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9.30.2012
The HOPE of Suffering Near Perfect Solitude, Ferocious Truth to one's Calling
A note from one of the less than 10 in my life that haven't totally fallen away, on facebook, this morning: Happy Birthday (it's this month). You ARE an inspiration.
My reply: You are extremely kind in saying this Craig. Thank you. By being who I am, more relentlessly every day, I repel almost everyone. This has always been true of me but it accelerates as my last vestiges of trying to be what the status quo wants of me, fall away. It always hurt, the isolation that resulted. Finally, I'm running toward it, not the isolation, but the Hope of being 100% what I'm supposed to be, what is needed of me. The way I thought of it this morning was, that I was born to be an important piece of a jig-saw puzzle, but I correctly sensed that by being that, I would NOT fit with so many other pieces, so I tried to contort myself away from being what I was born to be, what was needed of me, so I wouldn't suffer that massive isolation! But after 60 years of trying it this way, I now realize, 1. That self distortion, self mutilation HURTS, and 2. by self distorting, self mutilating, IF THERE ARE ONE, TWO, A FEW OTHER PUZZLE PIECES WITH WHOM I'M SUPPOSED TO FIT, I'M PREVENTING THAT, FOREVER! No more! I'll take my chances. I'll be what is needed of me, for itself, for my love of the Whole. But in doing so, when other 'pieces' more quickly than ever, realize I am NOT a Fit with them, and move away, I'm grateful, I'm happy, because I realize who and what I'm suppose to be is getting clearer, and therefore that if there are those for whom I'm a fit, it will be ever more possible, ever more easy for that potential fit to be seen, and for it to happen. Loving
Post this morning: http://youtu.be/XYoHTXh1XLs
9.29.2012
***** ROFL: Sarah Silverman | Let My People Vote 2012 - Get Nana A Gun
Sarah Silverman | Let My People Vote 2012 - Get Nana A Gun
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypRW5qoraTw
9.28.2012
When I restart the Death Fast....
When, maybe 'if,' I restart the Death Fast:
1. Over the next few days I expect to be posting my thinking, here. So, if you wish to know my thinking, you'll want to check this link, or better yet, subscribe to the daily summary. I do not expect to repeat what I post. If one is interested, they can read, and then we can discuss. Billions of lives depend on our every second, and I for one, will waste not a one, as you should demand of me, and yourself.
2. I'm not open to arguing, but with those of you that have earned it through your kindness (you know who you are) I am open to some further discussion and clarification, and to hear your thoughts, now.
3. But when (if) I restart, one of the things I've learned is that I can't retain the clarity I need for that part of the work if I allow ANY dialog. So, if there is to be any talk, NOW is the time. Once, if, I restart, other than what I've written, said, and blog, there will be zero communication, internet or in person.
I've been holding at the body-weight of Day 15, measuring my calories daily, verified on the scale this past Wednesday - 157 lbs, for me. When, if, I restart, I may start at zero, or Day 15. Not sure yet.
Yes, I am riding a bull, riding a roller coaster, sailing in a storm - external and internal. Detach, if and when you need to. I'll think none the less of you.
I experience my fits and starts this way - if my kid were pinned under a car, and it was only me that was there to get it off - I wouldn't know how, I'd grab this way, I'd grab that way, I'd try this, I'd try that, and I'd keep trying, I'd recognize I was failing, but I wouldn't stop trying, and trying new ways that seemed promising. That's how it is with me.
1. Over the next few days I expect to be posting my thinking, here. So, if you wish to know my thinking, you'll want to check this link, or better yet, subscribe to the daily summary. I do not expect to repeat what I post. If one is interested, they can read, and then we can discuss. Billions of lives depend on our every second, and I for one, will waste not a one, as you should demand of me, and yourself.
2. I'm not open to arguing, but with those of you that have earned it through your kindness (you know who you are) I am open to some further discussion and clarification, and to hear your thoughts, now.
3. But when (if) I restart, one of the things I've learned is that I can't retain the clarity I need for that part of the work if I allow ANY dialog. So, if there is to be any talk, NOW is the time. Once, if, I restart, other than what I've written, said, and blog, there will be zero communication, internet or in person.
I've been holding at the body-weight of Day 15, measuring my calories daily, verified on the scale this past Wednesday - 157 lbs, for me. When, if, I restart, I may start at zero, or Day 15. Not sure yet.
Yes, I am riding a bull, riding a roller coaster, sailing in a storm - external and internal. Detach, if and when you need to. I'll think none the less of you.
I experience my fits and starts this way - if my kid were pinned under a car, and it was only me that was there to get it off - I wouldn't know how, I'd grab this way, I'd grab that way, I'd try this, I'd try that, and I'd keep trying, I'd recognize I was failing, but I wouldn't stop trying, and trying new ways that seemed promising. That's how it is with me.
9.27.2012
Netanyahu praises Obama's stance on Iran Politico
Politico - 8 minutes ago |
In his speech to the United Nations General Assembly, Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu
on Thursday praised President Barack Obama for speaking out against a
nuclear-armed Iran earlier this week at the U.N.. “President Obama
reiterated that the ...
Obama surges with Catholic voters: poll Seattle Post Intelligencer
Seattle Post Intelligencer (blog) - 24 minutes ago |
The country's conservative Catholic bishops took out after the Obama
administration earlier this year, going to court against a mandate that
requires church-affiliated universities and hospitals to offer
contraception coverage in health care plans for ...
Webb to Romney: A 'thanks' would have been nice Washington Post
Washington Post (blog) - 1 hour ago |
Introducing
President Obama in Virginia Beach, retiring Sen. Jim Webb (D-Va.),
condemned Mitt Romney for failing to mention veterans or the military in
his GOP convention speech.
Major unions endorse mass sit-in to defend Canada's west coast ... The Herald
Major unions endorse mass sit-in to defend Canada's west coast ...
The Herald | HeraldOnline.com-22 hours ago
"More than 50 BC communities have said 'no' to these tar sands export pipelines and the tanker traffic they will bring to BC's pristine coastline," said CUPE BC ...
I approve this message: Sam Jackson "Wake The F**k Up" Pro-Obama Ad
Epic! Sam Jackson Debuts "Wake The F**k Up" Pro-Obama Ad (VIDEO)
Israeli Report Says Sanctions Hitting Iran Hard
Israeli Report Says Sanctions Hitting Iran Hard
http://abcnews.go.com/International/wireStory/israeli-report-sanctions-hitting-iran-hard-17335910#.UGSZ7lHAGCc
9.25.2012
NY Daily (GOP) News: ‘Mexican Mitt’ Romney can’t shake the fake in face-off with Latino TV
‘Mexican Mitt’ Romney can’t shake the fake in face-off with Latino TV
Clinton Global Initiative: Romney Personifies Small, Shallow, Snarky, Spoiled
Pres. Obama, Mitt Romney Address Annual Clinton Global Initiative Meeting
President Obama and Republican Presidential Candidate Mitt Romney addresses the 8th Annual Clinton Global Initiative Meeting in New York City on Tuesday. Full Story »9.24.2012
nd ''Family:' The price of your well-being, their last concern.' Loving
nd ''Family:' The price of your well-being, their last concern.' Loving
BREAKING: Eight People Climb Trees And Start Indefinite Tree Sit to Stop ... It's Getting Hot In Here
BREAKING: Eight People Climb Trees And Start Indefinite Tree Sit to Stop ...
It's Getting Hot In Here
This pipeline is a disaster for everyone it touches, from the cancer tar sands extraction is causing indigenous communities, to the water poisoned by inevitable tar sands spills, to the landowners whose land has been seized, and to everyone that will ...
See all stories on this topic »
It's Getting Hot In Here
This pipeline is a disaster for everyone it touches, from the cancer tar sands extraction is causing indigenous communities, to the water poisoned by inevitable tar sands spills, to the landowners whose land has been seized, and to everyone that will ...
See all stories on this topic »
Gallup: Half of those in poverty are political independents Washington Post
Washington Post (blog) - 5 hours ago |
Political independents in poverty
are more likely to lean Democratic and approve of Obama, Gallup says.
But there's a lot to suggest that they're far more politically
disengaged.
9.23.2012
SWEET! Obama Suggests Romney Wants to Take U.S. to War Over Iran Bloomberg
Bloomberg - 18 minutes ago |
President
Barack Obama called on Mitt Romney to clarify his position on Iran and
Syria, raising the prospect that his Republican presidential challenger
might want to start another war in the Middle East.
nd 'Not God, but WE visit our sins on the 7(000)th Generation. Just warning us, God was.' Loving
nd 'Not God, but WE visit our sins on the 7(000)th Generation. Just warning us, God was.' Loving
122-day hunger strike ended on Saturday
The Express Tribune - 11 hours ago |
Ghulam Rasool Sehto's 122-day hunger strike
ended on Saturday. He broke his fast after personal assurances from
Senator Aitzaz Ahsan and Pakistan Baitul Mal Chairperson Zamurd Khan
that Sehto's demands for an end to water pilferage, ghost schools ...
Anti-Obama bumper sticker reflects the same old racial hate The Seattle Times
The Seattle Times - 3 hours ago |
Leonard
Pitts Jr. wasn't shocked to learn about a bumper sticker that reads:
“2012 Don't Re-Nig,” The anti-black sentiment, he writes, has been part
of the Obama narrative since before he took office. By Leonard Pitts Jr. Syndicated columnist ...
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