12.27.2012
***** nd 'We diligently tend to the Head and Flesh of those we care for; blind, deadly, to their Souls, their capacity for Loving. The reverse would be infinitely less cruel, less Evil.' Loving
nd 'We diligently tend to the Head and Flesh of those we care for; blind, deadly, to their Souls, their capacity for Loving. The reverse would be infinitely less cruel, less Evil.' Loving
nd 'Born to be butterflies, we instead stay caterpillars; perpetually devouring others Loving, never becoming it's Divine Source.' Loving
nd 'Born to be butterflies, we instead stay caterpillars; perpetually devouring others Loving, never becoming it's Divine Source.' Loving
nd ' That we think we are our Fleshly body, 100%, is horribly insane. We are our Spirit of Loving, our Soul, tho we've little of that left.' Loving
nd ' That we think we are our Fleshly body, 100%, is horribly, completely insane. We are our Spirit of Loving, our Soul, tho we've little of that left.' Loving
12.26.2012
***** nd 'In this time of carnage, if it's not URGENT, it's not Loving.' Loving
nd 'In this time of carnage, if it's not URGENT, it's not Loving.' Loving
nd Jesus' Teaching: Christ - the Spirit of Loving Within you, and Him. His Religion. That's it. That's all. A Joyous Christ Mass, to all.
nd Jesus' Teaching: Christ - the Spirit of Loving Within you, and Him. His Religion. That's it. That's all. A Joyous Christ Mass, to all.
nd 'Gandhi, Tolstoy, mis-located the Source of Hope - Loving, Heart, not Conscience, Truth, tho Conscience, Truth, are inseparable from Heart, Loving.'
nd 'Gandhi, Tolstoy, mis-located the Source of Hope - Loving, Heart, not Conscience, Truth, tho Conscience, Truth, are inseparable from Heart, Loving.'
nd 'Loving Loves, cuz that's what it does. But too it's the Healing of the World.' Loving
nd 'Loving Loves, cuz that's what it does. But too it's the Healing of the World.' Loving
Loving: Reconstructive surgery nearer for hero dog from Philippines Sacramento Bee
| Sacramento Bee | - |
A
street dog from the Philippines that won hearts around the world after
saving two girls from being hit by a motorcycle is a step closer to
receiving surgery at UC Davis to reconstruct her missing snout.
12.25.2012
12.25.12. All cancer symptoms in remission. Tolstoy. In awe. Overwhelmed.
I continue to be free of symptoms of the cancer, for the first time in a year - what a gift. No pain. Little fatigue. Sure, the bowel is still erratic (uh, you don't wanna know about the exploding diarrhea moments ago, on Christ-mass, when EVERYTHING is closed downtown. Yup. You don't want to know. ROFL.), and the gut hurts, but it is healing!
MY SERVICE TO OUR NEEDIEST GOES UNIMPEDED THESE DAYS!!!! WHAT TOTAL JOY.
All of my hope is in Christ - Loving, the Spirit of Loving. NO!!! I'M SPEAKING NONE OF THE PAGAN, HEATHEN DREK, CRAP, FECES... IN WHICH WE'VE DROWN TO NEAR-DEATH JESUS' TEACHING THESE LAST 1800 YEARS. Peter was not Jesus. Paul was NOT Jesus. John was NOT Jesus. Isaiah was not Jesus.... God only knows the Popes are not Jesus, nor the pastors, Calvin, Luther....
JESUS was Jesus, and, for Christs Sake, He could speak for Himself!!! IF WE'D ONLY READ HIM, AND GIVE HIM IS DUE - TO LET HIM SPEAK FOR HIMSELF! This is what Tolstoy did. And Gandhi. And King, me....
About 11 years ago I first saw the common reference by Gandhi and King to Leo Tolstoy.
When I tracked it down I found that were it not for "The Kingdom of God is Within You," Tolstoy, we would not know the name Gandhi; he would never have developed from the young lawyer in England. I became aware that we might not know of MLK Jr. were it not for Tolstoy's "The Law of Love, and the Law of Violence," read by King when in Crozier Seminary as a young man.
And then, that we would not know the name Gandhi, and maybe not King but for the book "The Gospel in Brief," the researching of which saved the 50 year old Tolstoy from certain suicide, resurrecting his life to write the aforementioned books and more over the next 39+ years, based on his translation of Jesus' original Greek texts of the bible in which he found the only True Teaching as to how to Live the Joyful Life.
My recent medical treatment, surgery, recovery... is the first forced downtime I recall in a decade, and I've used it in large part to re-read, and re-read "The Gospel in Brief," and just now finishing again, "The Kingdom of God is Within You." Having yesterday cancelled the chemo so as not to divert time from the vigil 24/7 here at the Canadian Embassy - what time I have left will continue to focus on maintaining the vigil, and becoming as pure and knowledgeable a "channel" for Loving, and those paragons in History we've had, as I am able.
Overwhelming. Overwhelming. Overwhelming. If one has knowledge of Gandhi, his beliefs, his works, his acts, his achievements... then the reading of Chapters 9-12 in "The Kingdom..." can only unleash the realization - OF COURSE THE READING OF THIS CREATED GANDHI. Gandhi considered Tolstoy his Master, and obviously this is true. AND BOTH VIEWED JESUS, THE MAN, THE TEACHER, AS THE ULTIMATE MASTER, EVER ON EARTH.
"Kingdom" is NOT Tolstoy's greatest work - that is "The Gospel in Brief." Be careful. "The Kingdom..." can pull one away from this the most sublime, central, ESSENTIAL of Truths - Loving is God, the ONLY Force of Creation, That which Will Ultimately Prevail, that which is Strongest.... And tragically, THIS, in the end, IT DID TO GANDHI, PULLED HIM AWAY FROM THE CENTRALITY OF LOVING, AND IS WHY, I'M SURE, GANDHI IN THE END CONSIDERED HIS LIFE A FAILURE. But read it still. Just take care.
The fatal error for both Tolstoy (the greatest living human, in Gandhi's view) and for Gandhi was that "Kingdom's" utterly Divine Ch 9-12, indispensably insightful, fatally focus on the outcomes, the only Possible True Revolution - the replacement of violent government with the Kingdom of men Loving one another - Universal Family - the inevitable final form of man's way of interacting with others, in Tolstoy's view, in Gandhi's view, in Jesus' view. This may well be correct! But the farmer that spends her energies watching the shoots come up, and the fruit develop... is NEGLECTING THAT WHICH IS NECESSARY - the tending of the roots and the soil. LOVING is the entire Gospel, the entire Teaching, Individual, by Individual, by ..... THE ONLY REVOLUTION THAT CAN SUCCEED. EVER. EVER. "Kingdom" speaks of this breathtakingly; but too centrally, way too centrally it focuses on the outcome - the end of "pagan" government - government based on fleshly selfishness, violence.
Loving - is the work, the only work, the only place our individual (or collective) focus can be useful, with every breath - pre-emptive, and in return for EVERY Evil.
Be careful. Read "Kingdom." HURRY. BUT BE CAREFUL.
Loving is our business, our only business; from which all else will come.
MY SERVICE TO OUR NEEDIEST GOES UNIMPEDED THESE DAYS!!!! WHAT TOTAL JOY.
All of my hope is in Christ - Loving, the Spirit of Loving. NO!!! I'M SPEAKING NONE OF THE PAGAN, HEATHEN DREK, CRAP, FECES... IN WHICH WE'VE DROWN TO NEAR-DEATH JESUS' TEACHING THESE LAST 1800 YEARS. Peter was not Jesus. Paul was NOT Jesus. John was NOT Jesus. Isaiah was not Jesus.... God only knows the Popes are not Jesus, nor the pastors, Calvin, Luther....
JESUS was Jesus, and, for Christs Sake, He could speak for Himself!!! IF WE'D ONLY READ HIM, AND GIVE HIM IS DUE - TO LET HIM SPEAK FOR HIMSELF! This is what Tolstoy did. And Gandhi. And King, me....
About 11 years ago I first saw the common reference by Gandhi and King to Leo Tolstoy.
When I tracked it down I found that were it not for "The Kingdom of God is Within You," Tolstoy, we would not know the name Gandhi; he would never have developed from the young lawyer in England. I became aware that we might not know of MLK Jr. were it not for Tolstoy's "The Law of Love, and the Law of Violence," read by King when in Crozier Seminary as a young man.
And then, that we would not know the name Gandhi, and maybe not King but for the book "The Gospel in Brief," the researching of which saved the 50 year old Tolstoy from certain suicide, resurrecting his life to write the aforementioned books and more over the next 39+ years, based on his translation of Jesus' original Greek texts of the bible in which he found the only True Teaching as to how to Live the Joyful Life.
My recent medical treatment, surgery, recovery... is the first forced downtime I recall in a decade, and I've used it in large part to re-read, and re-read "The Gospel in Brief," and just now finishing again, "The Kingdom of God is Within You." Having yesterday cancelled the chemo so as not to divert time from the vigil 24/7 here at the Canadian Embassy - what time I have left will continue to focus on maintaining the vigil, and becoming as pure and knowledgeable a "channel" for Loving, and those paragons in History we've had, as I am able.
Overwhelming. Overwhelming. Overwhelming. If one has knowledge of Gandhi, his beliefs, his works, his acts, his achievements... then the reading of Chapters 9-12 in "The Kingdom..." can only unleash the realization - OF COURSE THE READING OF THIS CREATED GANDHI. Gandhi considered Tolstoy his Master, and obviously this is true. AND BOTH VIEWED JESUS, THE MAN, THE TEACHER, AS THE ULTIMATE MASTER, EVER ON EARTH.
"Kingdom" is NOT Tolstoy's greatest work - that is "The Gospel in Brief." Be careful. "The Kingdom..." can pull one away from this the most sublime, central, ESSENTIAL of Truths - Loving is God, the ONLY Force of Creation, That which Will Ultimately Prevail, that which is Strongest.... And tragically, THIS, in the end, IT DID TO GANDHI, PULLED HIM AWAY FROM THE CENTRALITY OF LOVING, AND IS WHY, I'M SURE, GANDHI IN THE END CONSIDERED HIS LIFE A FAILURE. But read it still. Just take care.
The fatal error for both Tolstoy (the greatest living human, in Gandhi's view) and for Gandhi was that "Kingdom's" utterly Divine Ch 9-12, indispensably insightful, fatally focus on the outcomes, the only Possible True Revolution - the replacement of violent government with the Kingdom of men Loving one another - Universal Family - the inevitable final form of man's way of interacting with others, in Tolstoy's view, in Gandhi's view, in Jesus' view. This may well be correct! But the farmer that spends her energies watching the shoots come up, and the fruit develop... is NEGLECTING THAT WHICH IS NECESSARY - the tending of the roots and the soil. LOVING is the entire Gospel, the entire Teaching, Individual, by Individual, by ..... THE ONLY REVOLUTION THAT CAN SUCCEED. EVER. EVER. "Kingdom" speaks of this breathtakingly; but too centrally, way too centrally it focuses on the outcome - the end of "pagan" government - government based on fleshly selfishness, violence.
Loving - is the work, the only work, the only place our individual (or collective) focus can be useful, with every breath - pre-emptive, and in return for EVERY Evil.
Be careful. Read "Kingdom." HURRY. BUT BE CAREFUL.
Loving is our business, our only business; from which all else will come.
***** Diane Wilson - Hunger Strike Day 27 - For YOUR kids and grandkids
FOR CHRIST'S SAKE, JOIN HER.
YOUR APATHY IS KILLING HER.
CLICK
Also:
http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss?url=search-alias%3Dstripbooks&field-keywords=diane+wilson+unreasonable
YOUR APATHY IS KILLING HER.
Also:
Diane Wilson, An American Hero
truth-out.org/article/diane-wilson-an-american-hero
Mar 28, 2006 – Diane Wilson is the author of An Unreasonable Woman: A True Story of Shrimpers, Politicos, Polluters and the Fight for Seadrift, Texas ...Diane Wilson - Chelsea Green: The Politics and Practice of ...
www.chelseagreen.com/authors/diane_wilson/
Diane Wilson,
a fourth-generation shrimper, began fishing the bays off the Gulf Coast
of Texas at the age of eight. By twenty-four she was a boat captain. In
1989 ...http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss?url=search-alias%3Dstripbooks&field-keywords=diane+wilson+unreasonable
Jesus' Gospel: Loving is the Divine Salvation from the Death, the Hell, of your Lusting.
Jesus' Gospel: Loving is the Divine Salvation from the Death, the Hell, of your Lusting.
nd ' "A Joyous Christ Mass," for the rest of my days may be my salutation to all.' Loving
nd ' "A Joyous Christ Mass," for the rest of my days may be my salutation to all.' Loving
12.24.2012
Watch: First Lady Michelle Obama Reads "Twas the Night Before Christmas" The White House
| The White House (blog) | - |
Paying
a visit to the young patients at the Children's National Medical Center
is a holiday tradition that dates back to the 1950s, when Bess Truman
was First Lady.
nd 'Christ-ian: Helping Self, Helping Others... toward Being Loving.' Loving
nd 'Christ-ian: Helping Self, Helping Others... toward Being Loving.' Loving
***** JESUS' GOOD NEWS: ONLY THOSE ARE WEALTHY, RICH IN SPIRIT...
'JESUS' GOOD NEWS:
ONLY THOSE ARE WEALTHY, RICH IN SPIRIT
ONLY THOSE ARE WEALTHY, RICH IN SPIRIT
(PASSION, PEACE OF HEART, LOVING, JOY),
WHO'S HOURLY DIET IS HELPING OUR GLOBAL NEEDIEST!!!!!!!!
WHAT EXCEPTIONS TO THIS CAN YOU NAME!?!?!?!?
WHAT EXAMPLES OF THIS CAN YOU NAME!?!?!?!?
WHO ARE YOU LEADING TO RICHES, WEALTH?
WHO ARE YOU LEADING AWAY FROM RICHES, WEALTH?
(Those closest to you, right?)
REPENT! !!!!!
FOR THE RICHES!!
FOR THE WEALTH OF IT!!!!
HURRY!!!!!
PRAYING YOU A
JOYFUL, LOVING
CHRIST-MASS!!!!!!!
WHO ARE YOU LEADING TO RICHES, WEALTH?
WHO ARE YOU LEADING AWAY FROM RICHES, WEALTH?
(Those closest to you, right?)
REPENT! !!!!!
FOR THE RICHES!!
FOR THE WEALTH OF IT!!!!
HURRY!!!!!
PRAYING YOU A
JOYFUL, LOVING
CHRIST-MASS!!!!!!!
Firefighter Shot at Scene of NY Blaze ABC News
| ABC News | - |
(ABCNEWS.com).
Authorities say they're evacuating a lakeside neighborhood in western
New York where a firefighter has been shot while responding to a blaze
that has engulfed three homes.
nd 'Flesh, according to Jesus, is Evil, Satan, the spirit of. He's entirely Correct. Cancer requires no malice to be Death' Loving
nd 'Our Fleshly spirit, according to Jesus, is Evil, Satan. He's
entirely Correct. Cancer requires no malice to be Death,' Loving
12.23.2012
***** '1 Einstein-caliber Psychology. 4 Einstein-caliber Psychology books.
***** '1 Einstein-caliber Psychology. 4 Einstein-caliber Psychology books; tho all the books were written without this in mind, except for Adler's.
The only Einstein Caliber Psychology
(by whatever name, or no name at all):
Loving, being 100%, every breath, that of the Forces that Create, that are of (aligned with) Creation, that are of the Creator... is the only Sanity. All else is INSANITY, and Leads to physical Death, and Psychological Death.
The 4+1 great books on this the 1 True, Great, Useful Psychology:
######1: "The Gospel in Brief," Leo Tolstoy's translation of the original Greek Gospels, Jesus' Teachings, the HAPGOOD translation, HERE. OR, Do 'control f,' and the title, HERE. This book created Tolstoy, the Creator of Gandhi.
#2. "Man's Search for Meaning," Viktor Frankl. Do 'control f[ind],' and the title, HERE.
#3. "Individual Psychology," Alfred Adler (the Good 'twin' of the consummately Evil Freud). Do 'control f,' and the title, HERE.
#4. "The Ways and Power of Love," Pitirim Sorokin (especially the passages on Supra-Intelligence). Also see his "Social and Cultural Dynamics."
NOTE: We must, with every $$$ we spend, prioritize the CREATION of meaningful work, NOT it's DESTRUCTION. BUY FROM LOCAL BOOK SELLERS.
The only Einstein Caliber Psychology
(by whatever name, or no name at all):
Loving, being 100%, every breath, that of the Forces that Create, that are of (aligned with) Creation, that are of the Creator... is the only Sanity. All else is INSANITY, and Leads to physical Death, and Psychological Death.
The 4+1 great books on this the 1 True, Great, Useful Psychology:
######1: "The Gospel in Brief," Leo Tolstoy's translation of the original Greek Gospels, Jesus' Teachings, the HAPGOOD translation, HERE. OR, Do 'control f,' and the title, HERE. This book created Tolstoy, the Creator of Gandhi.
#2. "Man's Search for Meaning," Viktor Frankl. Do 'control f[ind],' and the title, HERE.
#3. "Individual Psychology," Alfred Adler (the Good 'twin' of the consummately Evil Freud). Do 'control f,' and the title, HERE.
#4. "The Ways and Power of Love," Pitirim Sorokin (especially the passages on Supra-Intelligence). Also see his "Social and Cultural Dynamics."
NOTE: We must, with every $$$ we spend, prioritize the CREATION of meaningful work, NOT it's DESTRUCTION. BUY FROM LOCAL BOOK SELLERS.
nd 'Christ-mass - I expect to spend the entire day with Jesus' writings. Bliss. Yearning to be Christlike.' Loving
nd 'Christ-mass - I expect to spend the entire day with Jesus' writings. Bliss. Yearning to be Christlike.' Loving
12.23.12 Off-post 2 hrs to chrg cmptr. Bitter cold yesterday.
Bitterly cold yesterday, with 50 mph winds. Warmer today. Rain tomorrow and Wednesday.
Blissful to be back where my body is in the way of global Ecocide.
Bleeding from the surgery has almost stopped, tho moving my huge rolling case 2 days ago, and a way over-stuffed backpack seems to have torn stuff open inside, a bit. But it's healing again, fast.
Off-post for 2 hours to recharge laptop. Won't have access to my solar equipment till where I'm storing it is open - tomorrow I pray?
Also, off site for an hour each evening going to the food truck for we homeless.
Wishing your Christ-mass would be as Joyful and Loving as mine is.
Loving
Earlier updates -
Blissful to be back where my body is in the way of global Ecocide.
Bleeding from the surgery has almost stopped, tho moving my huge rolling case 2 days ago, and a way over-stuffed backpack seems to have torn stuff open inside, a bit. But it's healing again, fast.
Off-post for 2 hours to recharge laptop. Won't have access to my solar equipment till where I'm storing it is open - tomorrow I pray?
Also, off site for an hour each evening going to the food truck for we homeless.
Wishing your Christ-mass would be as Joyful and Loving as mine is.
Loving
Earlier updates -
'12.22.12: Friends: There can be no chemo for me now. Less than 100% is ECOCIDE, from any of us now.' Loving
12.21.12 Back on Post. Dying of Cancer. Pray for me that I stop the Ecocide, First.
Cancer - Chemo? NOW? For me!?!? Out of the question - 12.19.12
***** NRA CHRIST-MASS MESSAGE: "CHRIST-LIKENESS (PRE-EMPTIVELY WAGING LOVE) WON'T WORK. BELIEVE IN US!!! HAVE FAITH IN US, ALONE!!!! HAVE NO GOD BEFORE US." NBCnews
***** NRA CHRIST-MASS MESSAGE:
"CHRIST-LIKENESS (PRE-EMPTIVELY WAGING LOVE) WON'T WORK.
BELIEVE IN US!!!
WORSHIP KILLING, ALONE.
HAVE FAITH IN US, ALONE!!!!
HAVE NO GOD BEFORE US; BEFORE - DOING EVIL."
NBCnews
NRA chief: If putting armed police in schools is crazy, 'then call me crazy'
| NBCNews.com | - |
For
the first time since the Connecticut shootings, NRA Chief Wayne
LaPierre answers questions from NBC's David Gregory about his
organization's stance on gun violence in America.
***** Jesus', Christ's, Good News: You'll be Rich in Spirit, OR Rich in the Flesh. Both? IMPOSSIBLE; Neurologically.
***** Jesus', Christ's, Good News: You'll be Rich in Spirit, OR Rich in the Flesh. Both? IMPOSSIBLE; Neurologically.
***** Jesus', Christ's, Good News, Gospel: Wage Love and Live! Wage Love, or Die. That's it.
***** Jesus', Christ's, Good News, Gospel: Wage Love and Live! Wage Love, or Die. That's it.
***** Jesus', Christ's, Good News, Gospel: Wage Love and Live! Wage Love, or Die. That's it.
***** Jesus', Christ's, Good News, Gospel: Wage Love and Live! Wage Love, or Die. That's it.
***** Jesus', Christ's, Good News, Gospel: Wage Love and Live! Wage Love, or Die. That's it.
***** Jesus', Christ's, Good News, Gospel: Wage Love and Live! Wage Love, or Die. That's it.
***** Jesus', Christ's, Good News, Gospel: Wage Love and Live! Wage Love, or Die. That's it.
***** Jesus', Christ's, Good News, Gospel: Wage Love and Live! Wage Love, or Die. That's it.
***** Jesus', Christ's, Good News, Gospel: Wage Love and Live! Wage Love, or Die. That's it.
***** Jesus', Christ's, Good News, Gospel: Wage Love and Live! Wage Love, or Die. That's it.
***** JESUS' GOOD NEWS: ONLY THOSE ARE WEALTHY, RICH IN SPIRIT...
'JESUS' GOOD NEWS:
ONLY THOSE ARE WEALTHY, RICH IN SPIRIT
ONLY THOSE ARE WEALTHY, RICH IN SPIRIT
(PASSION, PEACE OF HEART, LOVING, JOY),
WHO'S HOURLY DIET IS HELPING OUR GLOBAL NEEDIEST!!!!!!!!
WHAT EXCEPTIONS TO THIS CAN YOU NAME!?!?!?!?
WHAT EXAMPLES OF THIS CAN YOU NAME!?!?!?!?
WHO ARE YOU LEADING TO RICHES, WEALTH?
WHO ARE YOU LEADING AWAY FROM RICHES, WEALTH?
(Those closest to you, right?)
REPENT! !!!!!
FOR THE RICHES!!
FOR THE WEALTH OF IT!!!!
HURRY!!!!!
PRAYING YOU A
JOYFUL, LOVING
CHRIST-MASS!!!!!!!
WHO ARE YOU LEADING TO RICHES, WEALTH?
WHO ARE YOU LEADING AWAY FROM RICHES, WEALTH?
(Those closest to you, right?)
REPENT! !!!!!
FOR THE RICHES!!
FOR THE WEALTH OF IT!!!!
HURRY!!!!!
PRAYING YOU A
JOYFUL, LOVING
CHRIST-MASS!!!!!!!
12.22.2012
***** Thru tears - GOD BLESS YOU!! CBS: Newtown parents reject NRA plan CBS News
| CBS News | - |
NEWTOWN,
Conn. When Adam Lanza started his lethal attack on Sandy Hook
Elementary School, Andrei Nikitchyuk's eight year-old son and another
third grader were on their way to the principal's office.
'12.22.12: Friends: There can be no chemo. Less than 100% is ECOCIDE, from any of us now.' Loving
'12.22.12: Friends: There can be no chemo. Less than 100% is ECOCIDE, from any of us now.' Loving
To C., Pat., Doc M, and other friends, (and to myself! LOL), to whom I've yet to be sufficiently clear -
Principal Dawn, in Newtown. Nothing less than 100% was acceptable to her, or from her last week.
We have 200 billion children yet to be born, and 4 billion currently on earth. There is a 20% chance that it is already too late for them, that we've passed tipping points through our collective, criminal, CRIMINAL, PATHOLOGICAL, AFFLOHOLIC, collective inaction the last 40 years, 30 years, 20 years, 10 years, 4 years, 1 year, 11 months, 10 months... that the scientists have been categorically SCREAMING at us that allowing Green House Gas emissions is the slow motion equivalent of unleashing global thermo-nuclear war on planet Earth, on our children's future, FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
But there is an 80% chance that if we act now, in the first months of 2013, they, our 204 billion children can be shared that unmitigated, eternal, perpetual, daily Hell.
There is not a snowballs chance in Hell that we will do so, that we fathers, mothers, brothers, sisters, aunts, uncles... will pass the Legislation to end the free, no cost to the dumper, dumping of Green House Gas, smothering the Garden of Eden, forever, that we've all enjoyed.
But as long as anyone stands, Diane Wilson, me, someone, anyone... a snowball's chance in hell for them, exists.
For reasons I don't question for a moment, chemo can not legally be administered to me, or anyone, without a residence, even a shelter, for reasons of legal, financial liability to the doctor, and the hospital.
And I cannot meet that requirement, because other than for 4-8 hours per 2 week period, or possible emergency care from time to time, I cannot be away from the vigil.
Principal Dawn, in Newtown. Nothing less than 100% was acceptable to her, or from her last week. This, for only her 600 children.
I've got 204 billion children. The current certainty is that the slim chance they have to avert Ecocide, torture, and death will be gone in months. Nothing less than 100% is possible from me now. There can be no chemo. There will be no chemo for me.
To C., Pat., Doc M, and other friends, (and to myself! LOL), to whom I've yet to be sufficiently clear -
Principal Dawn, in Newtown. Nothing less than 100% was acceptable to her, or from her last week.
We have 200 billion children yet to be born, and 4 billion currently on earth. There is a 20% chance that it is already too late for them, that we've passed tipping points through our collective, criminal, CRIMINAL, PATHOLOGICAL, AFFLOHOLIC, collective inaction the last 40 years, 30 years, 20 years, 10 years, 4 years, 1 year, 11 months, 10 months... that the scientists have been categorically SCREAMING at us that allowing Green House Gas emissions is the slow motion equivalent of unleashing global thermo-nuclear war on planet Earth, on our children's future, FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
But there is an 80% chance that if we act now, in the first months of 2013, they, our 204 billion children can be shared that unmitigated, eternal, perpetual, daily Hell.
There is not a snowballs chance in Hell that we will do so, that we fathers, mothers, brothers, sisters, aunts, uncles... will pass the Legislation to end the free, no cost to the dumper, dumping of Green House Gas, smothering the Garden of Eden, forever, that we've all enjoyed.
But as long as anyone stands, Diane Wilson, me, someone, anyone... a snowball's chance in hell for them, exists.
For reasons I don't question for a moment, chemo can not legally be administered to me, or anyone, without a residence, even a shelter, for reasons of legal, financial liability to the doctor, and the hospital.
And I cannot meet that requirement, because other than for 4-8 hours per 2 week period, or possible emergency care from time to time, I cannot be away from the vigil.
Principal Dawn, in Newtown. Nothing less than 100% was acceptable to her, or from her last week. This, for only her 600 children.
I've got 204 billion children. The current certainty is that the slim chance they have to avert Ecocide, torture, and death will be gone in months. Nothing less than 100% is possible from me now. There can be no chemo. There will be no chemo for me.
'Having little time left, I desperately need help with two projects. I must not leave them unfinished." Loving
'Having little time left, I desperately need help with two projects. I must not leave them unfinished." Loving
"Tomorrow is promised to no person."
For years I've had two projects I desperately needed to complete but I've not had the resource to do so, and now I'm running out of time. I need your help. Then my Library that I leave to you will be complete: http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/p/library.html
I need an excellent computer file of these two books scanned:
The abreviated version of "Social and Cultural Dynamics," Pitirim Sorokin: http://www.amazon.com/The-Ways-Power-Love-Transformation/dp/1890151866
"The Ways and Power of Love," Pitirim Sorokin: http://www.amazon.com/Social-Cultural-Dynamics-Pitirim-Sorokin/dp/0875580297
For convenience I've linked to Amazon, but as with every $ you spend, spend it to create jobs, not eliminate them - ;get them from a local book seller.
I can provide to you the scanning software and instructions.
I also need these for my own study - the scanned files.
If you, or someone you know feels passionate called to give this support, let me know, and I'll figure how to get you the scanning software.
Loving
"Tomorrow is promised to no person."
For years I've had two projects I desperately needed to complete but I've not had the resource to do so, and now I'm running out of time. I need your help. Then my Library that I leave to you will be complete: http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/p/library.html
I need an excellent computer file of these two books scanned:
The abreviated version of "Social and Cultural Dynamics," Pitirim Sorokin: http://www.amazon.com/The-Ways-Power-Love-Transformation/dp/1890151866
"The Ways and Power of Love," Pitirim Sorokin: http://www.amazon.com/Social-Cultural-Dynamics-Pitirim-Sorokin/dp/0875580297
For convenience I've linked to Amazon, but as with every $ you spend, spend it to create jobs, not eliminate them - ;get them from a local book seller.
I can provide to you the scanning software and instructions.
I also need these for my own study - the scanned files.
If you, or someone you know feels passionate called to give this support, let me know, and I'll figure how to get you the scanning software.
Loving
12.21.2012
12.21.12 Back on Post. Dying of Cancer. Pray for me that I stop the Ecocide, First.
Back at the vigil, thank Goodness! Away for way toooo long.
High winds, wind chill 31 going down to 24 by morning. Brrrrr.
They haven't told me how long I have with the cancer. With the chemo - 50% chance of 5 more years. Without? Well, quite a bit less, I'll guess. And chemo looks quite out of the question because the vigil cannot stop, not now.
I went to the hospital immediately that I arrived in DC to cancel the tests and treatment that was scheduled. I first, however, met with a Patient Navigator, a fellow Christ-ian, that is not at all pleased with the prospects of me departing in body, quite so soon. I made clear to her that I am not refusing chemo. But, I'm unable to depart from the vigil.
There may be a way. Enough of a sliver of a chance that I haven't yet cancelled the tests and treatment meeting, as I'd planned. There is within 4 blocks of the vigil a set-aside portion of a much larger homeless shelter that is called the "infirmary." It may be that unlike shelters, it is sufficiently less restrictive that I could meet the legal requirements of the hospital, being sheltered, and still maintain the vigil. It would be pretty miserable, chemo, without support, but that is of no consequence. Christ-mass on Tuesday will slow down the ability to evaluate this option, but by mid to late week things should be clearer.
I have zero aversion to trading 3 to 20 years of my life for the next 6 month, to keep my body in the way, now, in these most precious, decisive, consequential days in all human history, here in front of the Embassy, the poster child for our criminally insane pursuit of future eradicating fossil fuels.
But I am NEVER called to be casual with my life, nor anyone elses. So this unexpected, last option, as unlikely as it is, will be given it's due consideration.
With much Joy and Relief to be back in Harm's Way,
Loving
High winds, wind chill 31 going down to 24 by morning. Brrrrr.
They haven't told me how long I have with the cancer. With the chemo - 50% chance of 5 more years. Without? Well, quite a bit less, I'll guess. And chemo looks quite out of the question because the vigil cannot stop, not now.
Cancer - Chemo? NOW? For me!?!? Out of the question - 12.19.12
I went to the hospital immediately that I arrived in DC to cancel the tests and treatment that was scheduled. I first, however, met with a Patient Navigator, a fellow Christ-ian, that is not at all pleased with the prospects of me departing in body, quite so soon. I made clear to her that I am not refusing chemo. But, I'm unable to depart from the vigil.
There may be a way. Enough of a sliver of a chance that I haven't yet cancelled the tests and treatment meeting, as I'd planned. There is within 4 blocks of the vigil a set-aside portion of a much larger homeless shelter that is called the "infirmary." It may be that unlike shelters, it is sufficiently less restrictive that I could meet the legal requirements of the hospital, being sheltered, and still maintain the vigil. It would be pretty miserable, chemo, without support, but that is of no consequence. Christ-mass on Tuesday will slow down the ability to evaluate this option, but by mid to late week things should be clearer.
I have zero aversion to trading 3 to 20 years of my life for the next 6 month, to keep my body in the way, now, in these most precious, decisive, consequential days in all human history, here in front of the Embassy, the poster child for our criminally insane pursuit of future eradicating fossil fuels.
But I am NEVER called to be casual with my life, nor anyone elses. So this unexpected, last option, as unlikely as it is, will be given it's due consideration.
With much Joy and Relief to be back in Harm's Way,
Loving
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