CONFIDENTIALLY -
I just sent this to some VERY dear friends, and thought you should
know, hence this BLIND COPY to you, and maybe take my thoughts to heart,
too.
It is NEVER my intent to hurt others, tho more and more I take that risk.
BUT MORE AND MORE I FIND I AM CALLED TO PLAY THE ROLE OF
JOHN THE BAPTIST, OR JESUS - BOTH OF WHOM WERE MASSIVELY HARSH.
DAMAGE - NO! Hurt, be the cause of pain and suffering to, as a consequence
of traveling near me? Yes. Chemo, intense, harsh chemo. Yes. More and more.
To those I sent this to, and to you who I copy, I SEEK TO AVOID
COLLATERAL DAMAGE!!!
Love you,
SL
I just sent this to some VERY dear friends, and thought you should
know, hence this BLIND COPY to you, and maybe take my thoughts to heart,
too.
It is NEVER my intent to hurt others, tho more and more I take that risk.
BUT MORE AND MORE I FIND I AM CALLED TO PLAY THE ROLE OF
JOHN THE BAPTIST, OR JESUS - BOTH OF WHOM WERE MASSIVELY HARSH.
DAMAGE - NO! Hurt, be the cause of pain and suffering to, as a consequence
of traveling near me? Yes. Chemo, intense, harsh chemo. Yes. More and more.
To those I sent this to, and to you who I copy, I SEEK TO AVOID
COLLATERAL DAMAGE!!!
Love you,
SL
----- Forwarded Message ----
From: Start Loving <start_loving@yahoo.com>
To: 0 Start Loving (Wage Love) <start_loving@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thu, July 8, 2010 8:28:13 AM
Subject: Friends - I worry for you...
From: Start Loving <start_loving@yahoo.com>
To: 0 Start Loving (Wage Love) <start_loving@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thu, July 8, 2010 8:28:13 AM
Subject: Friends - I worry for you...
I worry for some of you in our relationship. My rage at the status quo
grows by the day, including what calls itself the "Church" that
some of you have such attachment to, ad to overprivilege in a world of
such desperate want, which others of you cling to, as did I for so many
decades, and at our God Damn Apathy and Chosen, Hypocritical "Helplessness."
I've chosen to discard [sacrifice]
everything material in order to get at the Truth [God] as quickly
and Truly as possible, and it works, and the Truth of our US
middle-class culture of entitlement, privilege, supremacy is Deadly,
Suicidal, Murderous, Cancerous, Masturbatory... and it enrages
me, and more and more I'll be flipping over the tables in the
Temples as best I can, placing only my body at risk, but being
the locus of Hurt for those traveling with me.
I am not asking that our relationship end, that is up to you and
Our Father, but I think it should. Traveling with you has been a great blessing
to me, but I see it being little more than hurt to you going
forward, and I am NOT at liberty to withhold the Truths that
are revealed to me - only to warn those unready for Them to
avoid being on my field of battle, and being hurt.
Your Loving brother forever, no matter what,
Start
grows by the day, including what calls itself the "Church" that
some of you have such attachment to, ad to overprivilege in a world of
such desperate want, which others of you cling to, as did I for so many
decades, and at our God Damn Apathy and Chosen, Hypocritical "Helplessness."
I've chosen to discard [sacrifice]
everything material in order to get at the Truth [God] as quickly
and Truly as possible, and it works, and the Truth of our US
middle-class culture of entitlement, privilege, supremacy is Deadly,
Suicidal, Murderous, Cancerous, Masturbatory... and it enrages
me, and more and more I'll be flipping over the tables in the
Temples as best I can, placing only my body at risk, but being
the locus of Hurt for those traveling with me.
I am not asking that our relationship end, that is up to you and
Our Father, but I think it should. Traveling with you has been a great blessing
to me, but I see it being little more than hurt to you going
forward, and I am NOT at liberty to withhold the Truths that
are revealed to me - only to warn those unready for Them to
avoid being on my field of battle, and being hurt.
Your Loving brother forever, no matter what,
Start
