I'm overcome with emotion, and Love of Pr. Obama.
3.18.2010
I think HC reform will pass. I'm overcome with emotion, and Love of Pr. Obama.
I'm overcome with emotion, and Love of Pr. Obama.
"One cancer to another, 'Grow so you'll have strength to help the body.'" SL
'Grow so you'll have strength to help the body.'" SL
"There's just one way to not starve for Love. Be Love's Source." SL
not starve for Love.
Be Love's Source." SL
3.16.2010
"Life's Secret: The End of our own suffering is in the attempt to Save others." SL
is in the attempt to Save others from theirs." SL
Fw: "It may change, but I am now clueless about fear of death. I used to 'get it.'" SL
Oh, I desperately want to be here to help, as long as I can help!
But fearing death? I just don't get it. When the time is up, it is up!
What's to fear? Twice last week cars almost took my life.
My pulse didn't rise a beat then, or now. This is not about
being careless or reckless. I'm sure it has to do with living
on the battlefield, ALWAYS, for a Mission worth more than one's life.
I find this quite amazing, and I can barely remember my old way, of fear." SL
"The most promising idea on earth: Our Father. We're certainly Dead, without it." CJ via SL
We're certainly Dead, without it." CJ via SL
3.14.2010
"The sole purpose of my body and my blood is to feed Universal Love." SL
my blood is to feed Universal Love.
That's the only reason any of us are here,
as much as we insist on imagining otherwise;
or King, Gandhi, Tolstoy, Jesus... are wrong, and they are not wrong." SL
THE BOOK, IF TAKEN TO HEART, WOULD HAVE PREVENTED HITLER AND WWII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Wrecking Crew:
How Conservatives [ARE RuinING] Government,
Enrich[ING] Themselves, and Beggar[ING] the Nation
(Paperback)
If there had been the equivalent of Thomas Frank's book, in 1930 Germany, EXACTLY 80 YEARS AGO,
AND IF IT HAD BEEN READ, AND TAKEN TO HEART, you and I would not know the
name Hitler, or the words THIRD REICH.
But if there was such a book, IT WAS NOT TAKEN HEART, and the rest is history.
WE ARE 1930 GERMANY, 80 YEARS LATER - TODAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The following I've just put up, with more to follow. THEY ARE NOT A
SUBSTITUTE for the book. GET IT. READ IT. SHARE IT. SEND OUT COPIES.
But in the hours before you get and read the book, these might help:
7 hours ago
7 hours ago
8 hours ago
While we snipe at and pillory this great man, this brother TO us, HE REFUSES TO BE DIVERTED FROM DEVOTION TO OUR LIVES. God damn us. BarackObama.com . JUST DO IT.
and Secondary Education Act to overhaul No Child Left Behind,
the latest step from his Administration to encourage change and
success in Americas schools at the local level.
While we snipe at and pillory this great man,
this brother TO us, HE REFUSES TO BE DIVERTED FROM
DEVOTION TO OUR LIVES.
God damn us.
BarackObama.com . JUST DO IT.
"I'm learning to maniacally stay out of others' business so that I can more fully mind my own." SL
so that I can more fully mind my own.
I am NOT responsible for what ANYONE ELSE DOES, EVER.
BUT I AM TOTALLY RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT I DO, ALWAYS,
EVERY SECOND; and if find that minding my own business RESPONSIBLY
takes every second of my time and every ounce of my energy, to do so well.
I know this is central to why I can be sooooooo difficult to
deal with. Sorry." SL
3.13.2010
Ellen's house, a Godsend to my work; becoming even more of a Miracle?
more than a few months. I was, and remain ENTIRELY, AND TOTALLY unwilling
to divert energy, ANY OF MY ENERGY, from the neediest of Our Family, to my
own survival. But here I am. Thomas was the first to reach out, years ago,
with sandwiches he placed on the bench where I'd sleep sitting up all night
on vigil for Darfur. There they'd be when I awoke. :-|
Then he, with Ellen's approval, brought me in to their base of operations so there would
be a roof over my work for Darfur.
Even after Thomas' passing I've been blessed by Ellen,
and another benefactor of the house, with a bed
and a public space where I can sleep and work when not on my daily
shifts at the White House vigil. I'll do my work living in the streets when
that is what Our Father wants, but my productivity certainly has been
infinitely higher in the space I've had in Ellen's house.
BUT MAYBE NOW MY PRODUCTIVITY WAS JUST PROVIDED A MASSIVE ADDED
BOOST!!!! At least for the moment I've just been afforded a more secluded
room in the house. The house is busy, circumstances are such that
there are frequent interruptions so far in this room... but in the last week I've had two 5 hour
or so uninterrupted blocks of solitude for my work. MY STRESS LEVEL HAS
GONE DOWN BY HALF, IT SEEMS. This room supports a 2nd computer, so
I just purchased one on CraigsList, a 2004 $85 job, but it works. With
it and the laptop Ellen and the other benefactor provided me, by keeping both
loaded down with my video processing, etc, MAJOR BOTTLENECKS
ON MY YOUTUBE WORK HAVE BEEN LIFTED! I feel like one feels when they've
maybe had emphysema, didn't know they had it, but were just put on
OXYGEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Life!
I never count on something like this lasting, not for an hour, not for a second.
That is Our Father's business, not mine. But oh my Goodness, the two glimpses of
solitude, space and technical capacity I've had since this recent room change ARE OF AN EVEN
GREATER GOD-SEND. Maybe. We'll see.
SL dying in prison - Starts this Monday in Federal Court?
I've copied, I feel I owe such a "heads up," as this.
The several premonitions I've had like this before have come to pass -
For 5 years or so now it has seemed inevitable to me that I will die
in prison. This doesn't trouble me. It has never been a nightmare for
me, literally; never a cold sweat; never an elevated pulse (hmmmm, except
the adrenalin from an expected conflict). I suspect it will come to pass in time,
but maybe it is just an acute clarity of how society's ways and mine are anti-matter
and matter - mutually annihilating. Some of you have personally encountered
how stubborn I can be on what seems Important. :-) :-( Standing as close
to the Truth as I do now will likely get me killed, one way, or another - exposure,
starvation, prison, murder.... He certainly does NOT want me by natural causes
just yet, having saved me from two near, might have been fatal near-car hit's last week -
neither my fault. What am I rambling about? This essay grasps the macro-physics-
reality that seems to have me (thank God) and society (thanks to unopposed
Satan / Evil / dEvil), in its grasp:
THE MEANING OF THIS HOUR, ABRAHAM J. HESCHEL
The single most sacred essay I've ever encountered.
Monday, I've been subpoenad to appear in FEDERAL court. No, nothing I've done,yet. As a witness. Late fall, early winter, as I ever sooooooooooooo
vvvvvaaggguuueeeellllllyyyyyyyy recall, upon returning about 11pm from
my evening shift in the Park, in front of Ellen's house was a police cruiser(s),
group of officers, and someone being arrested (I'm pretty sure, I never
looked to see, as I recall). There was a fence slat missing that I'd not
noticed missing before and a police woman, seeing me approach the house
asked if I lived there. I said I did - I respect, and cooperate with the
police, IF and WHEN they operate within their job. ('The only group in this
country I have any respect for is our men and women in uniform - they are
the only group that puts their life on the line for others,' I say to folks
every day at the Park. Gandhi felt similarly.)
She explained that the person they were arresting had pulled the slat off
to attack them with, and that he (?) had done similar things ever so many
times, and that it would be a great kindness to HIM if I "witnessed" that
the slat was from the fence and it had repair worth that I set at $100 or
so. The vaguest of recollections. I DISTINCTLY recall the impression that
my "witnessing" that night WAS ABSOLUTELY THE LAST I'D HEAR OF THIS!
Last week the subpoena arrived.
I gave them my name, the only name I'm known by in DC - Start Loving.
On prior arrests - Pentagon, White House... I've thought to give my old
name as well, but this time, it absolutely never even occurred to me -
I was doing her, the officer, and the person being arrested a "favor!"
Will I be jailed for giving the Feds a "false" name tomorrow? What DID I witness
to? I gave it almost no thought at the time, so I CERTAINLY don't recall now!
I'm required to bring ID. I HAVE NO ID, refusing to have such under Bush.
What if what I can testify to now is in opposition to what I testified to
then? I'LL NOT LIE. I'll be sworn to "tell the whole truth, and nothing
but the truth, so help me God." AND THIS I'LL DO. This is where I expect
they'll get me, cuz I AM IN CONTEMPT OF OUR IN-HUMANE "LEGAL" SYSTEM.
I'LL NOT, NOT, NOT, NOT REFER TO SOME OVER-PRIVILEGED WHITE GUY,
OR WHATEVER, AS "YOUR HONOR." ETC, ETC, ETC.
"Contempt of Court" - is this how the end will start for me? Cuz, I AM TOTALLY in
contempt of a system that incarcerates 2 million poor folks in this country.
Gandhi was asked - 'What do you think if Western Civilization?' He
responded - 'I think it would be a good idea.' He wasn't kidding. Neither
am I. Neither was Heschel (above).
3.11.2010
Refusing to Leave Heaven EQUALS Refusal to Leave the Neediest." SL
EQUALS
Refusal to Leave the Neediest.
This is the Truth of Human Psychology" SL
"Living, Leading, Peace Making equals Generating Universal Love. Period." SL
Leading,
Peace Making
EQUALS
Generating Universal Love. Period." SL
I've been working toward this evolution of clarity on
Leadership, my core interest, hope, competency
for a decade and a half now.
Hmmmm, a 15 year pregnancy is loooooonnnnggggggggggg!
3.07.2010
SL, 25 yr computer exec: "The purpose of automation is to take salaries of the poor for the rich."
"The purpose of automation is to take salaries of the poor for the rich."
NO! I didn't see it that way.
NO! I'm not saying it is an explicit plot. CANCER is not an explicit plot.
Both kill.
BOYCOTT AUTOMATION. PATRONIZE PLACES THAT EMPLOY PEOPLE
INSTEAD OF MACHINES OF THE RICH.
3.06.2010
3.05.2010
URGENT. Will we "see" and rist to Pr. Obama's brilliance? In time?
Catholics fight to mass-murder the born, to save Fetuses
Washington Post
42,000 born die in US each year due to lack of insurance.
Did you see Da Vinci Code? The Catholic Church IS the albino; so twisted and perverted.
3.04.2010
Congressman Grayson: "GOP Weapons of Mass Distraction." Quote of the day.
"GOP Weapons of Mass Distraction." Quote of the day.
These GOPredators guys make Hitler's Joseph Goebbles proud!
Our inaction in the face of their rabid disinformation
campaign is the height of cowardice and treason.
THE SINGLE MOST IMPORTANT BOOK TODAY MAY WELL BE -
The Wrecking Crew: How Conservatives Rule
Thomas Frank (born 1965) is an American author, journalist and columnist for the
Wall Street Journal, authoring The Tilting Yard since May, 2008.
PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE.... READ IT. NOW.
"A no-holds-barred exegesis on the naked cynicism of conservatism in America."—Kirkus Reviews, starred review
"Written with barbed wit and finely controlled anger, he skewers such juicy targets as libertarian strategist Grover Norquist and Michelle Malkin."—Publishers Weekly, starred review "Glorious… Often brilliant… Frank's gloom is leavened by an eye for the unexpected and the absurd."—Los Angeles Times"Frank's gifts as a social observer are on display… His analysis of why there are so many libertarian think tanks in a country with so few libertarians is dead on. In Thomas Frank, the American left has found its own Juvenal."—The New York Times Book Review
"Frank offers one damning anecdote after another. The Wrecking Crew explains how cynical conservatives have wrested control of the government by railing against its very existence, all while using federal perches to funnel billions into the pockets of lobbyists and the corporations they represent."—Time
"Thomas Frank is back with another hunk of dynamite. The Wrecking Crew should monopolize political conversation this year. It's the first book to effectively tie the ruin and corruption of conservative governance to the conservative "movement building" of the 1970s, and, before that, the business crusade against good government going back at least to the 1890s."—Salon.com
"Tom Frank has hold of something real. The Wrecking Crew can be good, spirited fun. Frank captures a quality of exuberant bullying in those of his conservative subjects he knows well enough to identify individually, rather than categorically."—The New Yorker
"Frank's sentences inhale and unfurl with a wit and verve…"—The New York Observer
"Conservatives in office have made their share of blunders and mistakes, and Frank is at his finest in depicting some of the stunning instances of hypocrisy and idiocy in the period of Republican rule."—The New York Post
"Smart, thoroughly researched, and written with wit and panache."—The Wichita Eagle
"A welcome read. There is no doubt that Frank is helping to restore the journalistic and literary standards to political books. Elegant… The Wrecking Crew has the rhetorical power to illustrate the dire consequences of a government sold off piece by piece to the highest bidder. One finishes the book feeling as if one's political vision has been brought into focus."—The Courier-Journal
"A superb follow-up to What's The Matter with Kansas?... Thorough reporting and incisive historical analysis. With genuine outrange and blasts of polemic, but Frank never allows The Wrecking Crew to become just another seething right- or left-wing political tract preaching to the choir."—The Oregonian
"Frank brings invaluable insider perceptions, ardor, and precision to his lancing inquiry into the erosion of democracy and the enshrinement of the mighty dollar… An electrifying, well-researched analysis of 'conservatism-as-profiteering.' This staggering history of systematic greed with inject new energy into public discourse as a historical election looms."—Booklist (starred review)
SL here. Friends EXTREMELY IMPORTANT - PLS ACT NOW
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3.03.2010
"I'm simply your mother, like when a hoard of bullies is attacking you." SL
when a hoard of bullies is attacking you; cuz they are.
You are damn right I'm harsh, rough, aggressive, out-there;
just like she would be if she saw the same attack on you, that I do." SL
"Do you burn hot enough to start a fire?" Start
"She who would give light, must endure burning."
Eleanor Roosevelt
SL here. URGENT, FRIENDS.
President unveils
revised health care plan (2)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qfLH7YLbmLM
3.02.2010
SL here. I found my $.50 Crucifix. That beings tears toward my eyes, why?
See here: http://thechristlikechurch.blogspot.com/
Around Christ-mass time one of the pleasures my suburban zombie
sisters and brothers give themselves is an annual visit to DC to
do something for the poor - their not-my-family. It does wonders to
refresh their illusions that they are not Dead. Did you know that
Washington, DC, capitol of the wealthiest country in history,
in the US is:
#1 most powerful population of elites in the world!
#1 in concentration of the top 10 richest counties as suburbs (3) !!!!!!
#1 in child poverty!!!
#1 in mortality from HIV/AID!!!!
#1 in lowest life expectancy in the country!!!!!
See here:
DN! Washington, DC - 3rd World Capital
Well, anyway, at Christ-mass time they come out from their mansions
in their gated communities with their food bags, my zombie siblings,
or whatever, for we poor. One bag I got had a simple wooden Crucifix,
on the type of faux leather thong you'd use to make something
at summer camp. My $2.50 Crucifix I wear under my clothes, always,
but this one is larger and can go over my clothes. But about 3 weeks
ago it went missing. I looked everywhere. I was sooooo sad to lose it.
What magic draws me to these Crucifixes, and those on my head? Love.
Turns out that my beloved sister Connie found it, and I got it today.
Tears of Joy and Relief came toward my eyes. Why? A $.50 Cross.
Still moves me toward tears hours later.
Reminds me of the time 5 years or so ago my little Catholic sister and
I were in Texas on a business trip. Out of Love for her I attended her
Sunday Mass with her, and we were tapped to carry the chalice and Hosts up
to the alter. I sobbed and quaked uncontrollably. Brings tears
to my eyes whenever I think of it, like now.
Hmmmmm. I do so adore our brother Jesus. I do indeed. So did Gandhi.
He Loved us so.
"'Daily Bread' IS Soul Food IS Serving the Needy. There's none other." SL
IS Serving the Needy.
There's none other." SL
"'Zombies' no longer are fanciful creatures for me. They're but a few of us." SL
They're but a VERY few of us. Clinically. Really.
The living Dead. Who but Dead folks could spend
ANY time on Pleasures when so many are physically
and Spiritually destitute? Only living-Dead People. Really." SL
Teresa of Calcutta: 'The greatest poverty I've seen in
the world is the poverty of spirit in the west.'
Gandhi was asked what he thought about Western
Civilization: 'I think it would be a good idea.'
2.28.2010
"I'm a warrior," Start said to the young Sec. Svc. Officer. "Clearly you are," he replied with entusiastic admiration and approval.
"Clearly you are," he replied with enthusiastic admiration,
respect, friendship and approval.
2.27.2010
"I ship out next week. I'm a Marine. THANKS for what you do," at the Vigil tonight.
in this country I have any respect for is our men and and women in uniform.
I'm TOTALLY AGAINST killing, but I TOTALLY stand for commitment, putting your life
on the line for what you believe, sacrifice for others... and you guys do that;
and everyone else is on the take. Thank you for your service.
The greatest complement I'm occasionally paid is, 'Start, were you a Marine?"
I pray with all my heart he stays safe.
"Give me a military man to fight alongside, any day.
Don't give me any cowards." Gandhi
"I consider myself a soldier." Gandhi. "Me too." SL
http://www.prop1.org
Re: Fwd: This really touched me
[by way of Angel 1st class, Beverly. No kidding.] Psalm 55:22 - you really need to read this. 'Friends are God's way of taking care of us.' This was written by a Metro Denver Hospice Physician: I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the quickie mart building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel. At that moment, everything came into focus for me: the crying woman, the ancient Suburban crammed full of stuff with 3 kids in the back (1 in a car seat), and the gas pump reading $4...95. I asked her if she was okay and if she needed help, and she just kept saying 'I don't want my kids to see me crying,' so we stood on the other side of the pump from her car. She said she was driving to California and that things were very hard for her right now. So I asked, 'And you were praying?' That made her back away from me a little, but I assured her I was not a crazy person and said, 'He heard you, and He sent me.' I took out my card and swiped it through the card reader on the pump so she could fill up her car completely, and while it was fueling, walked to the next door McDonald's and bought 2 big bags of food, some gift certificates for more, and a big cup of coffee. She gave the food to the kids in the car, who attacked it like wolves, and we stood by the pump eating fries and talking a little. She told me her name, and that she lived in Kansas City Her boyfriend left 2 months ago and she had not been able to make ends meet. She knew she wouldn't have money to pay rent Jan. 1, and finally in desperation had finally called her parents, with whom she had not spoken in about 5 years. They lived in California and said she could come live with them and try to get on her feet there. So she packed up everything she owned in the car. She told the kids they were going to California for Christmas, but not that they were going to live there. I gave her my gloves, a little hug and said a quick prayer with her for safety on the road. As I was walking over to my car, she said, 'So, are you like an angel or something?' This definitely made me cry. I said, 'Sweetie, at this time of year angels are really busy, so sometimes God uses regular people.' It was so incredible to be a part of someone else's miracle. And of course, you guessed it, when I got in my car it started right away and got me home with no problem. I'll put it in the shop tomorrow to check, but I suspect the mechanic won't find anything wrong. Sometimes the angels fly close enough to you that you can hear the flutter of their wings... Psalms 55:22 'Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and He shall sustain thee. He shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.' My instructions were to pick four people that I wanted God to bless, especially for the months left in 2009and I picked you. Please pass this to four people you want to be blessed and a copy back to me. Here is the prayer: 'Father, I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and email buddies reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Whe re there is self doubt, release a renewed confidence through Your grace, In Jesus' precious name. And most important, remind them that 1. there is only one Immeidate Family - YOURS, and 2. that the only reason you have us here is to be your Angels, not for the Lesser of these, but FOR THE LEAST OF THESE. Amen.' I know I picked more than four -- you can, too. When Satan is knocking at your door, simply say, 'Jesus, could You please get that for me.' |
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