***** 2 New additions to one of my greatest contributions to you, two new additions: #000, #117. It is said, give me the right place to stand and I can move the world. The right place to Stand... (detail)

000.  It is said, give me the right place to stand and I can move the world.  The right place to Stand is in the Depths of my Soul, in Solidarity with the Global Neediest, Serving.  And from there I can possibly move the Soul of Humanity, and thereby the world - Gandhi's Soul Force.

117. I defeat temptation by bringing to mind in that moment, the existential choice: 1. Do I want to spend the next moments embracing what's been called God (Loving, Serving from the Soul in Solidarity), or 2. Do I prefer what intoxications the temptation before me holds?

Within recent months I read, or re-read Sorokin's "The Ways and Power of Love."  It is on my top ten must reads for everyone, to save humanity, avert ecocide.

I'd missed, not read, or not grasped his arduous, difficult, utterly invaluable exposition on the techniques used by what, in his estimable view, are the religious institutions that, at specific times in history, have achieved a heroic level of altruizing on the members - most notable among these are the monasteries, employed by virtually all religions.

They were, and maybe some still are, 'boot camps,' 'medical schools,' 'Navy Seal training bases'... for Heroic Altruism, Heroic Loving, Heroic Humanity - INSHE Warriors.

Well, if we are going to avert ecocide, we need to produce the level of INSHE (Insanely Humane) Warriors that they did, but in months, not years.  To that end I've written "Unleashing Your Unviolent Warrior - Personal Trainer."  Having devoted a lifetime to learn, embody, and practice the characteristics of the greatest INSHE Warriors throughout history, I've distilled in this book the now, 117 characteristics that literally every day, I try to fully instill, or keep instilled, in myself.

I pray that in the days I have left I can update the book for the 9 or so characteristics that my own unviolent warring for humanity have told me were missing from the current addition.  The new first item now is 000, and the last 117, above.

000.  It is said, give me the right place to stand and I can move the world.  The right place to Stand is in the Depths of my Soul, in Solidarity with the Global Neediest, Serving.  And from there I can possibly move the Soul of Humanity, and thereby the world - Gandhi's Soul Force.

117. I defeat temptation by bringing to mind in that moment, the existential choice: 1. Do I want to spend the next moments embracing what's been called God (Loving, Serving from the Soul in Solidarity), or 2. Do I prefer what intoxications the temptation before me holds?

nd 'Generally accepted axiom: the ability to understand and embrace an idea is inversely proportional to the personal cost of doing so - Cowardice. Denial.' Loving

nd 'Generally accepted axiom: the ability to understand and embrace an idea is inversely proportional to the personal cost of doing so - Cowardice. Denial.' Loving

***** (DETAIL) Anyone that has a question, qualm, doubt about what I'm doing.... (Ecocide's Death Fast Day 11)

Anyone that has a question, qualm, doubt about what I'm doing, no disrespect -

FACT:

A.  ...Hasn't the most microscopic clue as to the Hell, Aramgeddon, Global Mass Destruction, Economic Genocide, Ecocide... we are visiting on our children, and the next 200 billion children.

or -

B.  ...Hasn't the most microscopic clue as to how impossible it is to do the one thing, the only thing, the one thing lacking - get we near-heart-dead, near-Soulless US Affloholics off our asses and into the streets, UNVIOLENTLY, SELF-SACRIFICIALLY, PAYING THE PRICE OF CHANGE WITH OUR OWN LIVES, WEALTH, HEALTH... NOT OTHERS.  IT'S NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE.  HELL, MY PARENTS GENERATION NEVER DID STAND IN THE WAY OF THEIR CHILDREN BEING FED INTO THE HUMAN MEAT GRINDER THAT WAS VIETNAM.  THEY NEVER DID!  THEIR OWN CHILDREN, IN FRONT OF THEIR EYES, OBVIOUS, THEIR KIDS COMING HOME IN BODY BAGS, AND THEY DIDN'T RAISE A FINGER - COULDN'T SEE IT!  And with Global Warming?  1 MILLION TIMES MORE ABSTRACT, REMOTE.  If you think I'm doing it the wrong way, you have zero idea of how unknown what the right way is, to stop this in 2013!

Or both.

FACT.

No disrespect.

***** WARNING: I WILL NOT ACT IN ANY WAY TO ENABLE 1 NANOSECOND OF YOUR ATTENTION TO MY WELLBEING, AWAY FROM MY 204 BILLION CHILDREN. SAY OF ME WHAT YOU WILL - HARSH, UNFEELING, MEAN, CRUEL, COLD. I DON'T MATTER. FRANKLY, IN THE FACE OF ECOCIDE HELL FOR THE NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS, NEITHER DO YOU, THO I LOVE YOU NO LESS THAN EACH OF THEM, BUT YOU ARE RELATIVELY FINE.

***** WARNING: I WILL NOT ACT IN ANY WAY TO ENABLE 1 NANOSECOND OF YOUR ATTENTION TO MY WELLBEING, AWAY FROM MY 204 BILLION CHILDREN.  SAY OF ME WHAT YOU WILL - HARSH, UNFEELING, MEAN, CRUEL, COLD.  I DON'T MATTER.  FRANKLY, IN THE FACE OF ECOCIDE HELL FOR THE NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS, NEITHER DO YOU, THO I LOVE YOU NO LESS THAN EACH OF THEM, BUT YOU ARE RELATIVELY FINE.

nd 'If I learned today that's last month's cancer test was incorrect, no tumors in my liver, I'd not change my plans one iota. This Death Fast is what is needed of me by my 204 billion children. I COULDN'T BE MORE JOYFUL. NOT POSSIBLE.' Loving

nd 'If I learned today that's last month's cancer test was incorrect, no tumors in my liver, I'd not change my plans one iota. This Death Fast is what is needed of me by my 204 billion children. I COULDN'T BE MORE JOYFUL.  NOT POSSIBLE.' Loving

Day 11 Ecocide's Death Fast - Vow of silence update (detail)

My intent to operate under a vow of silence has been observed, and has been very powerful, an excellent choice.

We are decades past needing to Stop Talking, and Start Loving - start BEING the solution to the next 200 billion children.  We talk to AVOID doing so - Acting, STANDING PUTTING OUR BODIES UNVIOLENTLY IN THE WAY TILL OUR NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS ARE SAFE.  We TALK INSTEAD OF ACT.

As I've stated - EVERYTHING I DO IS IN THE SERVICE OF HUMANITY (OUR NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS BEING THE NEEDIEST, OBJECTIVELY), IN SERVICE OF SPREADING AN OUTBREAK OF LOVING, AGAPE, THE ONLY POSSIBLE (NEUROLOGICALLY) REVOLUTION, HOPE, SOLUTION, SALVATION.  Serving Humanity, Spreading a mass outbreak of Loving, in time - being the only Sacred items for me.  EVERYTHING ELSE IN MY BEING IS SUBORDINATE, A TOOL, to achieve these goals, and ALWAYS will be sacrificed.  Everything else is Strategy and Tactic.

And so too operating under a Vow of Silence (vs 'taking a vow,' which I'd NEVER do - IRRESPONSIBLE - see vlogs):

*  My intent has been to operate in silence with all that would come by to, understandably, 'Talk' about ecocide, ending Global Warming - NOW.  They need to THINK, and ACT, NOT TALK.  I'll NOT ENABLE.  When such as these stop, I hand out the handout - see earlier post.  Talk would NOT hit their heart, but I see that this sometimes does!  There's been but one exception - a fellow in whom I used to have enormous hope for the world stopped by yesterday and I spoke with him, not at length, as he wanted, understandably, but for about 10 minutes.  I Love him, too much to have gone longer.

*  As I've spoken of in a prior vlogthe one major exception to the silence has been several hours, last
Sunday, that I spent with the 2 folks, the two, beside my dad, that have been Universal Family to me, no slight of disrespect to any others, who took one of only about 3, literally, days off they take in a year (they work 7 days per week) to drive 3 hours to see me. I serve, respect, Adore and Nurture Humanity.

*  And, in Service of Humanity, there have been probably 3 or 4 small breaks per day:

1. Len, is the most wonderful street guy.  I Love him, and worry so much about him.  I asked him this morning what I could buy him at CVS when I go - 'a sandwhich and a coke.  THANKS!'
2. When I see rain coming, internet, I'll tell Hawk, Tony, Delbert, Len... if I see them.
3. Carolyn walks about 25 blocks Sat, and sometimes Sun, to get food from the Lucas 4:18 folks, and others, that kindly serve us here, and Bruce, a musician, drops 2 huge food bags off for me to distribute - I told her what time to pick it up from me.
4. A foreigner asked me yesterday - 'How do I get to the White House?' And the point of me being Silent would be what?  Would have Served who?

The reporter that came by 2 days ago?  Silence, a bow of Love, and the slip of paper - my handout.....

nd 'Today's church is all that Jesus wasn't: Small, cowardly, timid, self-centered, self-preserving, exclusionary, Fleshly-Spirit oriented, mean, self-righteous....' Loving

nd 'Today's church is all that Jesus wasn't: Small, cowardly, timid, self-centered, self-preserving, exclusionary, Fleshly-Spirit oriented, mean, self-righteous, materialistic.... My brothers and sisters all.' Loving

***** vlog Terminating Liquids by Week's End - Ecocide's Death Fast Day 11, 04.07.13. IT'S 15 YEARS PAST TIME TO THROW OUR ENTIRE BEING AT THIS SOON UNSTOPPABLE ECOCIDE. NOT ONE DAY MORE FOR ME. ENOUGH.

Most recent vlog at the bottom, but you can't understand it until you've watched, deeply, the first 2.

More recent EDF posts, here:  Ecocide's Death-FAST (EDF)
 
 vid AVERTING ECOCIDE - NASA'S DR. JAMES HANSEN

 

nd '100% devotion of being transforms 2 things: 1. It jumps the output of the practitioner a quantum, to where Insight, Epiphany, Brilliance, Invention, Innovation, Inspiration... are found; the only place; 2. The presence of such individual(s) often, usually inspires others in the same direction. NOTHING substitutes - never has, never will.' Loving

nd '100% devotion of being transforms 2 things: 1. It jumps the output of the practitioner a quantum, to where Insight, Epiphany, Brilliance, Invention, Innovation, Inspiration... are found; the only place;  2. The presence of such individual(s) often, usually inspires others in the same direction.  NOTHING substitutes - never has, never will.' Loving

nd 'My Cancer Death Sentence (9 mos? 19 years?) helped me find this Death Fast, Day 9, and thank Creator it did! The Cancer is NOT why I'm on the death fast. The next 200 billion children, and all of creation, are.' Loving

nd 'My Cancer Death Sentence helped me find this Death Fast, Day 9, and thank Creator it did! The Cancer is NOT why I'm on the death fast. The next 200 billion children, and all of creation, are.' Loving

***** vlog EDFast Day 9 THE ONE AND ONLY BARRIER TO AVERTING ECOCIDE. WATCH THIS.

vid AVERTING ECOCIDE - NASA'S DR. JAMES HANSEN

 

nd 'The only error in 2013 is to not pit one's very being against Ecocide.' Loving

nd 'The only error in 2013 is to not pit one's very being against Ecocide.' Loving

***** C. HAYES: US FORCE-FEEDING GUANTANAMO HUNGER STRIKERS

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***** vid C. HAYES MSNBC: A MULTITUDE OF SMALL MIRACLES COMPRISE ALL MOVEMENTS

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nd 'Averting Ecocide: Time for TALK is DECADES PAST. Talkers, bystanders, token-activists (hypocrites - acting the part) now are the greatest betrayers of humanity in the history of the world.' Loving

nd 'Averting Ecocide: Time for TALK is DECADES PAST. Talkers, bystanders, token-activists (hypocrites - acting the part) now are the greatest betrayers of humanity in the history of the world.' Loving

EDF D8: I'm operating at 50% - 50% strength, 50% mental acuity. Quite debilitated. Very Joyful. Very sssaaaaadddd.' Loving

EDF D8: I'm operating at 50%  - 50% strength, 50% mental acuity.  Quite debilitated. Very Joyful.  Very sssaaaaadddd.' Loving

***** 2013 Offers Best Opening for Broad Climate Action, British Economist Says. Bloomberg. Nicholas Stern

Bloomberg

2013 Offers Best Opening for Broad Climate Action, British Economist Says Bloomberg  - ‎6 hours ago‎ Stern said his 2006 Stern Review on the Economics of Climate Change, prepared for the British government, “badly underestimated” the risks posed by climate change to economic prosperity. He said the report failed to adequately account for the impacts ...

nd 'EDF D7 - Extremely ill. All but debilitated. Faited twice. Extremely nauseous. Worst of any hunger strike. Maybe the cancers in my liver. My Work keeps me going. Joyful. Extremely sad for Humanity. We're already Dead. Soul Dead.' Loving

nd 'EDF D7 - Extremely ill.  All but debilitated.  Faited twice. Extremely nauseous.  Worst of any hunger strike.  Maybe the cancers in my liver.  My Work keeps me going. Joyful. Extremely, extremely, extremely sad for Humanity - many tears.  We're already Dead. Soul Dead.' Loving

vid C. Matthews MSNBC: Half of Americans think Climate Change may be a hoax

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***** 'OPPOSING KEYSTONE IS SMALLBALL DEATH, KILLING THE TIME ON THE CLOCK. STOP IT!!!!' Loving

***** 'OPPOSING KEYSTONE IS SMALLBALL DEATH, KILLING THE TIME ON THE CLOCK. STOP IT!!!!' Loving

***** vid C. Hayes MSNBC: "Gun Legislation - NOW A MATTER NOW OF MOBILIZATION AND ENDURANCE." MSNBC

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***** C. Hayes: "Gun Legislation - A MATTER NOW OF MOBILIZATION AND ENDURANCE." MSNBC

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nd 'EDF D7 'A negligent security security officer at Library of Congress smashed my laptop last night, off the back of the scanner. Seems to still work, so far.' Loving

nd 'EDF D7 'A negligent security security officer at Library of Congress smashed my laptop last night, off the back of the scanner.  Seems to still work, so far.' Loving

nd EDF D7 - Very sick this morning. Hard to work. Must work. No time left.' Loving

nd EDF D7 - Very sick this morning.  Hard to work.  Must work. No time left.'  Loving

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***** nd 'LOVING: SERVING FROM THE SOUL, THE NEEDIEST. THAT'S ALL. THAT'S JOY, HEAVEN.' Loving

***** 'LOVING: SERVING FROM THE SOUL, THE NEEDIEST. THAT'S ALL. THAT'S JOY, HEAVEN.' Loving

***** nd 'THE ONLY POSSIBLE REVOLUTION, EVER: OVERTHROW SELF-CENTEREDNESS WITH OTHER-CENTEREDNESS. ALL ELSE IS DETAILS.' Loving

***** 'THE ONLY POSSIBLE REVOLUTION, EVER: OVERTHROW SELF-CENTEREDNESS WITH OTHER-CENTEREDNESS.  ALL ELSE IS DETAILS. THERE'S NO 3RD, NEUROLOGICALLY POSSIBLE OPTION.' Loving

vid MSNBC, NASA'S HANSEN RESIGNS: "WE DON'T NEED MORE SCIENCE. WE NEED RADICAL ACTION. NASA'S JAMES HANSEN, Chris Hayes

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Climate Maverick to Retire From NASA NYTimes

***** nd 'A MATCH IS OF NO IMPACT UNLESS SOMEONE(S) USE IT TO START A FIRE.' Loving

***** nd 'A MATCH IS OF NO IMPACT UNLESS SOMEONE(S) USE IT TO START A FIRE.'  Loving

vid MADDOW Exxon Canada TarSands Pipeline Oil Spill in Ark

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