away getting electrons for an all-night broadcast, at FedEx the 1st time) to bring me a piping hot container of soup (tears now), the Large Cross I wear around my neck 24 hours per day.

*  To Hope, who at times has been an Insanely Good Sister, who at this moment is making the most important video to the future of human - kind - the graphically unwatchable vid AVERTING ECOCIDE - NASA'S DR. JAMES HANSEN  , she's making it watchable, as she did to the 2nd most important vid for Humanity's Future -video 15 Fuel Rods to Avert Ecocide.   To Hope I leave my "Become the Church" shirt, the one I wear 7/24, ever since I saw what may be my 1st glimpse of what Christ Jesus would view as a "Church," http://www.facebook.com/pages/Lucas-4-18-Homeless/169112173112386

*  To my Rock of Gibralter, Elaine, who swooped in out of the blue into my work about 5 months ago, "JUST YES," is her answer to my crucial needs - "JUST YES," one of my two custom Hunger Strike to End Ecocide shirts. (suitcase)  Also, 3 items she and I discussed, small, hard, labeled in my suitcase, with instructions to her.

*  Two my beloved Blueskywoman Cree who gave me the gift of personally touching the ancient Spirit of Life that once reigned in the rightful owners of what today is called America - my 2nd custom made Hunger Strike to End Ecocide shirt.  (suitcase)

*  To Mel, Saleh, and the rest of my Family at Firehook Bakery - a Donation to them, the staff, that I'll make today or tomorrow.

*  To Brian, currently on day 18 of a Hunger Strike to avert Ecocide (much harder than mine - he started with about 2 grams of body fat), he's in front of the American Petroleum Institute near 24 hours per day - My GoalZero Extreme 350 battery. (Brian, it's a $320 battery.  When use depletes it's ability to store a charge, the inner battery ($80 approx) can be replaced, tho it isn't provided by the mfgr.  But it can be done.  I bet you can get guidance from mroner at goalzero dot com if you approach him with immense patience and respect.  I ask only that it be used for serious, disciplined, self-sacrificial activist work, and not the self-righteous ranting that goes for activism, almost universally, in DC.  But it is yours to do with what you wish.  And please continue to have and use the little notebook computer.

*  To Diane Wilson, the one, True, World-Class activist I know of on earth, who I've been Sacredly Blest to have in my life - the new replacement GoalZero Extreme 350 battery, the new Dell Laptop (~$1000 replacement value), new Samsung hand-held computer - everything but a phone, the little Casio camera with which I can shoot 30 min videos as well, and other assorted equipment in my backpack, all of which should go to her in her work for, well, every needy population on earth - from the women in Texas Jail, to the cancer-ridden Texas workers, the 1000's uncompensated by Dow for Bhopal, BP in the UK, Formosa Chem in Japan....

* Dave and Mary Rachel - a young couple that at times have been the Revolution - Agape - Universal Family - to a degree that is, well, like looking directly at the Creator, I leave the small cross tied at my throat, that hasn't left my person, in years.

*  My Loyal, Kind sister PAC, well, my bequest to her she now has, and will stay between us.

*  If the funds materialize and are distributed per my wishes, the funds from my retirement account at Unisys, ($10,000 -20,000) as I recall, they are to be evenly divided as follows:

...  Scott Montgomery, devoting his young life, at dire consequence to his personal gain, and to his very life, to help our neediest family in the more dangerous parts of Africa;

... Sister K who refuses to do other than throw her life at the needy of Boston, one way or another;

... Dave and Mary Rachel in support of their adoptive family from among our neediest citizens;

... Diane Wilson for her work to save the world;

... Sister PAC, for her fight to survive in the most toxic part of our country;

... Alejandro (Alex), leader of the closest I've seen to a Church - Lucas 4:18, Associated with Word of Life Church, Alexandria, VA  http://www.facebook.com/pages/Lucas-4-18-Homeless/169112173112386

... Organizing for Action - the only true Movement we've seen (besides Gay Rights) since the 60's, upon which half of our hope to avert ecocide rides - the other half riding on the handful of activists, yet to emerge, that by paying their very lives for the future of humanity will become the first Real evidence that Armageddon is at our doorstep, about to step through, unless this handful awakens our Souls, in time.


S. Loving
(pka James E McGinley)
04.18.13

A signed copy of this will be on my person momentarily, along with the Do Not Resuscitate already there, and the letter of Respect and Explanation to Police, Medical Personnel, Legal Personnel...






nd 'Laughner, Lanza like Torture-Trolls Grafiti every PirateBay upload of mine, wishing me to die, now. Not one encouraging, positive comment in reply. Evil never sleeps. Good never awakes.' Loving

nd 'Laughner, Lanza like Trolls Grafiti every PirateBay upload of mine, wishing me to die, now.  Not one encouraging, positive comment in reply.  Evil never sleeps.  Good never awakes.' Loving

4.17.2013

nd D20, No Liquids 3: 'A Confession: If Au Bon Pain had left over French Onion Soup tonight I'd have had a cup. Why? Mental relief. The Life of a cup of soup. I DON'T WANT TO DIE. BUT 200 BILLION TIMES MORE THAN THAT, I WANT OUR CHILDREN TO LIVE, AND IF SOMETHING, SOMEONE(S) DON'T AWAKEN OUR COLD, DEAD, GODLESS SOULS, OUR KIDS HAVE NOTHING BUT EARTH-HELL AHEAD OF THEM. Oh, they were out of the soup. I'm glad.' Loving

D20, No Liquids 3: 'A Confession: If Au Bon Pain had left over French Onion Soup tonight I'd have had a cup. Why?  Mental relief. The Life of a cup of soup.

I DON'T WANT TO DIE.  BUT 200 BILLION TIMES MORE THAN THAT, I WANT OUR CHILDREN TO LIVE, AND IF SOMETHING, SOMEONE(S) DON'T AWAKEN OUR COLD, DEAD, GODLESS SOULS, OUR KIDS HAVE NOTHING BUT EARTH-HELL AHEAD OF THEM, FOR THE NEXT 1000 GENERATIONS.

Oh, they were out of the soup.

I'm glad.'

Loving

Stockholm U: Sir Nicholas Stern: Meeting the climate challenge

Guardian 01.26.13:

Nicholas Stern: 'I got it wrong on climate change – it's far, far worse'

Author of 2006 review speaks out on danger to economies as planet absorbs less carbon and is 'on track' for 4C rise

>>>>>>>
http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2013/jan/27/nicholas-stern-climate-change-davos
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Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stern_Review

The Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change is a 700-page report released for the British government on 30 October 2006 by economist Nicholas Stern, chair of the Grantham Research Institute on Climate Change and the Environment at the London School of Economics and also chair of the Centre for Climate Change Economics and Policy (CCCEP) at Leeds University and LSE. The report discusses the effect of global warming on the world economy. Although not the first economic report on climate change, it is significant as the largest and most widely known and discussed report of its kind.[1]

The Review states that climate change is the greatest and widest-ranging market failure ever seen, presenting a unique challenge for economics.[2] The Review provides prescriptions including environmental taxes to minimise the economic and social disruptions. The Stern Review's main conclusion is that the benefits of strong, early action on climate change far outweigh the costs of not acting.[3] The Review points to the potential impacts of climate change on water resources, food production, health, and the environment[clarification needed]. According to the Review, without action, the overall costs of climate change will be equivalent to losing at least 5% of global gross domestic product (GDP) each year, now and forever. Including a wider range of risks and impacts could increase this to 20% of GDP or more, also indefinitely. Stern believes that 5-6 degrees of temperature increase is "a real possibility."[4]

The Review proposes that one percent of global GDP per annum is required to be invested in order to avoid the worst effects of climate change. In June 2008, Stern increased the estimate for the annual cost of achieving stabilisation between 500 and 550 ppm CO2e to 2% of GDP to account for faster than expected climate change.[5]...
 

Columbia U: A Conversation with Lord Nicholas Stern

Guardian 01.26.13:

Nicholas Stern: 'I got it wrong on climate change – it's far, far worse'

Author of 2006 review speaks out on danger to economies as planet absorbs less carbon and is 'on track' for 4C rise

>>>>>>>
http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2013/jan/27/nicholas-stern-climate-change-davos
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Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stern_Review

The Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change is a 700-page report released for the British government on 30 October 2006 by economist Nicholas Stern, chair of the Grantham Research Institute on Climate Change and the Environment at the London School of Economics and also chair of the Centre for Climate Change Economics and Policy (CCCEP) at Leeds University and LSE. The report discusses the effect of global warming on the world economy. Although not the first economic report on climate change, it is significant as the largest and most widely known and discussed report of its kind.[1]

The Review states that climate change is the greatest and widest-ranging market failure ever seen, presenting a unique challenge for economics.[2] The Review provides prescriptions including environmental taxes to minimise the economic and social disruptions. The Stern Review's main conclusion is that the benefits of strong, early action on climate change far outweigh the costs of not acting.[3] The Review points to the potential impacts of climate change on water resources, food production, health, and the environment[clarification needed]. According to the Review, without action, the overall costs of climate change will be equivalent to losing at least 5% of global gross domestic product (GDP) each year, now and forever. Including a wider range of risks and impacts could increase this to 20% of GDP or more, also indefinitely. Stern believes that 5-6 degrees of temperature increase is "a real possibility."[4]

The Review proposes that one percent of global GDP per annum is required to be invested in order to avoid the worst effects of climate change. In June 2008, Stern increased the estimate for the annual cost of achieving stabilisation between 500 and 550 ppm CO2e to 2% of GDP to account for faster than expected climate change.[5]...

Tufts U: Nicholas Stern on the new economics of climate change

Guardian 01.26.13:

Nicholas Stern: 'I got it wrong on climate change – it's far, far worse'

Author of 2006 review speaks out on danger to economies as planet absorbs less carbon and is 'on track' for 4C rise

>>>>>>>
http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2013/jan/27/nicholas-stern-climate-change-davos
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Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stern_Review

The Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change is a 700-page report released for the British government on 30 October 2006 by economist Nicholas Stern, chair of the Grantham Research Institute on Climate Change and the Environment at the London School of Economics and also chair of the Centre for Climate Change Economics and Policy (CCCEP) at Leeds University and LSE. The report discusses the effect of global warming on the world economy. Although not the first economic report on climate change, it is significant as the largest and most widely known and discussed report of its kind.[1]

The Review states that climate change is the greatest and widest-ranging market failure ever seen, presenting a unique challenge for economics.[2] The Review provides prescriptions including environmental taxes to minimise the economic and social disruptions. The Stern Review's main conclusion is that the benefits of strong, early action on climate change far outweigh the costs of not acting.[3] The Review points to the potential impacts of climate change on water resources, food production, health, and the environment[clarification needed]. According to the Review, without action, the overall costs of climate change will be equivalent to losing at least 5% of global gross domestic product (GDP) each year, now and forever. Including a wider range of risks and impacts could increase this to 20% of GDP or more, also indefinitely. Stern believes that 5-6 degrees of temperature increase is "a real possibility."[4]

The Review proposes that one percent of global GDP per annum is required to be invested in order to avoid the worst effects of climate change. In June 2008, Stern increased the estimate for the annual cost of achieving stabilisation between 500 and 550 ppm CO2e to 2% of GDP to account for faster than expected climate change.[5]...

Nicholas Stern "The Global Deal"

Guardian 01.26.13:

Nicholas Stern: 'I got it wrong on climate change – it's far, far worse'

Author of 2006 review speaks out on danger to economies as planet absorbs less carbon and is 'on track' for 4C rise

>>>>>>>
http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2013/jan/27/nicholas-stern-climate-change-davos
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Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stern_Review

The Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change is a 700-page report released for the British government on 30 October 2006 by economist Nicholas Stern, chair of the Grantham Research Institute on Climate Change and the Environment at the London School of Economics and also chair of the Centre for Climate Change Economics and Policy (CCCEP) at Leeds University and LSE. The report discusses the effect of global warming on the world economy. Although not the first economic report on climate change, it is significant as the largest and most widely known and discussed report of its kind.[1]

The Review states that climate change is the greatest and widest-ranging market failure ever seen, presenting a unique challenge for economics.[2] The Review provides prescriptions including environmental taxes to minimise the economic and social disruptions. The Stern Review's main conclusion is that the benefits of strong, early action on climate change far outweigh the costs of not acting.[3] The Review points to the potential impacts of climate change on water resources, food production, health, and the environment[clarification needed]. According to the Review, without action, the overall costs of climate change will be equivalent to losing at least 5% of global gross domestic product (GDP) each year, now and forever. Including a wider range of risks and impacts could increase this to 20% of GDP or more, also indefinitely. Stern believes that 5-6 degrees of temperature increase is "a real possibility."[4]

The Review proposes that one percent of global GDP per annum is required to be invested in order to avoid the worst effects of climate change. In June 2008, Stern increased the estimate for the annual cost of achieving stabilisation between 500 and 550 ppm CO2e to 2% of GDP to account for faster than expected climate change.[5]...

Princeton U, Nicholas Stern: The Economics of Climate Change: Risk, Ethics, a Global Deal

Guardian 01.26.13:

Nicholas Stern: 'I got it wrong on climate change – it's far, far worse'

Author of 2006 review speaks out on danger to economies as planet absorbs less carbon and is 'on track' for 4C rise

>>>>>>>
http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2013/jan/27/nicholas-stern-climate-change-davos
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Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stern_Review

The Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change is a 700-page report released for the British government on 30 October 2006 by economist Nicholas Stern, chair of the Grantham Research Institute on Climate Change and the Environment at the London School of Economics and also chair of the Centre for Climate Change Economics and Policy (CCCEP) at Leeds University and LSE. The report discusses the effect of global warming on the world economy. Although not the first economic report on climate change, it is significant as the largest and most widely known and discussed report of its kind.[1]

The Review states that climate change is the greatest and widest-ranging market failure ever seen, presenting a unique challenge for economics.[2] The Review provides prescriptions including environmental taxes to minimise the economic and social disruptions. The Stern Review's main conclusion is that the benefits of strong, early action on climate change far outweigh the costs of not acting.[3] The Review points to the potential impacts of climate change on water resources, food production, health, and the environment[clarification needed]. According to the Review, without action, the overall costs of climate change will be equivalent to losing at least 5% of global gross domestic product (GDP) each year, now and forever. Including a wider range of risks and impacts could increase this to 20% of GDP or more, also indefinitely. Stern believes that 5-6 degrees of temperature increase is "a real possibility."[4]

The Review proposes that one percent of global GDP per annum is required to be invested in order to avoid the worst effects of climate change. In June 2008, Stern increased the estimate for the annual cost of achieving stabilisation between 500 and 550 ppm CO2e to 2% of GDP to account for faster than expected climate change.[5]...

vid TED Talk Tim Jackson Economics Of Climate Change

Guardian 01.26.13:

Nicholas Stern: 'I got it wrong on climate change – it's far, far worse'

Author of 2006 review speaks out on danger to economies as planet absorbs less carbon and is 'on track' for 4C rise

>>>>>>>
http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2013/jan/27/nicholas-stern-climate-change-davos
<<<<<<<

------------

Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stern_Review

The Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change is a 700-page report released for the British government on 30 October 2006 by economist Nicholas Stern, chair of the Grantham Research Institute on Climate Change and the Environment at the London School of Economics and also chair of the Centre for Climate Change Economics and Policy (CCCEP) at Leeds University and LSE. The report discusses the effect of global warming on the world economy. Although not the first economic report on climate change, it is significant as the largest and most widely known and discussed report of its kind.[1]

The Review states that climate change is the greatest and widest-ranging market failure ever seen, presenting a unique challenge for economics.[2] The Review provides prescriptions including environmental taxes to minimise the economic and social disruptions. The Stern Review's main conclusion is that the benefits of strong, early action on climate change far outweigh the costs of not acting.[3] The Review points to the potential impacts of climate change on water resources, food production, health, and the environment[clarification needed]. According to the Review, without action, the overall costs of climate change will be equivalent to losing at least 5% of global gross domestic product (GDP) each year, now and forever. Including a wider range of risks and impacts could increase this to 20% of GDP or more, also indefinitely. Stern believes that 5-6 degrees of temperature increase is "a real possibility."[4]

The Review proposes that one percent of global GDP per annum is required to be invested in order to avoid the worst effects of climate change. In June 2008, Stern increased the estimate for the annual cost of achieving stabilisation between 500 and 550 ppm CO2e to 2% of GDP to account for faster than expected climate change.[5]...

D20, Zero Fluids D3: 'Urine flow all but stopped; what comes is color of molasses; work 2 hours sleep an hour.... Fading fast now.' Loving

D20, Zero Fluids D3: 'Urine flow all but stopped; what comes is color of molasses; work 2 hours sleep an hour.... Fading fast now.' Loving

***** ND. ' THE GREATEST LESSON I'VE LEARNED IN 10 YEARS OF UNVIOLENT WARFARE: THE PROPER TARGET IS THE SOUL, TO AWAKEN, AND MOVE THE VERY SOUL, THE VERY CORE OF THE SIDELINE SITTING ONLOOKERS. ALL HOPE, ALL HOPE, ALL HOPE IS HERE. IT IS THE WORLD'S MOST POWERFUL TARGET. GANDHI'S SOUL FORCE. EVERYTHING LESS, EVERYTHING ELSE IS TOO LITTLE, TOO LATE NOW.' Loving

***** ND. ' THE GREATEST LESSON I'VE LEARNED IN 10 YEARS OF UNVIOLENT WARFARE: THE PROPER TARGET IS THE SOUL, TO AWAKEN, AND MOVE THE VERY SOUL, THE VERY CORE OF THE SIDELINE SITTING ONLOOKERS.  ALL HOPE, ALL HOPE, ALL HOPE IS HERE.  IT IS THE WORLD'S MOST POWERFUL TARGET.  GANDHI'S SOUL FORCE. EVERYTHING LESS, EVERYTHING ELSE IS TOO LITTLE, TOO LATE NOW.' Loving

nd Day 20 Fast, Day 3 no Fluids: "GIVE YOUR BODY, GIVE YOUR VERY BLOOD FOR THE NEXT 200 BILLION CHILDREN. DO THIS IN REMEMBRANCE OF ME." Loving

nd Day 20 Fast, Day 3 no Fluids: "GIVE YOUR BODY, GIVE YOUR VERY BLOOD FOR THE NEXT 200 BILLION CHILDREN.  DO THIS IN REMEMBRANCE OF ME."  Loving

HELP ME HELP YOU!!!!! THIS DIES WITH ME, Unless you act, TODAY, NOW. PLEASEEEEEEEEEE.

This is the only Library, University, of Unviolent Revolution - Agape - Universal Family... in existence.  http://thepiratebay.se/user/UnviolentPeacemaker/

UNLESS YOU KEEP IT ALIVE, NOW, TODAY, IT DIES WITH ME.

The way this works, unless people download, and keep on their system, the "Seeds" die, forever.

PLEASE!!!!! GO TO THIS SITE http://thepiratebay.se/user/UnviolentPeacemaker/ , NOW.  Every Single entry with 0 or 1 seeds - DOWNLOAD IT!

I'm FADING VERY VERY FAST NOW - Day 20 no calories, Day 3 Zero Liquids.  I am the one keeping the "0" and "1" alive.  Unless YOU adopt them, they die with me, in coming days.

DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN!!!!

Don't know how?  FIGURE IT OUT.

Day 20, Day 3 zero Liquids: 'I'm fading very, very fast. Energy level 50%. Ill. Difficult to concentrate. DAMN!' Loving

Day 20, Day 3 zero Liquids: 'I'm fading very, very fast.  Energy level 50%. Ill.  Difficult to concentrate. DAMN!' Loving

Oceans Are Absorbing The Heat, No Global Warming Slowdown PlanetSave.com

Reuters Fail — Oceans Are Absorbing The Heat, No Global Warming Slowdown

PlanetSave.com

Clean energy progress too slow to limit global warming, warns IEA. The Guardian

Clean energy progress too slow to limit global warming, warns IEA

The Guardian - ‎1 hour ago‎
The development of low-carbon energy is progressing too slowly to limit global warming, the International Energy Agency (IEA) said on Wednesday.

4.16.2013

nd 'Death Fast: Western Counterpart to the Ultimate Unviolent Weapon in the East - Self Immolation. Self-Immolation was instrumental to ending the Vietnam War - literally bringing MLK Jr. into opposition. Photos on the Kennedy desks.' Loving' Loving

nd 'Death Fast: Western Counterpart to the Ultimate Unviolent Weapon in the East - Self Immolation. Self-Immolation was instrumental to ending the Vietnam War - literally bringing MLK Jr. into opposition.  Photos on the Kennedy desks.'  Loving' Loving

nd 'Partnership: Synonym for Solidarity.' Loving

nd 'Partnership: Synonym for Solidarity, Loving, Serving from the Soul, Brotherhood, Universal Family.' Loving

nd 'A World-Class Farmer can Know that if crops can come up, she's the one to do it. But if given dead ground, solid rock, she can't know she'll succeed. Me too. If American's Soul is to be awakened, I'm doing my part, the right way. But is American's Souls too dead, beyond Redemption? Probably, but as long as there is a Prayer, it is worth my life.' Loving

nd 'A World-Class Farmer can Know that if crops can come up, she's the one to do it.  But if given dead ground, solid rock, she can't know she'll succeed.  Me too. If American's Soul is to be awakened, I'm doing my part, the right way.  But is American's Souls too dead, beyond Redemption?  Probably, but as long as there is a Prayer, it is worth my life.' Loving

4.15.2013

nd EDF Day 18 10pm: DANG! I'd hope for an all-nighter, but my avatar is too far gone. I'm operating as tho the next hour is when my avatar goes disfunctional, for good, so I priroitize. Tomorrow could be my last. I wanted to go all night. But I'm too far gone already. So much to do. Outa time.' Loving

nd EDF Day 18 10pm: DANG! I'd hope for an all-nighter, but my avatar is too far gone - ill, weak, exhausted, sick....  I'm operating as tho the next hour is when my avatar goes dysfunctional, for good, so I prioritize.  Tomorrow could be my last.  I wanted to go all night.  But I'm too far gone already. So much to do.  Outa time.' Loving

Ecocide's Death Fast Day 18:YOU have a duty, now. My avatar is degrading rapidly now. YOU have a Duty in my final days and hours (detail)

You have a duty, a moral responsibility to witness who I am and what I am made of.  We can only best learn such things when one is under extreme stress, and that surely is the stage I am in now - physical, psychological, spiritual.

The issue is, as my body changes, as my brain changes due to lack of stress, you have a duty to discern what if my behavior is me, Loving, and what of my behavior is a changed body and nervous system due to chemical, fluid, calorie imalances.  Behaviors of mine due to such is not appropriate or fair to ascribe to who I am, what I am, what I've become.

You have a duty to discern as best you can, what is me, what is an altered avatar.

And my avatar is altering very rapidly now.

From a High School sweetheart: "You have chosen the path of the bodisattva..." (details)

From a breathtakingly bright, creative, talented, kind, giving, trusting, generous friend I was immensely privileged, and sooooooo unworthy, to have as a friend, in high school:

"Things were different then--people had picnics and Spring was a blessed event.
The dogwood trees bloomed and we knew the sweet air was all ours to breathe.
It was probably mid May.  Our shirt sleeves were short, the sun was a white ball of light in a chalky blue sky.
Who knew then it would come to this for us all?

Though you have chosen the path of the bodisattva,
This is how I will remember you--a kind, strong,  boy-man  with teal-colored eyes.
Even then, you held strong opinions with a strong sense of right and wrong.
I admired you and loved the sound of your voice, whether speaking or singing.

When you pass from this world, I think a rainbow will mark the spot where you stood."


Napoleon: “Do you know, Fontanes, what astonishes me most in this world? The inability of force to create anything. In the long run the sword is always beaten by the spirit.”

“Do you know, Fontanes, what astonishes me
most in this world? The inability of force to
create anything. In the long run the sword is
always beaten by the spirit.”



From the must read:  Peace and Nonviolence Essays [mp3] Guinan - ScanSoft reads

A beautiful gift to me from my Sister Blueskywoman Cree

On FB she wrote - Thinking of my friend n Elder brother Loving as he enters his 17th day hunger strike- Creator doesn't see color, he sees the spirit- pls continue to keep him in your prayers. He ended taking liquids as of yesterday- he wages for the future generations as well. Much love to you Elder Loving- and then she included this video -

I'll not live to see this Divine vision.  But with total Joy, and Loving, Passion, and Peace of Heart  I give the last full measure of my devotion to make it so, in time - NOW.

nd Jefferson correctly spoke of the need for blood as fertilizer periodically. Unviolent Warriors, Christ-likes, seize the Initiative and supply their own blood, saving the most vulnerable.' Loving

nd Jefferson correctly spoke of the need for blood as fertilizer periodically. Unviolent Warriors, Christ-likes, seize the Initiative and supply their own blood, saving the most vulnerable.' Loving

Chest Pain has returned. No problem. LOL.

Chest Pain has returned.  No problem.  LOL.

(detail) UPDATED HANDOUT -Ecocide's Death Fast Day 18, 0 Liquids Day 1 - Updated Handout at the Vigil, Canadian Embassy, 7/24 - Zero Liquids Day 1

CLICK pic to enlarge.

Very, very, very few passers by stop, or even notice. We are deadly expert and NOT seeing what we want to NOT see.  Remember the scene in Dicken's Christmas Carrol when the Ghost of Christmas Present opens his robes to Want, and Ignorance, "Spirit, please, put them away, I DON'T WANT TO SEE THEM!' 'I thought not,' said the Spirit.

But of the few who do, I silently hand them the handout above, they read silently, thoughfully, puzzling for a while.  When they look back to me I cross my forearms over my heart, the sign for Loving, and bow slightly.

Rarely, when they walk away, do I not see them re-reading the flier as they walk, silently, thoughtfully.

(detail) Ecocide's Death Fast Day 18, 0 Liquids Day 1 - Updated Handout at the Vigil, Canadian Embassy, 7/24 - Zero Liquids Day 1

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Very, very, very few passers by stop, or even notice. We are deadly expert and NOT seeing what we want to NOT see.  Remember the scene in Dicken's Christmas Carrol when the Ghost of Christmas Present opens his robes to Want, and Ignorance, "Spirit, please, put them away, I DON'T WANT TO SEE THEM!' 'I thought not,' said the Spirit.

But of the few who do, I silently hand them the handout above, they read silently, thoughfully, puzzling for a while.  When they look back to me I cross my forearms over my heart, the sign for Loving, and bow slightly.

Rarely, when they walk away, do I not see them re-reading the flier as they walk, silently, thoughtfully.