Loving's Endgame. Letter to Police, Secret Service, other Officers, Med. Personnel, Legal, Psychiatrists, etc.

Loving's Endgame. Letter to Police, Secret Service, other Officers, Medical Personnel, Legal, etc.

I don't know if you'll see the following letter (maybe here online, I hope), and I'll offer one in the next day or so to the Secret Service;, but I'll have it on me, as prominently available as I can.  If it is lost, or removed from me, well, I've done the best I can with this to respect, cooperate, and inform you.

1. DNR.  I have on me a Do Not Resuscitate order, created and signed by me 04.07.13, of sound body, well, somewhat starved, and sound mind, as is clear from my voluminous work, writings at my blogs, video logs at my blogs - unmistakably sound and sane.  Morally, and legally, my DNR should be observed.

If you have any compassion for me, you will comply with my DNR.  If you do not, it will mean I spend months or years, until I expire of old age, or the cancer in my liver, restrained (cuz that's what they'd have to do to feed me, and give me liquids), and force fed - living Hell for me, living Torture.  Is that really what you want to do to me?  Why? Please, observe the DNR.

2. Fast from all Calories, and more recently, from any and All Liquids. I've abstained from all calories since Good Friday, in honor of, and inspired by, my Cherished, Beloved Mentor, Jesus, and since on or before 04.14.13 I've taken zero liquids in my attempt, which is in line with the best, most successful unviolent change efforts in history (Google 'Start Loving,' for my blog), to avert the greatest global mass destruction ever perpetrated by human kind, exceeded only by Noah's Flood - Ecocide due to the insane Global Warming from prostituting our kid's to the fossil fuel industry.

3. Vow of Silence. NO DISRESPECT TO YOU! You in the Secret Service, and many in the Park Police know that I Love you guys, your professionalism, courage, humanity, duty, compassion more than all but maybe, maybe, three groups I've worked with, led, in industry, in my life; oh, :-), not more than my klan in Philadelphia.  One of the great Joys, Blessings, Treasures, Privilages in my life has been to watch, admire, and know you.   Oh, and the med personnel that have helped me, at Unity Health care (Doc Cardile and staff), Christ House, Howard U, Craig Keller in Homeless Services for the City...?  They know of my undying, unconditional Love and Respect for them.)

But, as part of this campaign I'm operating under a vow of silence, in a last desperate attempt to awaken the cold, dead, Soul of America, in time, in service of our current children, and the next 200 billion on earth.  The silence has been broken only rarely in the clear service of our children, or, well, to quickly help a homeless person that I can help with a few words, or a tourist, or in a shop when I was purchasing a zero calorie drink....  But by the time you find me incapacitated, I'll not break it again - I can only see how that would defeat my attempt to 'bunker buster' our all but dead Soul.

The intelligentsia (my insane brothers and sisters on the left, in pathological denial of their duty to personally risk, act, sacrifice, even in unviolent action to die), and my insane brothers and sisters on the right (in their hateful, self-righteous, entitlement and fear), and my insane brothers and sisters in the fossil fuel industry (addictively insane with the thought of 40 trillion more in revenue), are intent on TALKING TO DEATH, running out the clock in dialog, rather than ACTING, STANDING, RISKING, WORKING, PAYING THE PRICE... to save the next 1000 generations, the next 200 billion KIDS, from planet Hell on Earth.

I AM NO LONGER PARTICIPATING IN ANY TALKING, DIALOG. ALL THAT NEEDED TO BE SAID, KNOWN, DISCOVERED, DISCUSSED... HAS BEEN THERE FOR 7, 15, 30, 120 YEARS (YUP, THAT'S HOW LONG THE SCIENCE HAS BEEN CLEAR).  IT IS TIME TO STOP TALKING, AND TO THINK, SEE, CARE, AND ACT.  It is time to act. No more talking.

Stopping this ecocide, by the way, taking the lead in implementing renewable energy, is the only way the US has a prayer of maintaining economic dominance, and avoid quickly becoming a 3rd tier economy behind India, China, Germany and Japan that are already leaping ahead in the business of renewables - racing to control energy (the world's most profitable, strategic industry) in the 21st century, as we did in the 20th. The only party that would suffer if we woke up, ran the race for renewables, and thereby stopped global warming, would be the fossil fuel barons.  And the problem with that is what? Oh, jobs?  Renewables provides 3-8 jobs for every fossil fuel job.  Fact.

Hence my vow of silence.  No mote talking.  Time to act.  No more talking.  No more. I will not break the silence, for me, or for you - in my desperate, last ditch attempt to serve my next 200 billion kids, the next 1000 generations, the children that are all but out of time for us to snap out of it, and get to work for their future.  NO DISRESPECT TO YOU!  I LOVE YOU, UNCONDITIONALLY, NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO TO ME AS A CONSEQUENCE OF MY ACTIONS.

I'm sorry for whatever inconvenience, difficulty, distress I cause you in this, but even in unviolent warfare there is collateral damage.  Sorry.  Truly.

Your brother forever,

(signed copy on my person)

Start Loving
(pka, and as known in the system, James McGinley)

ps: If you discover this note, you will also find a signed confession to thousands of dollars in Robin-Hooding I've done, media, and software, online, that has cost me up to a hundred of thousand dollars in my time (I made $300,000 a year in industry doing way easier, less skill-intensive work, than I do now, bringing to bear on this my expensive 2 advanced degrees), on which I've not saught or received a penny.  But I believe a legal system has its place and I want to pay the price necessary to preserve what little is left of Justice in this system.

pps:  For immense background, plans, actions, theory.... google "start loving," and "tracking plan b."

ppps:  Please, I have near zero belongings, but please, if contacted by my friend, the woman to whom I was married for many years, Cathy McGinley of West Chester, PA, if she contacts you for my belongings - laptop, solar panels, solar battery... I hereby bequeath them to her and wish that they be given to her.  She was instrumental of my purchase of the solar equipment, my suitcase and clothes, so by that right too, they should be given to her.  The tags on some of the equipment carries her name and land-line phone (tho she rarely uses it).  She'd contact you.  Please don't make it difficult for her.  She's suffered enough.

ppps: Please, if I am, against my wishes and rights, taken into the system, or for the leagal reasons I've spoken of, which is fine, PLEASE have this letter passed on to those involved. I will stay under this vow of silence, so if you do not pass the letter along, well, please pass it along.

***** nd 'UTTERLY SICK, DEPRAVED, PERVERTED - GANDHI, AND HIS WIFE THOUGHT THAT HIS, THEIR, TOTAL, COMPLETE, 100% DEVOTION TO THE WELL BEING OF 300 MILLION SUFFERING FELLOW INDIANS TRUMPED, TRUMPED!!!, A 'NORMAL' SEX LIFE, A 'NORMAL' 'FAMILY' LIFE, A 'NORMAL' UPBRINGING FOR THEIR KIDS!!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE???? THAT IS SO DEPRAVED. SO WRONG! SO SICK!!!! SO HEARTLESS!!!! SO SELFISH!!!!! Right? Right????

***** nd 'UTTERLY SICK, DEPRAVED, PERVERTED - FACT: GANDHI, AND HIS WIFE THOUGHT THAT HIS, THEIR, TOTAL, COMPLETE, 100% DEVOTION TO THE WELL BEING OF 300 MILLION SUFFERING FELLOW INDIANS TRUMPED, TRUMPED!!!, A 'NORMAL' SEX LIFE, A 'NORMAL' 'FAMILY' LIFE, A 'NORMAL' UPBRINGING FOR THEIR KIDS!!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE???? THAT IS SO DEPRAVED.  SO WRONG! SO SICK!!!! SO HEARTLESS!!!! SO SELFISH!!!!! Right?  Right????

***** nd MORAL ABOMINATION - FACT: Martin Luther King, and his wife, the safety, the life, of EVERY child was NO LESS IMPORTANT TO THEM THAN THE SAFETY OF THEIR OWN BIOLOGICAL CHILDREN, AND HENCE THEY AND THEIR KIDS LIVED DECADES UNDER DEATH THREAT OTHERWISE AVOIDABLE!!!! ABOMINATION!!!! OUTRAGE. MORALLY BANKRUPT!!! SICK!!!! Right?

nd MORAL ABOMINATION - FACT: Martin Luther King, and his wife, the safety, the life, of EVERY child was NO LESS IMPORTANT TO THEM THAN THE SAFETY OF THEIR OWN BIOLOGICAL CHILDREN, AND HENCE THEY AND THEIR KIDS LIVED DECADES UNDER DEATH THREAT OTHERWISE AVOIDABLE!!!! ABOMINATION!!!! OUTRAGE.  MORALLY BANKRUPT!!! SICK!!!!  Right?

'nd' means 'no detail,' don't click link for details. I do many title-only posts.

nd EDF Day 11. I'm in a Joyful, Ecstatic, Life and Death sprint now, getting little sleep. When I degrade further mentally, and otherwise, please take this into consideration.

nd EDF Day 11. I'm in a Joyful, Ecstatic, Life and Death sprint now, getting little sleep.  When I degrade further mentally, and otherwise, please take this into consideration.

***** (important detail) TRAGICALLY, THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT BOOK OF TODAY

Tragically, because it is from me, an unknown, with tattoos on his face.  But none the less, there it is.   (BTW, tho I dislike tattoos aesthetically, I'm Eternally grateful for these in my role, my work.)

I pray that before I go I can update it with about 9 or characteristics I've had to add recently, for myself, because I use this personal trainer, every day - every day.  I couldn't have become, I couldn't become, what the world needs of me - to be a World Class INSHE (Insanely Human) Warrior.  This is the only tool in existance that can get one from beginner to advanced in weeks, months, instead of the decades it has taken me, Gandhi....

Here's the book, the Personal Trainer in its current form:
2: "Resurrecting Your Unviolent Warrior" (Personal Trainer)

Here, by title, are the characteristics listed, without the descriptions in the book.  *** denotes new.  * denotes updated.  No offense, this is not what I wrote for you.  I invented it for ME because what was needed wasn't available - the raw materials, examples, models... were available, but the distilled, accelerated Personal Trainer to turn idea into Being, Fast, wasn't available.  Now it is.

In case I get interrupted before I can update the book, here is the list of Characteristics of the great INSHE Warriors in history:

• 000.  It is said, give me the right place to stand and I can move the world.  The right place to Stand is in the Depths of my Soul, in Solidarity with the Global Neeediest, Serving.  And from there I can possibly move the Soul of Humanity, and thereby the world - Gandhi's Soul Force.
• PRIME DIRECTIVE. 001.  Every breath, I'm SQUARE in harm's way, shielding the innocents with my own body.  What the Heart does.  This is all 'Family' for me
• 002. My theory - the best time to cure a deadly epidemic, mass disease, mass insanity, mass affloholism, is, uh, now, well before it is terminal
• 003. I'm Being the change the world needs to be -  totally giving my life, everything, 'dying for it,' for the Infinite Wealth of Joy that it is
• 004. 'I'm Living, fighting, worthy, because I'm dying to help our neediest Family, all of Creation, every breath devoted thereto,' MLK paraphrase with license
• 005. I Stand only on Morally perfect Demands.  All else is too little, too late
• 006. I fill the void - I Become the Facts-on-the-ground of Intolerable Horror, worth the ultimate price to change.  The words made Flesh
• 007. I categorically reject the post '60's 'religious' notion that no one, and nothing, is worth my life.  All Creation, every human is, if I can save them
• 008. I Live the Truth that personal Example is the only power great enough to save anything. Be the change, be the 'way,' or get out of the way.  80% OF ALL COMMUNICATION IS UNVERBAL
• 009. I Deal in the Real Currency of Globally, Morally Important Action; Never, in Counterfeit Media Fluff.  This is life and death, paradigm shift, new world view, new status quo… not 'let me infotain you'
• 010. I embrace that knowing, separated from doing, is the most murderous of addictions 
• 011. Secret - I Hold myself to what the masses aspire to, morally, our better angels, wining them over.  Yes, the price is, well, everything.  The prize?  Priceless. Heaven
•  * 012. I Avoid the No.1 Fatal Flaw - Hypocrisy (from the Greek - 'acting' the part, rather than 'being' the part) - the Root of all evil.  Root of Activist Impotence. Instead, I Serve Souls, from the Soul.
• 013. I Beg nothing, Ask nothing. I Joyfully Pay the Price for what is Rightfully ours.  I reject 'Charity,' the instead-of Loving, the instead-of-Solidarity. I accept what I need, never what I greed
• *  014. I live in the Real world of Possibility, Probability, where I must make Miracles, a global paradigm shift, and Awakening of the Soul, likely.  It's been done before, by the Potent Activists.  It's what's demanded of me, too
• 015. Do you remember the war that didn't temporarily divide bio-families, groups, friends, lovers…?  Oh, never mind
• * 016. I’m Antidote to AFFLOHOLISM.  It is mass addiction, mass insanity. I cut through it, for me, for all; awakening the Soul.
• * 017. No. 1 Indicator: I'm Entirely Heart Force, SOUL Force - Invoking, Inspiring, Modeling the Same. Yes Gandhi, ALL hope is here.  All else will follow
• 018. I run toward, I'm One with, the Emergency, Every Breath.  This is the source of Power, and Joy, and Life
• 019. I'm an Antidote to our Profound Failure of Imagination
• 020. I’m as Stubborn as the Truth – Very, very, very Stubborn. 'The' Truth, not 'my' truth. The truth is, NOTHING isn't a 'Family' Matter for me. NOTHING
• 021. I'm an antidote to the cowardly, insane inaction of the Left, and therefore, an antidote to the Right's hatred of that. 'It is duty… to provoke a response.' Gandhi paraphrase
• 022. I'm ever Mindful of Major Historical Models including - Iron Jawed Angels, Freedom Riders (both), Tipping Point; Gandhi, MLK Jr, Jesus, Teresa, Bonheoffer…
• 023. I'm Entirely Subordinate to the End Goal, every nano-second; otherwise, no creative tension
• 024.  I Speak with my Life, Rejecting  Language for being too weak, except to explain my Actions, my  Life. 'My Life is my Message,' and, 'be the change,' Gandhi said
• 025. In mine, the real world, everything has consequences, personal responsibility, personal accountability.  What I do, and don't do, matters.  You can't escape that either
• 026. I'm a 'Leader SERVANT' -  holding, spreading, maintaining, and channeling  Creative Tension, that INSHE's flock to, and others flee
• * 027. I'm fiercely, Scrupulously selective of with whom I work, engage, accept kindnesses from….  Like a surgical team; or Special Forces Soldier. Less is betrayal of All.  As a battlefield combattant I must avoid endangering non-combattants, and me.
• 028. The Living, Objective, Urgent, Moral Truth is the Cornerstone of my every action, breath, and hope.  Gandhi's 'Truth  Force.' The Cornerstone of Creative Tension'
• 029. One word accounts for how we INSHE warriors are centrally different, we unviolent warriors, we potent activists.  That word is,  'Now'
• 030. I am a 1 in a million chance, messenger, recruiter, tho no credit is due to me for this.  Just duty, obligation, and opportunity, Joy. I'm 'special forces, for 'special forces'
• 031. If I need to row by myself, if I need to leave oars empty, I do so, until those equally or more committed are recruited
• 032. I Tolerate, allow myself zero distractions from the Focus, from the Mission
• 033. I allow myself Zero Self-Indulgence.  Ever.  No Rants, Lapses, Taunts….and I seek to shield all others from these
• 034. THE PRIME DIRECTIVE: I keep my stated clients 'in the room.'  Every, waking nano-second. Fully armed, to blow me away if I fail to serve them.  This keeps me alive, and maybe some of them, too
• 035. I 'Sacrifice,' (give ALL for), All, for the Mission, for the greedy Joy of it. Life is only found in the face of the emergency.  Creative Tension IS Living, Loving, Meaning, Joy
• 036. What Clinical Sanity I have isn't to my credit, but mine to radiate, to share, Joyfully, Urgently
• * 037. I'm focused on attracting, re-Awakening the Soul of...  1000 Unviolent SEALS, the 1 in a million INSHE Warriors - Alice Paul's 200, Diane Nash's 30
• * 038. I Make of myself the Antidote, the Cure, the Key, the Solution, the Paradigm-shift Gateway for my fellows, re-igniting their Soul
• * 039. No. 1 Indicator - I Understand of myself, embrace of myself that I'm an Insanely Humane Unviolent Warrior, a Soldier of Loving; a profoundly different way of being. Healthy now
• 040. I'm Willing to Die, I’m Unwilling to Compromise on the Core Goals, the Mission, the Way of Being.  Tactics, Strategy are always open to change, as needed by the goal.
• 041. I can least abide, least Tolerate, least Accept above all - Cowardice (inadequate confrontation; recoil from consequences).  From myself  From anyone.
• 042. I’m A Pioneer.  Living, embracing the unknown.  They waited till they had a perfect map and plan, did Lewis and Clark, right? Not. Me either
• 043. No. 1 Indicator - I avoid the minutia, endless meetings, endless blogging, paralysis by analysis, verbal diarrhea, debating …like the Plague, like the  Murder they are
• * 044. I'm in every way a Soldier, a 'Marine,' a 'Navy SEAL' of Unviolent Warfare.  Only those with similar yearnings should travel with me. The tip of the spear, shatters; paves the way for the rest
• * 045. I'm Unafraid of death, or dying, except needless, and the needless suffering,  death,  lifelessness,  meaninglessness, Soullessness of others; what Jesus and those like him feared
• * 046. I'm Free of, an Antidote to, a vortex away from the Diagnosis Cowardice, Heart-deadness, Imaginationlessness, Soul-deadness - Chief Characteristics of our age.  Zombie-ism. Drone-ism. The Matrix
• * 047. I categorically reject the Soul-less, post 60's activism, a 'social club' with a thin veneer of 'acting' caring about those in need; in deadly, fanatical Denial of Personal Duty to Act, to Risk, to Pay the Price, to joyfully give ALL, ALL, ALL… for the Neediest
• 048. I'm here, not to survive at the pleasure-trough, but to serve, for the joy of it; nor to be reckless or suicidal, or to seek martyrdom, ever. One of a tiny band, my life is especially pivotal
•  * 049. No. 1 Indicator - I Exist in Total solidarity with, total loving of EVERY human,  ALL of Creation, every creature.  Loving's Unconditional, Universal, or it's not Loving
• 050. No 1. - I  Allow myself ZERO Hostility to the Police, our brothers, our natural allies, who I shield, allowing Zero distraction from my real Opponents. But no free pass Either
• 051. I'm a Tough as nails cheerleader, pathbreaker, encourager, Servant
• 052. No. 1 Indicator: I use time like lives depend on every nanosecond, because they do. Every nanosecond
• * 053. My Central Work:  I Connect folks with their Hearts, with their Consciences, with thei Souls…,  and then stay out of the way of the Divine magic
• 054. Fear of Death, and Living, are incompatible. I Have Ceased Crippling our kids, and others, with such fear. Carelessness, Recklessness, Death-wish... - never
• 055. Test Pilots Fly till they Die, or not.  Me too; for the Joy of it, for the Service of it, and the Hope of it
• 056. I know my ego well, and I keep it under 24 hour, 7 day per week guard, under lock and key, never to be let out; I exclude egoists like the deadly cancer they are
• * 057. No. 1 Indicator - The Mission is Everything for me, because Lives, Souls, are at Stake
• * 058. I leave all 'support' issues to the Creator.  No roof?  No roof. No funds?  No funds.  No allies? No allies. My Life, or Death?….  That’s all the Creator's business, not mine
• * 059. I'm ever fearful of screwing up my own immortal responsibility.  Our example is EVERYTHING, and lasts forever; Fighting for Good, or for Evil; Eternally. I must get it right
• * 060. My Family is those waging their Being, their Life, their All, for our Global Neediest. Yours too. My job is to belong in, support, and expand that Family.
• 061. I Scrupulously manage my own business. RELIGIOUSLY AVOIDING managing the business of others. Personal Responsibility's like Personal Breathing - Life Itself
•  * 062. I Live to Trigger Within me, and to Trigger in Others the 'Family Emergency Response,' the 'Universal Family' Response,' Humanity's Only Hope.
• 063. My Agenda is never hidden, never multiple.  It is always clear, open, singular; like the leading edge of a razor
• * 064. According to the Status Quo (rt, ctr and LFT) - I'm Extreme,  weird, insane, unreasonable, dangerous, unapproving, counterproductive.... I'm good with all that; tho never affording myself the Deadly luxury of arogance, or heedlessness.
• * 065. I find and blaze missions worth giving All, Everything,  'to die for,' for myself, for other activists, for the sake of our global neediest, and ourselves; For Joy, for Life, for Love.
• *  066. I Voraciously Choose the Joy of Service over the Intoxications of Pleasure.  Always
• * 067. Waging my entire being, I'm fully accountable to our global neediest, my Universal Family, to all of Creation
• * 068. Zero tolerance for excuses. Zero,  from myself,  from anyone. I run to, not away from, Personal Responsibility, and strive to lead others to the same.
• * 069. No. 1 Indicator: I'm of the Spirit, of the Heart and Soul, ALWAYS.  My Head, my Flesh are never in charge.
• *? 070. With every breath I 'Respect' every person, every creature. Respect - another word for Loving.  And, as with the good MD, I behave according to each individual's Need, not 'want,' but NEED, of me. 
• *  071. I'm the first accused of tilting at windmills.  I'm one of the few not, actually. Truly, I'm Slave to the Truth, not our mass delusions.
• * 072. Daily I live in front of, NEVER status quo, but the One ultimate judge,  Creator - Good, Our Father, Conscience, Creation, Soul, Humanity...by whatever name, and his best unviolent warriors in history. Arrogance  by me is always unacceptable
• * 073. Focus is everything for me, and from me, for my, our global neediest, born, and to be born.
• 074. No. 1 Indicator: I live, I tolerate ZERO hypocrisy, ZERO double standards
• 075. 'Don't die.'  Gandhi, Egyptians, Suffragists... weren't Fools.  Nor am I.  Are you?
• * 076. Conscience, Heart (the Creator, the Divine), Needs of Our Global Neediest Family… are my Only Master, ever.  I listen to them for wisdom, and throughout all of Creation. Status Quo I NEVER bow to: r, ctr or LEFT
• 077. I have Meticulous Attention to Detail; failure being the outcome of everything less
• 078. No. 1 Indicator - I’m Deeply Spiritual.  I 'Pray' this Personal Trainer extensively, daily, and whenever needed.  I Rest, profoundly
• 079. I Stand alone, forever, when necessary. It is: A.  NEVER My responsibility what others do, don't do, won't do...; B.  NEVER NOT mine what I do; any second, any breath
• 080. I See, I know, no innocents. All of our Cowardice, blame, tokenism are Complicity
• 081. I'm Profoundly strategic, because failure is certain with less. But too, I live, 'Ready, Fire, Aim,' ad infinitum
• 082. I'm Responsible for my own behavior with every breath.  Never other's behavior, so I avoid Enabling, or doing their job
• 083. I'm ONLY ever on the True battlefield of the Individual and collective nervous-systems; with the Heart, Heart's engagement - certain victory
• 084. I'm Profoundly Trustworthy.  I won't work with those not, for their sake, and for that of my clients. (Whether I'm trusted or not, not my business)
• 085. I avoid the trap that to stand for everything is to stand for nothing, to achieve nothing. Ever
• 086. Zero Blaming, Ever; including blaming self, which is nothing other than abuse, avoidance, denial
• 087. No. 1 Indicator - Every nano-second, EVERYONE is my Sister or Brother; every creature, part of me. Every Second. No matter what.
• 088. I live the truth that my true Strategic Vision, my true Imagination, Living the Art of the Possible, is everything to our global neediest; NOT living to the status quo - r, ctr OR LEFT
• 089. I select the best of the world to create myself with.  No trash allowed
• * 090. My Heart is Always in Charge.  I stop Talking, stop Thinking, and Start Loving. Heart, Soul, in Charge.  Always
• * '091. 'Full effort is Full Success,'  Gandhi said.  This too is my personal measure, the Toughest of measures. I must NEVER ask more of another, or of me… or less.
•  * 092. I reject the 'religiously' held cowardice of the impotent, post-60's activism, where 'nonviolence' is used as a shield against personal risk, price, giving all - 'acting' like  ('hypocrisy,' from the Greek) activists vs BEING activists.
• * 093. It is always for me to find and call others to the path away from the horror.  It is NEVER for me to exhort, to pressure an individual to it. Ever. Asking too much is destructive tension; asking too little is enabling
• 094. The only Monument I want to me is folks greedily giving every breath for, dying for, the uplift of our global neediest, out of utter Solidarity with them
• 095. Central to my work is setting the standard, establishing the pace - Gaia's time, Truth's time; Client's time, Never my time, press's time, status quo's time….
• 096. I reject lip-service from myself, others, for the deadly delusion that it is
• 097. Each day I fail, my client's suffer and die; no matter how good I felt attempting; no matter how hard I tried
• 098. If I fight battles, but am not possessed by a campaign, I'm ranting, not helping. No vision of winning, no hope
• 099.  I refuse to not be a True threat to the status quo of needless suffering and death. I reject their Compass, status quo (r, ctr, L), using Conscience instead
• PRIME DIRECTIVE. 100.  No unviolent army, vanguard, no ‘Freedom Rider's 30’, no hope
• 101. All I want is a clear view of the battlefield so I know how to best fight
•  *102. I’m exactly like a fishing lure in a really unpromising stream, fishing for full Heart(s); a sobriety counselor in a bar; Heart Paddles in a Graveyard.
• 103 - Entropy, evil, decay wins by default, every second that I am not, INSHE warriors are not, it's defeat.  Every second
• 104. You're dying for something. We all are.  I'm giving everything for, dying for Humanity, Loving, Joy, Creation.  (And you're Spending your Life, Giving your Life for what? For whom?)
• 105. I burn continuously, blue hot flame, or the saving Fire does not ignite the Hearts.  The Fire is all hope
• 106. It is my duty to expose the danger, evil, sickness, cancer… of the status quo - r, Ctr, LFT; just as MLK and Gandhi demanded
• * 107 'Greedily, I'm Deeply Humble. Greedy to see and remedy every shortfall of mine.  Whatever the personal price, I must 'be' the new status quo - Agape, Universal Family
• 108. Destructive and Creative Tension, the only 2 ways for change.  I channel Creative Tension, near unbearable, with every breath, for All Creation, and Every Person
• *** 109.  I keep my total focus on Empowering the Spirit of Loving, Universal Family the Soul, in every person(s) I can reach. I give Good, Loving (usu. Tough), for Evil, Neglect, Inhumanity... (or I give nothing, biding my time till I see an opening) - Jesus' Central Teaching; Primarily by Being Loving, but also Living for the Christ Soul so Crucified in others.
• ***  110.  I Live, each hour, as though the world's poorest children were watching me, every  second.  Keeps me Clear-headed, Courageous, Focused, of Hope, Passion-filled, Powerful, Meaningful, Loving, Productive, Strategic…. Joyful.
• ***  111.  I Seek Intrinsic Gratification, the Joy of Loving, the Riches of the Spirit, to the Exclusion of ALL Extrinsic Gratification, from Lusting, mere rags, trash, toxic waste... by comparison
• ***  112. Each hour I mentally give, mentally dedicate, that hour, that meal, those resources, my self… to working for, Truly, Actually, our neediest children, born, and to be born.  It's Heaven. Saves me from wasting that hour.  Saves me from wasting my Life.
• ***  113.  I relentlessly find the Compassion, Caring, Kindness to reject my Fleshly Spirit's craving to Enable, to indulge its craving for my own co-dependence, and instead stand in the Spirit of Loving, like the Prodigal Father, marking the Place of the Spirit of Loving, Life, Joy, Health; apart from non-combattants - for their well-being, and my own.
• ***  114.  I seek all of my gratification, Joy, Life… from Doing Good, from Being Good, from Loving, the Intrinsic Gratification that Surpasses all Other - Heaven, on earth, free of dependance on external conditions, things, having, intoxications....  The only True Freedom.  The only True Heaven
• ***  115.  Hour by hour, day by day I make the choice, in the affirmative, that 'yes,' the suffring of the Global Neediest, of all Creation, is Personal to me.  It's all Family to me.
• ***  116.  Despite the certain - negative 'press,' I refuse to throw any of the few seconds I've got at unfertile opportunities to awaken Hearts.  Jesus was correct, "Do not throw your pearls (each breath) before swine (a stonewalled, in that instant, heart), r, ctr, or Left.  'Surprise Attacks,' now that's different.
• ***  117. I defeat temptation by bringing to mind in that moment, the existential choice: 1. Do I want to spend the next moments embracing what's been called God (Loving, Serving from the Soul in Solidarity), or 2. Do I prefer what intoxications the temptation before me holds?

nd 'My dad would take any student, provided they desperately wanted to learn. Skills, aptitude, intellect, money... irrelevant to him. If they were desperate to learn, he would teach them. But no one else did he take. My dad, the most courageous, fearless, relentless person, was arguably the greatest piano teacher of his age, a TV show, teachers coming from around the country to learn his methods, buy his materials.

nd 'My dad would take any student, provided they desperately wanted to learn. Skills, aptitude, intellect, money... irrelevant to him. If they were desperate to learn, he would teach them. But no one else did he take.  My dad, the most courageous, fearless, relentless person,  was arguably the greatest piano teacher of his age, a TV show, teachers coming from around the country to learn his methods, buy his materials.

***** vlog 04.08.13 My Strategy to End Ecocide. Ecocides DeathFast, Day 11, Canadian Embassy

THIS vid link - vid AVERTING ECOCIDE - NASA'S DR. JAMES HANSEN -  , sadly [it's criminal, really], is the ONLY PLACE that you can get to the BOTTOM LINE of the Science, Technology, Economics. The sci, tech, econ... there is NOT original, but that it's brought to a bottom line distillation IS. Isn't the future of every young person you know, and any that ever will be born worth 20, boring, hard, difficult, intense minutes? It IS worth my Life for you to do so.


Also, the three strategically crucial vlogs of this  Death Fast, begun Good Friday prior to this of today, are below.

More recent EDF posts, here:  Ecocide's Death-FAST (EDF)
 
 vid AVERTING ECOCIDE - NASA'S DR. JAMES HANSEN

 

nd "People's true faces are revealed under criticism, not under praise." Wael Ghonim, "Revolution 2.0," (see LINK), Arab Spring Revolutionary

nd "People's true faces are revealed under criticism, not under praise." Wael Ghonim, Arab Spring Revolutionary

Revolution 2.0

nd Ecocide's Death Fast Day 11 - A confession: I had a cup of chicken broth last night, my 2st zero calorie fast violation (the first being the 180 cal Gatorade I accepted). A bistro offered it to me at closing (I asked), would have been thrown out. I figure, I haven't many days left, and well, a last supper sort of thing. I'm not real settled with doing this, but, well, in the scheme of things, I don't think it will hurt. Before Terminating all liquids I may do this one or two more times.

nd Ecocide's Death Fast Day 11 - A confession: I had a cup of chicken broth last night, my 2st zero calorie fast violation (the first being the 180 cal Gatorade I accepted).  A bistro offered it to me at closing (I asked), would have been thrown out.  I figure, I haven't many days left, and well, a last supper sort of thing.  I'm not real settled with doing this, but, well, in the scheme of things, I don't think it will hurt.  Before Terminating all liquids I may do this one or two more times.

***** 2 New additions to one of my greatest contributions to you, two new additions: #000, #117. It is said, give me the right place to stand and I can move the world. The right place to Stand... (detail)

000.  It is said, give me the right place to stand and I can move the world.  The right place to Stand is in the Depths of my Soul, in Solidarity with the Global Neediest, Serving.  And from there I can possibly move the Soul of Humanity, and thereby the world - Gandhi's Soul Force.

117. I defeat temptation by bringing to mind in that moment, the existential choice: 1. Do I want to spend the next moments embracing what's been called God (Loving, Serving from the Soul in Solidarity), or 2. Do I prefer what intoxications the temptation before me holds?

Within recent months I read, or re-read Sorokin's "The Ways and Power of Love."  It is on my top ten must reads for everyone, to save humanity, avert ecocide.

I'd missed, not read, or not grasped his arduous, difficult, utterly invaluable exposition on the techniques used by what, in his estimable view, are the religious institutions that, at specific times in history, have achieved a heroic level of altruizing on the members - most notable among these are the monasteries, employed by virtually all religions.

They were, and maybe some still are, 'boot camps,' 'medical schools,' 'Navy Seal training bases'... for Heroic Altruism, Heroic Loving, Heroic Humanity - INSHE Warriors.

Well, if we are going to avert ecocide, we need to produce the level of INSHE (Insanely Humane) Warriors that they did, but in months, not years.  To that end I've written "Unleashing Your Unviolent Warrior - Personal Trainer."  Having devoted a lifetime to learn, embody, and practice the characteristics of the greatest INSHE Warriors throughout history, I've distilled in this book the now, 117 characteristics that literally every day, I try to fully instill, or keep instilled, in myself.

I pray that in the days I have left I can update the book for the 9 or so characteristics that my own unviolent warring for humanity have told me were missing from the current addition.  The new first item now is 000, and the last 117, above.

000.  It is said, give me the right place to stand and I can move the world.  The right place to Stand is in the Depths of my Soul, in Solidarity with the Global Neediest, Serving.  And from there I can possibly move the Soul of Humanity, and thereby the world - Gandhi's Soul Force.

117. I defeat temptation by bringing to mind in that moment, the existential choice: 1. Do I want to spend the next moments embracing what's been called God (Loving, Serving from the Soul in Solidarity), or 2. Do I prefer what intoxications the temptation before me holds?

nd 'Generally accepted axiom: the ability to understand and embrace an idea is inversely proportional to the personal cost of doing so - Cowardice. Denial.' Loving

nd 'Generally accepted axiom: the ability to understand and embrace an idea is inversely proportional to the personal cost of doing so - Cowardice. Denial.' Loving

***** (DETAIL) Anyone that has a question, qualm, doubt about what I'm doing.... (Ecocide's Death Fast Day 11)

Anyone that has a question, qualm, doubt about what I'm doing, no disrespect -

FACT:

A.  ...Hasn't the most microscopic clue as to the Hell, Aramgeddon, Global Mass Destruction, Economic Genocide, Ecocide... we are visiting on our children, and the next 200 billion children.

or -

B.  ...Hasn't the most microscopic clue as to how impossible it is to do the one thing, the only thing, the one thing lacking - get we near-heart-dead, near-Soulless US Affloholics off our asses and into the streets, UNVIOLENTLY, SELF-SACRIFICIALLY, PAYING THE PRICE OF CHANGE WITH OUR OWN LIVES, WEALTH, HEALTH... NOT OTHERS.  IT'S NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE.  HELL, MY PARENTS GENERATION NEVER DID STAND IN THE WAY OF THEIR CHILDREN BEING FED INTO THE HUMAN MEAT GRINDER THAT WAS VIETNAM.  THEY NEVER DID!  THEIR OWN CHILDREN, IN FRONT OF THEIR EYES, OBVIOUS, THEIR KIDS COMING HOME IN BODY BAGS, AND THEY DIDN'T RAISE A FINGER - COULDN'T SEE IT!  And with Global Warming?  1 MILLION TIMES MORE ABSTRACT, REMOTE.  If you think I'm doing it the wrong way, you have zero idea of how unknown what the right way is, to stop this in 2013!

Or both.

FACT.

No disrespect.

***** WARNING: I WILL NOT ACT IN ANY WAY TO ENABLE 1 NANOSECOND OF YOUR ATTENTION TO MY WELLBEING, AWAY FROM MY 204 BILLION CHILDREN. SAY OF ME WHAT YOU WILL - HARSH, UNFEELING, MEAN, CRUEL, COLD. I DON'T MATTER. FRANKLY, IN THE FACE OF ECOCIDE HELL FOR THE NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS, NEITHER DO YOU, THO I LOVE YOU NO LESS THAN EACH OF THEM, BUT YOU ARE RELATIVELY FINE.

***** WARNING: I WILL NOT ACT IN ANY WAY TO ENABLE 1 NANOSECOND OF YOUR ATTENTION TO MY WELLBEING, AWAY FROM MY 204 BILLION CHILDREN.  SAY OF ME WHAT YOU WILL - HARSH, UNFEELING, MEAN, CRUEL, COLD.  I DON'T MATTER.  FRANKLY, IN THE FACE OF ECOCIDE HELL FOR THE NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS, NEITHER DO YOU, THO I LOVE YOU NO LESS THAN EACH OF THEM, BUT YOU ARE RELATIVELY FINE.

nd 'If I learned today that's last month's cancer test was incorrect, no tumors in my liver, I'd not change my plans one iota. This Death Fast is what is needed of me by my 204 billion children. I COULDN'T BE MORE JOYFUL. NOT POSSIBLE.' Loving

nd 'If I learned today that's last month's cancer test was incorrect, no tumors in my liver, I'd not change my plans one iota. This Death Fast is what is needed of me by my 204 billion children. I COULDN'T BE MORE JOYFUL.  NOT POSSIBLE.' Loving

Day 11 Ecocide's Death Fast - Vow of silence update (detail)

My intent to operate under a vow of silence has been observed, and has been very powerful, an excellent choice.

We are decades past needing to Stop Talking, and Start Loving - start BEING the solution to the next 200 billion children.  We talk to AVOID doing so - Acting, STANDING PUTTING OUR BODIES UNVIOLENTLY IN THE WAY TILL OUR NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS ARE SAFE.  We TALK INSTEAD OF ACT.

As I've stated - EVERYTHING I DO IS IN THE SERVICE OF HUMANITY (OUR NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS BEING THE NEEDIEST, OBJECTIVELY), IN SERVICE OF SPREADING AN OUTBREAK OF LOVING, AGAPE, THE ONLY POSSIBLE (NEUROLOGICALLY) REVOLUTION, HOPE, SOLUTION, SALVATION.  Serving Humanity, Spreading a mass outbreak of Loving, in time - being the only Sacred items for me.  EVERYTHING ELSE IN MY BEING IS SUBORDINATE, A TOOL, to achieve these goals, and ALWAYS will be sacrificed.  Everything else is Strategy and Tactic.

And so too operating under a Vow of Silence (vs 'taking a vow,' which I'd NEVER do - IRRESPONSIBLE - see vlogs):

*  My intent has been to operate in silence with all that would come by to, understandably, 'Talk' about ecocide, ending Global Warming - NOW.  They need to THINK, and ACT, NOT TALK.  I'll NOT ENABLE.  When such as these stop, I hand out the handout - see earlier post.  Talk would NOT hit their heart, but I see that this sometimes does!  There's been but one exception - a fellow in whom I used to have enormous hope for the world stopped by yesterday and I spoke with him, not at length, as he wanted, understandably, but for about 10 minutes.  I Love him, too much to have gone longer.

*  As I've spoken of in a prior vlogthe one major exception to the silence has been several hours, last
Sunday, that I spent with the 2 folks, the two, beside my dad, that have been Universal Family to me, no slight of disrespect to any others, who took one of only about 3, literally, days off they take in a year (they work 7 days per week) to drive 3 hours to see me. I serve, respect, Adore and Nurture Humanity.

*  And, in Service of Humanity, there have been probably 3 or 4 small breaks per day:

1. Len, is the most wonderful street guy.  I Love him, and worry so much about him.  I asked him this morning what I could buy him at CVS when I go - 'a sandwhich and a coke.  THANKS!'
2. When I see rain coming, internet, I'll tell Hawk, Tony, Delbert, Len... if I see them.
3. Carolyn walks about 25 blocks Sat, and sometimes Sun, to get food from the Lucas 4:18 folks, and others, that kindly serve us here, and Bruce, a musician, drops 2 huge food bags off for me to distribute - I told her what time to pick it up from me.
4. A foreigner asked me yesterday - 'How do I get to the White House?' And the point of me being Silent would be what?  Would have Served who?

The reporter that came by 2 days ago?  Silence, a bow of Love, and the slip of paper - my handout.....

nd 'Today's church is all that Jesus wasn't: Small, cowardly, timid, self-centered, self-preserving, exclusionary, Fleshly-Spirit oriented, mean, self-righteous....' Loving

nd 'Today's church is all that Jesus wasn't: Small, cowardly, timid, self-centered, self-preserving, exclusionary, Fleshly-Spirit oriented, mean, self-righteous, materialistic.... My brothers and sisters all.' Loving

***** vlog Terminating Liquids by Week's End - Ecocide's Death Fast Day 11, 04.07.13. IT'S 15 YEARS PAST TIME TO THROW OUR ENTIRE BEING AT THIS SOON UNSTOPPABLE ECOCIDE. NOT ONE DAY MORE FOR ME. ENOUGH.

Most recent vlog at the bottom, but you can't understand it until you've watched, deeply, the first 2.

More recent EDF posts, here:  Ecocide's Death-FAST (EDF)
 
 vid AVERTING ECOCIDE - NASA'S DR. JAMES HANSEN

 

nd '100% devotion of being transforms 2 things: 1. It jumps the output of the practitioner a quantum, to where Insight, Epiphany, Brilliance, Invention, Innovation, Inspiration... are found; the only place; 2. The presence of such individual(s) often, usually inspires others in the same direction. NOTHING substitutes - never has, never will.' Loving

nd '100% devotion of being transforms 2 things: 1. It jumps the output of the practitioner a quantum, to where Insight, Epiphany, Brilliance, Invention, Innovation, Inspiration... are found; the only place;  2. The presence of such individual(s) often, usually inspires others in the same direction.  NOTHING substitutes - never has, never will.' Loving

nd 'My Cancer Death Sentence (9 mos? 19 years?) helped me find this Death Fast, Day 9, and thank Creator it did! The Cancer is NOT why I'm on the death fast. The next 200 billion children, and all of creation, are.' Loving

nd 'My Cancer Death Sentence helped me find this Death Fast, Day 9, and thank Creator it did! The Cancer is NOT why I'm on the death fast. The next 200 billion children, and all of creation, are.' Loving

***** vlog EDFast Day 9 THE ONE AND ONLY BARRIER TO AVERTING ECOCIDE. WATCH THIS.

vid AVERTING ECOCIDE - NASA'S DR. JAMES HANSEN

 

nd 'The only error in 2013 is to not pit one's very being against Ecocide.' Loving

nd 'The only error in 2013 is to not pit one's very being against Ecocide.' Loving

***** C. HAYES: US FORCE-FEEDING GUANTANAMO HUNGER STRIKERS

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***** vid C. HAYES MSNBC: A MULTITUDE OF SMALL MIRACLES COMPRISE ALL MOVEMENTS

Visit NBCNews.com for breaking news, world news, and news about the economy

nd 'Averting Ecocide: Time for TALK is DECADES PAST. Talkers, bystanders, token-activists (hypocrites - acting the part) now are the greatest betrayers of humanity in the history of the world.' Loving

nd 'Averting Ecocide: Time for TALK is DECADES PAST. Talkers, bystanders, token-activists (hypocrites - acting the part) now are the greatest betrayers of humanity in the history of the world.' Loving

EDF D8: I'm operating at 50% - 50% strength, 50% mental acuity. Quite debilitated. Very Joyful. Very sssaaaaadddd.' Loving

EDF D8: I'm operating at 50%  - 50% strength, 50% mental acuity.  Quite debilitated. Very Joyful.  Very sssaaaaadddd.' Loving

***** 2013 Offers Best Opening for Broad Climate Action, British Economist Says. Bloomberg. Nicholas Stern

Bloomberg

2013 Offers Best Opening for Broad Climate Action, British Economist Says Bloomberg  - ‎6 hours ago‎ Stern said his 2006 Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change, prepared for the British government, “badly underestimated” the risks posed by climate change to economic prosperity. He said the report failed to adequately account for the impacts ...

nd 'EDF D7 - Extremely ill. All but debilitated. Faited twice. Extremely nauseous. Worst of any hunger strike. Maybe the cancers in my liver. My Work keeps me going. Joyful. Extremely sad for Humanity. We're already Dead. Soul Dead.' Loving

nd 'EDF D7 - Extremely ill.  All but debilitated.  Faited twice. Extremely nauseous.  Worst of any hunger strike.  Maybe the cancers in my liver.  My Work keeps me going. Joyful. Extremely, extremely, extremely sad for Humanity - many tears.  We're already Dead. Soul Dead.' Loving

vid C. Matthews MSNBC: Half of Americans think Climate Change may be a hoax

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***** 'OPPOSING KEYSTONE IS SMALLBALL DEATH, KILLING THE TIME ON THE CLOCK. STOP IT!!!!' Loving

***** 'OPPOSING KEYSTONE IS SMALLBALL DEATH, KILLING THE TIME ON THE CLOCK. STOP IT!!!!' Loving