4.07.2013
nd 'Generally accepted axiom: the ability to understand and embrace an idea is inversely proportional to the personal cost of doing so - Cowardice. Denial.' Loving
nd 'Generally accepted axiom: the ability to understand and embrace an idea is inversely proportional to the personal cost of doing so - Cowardice. Denial.' Loving
***** (DETAIL) Anyone that has a question, qualm, doubt about what I'm doing.... (Ecocide's Death Fast Day 11)
Anyone that has a question, qualm, doubt about what I'm doing, no disrespect -
FACT:
A. ...Hasn't the most microscopic clue as to the Hell, Aramgeddon, Global Mass Destruction, Economic Genocide, Ecocide... we are visiting on our children, and the next 200 billion children.
or -
B. ...Hasn't the most microscopic clue as to how impossible it is to do the one thing, the only thing, the one thing lacking - get we near-heart-dead, near-Soulless US Affloholics off our asses and into the streets, UNVIOLENTLY, SELF-SACRIFICIALLY, PAYING THE PRICE OF CHANGE WITH OUR OWN LIVES, WEALTH, HEALTH... NOT OTHERS. IT'S NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE. HELL, MY PARENTS GENERATION NEVER DID STAND IN THE WAY OF THEIR CHILDREN BEING FED INTO THE HUMAN MEAT GRINDER THAT WAS VIETNAM. THEY NEVER DID! THEIR OWN CHILDREN, IN FRONT OF THEIR EYES, OBVIOUS, THEIR KIDS COMING HOME IN BODY BAGS, AND THEY DIDN'T RAISE A FINGER - COULDN'T SEE IT! And with Global Warming? 1 MILLION TIMES MORE ABSTRACT, REMOTE. If you think I'm doing it the wrong way, you have zero idea of how unknown what the right way is, to stop this in 2013!
Or both.
FACT.
No disrespect.
FACT:
A. ...Hasn't the most microscopic clue as to the Hell, Aramgeddon, Global Mass Destruction, Economic Genocide, Ecocide... we are visiting on our children, and the next 200 billion children.
or -
B. ...Hasn't the most microscopic clue as to how impossible it is to do the one thing, the only thing, the one thing lacking - get we near-heart-dead, near-Soulless US Affloholics off our asses and into the streets, UNVIOLENTLY, SELF-SACRIFICIALLY, PAYING THE PRICE OF CHANGE WITH OUR OWN LIVES, WEALTH, HEALTH... NOT OTHERS. IT'S NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE. HELL, MY PARENTS GENERATION NEVER DID STAND IN THE WAY OF THEIR CHILDREN BEING FED INTO THE HUMAN MEAT GRINDER THAT WAS VIETNAM. THEY NEVER DID! THEIR OWN CHILDREN, IN FRONT OF THEIR EYES, OBVIOUS, THEIR KIDS COMING HOME IN BODY BAGS, AND THEY DIDN'T RAISE A FINGER - COULDN'T SEE IT! And with Global Warming? 1 MILLION TIMES MORE ABSTRACT, REMOTE. If you think I'm doing it the wrong way, you have zero idea of how unknown what the right way is, to stop this in 2013!
Or both.
FACT.
No disrespect.
***** WARNING: I WILL NOT ACT IN ANY WAY TO ENABLE 1 NANOSECOND OF YOUR ATTENTION TO MY WELLBEING, AWAY FROM MY 204 BILLION CHILDREN. SAY OF ME WHAT YOU WILL - HARSH, UNFEELING, MEAN, CRUEL, COLD. I DON'T MATTER. FRANKLY, IN THE FACE OF ECOCIDE HELL FOR THE NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS, NEITHER DO YOU, THO I LOVE YOU NO LESS THAN EACH OF THEM, BUT YOU ARE RELATIVELY FINE.
***** WARNING: I WILL NOT ACT IN ANY WAY TO ENABLE 1 NANOSECOND OF YOUR ATTENTION TO MY WELLBEING, AWAY FROM MY 204 BILLION CHILDREN. SAY OF ME WHAT YOU WILL - HARSH, UNFEELING, MEAN, CRUEL, COLD. I DON'T MATTER. FRANKLY, IN THE FACE OF ECOCIDE HELL FOR THE NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS, NEITHER DO YOU, THO I LOVE YOU NO LESS THAN EACH OF THEM, BUT YOU ARE RELATIVELY FINE.
nd 'If I learned today that's last month's cancer test was incorrect, no tumors in my liver, I'd not change my plans one iota. This Death Fast is what is needed of me by my 204 billion children. I COULDN'T BE MORE JOYFUL. NOT POSSIBLE.' Loving
nd 'If I learned today that's last month's cancer test was incorrect, no tumors in my liver, I'd not change my plans one iota. This Death Fast is what is needed of me by my 204 billion children. I COULDN'T BE MORE JOYFUL. NOT POSSIBLE.' Loving
Day 11 Ecocide's Death Fast - Vow of silence update (detail)
My intent to operate under a vow of silence has been observed, and has been very powerful, an excellent choice.
We are decades past needing to Stop Talking, and Start Loving - start BEING the solution to the next 200 billion children. We talk to AVOID doing so - Acting, STANDING PUTTING OUR BODIES UNVIOLENTLY IN THE WAY TILL OUR NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS ARE SAFE. We TALK INSTEAD OF ACT.
As I've stated - EVERYTHING I DO IS IN THE SERVICE OF HUMANITY (OUR NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS BEING THE NEEDIEST, OBJECTIVELY), IN SERVICE OF SPREADING AN OUTBREAK OF LOVING, AGAPE, THE ONLY POSSIBLE (NEUROLOGICALLY) REVOLUTION, HOPE, SOLUTION, SALVATION. Serving Humanity, Spreading a mass outbreak of Loving, in time - being the only Sacred items for me. EVERYTHING ELSE IN MY BEING IS SUBORDINATE, A TOOL, to achieve these goals, and ALWAYS will be sacrificed. Everything else is Strategy and Tactic.
And so too operating under a Vow of Silence (vs 'taking a vow,' which I'd NEVER do - IRRESPONSIBLE - see vlogs):
* My intent has been to operate in silence with all that would come by to, understandably, 'Talk' about ecocide, ending Global Warming - NOW. They need to THINK, and ACT, NOT TALK. I'll NOT ENABLE. When such as these stop, I hand out the handout - see earlier post. Talk would NOT hit their heart, but I see that this sometimes does! There's been but one exception - a fellow in whom I used to have enormous hope for the world stopped by yesterday and I spoke with him, not at length, as he wanted, understandably, but for about 10 minutes. I Love him, too much to have gone longer.
* As I've spoken of in a prior vlogthe one major exception to the silence has been several hours, last
Sunday, that I spent with the 2 folks, the two, beside my dad, that have been Universal Family to me, no slight of disrespect to any others, who took one of only about 3, literally, days off they take in a year (they work 7 days per week) to drive 3 hours to see me. I serve, respect, Adore and Nurture Humanity.
* And, in Service of Humanity, there have been probably 3 or 4 small breaks per day:
We are decades past needing to Stop Talking, and Start Loving - start BEING the solution to the next 200 billion children. We talk to AVOID doing so - Acting, STANDING PUTTING OUR BODIES UNVIOLENTLY IN THE WAY TILL OUR NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS ARE SAFE. We TALK INSTEAD OF ACT.
As I've stated - EVERYTHING I DO IS IN THE SERVICE OF HUMANITY (OUR NEXT 200 BILLION KIDS BEING THE NEEDIEST, OBJECTIVELY), IN SERVICE OF SPREADING AN OUTBREAK OF LOVING, AGAPE, THE ONLY POSSIBLE (NEUROLOGICALLY) REVOLUTION, HOPE, SOLUTION, SALVATION. Serving Humanity, Spreading a mass outbreak of Loving, in time - being the only Sacred items for me. EVERYTHING ELSE IN MY BEING IS SUBORDINATE, A TOOL, to achieve these goals, and ALWAYS will be sacrificed. Everything else is Strategy and Tactic.
And so too operating under a Vow of Silence (vs 'taking a vow,' which I'd NEVER do - IRRESPONSIBLE - see vlogs):
* My intent has been to operate in silence with all that would come by to, understandably, 'Talk' about ecocide, ending Global Warming - NOW. They need to THINK, and ACT, NOT TALK. I'll NOT ENABLE. When such as these stop, I hand out the handout - see earlier post. Talk would NOT hit their heart, but I see that this sometimes does! There's been but one exception - a fellow in whom I used to have enormous hope for the world stopped by yesterday and I spoke with him, not at length, as he wanted, understandably, but for about 10 minutes. I Love him, too much to have gone longer.
* As I've spoken of in a prior vlogthe one major exception to the silence has been several hours, last
Sunday, that I spent with the 2 folks, the two, beside my dad, that have been Universal Family to me, no slight of disrespect to any others, who took one of only about 3, literally, days off they take in a year (they work 7 days per week) to drive 3 hours to see me. I serve, respect, Adore and Nurture Humanity.
* And, in Service of Humanity, there have been probably 3 or 4 small breaks per day:
- Len, is the most wonderful street guy. I Love him, and worry so much about him. I asked him this morning what I could buy him at CVS when I go - 'a sandwhich and a coke. THANKS!'
- When I see rain coming, internet, I'll tell Hawk, Tony, Delbert, Len... if I see them.
- Carolyn walks about 25 blocks Sat, and sometimes Sun, to get food from the Lucas 4:18 folks, and others, that kindly serve us here, and Bruce, a musician, drops 2 huge food bags off for me to distribute - I told her what time to pick it up from me.
- A foreigner asked me yesterday - 'How do I get to the White House?' And the point of me being Silent would be what? Would have Served who?
nd 'Today's church is all that Jesus wasn't: Small, cowardly, timid, self-centered, self-preserving, exclusionary, Fleshly-Spirit oriented, mean, self-righteous....' Loving
nd 'Today's church is all that Jesus wasn't: Small, cowardly, timid, self-centered, self-preserving, exclusionary, Fleshly-Spirit oriented, mean, self-righteous, materialistic.... My brothers and sisters all.' Loving
***** vlog Terminating Liquids by Week's End - Ecocide's Death Fast Day 11, 04.07.13. IT'S 15 YEARS PAST TIME TO THROW OUR ENTIRE BEING AT THIS SOON UNSTOPPABLE ECOCIDE. NOT ONE DAY MORE FOR ME. ENOUGH.
Most recent vlog at the bottom, but you can't understand it until you've watched, deeply, the first 2.
More recent EDF posts, here: Ecocide's Death-FAST (EDF)
vid AVERTING ECOCIDE - NASA'S DR. JAMES HANSEN
More recent EDF posts, here: Ecocide's Death-FAST (EDF)
vid AVERTING ECOCIDE - NASA'S DR. JAMES HANSEN
4.06.2013
nd '100% devotion of being transforms 2 things: 1. It jumps the output of the practitioner a quantum, to where Insight, Epiphany, Brilliance, Invention, Innovation, Inspiration... are found; the only place; 2. The presence of such individual(s) often, usually inspires others in the same direction. NOTHING substitutes - never has, never will.' Loving
nd '100% devotion of being transforms 2 things: 1. It jumps the output of the practitioner a quantum, to where Insight, Epiphany, Brilliance, Invention, Innovation, Inspiration... are found; the only place; 2. The presence of such individual(s) often, usually inspires others in the same direction. NOTHING substitutes - never has, never will.' Loving
nd 'My Cancer Death Sentence (9 mos? 19 years?) helped me find this Death Fast, Day 9, and thank Creator it did! The Cancer is NOT why I'm on the death fast. The next 200 billion children, and all of creation, are.' Loving
nd 'My Cancer Death Sentence helped me find this Death Fast, Day 9, and thank Creator it did! The Cancer is NOT why I'm on the death fast. The next 200 billion children, and all of creation, are.' Loving
4.05.2013
nd 'The only error in 2013 is to not pit one's very being against Ecocide.' Loving
nd 'The only error in 2013 is to not pit one's very being against Ecocide.' Loving
nd 'Averting Ecocide: Time for TALK is DECADES PAST. Talkers, bystanders, token-activists (hypocrites - acting the part) now are the greatest betrayers of humanity in the history of the world.' Loving
nd 'Averting Ecocide: Time for TALK is DECADES PAST. Talkers, bystanders, token-activists (hypocrites - acting the part) now are the greatest betrayers of humanity in the history of the world.' Loving
EDF D8: I'm operating at 50% - 50% strength, 50% mental acuity. Quite debilitated. Very Joyful. Very sssaaaaadddd.' Loving
EDF D8: I'm operating at 50% - 50% strength, 50% mental acuity. Quite debilitated. Very Joyful. Very sssaaaaadddd.' Loving
4.04.2013
***** 2013 Offers Best Opening for Broad Climate Action, British Economist Says. Bloomberg. Nicholas Stern
nd 'EDF D7 - Extremely ill. All but debilitated. Faited twice. Extremely nauseous. Worst of any hunger strike. Maybe the cancers in my liver. My Work keeps me going. Joyful. Extremely sad for Humanity. We're already Dead. Soul Dead.' Loving
nd 'EDF D7 - Extremely ill. All but debilitated. Faited twice. Extremely nauseous. Worst of any hunger strike. Maybe the cancers in my liver. My Work keeps me going. Joyful. Extremely, extremely, extremely sad for Humanity - many tears. We're already Dead. Soul Dead.' Loving
***** 'OPPOSING KEYSTONE IS SMALLBALL DEATH, KILLING THE TIME ON THE CLOCK. STOP IT!!!!' Loving
***** 'OPPOSING KEYSTONE IS SMALLBALL DEATH, KILLING THE TIME ON THE CLOCK. STOP IT!!!!' Loving
nd 'EDF D7 'A negligent security security officer at Library of Congress smashed my laptop last night, off the back of the scanner. Seems to still work, so far.' Loving
nd 'EDF D7 'A negligent security security officer at Library of Congress smashed my laptop last night, off the back of the scanner. Seems to still work, so far.' Loving
nd EDF D7 - Very sick this morning. Hard to work. Must work. No time left.' Loving
nd EDF D7 - Very sick this morning. Hard to work. Must work. No time left.' Loving
***** nd 'LOVING: SERVING FROM THE SOUL, THE NEEDIEST. THAT'S ALL. THAT'S JOY, HEAVEN.' Loving
***** 'LOVING: SERVING FROM THE SOUL, THE NEEDIEST. THAT'S ALL. THAT'S JOY, HEAVEN.' Loving
***** nd 'THE ONLY POSSIBLE REVOLUTION, EVER: OVERTHROW SELF-CENTEREDNESS WITH OTHER-CENTEREDNESS. ALL ELSE IS DETAILS.' Loving
***** 'THE ONLY POSSIBLE REVOLUTION, EVER: OVERTHROW SELF-CENTEREDNESS WITH OTHER-CENTEREDNESS. ALL ELSE IS DETAILS. THERE'S NO 3RD, NEUROLOGICALLY POSSIBLE OPTION.' Loving
4.03.2013
***** nd 'A MATCH IS OF NO IMPACT UNLESS SOMEONE(S) USE IT TO START A FIRE.' Loving
***** nd 'A MATCH IS OF NO IMPACT UNLESS SOMEONE(S) USE IT TO START A FIRE.' Loving
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