April 25, 2012
Friends, Family, Secret Service Family…,
I don’t expect the coming days to be easy for me, and sadly,
I don’t expect them to easy for some of you.
I am a warrior, a totally unvivolent warrior, but with warriors, there
is collateral damage. I Love you all,
and seek to minimize damage and pain to you, but I can’t entirely protect you.
I’ve read and or watched virtually everything in the extensive Library, shown on each of my major blogs. Where serious thought or attempt has been
given to unviolent warring (Loving) I’ve studied it. Today, on Earth, there are 10,000’s of
thousands whose lives are devoted to studying and improving upon violent war,
because they realize they aren’t good enough at it yet. And so it is with dozen or so, True unviolent
warriors – we aren’t good enough at it yet, we aren’t powerful enough with it
yet, we don’t understand it well enough yet….
Certainly this is true of me, and it has driven everything out of my
life expect the quest to find and become my little part of our grandchildren’s
solution, cure, rescue, without which, NOW, they are unstoppably doomed to Hell
on Earth.
We are 6 years too late in starting to reduce co2 80% by
2020, but James Hansen says, and he has earned my trust, that if this year,
2012, the world reduces co2 6% and does so every year hence, our grand-kids
have more than a fighting chance.
But thru and including this very second as I type, there isn’t
a snowballs chance in Hell of that happening, despite the fact that it takes
zero new funding, technology, social science.
We’re affloholics willfully in denial to protect our addictive to stuff
lifestyles, and we won’t be bothered. It
is always this way, in every prior human rights struggle.
There are two ways to wake up the affloholic – ‘I’ll kill
you!’, or ‘We’re going to sit here, and your behavior can cause our deaths, but
we ain’t leavin till we have what is rightfully ours,’ a future for our kids,
for the next 50 generations in this case, tho I’d settle for Pr. Obama
declaring all out war on co2 and thereby leading us, as FDR declared all out
war on the much lesser threat of his day.
I’m in; my turn to die; not in disrespect to me, you, but
out of respect to you, and me. On me is a Living Will directing that no
measures be taken to prolong my life. As
of Friday of this week, if not earlier, I will have mentally died to the world –
I will not converse, I will not interact, be it with police, the courts,
lawyers, medical personel, friends…. You all have nieces, nephews, some of you
have kids, most will. They, if they
survive what we are giving them, Planet Hell, they will wonder if they are the
lucky ones, to have survived.
What do you want me to do, sit by and watch this
happen? Cover my ass with tactics and
strategies that have proven 100% inadequate in recent years, decades…
throughout history? I pray I’m more of a
person than that, and so should you. It
is Respect for you and your young ones, not disrespect, that you will, I think,
find me ‘dead already.’ If partners
emerge for this campaign that religiously bring me water, remove my liquid
waste, and return my waste bottles each day, I’ll be able to consume water and
probably last weeks. This is unlikely
the case, in which case I’m not likely to be very functional in as short as a
week or less. But in any case, as of
now, you will find me ‘dead to the world,’ in every respect.
Loving
