also:
http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2012/12/17/newtown-connecticut-victims-pictures/1774689/
12.18.2012
TIME: After Newtown, How Can Schools Be Safer?
After Newtown, How Can Schools Be Safer?
also:
http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2012/12/17/newtown-connecticut-victims-pictures/1774689/
also:
http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2012/12/17/newtown-connecticut-victims-pictures/1774689/
***** URGENT: 'Regarding Evil, Jesus is fundamentally mis-understood.' Loving.
Bottom Line:
The key strategic import, for the Unviolent Warrior, by whatever name is: Clearly conceive, construct, and carry out any and every "action" against evil, EXPLICITLY as Delivering Love, usually brutally Tough, to the Target. Will doing so radically and obviously change the characteristics and apparent nature of all actions? No, not "obviously." But Fundamentally. Is it "obvious" a bomb carrying a nuclear device, vs one that carries something else? Not to me. But it is fundamentally different in Truth and impact, none the less.
Were I to do another Hunger Strike, I would need to understand it as explicitly as I could as a delivery of Love to the target. I don't think I've ever thought of it in that way. If I did so, that would directly alter everything, including my Communication, Spirit, interactions, intended targets.... and I'm Certain it would make any future Hunger Strikes of Vastly more promise.
For now, I probably can't be more clear, or specific, tho I'll keep trying. :-)
Continuing...
The following may be obvious for years, to you, but it is massively new, Transformative Clarity, to me.
Through the undeserved Grace of the Creator, the Forces of Creation, my inklings of how to defeat Evil, so called nonviolence, what better is called Unviolent Warfare, Waging Love... has taken a fundamental leap for me in recent weeks, the greatest leap in maybe a decade, despite my daily practice and study of the issue all that time.
Surely Gandhi is the father of what the best understand as any worthwhile ideas of unviolent warfare these last 70 years or so. Many don't know who Gandhi's primary source of wisdom, Teaching, was. Jesus, by all accounts, as Jesus was discovered to Gandhi by the writings of Leo Tolstoy - "The Kingdom of God is Within You," in particular, and then many years of personal correspondence with Tolstoy, who Gandhi considered the greatest living example of Nonviolence (Unviolent Warfare).
Well, much of the time I had when able to focus during the recent 2 weeks of recovery from surgery has been a re-immersion in those same Tolstoy writings that created Gandhi.
Frankly, what I learned through this most recent re-study of these Tolstoy writings is NOT what Tolstoy concluded about Jesus teaching. I'm certain that Tolstoy got it wrong, or rather, that he understandably, did not take what he saw through all the way to it's correct end. I say this by way of full disclosure, and so as not to lay at Tolstoy's feet the following. I do not say this to diminish Tolstoy's writings on Jesus, writings that I consider to be the most important works yet available to man - that if deeply understood by thousands, or millions, would more than anything else I can see, Save humanity from the Ecocide and/or larger Technocice that is otherwise in the final stages of dooming all future humans to Earth as Living Hell. ("The Kingdom of God is Within You," "The Gospel in Brief," "The Law of Love and the Law of Violence," these three in particular."
What Tolstoy seems to say as Jesus most central and important point of all, of everything he taught and lived is that - The #1 Path to Humanity, Goodness, Personal Joy, Collective Heaven on Earth... the true, concrete victory over Evil is - DO NOT RESIST EVIL.
As far as it goes, this is patently wrong, incorrect, absurd, WRONG. And let me be clear again, I view Tolstoy as probably the most important intellect for Humanity since Jesus himself.
The shooter in Newtown should not have been stopped? Should not have been resisted? OBVIOUSLY, "Do not resist evil" is NOT what Jesus meant. OBVIOUSLY. Even in Tolstoy's writing:
* Jesus fashioned a whip and drove the money changers from the temple.
* Told the Apostles to secure swords, tho immediately admonished Peter for using one.
* Interposed himself, opposing the evil of those that would have stoned the woman....
And Gandhi's actions, based on Tolstoy's rendering's of Jesus' teachings, too, imply a perception that on it's face Tolstoy, and today's so called proponents of "non-violence" (willful "cowards" in my view, as I've written)... got it totally wrong.
Clearly what Jesus taught was NOT - Do not resist Evil - but rather -
A. RESIST EVIL!!! OF COURSE!!!! HOWEVER, DO NOT RESIST EVIL... NEVER, NEVER, NEVER...WITH EVIL!!!!!! DO NOT RETURN, DO NOT RETURN, DO NOT RETURN... Evil for Evil!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND FURTHER -
B. RETURN GOOD, RETURN GOOD, RETURN GOOD... FOR EVIL; WHEN EVIL IS DONE TO YOU YOU, OR TO ANY OF OUR GLOBAL NEEDIEST FAMILY, OR TO ANYONE, OR TO ANY OF CREATION !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is what Jesus meant, and demonstrated throughout his life; and so with Gandhi, Diane Wilson, Rachel Corrie, MLK Jr.... AND THE FIRST RESPONDERS IN NEWTOWN!!!!! Huh, most would say! They used Violence! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Violence is that which VIOLATES the Good, what is Right, Loving. YES, had the first responders acted out of Hate, intending do the Evil of Harming.... But no reports indicate this! They were putting their own Lives in the way, for GOOD. If I had been the crazed Lanza, SHOOT ME! For Good's sake, STOP ME! For LOVING's SAKE, SHOOT ME. PLEASE!!!!!! Right????? BUT OUT OF LOVE, COMPASSION, UNDERSTANDING... INCLUDING FOR ME AS LANZA, THE CRAZED KILLER!....
Despite a lifetime, and most intensely, more than a decade now of single-minded study and practice of Unviolent Warfare, I didn't see this until just 2 weeks go, deeply pondering Tolstoy's writing. This opens up huge avenues for me to refine approaches that I've taken, or considered; but now refined with what I can imagine will be Geometrically more hopeful prospects of success, than anything I've yet understood!!!!
This is the stuff of ALL, ALL, ALL... Unviolent, Nonviolent Actions: LOVING BOMBS. CARPET BOMBING WITH WEAPONS, WITH RESPONSES, OF 'TOUGH,' OR NOT-TOUGH LOVING, AS THE SITUATION DEMANDS. PERIOD. PERIOD. PERIOD. (Think cancelling out anti-matter with a sufficient amount of matter!)
Of course there is no expectation that any one such 'Loving Bomb' will suffice. Duh. But that it is vastly more the correct type of, characteristic of weapon, of response, of action than I've yet understood to become, to deliver... YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now, Jesus Gospel is this, His Teaching is this as I've recently shared - ***** vlog 'May I Teach You Jesus' Gospel? I 'get it' now.' Loving. Of the two categories of Spirit (psycholgically, neurologically speaking) within us, the Spirit of Loving is our True, DNA intended, Spirit to be dominant, ALWAYS, EVERY SECOND, over the alternative Spirit of Flesh (Selfishness); purely for reasons of optimal capacity, optimal adaptivity for the individual, and optimal adaptivity for the species, under EVERY, EVERY... circumstance; every breath, every second. Silly? This is just EXACTLY to say that in every instance, every breath, every second it is more adaptive, more advantageous for:
* Sanity (Loving) to Reign over Insanity (Loving being Clinical Sanity; Selfishness being Clinical Insanity - anti-social characteristics, even if our societal norms don't so say).
* Maximal INTELLIGENCE (Heart) to Reign over lower intelligence (Flesh/Head).
* Maximal VISION, INCLUSIVENESS of VISION (Loving, Solidarity, Brotherhood, Compassion, Understanding) to Reign over Narrowness of Vision (Animosity, Hatred, Ignorance of, Divorce from, Lack-of-Understanding of).
This new understanding will inform all of my future planning and actions; as I hope it has, and does, yours.
Pre-Emptive, and Re-active LOVING - Waging the Toughest Imaginable, most Relentless, NEVER Ceasing War of Loving against all evil, against EVERY evil act, EVERY evil circumstance, for the INFINITE JOY and HOPE of it, and for the certain, absolute Victory that only such weapons can and would bring.
The key strategic import, for the Unviolent Warrior, by whatever name is: Clearly conceive, construct, and carry out any and every "action" against evil, EXPLICITLY as Delivering Love, usually brutally Tough, to the Target. Will doing so radically and obviously change the characteristics and apparent nature of all actions? No, not "obviously." But Fundamentally. Is it "obvious" a bomb carrying a nuclear device, vs one that carries something else? Not to me. But it is fundamentally different in Truth and impact, none the less.
Were I to do another Hunger Strike, I would need to understand it as explicitly as I could as a delivery of Love to the target. I don't think I've ever thought of it in that way. If I did so, that would directly alter everything, including my Communication, Spirit, interactions, intended targets.... and I'm Certain it would make any future Hunger Strikes of Vastly more promise.
For now, I probably can't be more clear, or specific, tho I'll keep trying. :-)
Continuing...
The following may be obvious for years, to you, but it is massively new, Transformative Clarity, to me.
Through the undeserved Grace of the Creator, the Forces of Creation, my inklings of how to defeat Evil, so called nonviolence, what better is called Unviolent Warfare, Waging Love... has taken a fundamental leap for me in recent weeks, the greatest leap in maybe a decade, despite my daily practice and study of the issue all that time.
Surely Gandhi is the father of what the best understand as any worthwhile ideas of unviolent warfare these last 70 years or so. Many don't know who Gandhi's primary source of wisdom, Teaching, was. Jesus, by all accounts, as Jesus was discovered to Gandhi by the writings of Leo Tolstoy - "The Kingdom of God is Within You," in particular, and then many years of personal correspondence with Tolstoy, who Gandhi considered the greatest living example of Nonviolence (Unviolent Warfare).
Well, much of the time I had when able to focus during the recent 2 weeks of recovery from surgery has been a re-immersion in those same Tolstoy writings that created Gandhi.
Frankly, what I learned through this most recent re-study of these Tolstoy writings is NOT what Tolstoy concluded about Jesus teaching. I'm certain that Tolstoy got it wrong, or rather, that he understandably, did not take what he saw through all the way to it's correct end. I say this by way of full disclosure, and so as not to lay at Tolstoy's feet the following. I do not say this to diminish Tolstoy's writings on Jesus, writings that I consider to be the most important works yet available to man - that if deeply understood by thousands, or millions, would more than anything else I can see, Save humanity from the Ecocide and/or larger Technocice that is otherwise in the final stages of dooming all future humans to Earth as Living Hell. ("The Kingdom of God is Within You," "The Gospel in Brief," "The Law of Love and the Law of Violence," these three in particular."
What Tolstoy seems to say as Jesus most central and important point of all, of everything he taught and lived is that - The #1 Path to Humanity, Goodness, Personal Joy, Collective Heaven on Earth... the true, concrete victory over Evil is - DO NOT RESIST EVIL.
As far as it goes, this is patently wrong, incorrect, absurd, WRONG. And let me be clear again, I view Tolstoy as probably the most important intellect for Humanity since Jesus himself.
The shooter in Newtown should not have been stopped? Should not have been resisted? OBVIOUSLY, "Do not resist evil" is NOT what Jesus meant. OBVIOUSLY. Even in Tolstoy's writing:
* Jesus fashioned a whip and drove the money changers from the temple.
* Told the Apostles to secure swords, tho immediately admonished Peter for using one.
* Interposed himself, opposing the evil of those that would have stoned the woman....
And Gandhi's actions, based on Tolstoy's rendering's of Jesus' teachings, too, imply a perception that on it's face Tolstoy, and today's so called proponents of "non-violence" (willful "cowards" in my view, as I've written)... got it totally wrong.
Clearly what Jesus taught was NOT - Do not resist Evil - but rather -
A. RESIST EVIL!!! OF COURSE!!!! HOWEVER, DO NOT RESIST EVIL... NEVER, NEVER, NEVER...WITH EVIL!!!!!! DO NOT RETURN, DO NOT RETURN, DO NOT RETURN... Evil for Evil!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND FURTHER -
B. RETURN GOOD, RETURN GOOD, RETURN GOOD... FOR EVIL; WHEN EVIL IS DONE TO YOU YOU, OR TO ANY OF OUR GLOBAL NEEDIEST FAMILY, OR TO ANYONE, OR TO ANY OF CREATION !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is what Jesus meant, and demonstrated throughout his life; and so with Gandhi, Diane Wilson, Rachel Corrie, MLK Jr.... AND THE FIRST RESPONDERS IN NEWTOWN!!!!! Huh, most would say! They used Violence! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Violence is that which VIOLATES the Good, what is Right, Loving. YES, had the first responders acted out of Hate, intending do the Evil of Harming.... But no reports indicate this! They were putting their own Lives in the way, for GOOD. If I had been the crazed Lanza, SHOOT ME! For Good's sake, STOP ME! For LOVING's SAKE, SHOOT ME. PLEASE!!!!!! Right????? BUT OUT OF LOVE, COMPASSION, UNDERSTANDING... INCLUDING FOR ME AS LANZA, THE CRAZED KILLER!....
Despite a lifetime, and most intensely, more than a decade now of single-minded study and practice of Unviolent Warfare, I didn't see this until just 2 weeks go, deeply pondering Tolstoy's writing. This opens up huge avenues for me to refine approaches that I've taken, or considered; but now refined with what I can imagine will be Geometrically more hopeful prospects of success, than anything I've yet understood!!!!
This is the stuff of ALL, ALL, ALL... Unviolent, Nonviolent Actions: LOVING BOMBS. CARPET BOMBING WITH WEAPONS, WITH RESPONSES, OF 'TOUGH,' OR NOT-TOUGH LOVING, AS THE SITUATION DEMANDS. PERIOD. PERIOD. PERIOD. (Think cancelling out anti-matter with a sufficient amount of matter!)
Of course there is no expectation that any one such 'Loving Bomb' will suffice. Duh. But that it is vastly more the correct type of, characteristic of weapon, of response, of action than I've yet understood to become, to deliver... YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now, Jesus Gospel is this, His Teaching is this as I've recently shared - ***** vlog 'May I Teach You Jesus' Gospel? I 'get it' now.' Loving. Of the two categories of Spirit (psycholgically, neurologically speaking) within us, the Spirit of Loving is our True, DNA intended, Spirit to be dominant, ALWAYS, EVERY SECOND, over the alternative Spirit of Flesh (Selfishness); purely for reasons of optimal capacity, optimal adaptivity for the individual, and optimal adaptivity for the species, under EVERY, EVERY... circumstance; every breath, every second. Silly? This is just EXACTLY to say that in every instance, every breath, every second it is more adaptive, more advantageous for:
* Sanity (Loving) to Reign over Insanity (Loving being Clinical Sanity; Selfishness being Clinical Insanity - anti-social characteristics, even if our societal norms don't so say).
* Maximal INTELLIGENCE (Heart) to Reign over lower intelligence (Flesh/Head).
* Maximal VISION, INCLUSIVENESS of VISION (Loving, Solidarity, Brotherhood, Compassion, Understanding) to Reign over Narrowness of Vision (Animosity, Hatred, Ignorance of, Divorce from, Lack-of-Understanding of).
This new understanding will inform all of my future planning and actions; as I hope it has, and does, yours.
Pre-Emptive, and Re-active LOVING - Waging the Toughest Imaginable, most Relentless, NEVER Ceasing War of Loving against all evil, against EVERY evil act, EVERY evil circumstance, for the INFINITE JOY and HOPE of it, and for the certain, absolute Victory that only such weapons can and would bring.
Cancer Update - Searching for advice, for a way forward 12.18.12
[To:
Doc C., Unity Health Care;
P. G., Patient Advocate at Howard Cancer Center;
M., nurse Practitioner Christ House -
Angels in Residence all three]
Dear, dear, dear Friends,
Doc C., Unity Health Care;
P. G., Patient Advocate at Howard Cancer Center;
M., nurse Practitioner Christ House -
Angels in Residence all three]
Dear, dear, dear Friends,
I
am totally fine, in every way, well, except the cancer, which itself
doesn't concern me much. I was going to resume my 24 hour per day
vigil, in the rain, to avert global ecocide, in front of the Canadian
Embassy last night, but I was so knocked off balance by what I learned
from cancer doc M. at Howard yesterday that I instead returned to a
friends house in Philadelphia where I could have a roof over my head and
try to get my bearings and figure out how to move forward. Yes, sadly,
I'm more of a wimp than I wish I were. But, there it is.
BTW, what I understand from the cancer meeting yesterday is at the end of this email, below.
Expecting
to hear 6 WEEKS of chemo, '6 MONTHS, for STARTERS' is what I learned.
Big deal? This is why it seems to be a big deal for me. As with my dad
before me, I experience that the reason to be alive, and the WAY to be
alive, is to Serve our Global Neediest, 7 days a week, every waking
moment, and this I've done with ever increasing Joy throughout my life
as best I've known to do; and in recent decade "sacrificing" virtually
everything material we value in this society so I could serve the
populations I was called to serve in the ways they seemed to need from
me. Finally, according to each of the 3500 global phd climate
scientists, we have weeks, not years, to finally implement a 6%
reduction of fossil fuel emissions, beginning 2013, or rapidly unfolding
ecocide will be impossible to ever avert; or at best, averting it will
utterly destitute, financially enslave each of the next 200 billion kids
born on earth as they try to survive a planet we've near totally
destroyed, and turned against them. 2013 is the most pivotal year in
human history, and I'm going to be TOTALLY taken out of the fight, for
half of it? This is incomprehensible for me.
So, being homeless, in DC, THANK GOD
Christ House, worthy of the name, seems willing to take me in for the 6 months chemo. But they are necessarily a
massively restrictive environment because a large portion of their
clients are recovering addicts. Hence I'd be facing 6 months of total
removal from my work - zero internet, zero outside communication, zero
ability to study, write, publish - no computer, no online. And my BODY
says YES, go there, the care for my body would be perfect. But my
Spirit says nooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!! You must be able to work, those
days when you are able!
That's the problem.
Can you advise me? If you know of any of the following, or pointers for me to follow up on, please let me know?
1.
Is there a suitable, but less restrictive environment in DC where I'd
have a roof over my head, but the ability to be on-line, at least, those days
that my body
was able? And maybe even free to move about the city when my body was
able; sort of, as any of you would do, that God forbid you were in my
shoes? I mean, people that have homes, they continue to work, many of
them I'm learning, when they go through chemo, just missing some days
when the fatigue is too much.
2.
Would getting care, including Medicaid, in the Philadelphia area be out
of the question? I have friend here that would probably be happy to
have me with them the 6 months. I'd be removed from DC, but at least
I'd be able to work online. Any ideas on how I could see if this is
possible, and make
arrangements?
Thank you friends for all you've done for me.
Any and all reply you can give me will be immensely helpful. Answers? Pointers? Any clarity at all?
Loving u all, no matter what
CANCER MEETING WITH DOC M. AT HOWARD:
* 2 tumors, not one, were found.
*
Pathology report reveals that the larger tumor was fairly advanced, had
been around for quite some time, and probably has been spreading it's
off-spring around my body.
*
The spot on my liver is quite large, and concerns them. They don't
know what it is and have ordered a PET scan for me in early January.
* They've also ordered a brain scan and that's scheduled now for Jan 12th at Howard, as I recall.
* I'm scheduled to meet with Doc M. Jan 15th to review test results and begin final arrangements for the chemo.
*
She spoke of a 6 months regimen - 2 week intervals, come in, get chemo,
wear a pump for 2 days, get the pump removed, come back in 2 weeks,
repeat....
*
If I accept the 6 month treatment my likelihood of survival is 50-60%
after 5 years, and if I were to make it past that point, the likelihood
is I'd survive quite a few more years as well.
* If I refuse the
treatment, so I can keep fighting in these most crucial of all weeks and
months, presumably my odds of surviving and working even 5 more years
goes down pretty dramatically. Wish I had more clarity on this.
12.17.2012
Victims' families share photos of Obama's Newtown visit USA TODAY
| USA TODAY | - |
The White House has not released official photos of President Obama's visit with Newtown, Conn., families Sunday, but several pictures have been posted on social media.
Cancer - I'm a bit in shock. Need some help. I'm OK. 12.17.12
It's not what a thought - 6 weeks chemo.
It's 6 MMMOOONNNNTTTTHHHHSSSS chemo, for starters?
Mid to somewhat advanced were the tumors they removed. Two, not one were found, one quite large and advanced.
Large is the spot on my liver.
6 MONTHS???? God bless Christ House - I know they'd take me, but I'd be dead there - Work, Serving is Life - and I'd be prevented for 6 months?
If I get the chemo - 50-60% survival expectancy by 5 years.
I want to try to get back to Philly tonight late so I can think.
More later.
It's 6 MMMOOONNNNTTTTHHHHSSSS chemo, for starters?
Mid to somewhat advanced were the tumors they removed. Two, not one were found, one quite large and advanced.
Large is the spot on my liver.
6 MONTHS???? God bless Christ House - I know they'd take me, but I'd be dead there - Work, Serving is Life - and I'd be prevented for 6 months?
If I get the chemo - 50-60% survival expectancy by 5 years.
I want to try to get back to Philly tonight late so I can think.
More later.
12.16.2012
INDISPENSIBLE MEDIA: IN THE WAKE OF NEWTOWN, AND EVERY DAY. MSNBC
THIS MEDIA IS A GODSEND.
MSNBC DAILY.
BOOK MARK IT. WATCH IT DAILY. DAILY. DAILY. DAILY.
IN MY LIFETIME I'VE NEVER SEEN THE LIKE.
NOTE ALL, ALL, ALLLLLL OF THE PROGRAMS.
'Up' with Chris Hayes, and MHP (Melissa Harris Perry) are the two Sat and Sun 2 hr programs.
All these programs are free online, posted within 2 hours of airing.
For God's sake, use these, as I have, to return to my Citizenship.
DEMOCRACY IS NOT, NOT, NOT... A SPECTATOR SPORT. DICTATORSHIP, FASCISM ARE.
MSNBC DAILY.
BOOK MARK IT. WATCH IT DAILY. DAILY. DAILY. DAILY.
IN MY LIFETIME I'VE NEVER SEEN THE LIKE.
NOTE ALL, ALL, ALLLLLL OF THE PROGRAMS.
'Up' with Chris Hayes, and MHP (Melissa Harris Perry) are the two Sat and Sun 2 hr programs.
All these programs are free online, posted within 2 hours of airing.
For God's sake, use these, as I have, to return to my Citizenship.
DEMOCRACY IS NOT, NOT, NOT... A SPECTATOR SPORT. DICTATORSHIP, FASCISM ARE.
**** Meet Scott, a young Christ-like, by Whatever Creed
Scott Montgomery was raised in southwest Virginia and was
privileged to have access to a fine education and an environment which
instilled the value of a strong work ethic. By having great mentors such as his
teachers, athletic coaches, Boy Scout leaders, and family members he had
already acquired many values needed to succeed in what they each expected he
should want to achieve. In his last year of high school he learned a lesson of
mortality when his grandmother’s life was cut short after a routine medical
operation. He drove the family to Florida the next night and at the funeral
(with little understanding) he promised that would make her proud.
In college he began to learn how to operate outside of a comfort
zone, until during his second year he learned that he had the digestive
disease, Crohns-Colitis. He was told he would have to take medicines in order
to live with it from that day forward. He learned during the rest of his
studies in accounting at Longwood University lessons of struggle, enduring, and
even dollar value retail method LIFO. He was able to graduate having only
missed one week of class during a hospital stay.
Upon graduating he began studying for the CPA exam and was well
for a few months. This was due to now taking a drug called Remicade in an
intravenous form each month. Six months after graduation he had completed one
of four parts to the CPA exam, but became ill again. By the end of February, he
was in worse health than ever, receiving recommendations to have his colon
removed, and was 90% of the time reserved to his childhood home. Before
visiting a specialist at the University of North Carolina, he had begun
changing his diet and overall lifestyle after learning of individuals healing
without the use of medication. After
discussing his plan with the specialist, he was told that he would return “even
sicker” than his current condition of making trips to the bathroom every hour
of each day.
Scott spent two days completely relearning everything he thought
he knew about food and began a plan to become well. By then he had exposed a
flaw in the common knowledge of Crohn’s disease and no longer accepted that the
cause was a design flaw within his body. He had acquired faith that it was an
absurd idea that he was put here to suffer. Therefore he would one day be
healthy again if he respects and listens to his body. By the end of the summer
after nearly six grueling months he was beginning to live a normal life and he
began studying again.
After this experience and with the help of some new role models,
he began to realize what he had learned over the past six months. These role
models had learned what he was starting to learn, that the goals and
aspirations which he was exposed to until now were goals that are unlikely to
satisfy even the dullest of individuals. How many celebrities have found no
happiness in satisfying all of their material wants and desires?
Unlike his prior role models (who he still uphold as fine
persons who have many things to be proud of) their focus was how to reach true
happiness and improve the lives of others, most importantly the ‘least’ of
these persons. (greatest need)
After finishing the CPA exam he applied for a few jobs with
little enthusiasm, but also one which appeared to be everything he was looking
for and even within two hours of his hometown. Within four days of sending his
cover letter and resume, he was working as an accountant with Kissito
Healthcare and Kissito Healthcare International. KHI at the time was supporting
a government health center in East Uganda and also in process of constructing a
hospital in rural Ethiopia. Scott was excited to travel overseas. Due to having
many wide responsibilities at Kissito, as well as a demanding accounting
position, he was unable to travel during his first one year with Kissito.
In September, Scott was offered the position which he had
originally applied for, with a change of being stationed permanently in East
Africa. The timing was perfect, and he immediately began winding up his affairs
and packing to leave in one month. Over the past year, he had learned many
skills and facets to managing all the support functions of a nonprofit. This
opportunity would now teach him the challenges and skills required to
accomplish goals of sustainably improving the lives of others. He was now
reassured that he was on the right path, by fate or chance he was saved of a
life of pleasure with no purpose. Alternatively he became aware of an
alternative filled with immense and nearly unbearable challenges, but also with
the opportunity to live a valuable life.
Scott is now working in Mbale, Uganda with Kissito as an
accountant as well as completing some small projects in his spare time. He is
currently investigating what areas to greatest serve those with the greatest on
the planet. He is also considering enrolling in a Master’s of Public Health
course through either an African college or online. He is currently setting up a website and
planning fundraisers for a vehicle to both research projects for the long-term
as well as complete short-term projects during his employment with Kissito
Healthcare. If you wish to volunteer, assist financially, or simply join his
mailing list, please email: scott.montgomery at roots-international dot org.
SHARE: Talking Points for Children re Newtown Massacre - Na. Assoc. Schl. Psych.
Our sister Cathy, lifelong elementary school educator, forwarded this. Read. Share.
http://s3.amazonaws.com/dfc_attachments/public/documents/3168494/talkingviolenceNASP.pdf
http://s3.amazonaws.com/dfc_attachments/public/documents/3168494/talkingviolenceNASP.pdf
Cancer Update - I Expect to Resume DC Vigil Tomorrow Night - 12.16.12
My body really hates the plan, but the Spirit of Christ, Loving, within me, is winning out it seems. I Pray so.
My Body craves more time to recover, but it is not necessary for my body, and what is necessary is getting back to fight against the one-sided genocidal war against irreversible Ecocide, stopping my abandonment of Diane Wilson and the few others fighting for your children and grandchildren's future for you; for the Joy, Love, Life and peace of Heart of it.
The incision is still draining. The entire abdominal area feels extremely vulnerable physically, which it is. The Bowel remains unstable. But all of this should be quite manageable after these 14 days or so of healing, back on the street in front of the Canadian Embassy.
Tomorrow at 1pm is the 1st meeting with the cancer doc, in DC. I expect to be told I'll need 6 weeks of chemo beginning mid-January. If so, to my surprise, I expect to accept. If they will allow it, I'll endure the chemo while maintaining the vigil. I've been told however that they will not perform the chemo unless I'm at a place like Christ House, because the immune system gets so compromised. My current guess is that the right choice between between:
A. Reject any further delay or disruption of the vigil in front of the Canadian Embassy, my part of the fight against permanent Ecocide, rejecting the 1.5 months for chemo, thereby shortening my years of service physically here on earth by some number years, presumably. I have no aversion to this. My only concern is that I use every breath to do the most possible Good.
B. Accept the chemo, trading a 1.5 month delay in my Warring, Waging Love, in favor of the possibility of years more to Serve, years more to Live, each Breath, for our Global Neediest Family members.
My current thinking is that despite the Unassailable Truth that every HOUR, every MINUTE NOW is more crucial than at any other time in history with the possible exception of the Cuban Missile Crisis, crucial to avert Global Ecocide by Green House Gasses, my efforts are so invisible, amongst the swarm of we 300 million Affloholics, that I best serve our Global Neediest by accepting the delay, for the chemo.
I'll continue to seek the mind of the Creator, in my Heart (as must you, every breath), but this is what I am Hearing thus far.
My Body craves more time to recover, but it is not necessary for my body, and what is necessary is getting back to fight against the one-sided genocidal war against irreversible Ecocide, stopping my abandonment of Diane Wilson and the few others fighting for your children and grandchildren's future for you; for the Joy, Love, Life and peace of Heart of it.
The incision is still draining. The entire abdominal area feels extremely vulnerable physically, which it is. The Bowel remains unstable. But all of this should be quite manageable after these 14 days or so of healing, back on the street in front of the Canadian Embassy.
Tomorrow at 1pm is the 1st meeting with the cancer doc, in DC. I expect to be told I'll need 6 weeks of chemo beginning mid-January. If so, to my surprise, I expect to accept. If they will allow it, I'll endure the chemo while maintaining the vigil. I've been told however that they will not perform the chemo unless I'm at a place like Christ House, because the immune system gets so compromised. My current guess is that the right choice between between:
A. Reject any further delay or disruption of the vigil in front of the Canadian Embassy, my part of the fight against permanent Ecocide, rejecting the 1.5 months for chemo, thereby shortening my years of service physically here on earth by some number years, presumably. I have no aversion to this. My only concern is that I use every breath to do the most possible Good.
B. Accept the chemo, trading a 1.5 month delay in my Warring, Waging Love, in favor of the possibility of years more to Serve, years more to Live, each Breath, for our Global Neediest Family members.
My current thinking is that despite the Unassailable Truth that every HOUR, every MINUTE NOW is more crucial than at any other time in history with the possible exception of the Cuban Missile Crisis, crucial to avert Global Ecocide by Green House Gasses, my efforts are so invisible, amongst the swarm of we 300 million Affloholics, that I best serve our Global Neediest by accepting the delay, for the chemo.
I'll continue to seek the mind of the Creator, in my Heart (as must you, every breath), but this is what I am Hearing thus far.
***** nd 'Christ-ian's North Star: Our Global Neediest. EVERY BREATH. EVERY BREATH.' Loving
nd 'Christ-ian's North Star: Our Global Neediest. EVERY BREATH. EVERY BREATH.' Loving
12.15.2012
nd 'Flesh, Head know only their own Pleasure, Pain. Heart knows that, but the Pleasure, Pain of All. Hence Head, Flesh FEAR Heart Totally.' Loving
nd 'Flesh, Head know only their own Pleasure, Pain. Heart knows that, but the Pleasure, Pain of All. Hence Head, Flesh FEAR Heart Totally.' Loving
nd 'Our Job is to become Undeserved Grace in the Lives of Others.' Loving
nd 'Our Job is to become Undeserved Grace in the Lives of Others.' Loving
nd 'The likes of Diane Wilson will be killed unless you join them, now, fighting Ecocide.' Loving
nd 'The likes of Diane Wilson will be killed unless you join them, now, fighting Ecocide.' Loving
nd 'Neurologically - the ONLY Joy - Slavely Surrender to the Heart, in Every Breath.' Loving
nd 'Neurologically - the ONLY Joy - Slavely Surrender to the Heart, in Every Breath.' Loving
nd 'Loving resides entirely and only in the Creator's Kingdom - the Heart, Christ's Home. Neurologically. NEVER on Pleasure Island.' Loving
nd 'Loving resides entirely and only in the Creator's Kingdom - the Heart, Christ's Home. Neurologically. NEVER on Pleasure Island.' Loving
nd 'Christ-ian: By their Behavior want's the Kingdom of Loving on Earth more than EVERYTHING.' Loving
nd 'Christ-ian: By their Behavior want's the Kingdom of Loving on Earth more than EVERYTHING.' Loving
nd 'To my immense Joy and Shame I gave all I am to just three; two of whom have discarded me like used toilet paper. So Tragic for them.' Loving
nd 'To my immense Joy and Shame I gave all I am to just three; two of whom have discarded me like used toilet paper. So Tragic for them.' Loving
nd 'The material 'Price' I've Paid to Serve? Price of the Winning Lottery Ticket.' Loving
nd 'The material 'Price' I've Paid to Serve? Price of the Winning Lottery Ticket.' Loving
Christlike: NYT - Newtown Staff Gives Lives for Our Kids
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Sandy
Hook Elementary principal Dawn Hochsprung died in the attack after
reportedly running toward the gunfire to protect her students.
Cancer Update - Hmmm. I seem to have become an Apostle (Vessel) of Christ, a Son of the Creator. 12.15.12' Loving
Cancer Update - Hmmmm. I seem to have become an Apostle (Vessel) of Christ, a Son of the Creator. 12.15.12' Loving
I didn't see it coming, but I seem to have become an Apostle, a Vessel of Christ - the Spirit of Loving, in recent weeks. I'm quite sure of it.
This complicates things. When Jesus had become such a Vessel he chose to live for three years more.
I'm 2 days now without Percoset, and doing ok - able to Serve with little distraction, tho yesterday I slept about 15 hours. Bowel remains unstable - two or three problematic movements per day vs one. I remain hobbled by the signals from my mid-section that they are wayyyyyyyyyy vulnerable, which they remain, depriving me of strength and surety of movement.
Monday in all likelihood the cancer doc will tell me my life depends on a 6 week chemo regimen beginning mid January.
Am I to terminate my life maybe a decade early so I can avoid a 2 month delay that would mean full recovery from the surgery and cancer, by resuming the vigil immediately to avert irreversible Ecocide, or at best the perpetual, near total economic destitution of those children whose parents choose to have them born; as the center of their existence is attempting to survive the Hell on Earth we are NEEDLESSLY handing them? Maybe!
It may be that my vigil at the Can Embassy would anyway, maybe immediately, be temporarily made impossible by preparations and security for the Inauguration of Pr. Obama.
Am to remain among you a while longer as this Vessel of Christ, as a Prayer that others may be more likely to find this Heaven on Earth, as well; or could this be better achieved exactly by forgoing the chemo?
I don't know yet.
I didn't see it coming, but I seem to have become an Apostle, a Vessel of Christ - the Spirit of Loving, in recent weeks. I'm quite sure of it.
This complicates things. When Jesus had become such a Vessel he chose to live for three years more.
I'm 2 days now without Percoset, and doing ok - able to Serve with little distraction, tho yesterday I slept about 15 hours. Bowel remains unstable - two or three problematic movements per day vs one. I remain hobbled by the signals from my mid-section that they are wayyyyyyyyyy vulnerable, which they remain, depriving me of strength and surety of movement.
Monday in all likelihood the cancer doc will tell me my life depends on a 6 week chemo regimen beginning mid January.
Am I to terminate my life maybe a decade early so I can avoid a 2 month delay that would mean full recovery from the surgery and cancer, by resuming the vigil immediately to avert irreversible Ecocide, or at best the perpetual, near total economic destitution of those children whose parents choose to have them born; as the center of their existence is attempting to survive the Hell on Earth we are NEEDLESSLY handing them? Maybe!
It may be that my vigil at the Can Embassy would anyway, maybe immediately, be temporarily made impossible by preparations and security for the Inauguration of Pr. Obama.
Am to remain among you a while longer as this Vessel of Christ, as a Prayer that others may be more likely to find this Heaven on Earth, as well; or could this be better achieved exactly by forgoing the chemo?
I don't know yet.
***** vid Here's Christ's House. WATCH IT.
http://www.christhouse.org/about/index.html
Why aren't you Living like this; if you are not, already?
Why aren't you Living like this; if you are not, already?
***** nd 'Jesus Gospel: Insanity is taking our spirit of Flesh as Reality. Reality is the Spirit of our Heart, Loving, Christ, God....' Loving
***** nd 'Jesus Gospel: Insanity is taking our spirit of Flesh as Reality. Reality is the Spirit of our Heart, Loving, Christ, God....' Loving
nd 'How Tragically we confuse the sad life of working to Be Loved, from the Joyful Life of Loving.' Loving
***** nd 'How Tragically we confuse the sad life of working to Be Loved, from the Joyful Life of Loving.' Loving
12.14.2012
nd 'My Life's work will remain: attempting to Clearly-enough Blaze the one path to Heaven in this Life.' Loving
nd 'My Life's work will remain: attempting to Clearly-enough Blaze the one path to Heaven in this Life.' Loving
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