LAMINGAN
- It's late November, patches of a green mountainous landscape are
piercing through the morning fog. They follow a regular pattern, typical
of palm oil plantations.
nd 'Activism [the exception proves the rule]: The home of society's overprivileged, cowardly, pathologically irresponsible blamers and whiners. Impossibly distrustworthy. Embracing lust-satisfying Fantasy over Real-word Truth, exactly like the far Right they thrive on demonizing. My brothers and sisters all. Near every day has been an unwelcome, heartbreaking lesson in this.' Loving
01.16.13 EDF Day 14 - Fast Continues. Resting in Phila with Loving friends till Inauguration is over. JOYFUL, Distraught, Weak, fuzzy headed, but functional.
***** nd 'You're already Dead if you wouldn't Joyfully Pay the Price of all that you have, all that you are, your very life, to give the Prayer of a future of our next 200 billion children.' Loving, MLK Jr., Adler, Erikson, Kohlberg, Jesus, Tolstoy, Gandhi....
nd 'Like Jesus before me, I am not here for the Deliriously , Addictively Dead - christian white men. I'm here for those Sick and Dying for a Different World - of Brotherhood, Waging Loving, Universal Family; and especially for the Children.' Loving
nd 'Anti-Health: 1930's German Hospitals taking well bodies and
killing them. Anti-Christ: churches taking in Healthy Hearts and
killing and maiming them. [Christ - the Spirit of Loving.]' Loving
01.15.13 D13 EDF - Internal Bleeding seems to have stopped. I've forgotten my Iron pills for 3 days, and anemia-driven restless leg torture hasn't returned. A Blessing.
***** nd 'christianity - panders to the lusts satisfied by its cultish, Head and Flesh fantasy / nightmare -world of make-believe Acting - Hypocrisy. Opposite of the Heaven of Living the Truths of our Soul, Hearts, Consciences paid the ultimate Price to give us. Anti-Christ. Christ-ianity is what he died to give us. Christ - the Spirit of Loving.' Loving
***** 01.15.13 D13 nd 'I see nothing short of thousands offering the Ultimate Price that will avert Ecocide, in time. Do you? Hunger Strikes, Death Fasts, the only hope.' Loving
***** 'CHRISTLIKES ARE THE LEVIN! THE SEED! THEY ARE!!! Think about it! Diane Wilson, Francis of Assisi, Teresa of Calcutta, Rachel Corrie.... They Point us on the Way for the rest of us! That's how we EVENTUALLY RESPOND! Paying the Price, Redeeming, Ransoming us.' Loving
***** 'Activists: If you are going to go home, stop, de-escalate,
take a break, rest... before victory, WHY WOULD YOU EVER WIN?!?!?!?!
[uh, that has never won, and never will. Your opposition recognizes it
as UNCONDITIONAL SURRENDER. They are NOT STUPID. Are you?]' Loving
01.13.13 I've hit the wall. I'm turning in real early tonight. My eyes are gone blurry; fasting does that to me. Can't focus. Eyes crossing, literally. Mind's gone, focus gone. Very weak. Should be better in the morning.
nd 01.13.13 D11: Spirit Soaring. Energy gone, drained, shakey, depleated. Tomorrow will be better. ZERO body heat - ridiculous! Clothes that sufficed for 30 degrees now keep me warm at 55 degrees. Aint gunna be pretty when it turns cold. Oh well.