Material privilege is a pathology, an illness.
10.17.2018
Humankind is my business. The poorest among them my business. Serving them I can joyfully live or die.
Humankind is my business. The poorest among them my business. Serving them I can joyfully live or die.
Do you go around feeding people she asked? Yes, I thought to myself. She said, I ain't never seen nothing like that. I tried to feed Souls. Indeed>>>
Do you go around feeding people she asked? Yes, I thought to myself. She said, I ain't never seen nothing like that. I tried to feed Souls. Indeed.... that's what I'm called to do. That is where the hope is, the only place. Glimpsing for the first time I am that that is why I'm here. Can I do it? Can I do it well? Will I be able to help anyone? Time will tell.
The human species is profoundly, essentially, immoral, destructive, self-destructive except in the most primitive hunter gatherer situations for....
The human species is profoundly, essentially, immoral, destructive, self-destructive except in the most primitive hunter gatherer situations for.... which we evolved. No more moral has become the human species in the 7000 years that we have existed in an environment we were not designed for, agricultural, Industrial, population dense. If I try and live with that perspective the world makes much more sense to me than the illusion I was brought up with that we have become more moral. The Dark Ages followed a substantial Enlightenment, as I understand it. Esoterically, maybe there are slight improvements every Thousand Years. But what does not change is the human propensity among large groups of the population for Extraordinary tribal evil, and for the the silent majority to go along. As then there continue to be extremely moral, profoundly Morrill, outliers, Outsiders. They are my tribe. They are my prospective clients.
10.16.2018
Donnie Dump, a just and necessary consequence for the globally destructive and cruel lives of we Americans, and the human species generally.
Donnie Dump, a just and necessary consequence for the globally destructive and cruel lives of we Americans, and the human species generally.
10.15.2018
The essence of what I know. Serve the neediest soul, as a soul, in solidarity, for the joy of it.
The essence of what I know. Serve the neediest soul, as a soul, in solidarity, for the joy of it.
10.14.2018
I would die rather than accept a middle or upper economic class lifestyle were it offered to me. I'm sure.....
I would die rather than accept a middle or upper economic class lifestyle were it offered to me. I'm sure of it. That would be to leave my family, the neediest in creation, the masses of creation. Who would leave their family? Here in DC it is impossible not to see the Masters of the Universe, those empty Souls, poor souls, they have done just that. Walking Dead people. Thinking the opposite. Madness.
Some days feel like little more than just waiting to die. So hard to find meaning on this overwhelmingly evil planet.
Some days feel like little more than just waiting to die. So hard to find meaning on this overwhelmingly evil planet.
10.13.2018
LSGIABeing.com, my species, the only humanoid species I identify with. Foreign to me, alien, are all but this one in a million.
LSGIABeing.com, my species, the only humanoid species I identify with. Foreign to me, alien, are all but this one in a million.
The lucky ones, of all species, are the ones that die quickly and painlessly, relatively speaking, now, the>>>
The lucky ones, of all species, are the ones that die quickly and painlessly, relatively speaking, now, the thought has occurred to me, and discount it I cannot.
A stinking cesspool of Israeli propaganda, the New York Times is nothing more than this. Putrid filth. A Clash? Clash??? Did >>>
A stinking cesspool of Israeli propaganda, the New York Times is nothing more than this. Putrid filth. A Clash? Clash??? Did David and Goliath have a Clash? Did the Nazis have a Clash with the European Jews? Putrid vial evil vicious lying New York Times.
10.12.2018
Facebook block, 39 days, Sept 26th. Offending post detail.
Overthrowing democracy for personal and Collective gain is the obvious objective of these white pigs in office. But to avoid destroying Kavanaugh's future is their stated objective. Totally completely perfectly clear is that the well-being of America, Americans, democracy, decency, goodness, women's rights, are at Best of no interest to them and more likely part of what they are attempting to finally Crush forever. No disrespect to pigs.
10.11.2018
Mr. McGinley, who told you to do that, the receptionist demanded? Detail
When she first saw me on this last of my visits to the health clinic, this tremendously dear and adorable receptionist, with this funny Sly grin called me James. We were both so glad with the familiarity. She is alternately a drill sergeant and just so Charming. Mid 20s I'll guess. Very stylish, very carefully and attractively groomed. African American woman. She and the other receptionist at this clinic for the homeless are just off the charts in their poise, strength of management, professionalism, good cheer, skills. We have so very much enjoyed encountering one another. This last encounter was not a scheduled medical visit. That was yesterday the last one, a dental appointment. I needed to do something. And the something turned out to be three very large trays of cut fruit from the nearby Walmart, trays in a bag with a card on top addressed to the health clinic team, and inside the card was the message that I needed to deliver to them. Thank you for the rare and extraordinary goodness that you channel to all of us. Signed, your clients. Upon presenting this in a large double-bagged Walmart bag this so Charming receptionist looked up in her controlling mom young African American woman way, Mr McGinley, who told you to do this? I was so taken aback but almost immediately first I pointed up to the sky indicating Creator, whatever that is, and then to my heart. She seemed so stunned with the whole thing. I think in a really really good way. There was certainly enough fruit for the entire staff at this place to have quite a bit. And the same thing was repeated at the other place that kept me for 4 days in support of my colonoscopy.
Why did you take my sweatpants, my medical roommate asked me immediately? Detail
Upon checking in for 4 days in conjunction with my colonoscopy each of we homeless people are very understandably and appropriately required and offered to shower, provide our clothes to be washed immediately, concerned with bed bugs and the like I'm sure, and issued sweat clothing to keep if we like. And to wear if we like while our clothes are being washed. I was issued a blue and white shirt and a seemingly new pair of Grey sweatpants. Upon completing my shower I was briefly in the room that I shared with two other people who had been there for some time I'm sure, African American men, obviously homeless, and the one man in there, substantial amputations due to diabetes I'd be quite sure, why did you take my sweatpants? His demeanor was not extremely hostile and his language somewhat mumbling. Oddly I was not upset by this encounter and I responded several times factually. These are the sweat pants that were on the chair when I reached out after my shower. Put there by the attending nurse, I don't know which one because I was showering. He mumbled some stuff not very happily after that. And for the next day or so when he saw me his demeanor went from quite friendly to others to mumbling things about tattoos and whatnot, obviously trash-talking me and wanted me to hear it. In a world where Liberals are happily sitting by while conservatives destroy everything decent on Earth, such things just don't bother me. But I certainly notice them. Within a certain number of hours this made me a little bit concerned about my clothing disappearing which was now washed and in a bin above my bed so I changed into that clothing. And I stayed in my clothing for several days. But within 24 hours of the colonoscopy as prep was required I became concerned about soiling the clothing I was wearing so I reached for the sweatpants to put them on. The sweatpants were gone. I needed sweatpants so I told the nurse that I thought was trustworthy, mature, about the incident and the major factor that I needed a pair of sweatpants. And I made a point of saying, I do not want an incident here. I had decided that the African-American man was emotionally and mentally distressed. She seemed to understand what I was saying and got me some sweatpants but I did notice that she was writing in what appeared to be a logbook. The next day I was waking up from a long and deep nap. Through my grogginess I heard, did you tell the nurse I took your sweatpants? I chose to respond, and I was very relaxed, I found that my sweatpants were missing and I told the nurse I needed some. I would have gone on in more detail but he rather than wanting more detail and what I took to be a friendly and relaxed manner, startling me, pointed above his area and said there they are. I didn't understand what he was saying but by this time he had walked over to where he was pointing and was holding in front of me the sweatpants that he had taken out of his bin. In what continued to be a friendly and light-hearted way he said, now I don't want any trouble with these folks, here they are, and I have some shirts, if you need any shirts or anything else you let me know. It's you and me, okay? None of this evidence that he was afraid, or worried, but he did take the interaction with the staff seriously. But much more pronounced was a friendliness that I had observed him interacting with African American clients there. And the several times I encountered him in the day or so that I remained at this facility he made it clear that he thought I was a human being, was pleasant, relaxed, and we both enjoyed the interaction. I told the nurse that I wanted to leave those sweatpants for him when I left. She said she needed to talk to the staff about that. I saw him before I left and I said I want to leave those sweatpants for you. Oh no, I have plenty he said, meaning it. I left the sweatpants on a windowsill near his bed.
The African-American driver was so irritating. Detail
Several times she was my driver to and from medical appointments. A mid forties African American woman, nicely dressed, driving a nice new modern passenger van. On our first encounter she was borderline hostile showing the discourtesy of not hiding her shock at my appearance and alarm demanding that I identify myself. Our second encounter wasn't much better. Cold, detached, dismissive. In my perception. The 15 minutes or so trip was the music of her choice at medium volume, what would be considered fairly sophisticated black radio. Totally mindless, artificially Jolly I thought, irritating. On the second or third trip she made a series of phone calls, the first two to an obviously young African-American male to do with getting up, dressing as she thought appropriately with a belt, and being ready to depart for school on time. And then the third call fairly mindless I thought to who I presumed was her husband. The next visit I was glowing with the goodness just sloshed about in the medical office devoted to homeless people that I had just left. And I simply mentioned something about this as I was getting in the car with the same driver. The floodgates opened, although that's totally the wrong wording. We found immediately such shared passion for people being good to one another. The boy that turns out was her grandson, the third generation of children that she has raised. Among the events that she shared in a mutually enjoyed conversation was how he emerged with $20 one day, she inquired and discovered that a neighbor boy had given it to him, a much much older boy, she spoke to the mom, all the issues of possibly even if unintentionally grooming him as a drug Runner or who-knows-what. I quickly saw that her parenting skills are way way way Beyond mine and her Humanity, a third generation of children that she's raising with such care and courage just shocking and humbling me. And the man that she calls, not her husband, but her father that she calls every morning. I don't know what she hears and that radio programming that I considered mindless but for the first time it occurred to me that it is totally understandable and may be necessary self-medicating, for a person who is non-white in this nasty bigoted white-dominated culture.
If all the Liberals instantly went away. Detail
If all the Liberals instantly went away the problem for the conservatives in the lower economic strata would be what? To them in fact the educated Liberals are nothing more than a tax, an oppression, on their lives. No? The exception proves the rule. Liberalism has simply been the prevailing sanctioned means of Oppression for a long time now. It is being overthrown.
Input desired. Prototype image for my new uniform.
If you have strong comments positive or negative, or strong input, now would be a good time to let me know.
This is why the extinction of the human species is a good thing, we the citizen fund it and sit and watch. There is a moral Ark....
This is why the extinction of the human species is a good thing, we the citizen fund it and sit and watch. There is a moral Ark in the universe and it is about to extinguisher human species. That's a good thing.
10.10.2018
Update, last weeks. Detail
The entire reason that I came to DC for what is now almost 4 weeks, flight leaves early morning Tuesday, was to support the great and good man I know whose young son is in a terrible medical situation. The weight of the world is on my friend's shoulders but I have been able to see him and I'm so glad that happened. My sense is that his young son has entered what is likely to be a long battle and at this point all that can be known is that the best medical teams in the world are working with great Passion on his case under the watchful eye and skilled hand of his dad and mom.
It was not my expectation to receive extensive medical care of myself but in fact that has happened. Quite an extraordinary blessing. There are at best Band-Aids on our unforgivable cultural sin of allowing poor in our society, but in Washington DC those Band-Aids exist, put forth by many good people doing the best they know, and I have been a tremendous benefit these recent weeks of that. Long overdue and terribly expensive full body CAT scan with contrast, multiple blood work, and finally a colonoscopy at Georgetown University Hospital several days ago all indicate that in fact no cancer is to be found in this tired old body. Statistically there is a 30% chance that there will be a recurrence of cancer in my colon but a check every 5 years might be sufficient to catch that in time. A place called Christ house is not designed for me, a highly functioning individual, no credit to me, but it is what it was available and it was a tremendous help. All made bearable and productive despite being unable to use internet, because one of the top 10 books on my long waiting list was available and 1/2 of 800 pages are now read, behave, Robert sapolsky, a Must-Read. And although I thought it was far more than necessary, being sequestered for 4 days in a fairly intensive medical facility for the homeless, passing out upon arriving back there after the procedure due to extreme stomach pain, certainly validated that I was there. Several visits have been to my primary care doctor, a combination of Teresa of Calcutta and Paul Farmer, a brilliant extraordinary channel of good into the world. I am alive in significant part due to her and we both really enjoyed seeing each other. She seems genuinely amazed and extremely pleased at my physical strength and health and everything right down to the blood work indicates that this old body is very very very very healthy. And they have a new Young dentist pretty much of my primary doctors caliber, never had better dental service in my life, and probably not as good, tremendous pain management, great care, very respectful explanations, and now four fillings that had somewhat degraded are now replaced and he thinks that these poor old teeth might last me quite a few more years. The previously owned bicycle purchased was quite a wonderful thing. Must be returned on Sunday afternoon. They will buy it back for probably a third of what I paid for it plus accessories that I purchased,. It was very useful to understand what a conventional bicycle feels like under these quite strong thigh muscles carrying not 80 lb of a 750 lb bike but probably 20 or 30 lb of stuff plus me. It's unclear to me how permanent it will be the offline of the last 4 days and the focus on my reading list. It is so hard for me to satisfy my conscience that the right thing to do is to detach from the ongoing minute-by-minute Horror Story, the unnecessary destroying of the Titanic right underneath us but it clearly is not something that I'm going to have any impact on, and I just have to run the risk that people are going to wonder if I really think that maybe things are going to be okay? They are not. All that is possible for any of us is to Channel A little bit of good in the world that the rare individual susceptible to that might be encouraged to find the goodness in themselves and to live out of that. This dictates that I try and find the fortitude, courage, and compassion, to leave the sinking of the Titanic to everyone's apathy, and to see what I can do about becoming better able at channeling goodness into the world for the susceptable One in a Million. This has been my intention quite a few times now before and I failed. Maybe a little more success this time. And last but not least two things. I saw my oldest acquaintance who has become a good and maybe my best friend. It was an extraordinary several days, and I got to see a family that is so dear to me and has been so dear to me up in the Philadelphia area for an evening. That was quite a wonderful gift as well.
Review. Behave, Robert sapolsky. Must read owners manual. Detail
If one owns and nervous system and cares deeply about the world and how things operate this is a must-read owners manual for all who have a nervous system and thinks it matters. It seems to me that this extraordinary it elect, neuroscientist, paleontologist, Stanford University, and great human being, decided to share with us what he has had to come to understand to make any sense of the world and the human beings in it. He is a wonderful writer. Every relevant discipline from Neuroscience to Sociology to evolutionary biology, psychology on and on and on, highly cited, writing that is brilliant, a reflection of his great Humanity.
James is back online. Facebook jail over in a week.....
James remains in Washington DC, colonoscopy which was negative required being in a homeless hospice for 4 days offline. He is back online, the plan is to fly from Washington DC back to his friend the solar human hybrid vehicle in Reno storage. And then to resume traveling to Southern California.
10.04.2018
10.03.2018
9.27.2018
If Trump and Republicans can survive this, America died a long long long long time ago.
If Trump and Republicans can survive this, America died a long long long long time ago.
Vote I will if I have the residency requirements. But not for Mass murderers, so for no Democrat, and no Republican. Possibly Sanders in a national race.
Vote I will if I have the residency requirements. But not for Mass murderers, so for no Democrat, and no Republican. Possibly Sanders in a national race.
Pope Francis. Trust us. It was only your children we molested.
Pope Francis. Trust us. It was only your children we molested.
Truth. Bolivian president to the face of trump, United States could not care less about human rights......
“The United States could not care less about human rights or justice. If this were the case, it would have signed the international conventions and treaties that have protected human rights. It would not have threatened the investigation mechanism of the International Criminal Court, nor would it promote the use of torture, nor would it have walked away from the Human Rights Council. And nor would it have separated migrant children from their families, nor put them in cages.’’
https://www.bloomberg.com/amp/news/articles/2018-09-26/bolivia-s-morales-slams-trump-to-his-face-at-un-security-council
https://www.bloomberg.com/amp/news/articles/2018-09-26/bolivia-s-morales-slams-trump-to-his-face-at-un-security-council
9.26.2018
Kavanagh being put through torture? No you pigs, that's your victims you're talking about.
Kavanagh being put through torture? No you pigs, that's your victims you're talking about.
Photos, pictures, important to my work they are. At this link you can find all of them I think.
Updated many times a day usually. https://get.google.com/albumarchive/105834340090771270335/albums/autobackup posted from Bloggeroid
Kavanaugh is indeed a victim, of his own malignant immorality.
Kavanaugh is indeed a victim, of his own malignant immorality.
posted from Bloggeroid
Young German activists Cristal for old growth forest....
https://www.facebook.com/1911655189104279/posts/2215226638747131/
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My 4 year old nephew, not blood, the worst possible diagnosis almost....
Not malignant, but in a known highly lethal location. Truly sending your soul as a guardian to Arlington Virginia for Max would be a good thing right now. And the rest of his tribe. James
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Blocked on Facebook and messenger for 30 days. An interesting unintended experiment....
An interesting unsolicited to experiment. Does anyone care enough what I have to say to subscribe to the Daily summary? Will they occasionally comment on the posts on my blog? Do I feel strongly enough for the extra effort to do some of the posting on this blog that is so technically easy to do on Facebook? This is all worthwhile.
posted from Bloggeroid
Wow, I am blocked on Facebook and messenger for 30 days for the most innocuous post on the Republicans in Washington. Truth and serious dialogue are not allowed there anymore. Shocking. Alarming.
Wow, I am blocked on Facebook and messenger for 30 days for the most innocuous post on the Republicans in Washington. Truth and serious dialogue are not allowed there anymore. Shocking. Alarming.
posted from Bloggeroid
9.23.2018
What does Creator ask of you?A. Are you doing what people say is right?B. Are you doing what I, in your soul, say is right?
What does Creator ask of you?
A. Are you doing what people say is right?
B. Are you doing what I, in your soul, say is right?
A. Are you doing what people say is right?
B. Are you doing what I, in your soul, say is right?
posted from Bloggeroid
Straight, gay, bisexual, whatever, I don't want to know about your sex life. I don't....
Straight, gay, bisexual, whatever, I don't want to know about your sex life. I don't want to know about my sex life except that thank goodness I waste no time on that anymore. But I certainly don't want to waste time on yours or anyone else's. What a pitiful waste of life.
posted from Bloggeroid
College educated white women crucial Trump base. Let that f****** sink in. Don't talk to me...
College educated white women crucial Trump base. Let that f** sink in. Don't talk to me about the moral superiority of the female gender. Don't talk to me about how women in government will end war. Men wage war to get stuff so that they can screw women. And women demand it. And then deny it.
posted from Bloggeroid
9.21.2018
Hey, I know! Rather than stopping the slaughter of children in Palestine, and Yemen, so much trouble, let's go vegan, and save pets from flooding. So much easier.
Hey, I know! Rather than stopping the slaughter of children in Palestine, and Yemen, so much trouble, let's go vegan, and save pets from flooding. So much easier.
posted from Bloggeroid
I have been given so so so so so so so many undeserved gifts. My greatest horror is that so rarely can I share them. Hugs
I have been given so so so so so so so many undeserved gifts. My greatest horror is that so rarely can I share them. Hugs
posted from Bloggeroid
9.20.2018
I thought I was done voting. I fight in other ways. But it just occurs to me that I can't take the chance that young folks won't stand up. And I wouldn't know until too late.
I thought I was done voting. I fight in other ways. But it just occurs to me that I can't take the chance that young folks won't stand up. And I wouldn't know until too late.
posted from Bloggeroid
9.19.2018
So infinitely far have I to go to be what is needed of me. But each breath I do the best I know. And the direction is positive.
So infinitely far have I to go to be what is needed of me. But each breath I do the best I know. And the direction is positive.
posted from Bloggeroid
In God's eyes, those who are homeless are surely infinitely more Godly then those with multiple homes. Without question. The rare exceptions prove the rule.
In God's eyes, those who are homeless are surely infinitely more Godly then those with multiple homes. Without question. The rare exceptions prove the rule.
In God's eyes, those who are homeless are surely infinitely more Godly then those with multiple homes. Without question.
In God's eyes, those who are homeless are surely infinitely more Godly then those with multiple homes. Without question.
posted from Bloggeroid
9.18.2018
$2,000 from someone I've never met when the mission was dead without it a year ago on the West Coast. A months lodging and technical assistance in North Carolina at the beginning of the voyage when......
$2,000 from someone I've never met when the mission was dead without it a year ago on the West Coast. A months lodging and technical assistance in North Carolina at the beginning of the voyage when the electrical system melted and needed a complete rebuild. Roadside help and then Weeks Later lodging south of Lansing Michigan. There are people dear in my life that have made relatively huge contributions that enable this mission to continue. But absolute strangers I just mentioned. And at least half of those are Trump supporters. And obviously I am not. Obviously my values would be considered liberal but that's not correct. My values are also deeply conservative, loyalty, dependability, hard work, personal responsibility. But everyone on the outside would conclude liberal and yet huge support from those I don't know have come at least half and maybe more from Trump supporters. There is no goodness that is reachable in Trump and his inner circle. They are all crime family. Totally lost. But the same is true of all but one or two Democrats in Washington DC that gladly all but hold the gun shooting Palestinian children in the head or burning them was white phosphorus funded by us and manufactured in US. But the further one gets away from the cities the population goes from practically zero to not quite zero that there is still some element of soul that can be tapped. James
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And then this huge shiny black pickup truck just swerved so he could come within inches of me blaring its horn as it got next to me trying to scare....
And then this huge shiny black pickup truck just swerved so he could come within inches of me blaring its horn as it got next to me trying to scare the s*** out of me. They failed. Just revealing their sickness. What is dying to me? LOL. Absolute certainty it's a trump supporter. They are so hurting, so cowardly, so lost, so fearful, but they lash out and everything. Totally understandable. Horrible. And the trucker is that are universally showing such reverence and care for this vehicle as they give wide berth in passing are mostly all Trump supporters as well. Such troubled times.
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Regarding miracles. In a video log three days ago or so were searching for, this was discussed by me and a friend in crisis found it hugely helpful. That doesn't....
Regarding miracles. In a video log three days ago or so were searching for, this was discussed by me and a friend in crisis found it hugely helpful. That doesn't mean either of us are correct but my life experience has depended upon working miracles which occasionally have been catalyzed by me. The video observes there that sometimes miracles happen, sometimes, after and only after we have given all that we have to give and are about to break, not stop, but break and we will not stop. Sometimes, rarely, Creator, whatever that is seems to find that so irritating that it pays attention and maybe gives a little nudge and sometimes that's what's needed. The idea that there is some little man behind the curtain that pushes buttons is horrible to me. It trivializes everything. It makes a mockery of all truth. But something does happen sometimes. It has just occurred to me based on reflecting on many many decades of experience, is that what sometimes happens is the extraordinary effort, offering or paying of price extraordinary, by the individual and sometimes the group, breaks through the noise of our systems. Our cultural systems, our psychological systems, our systems of government or medical care or whatever it might be. There is all sorts of noise there, a technical systems term. And sometimes the impossible effort against impossible odds is able to raise the situation above that noise and energies get focused and the impossible becomes possible. Even above the Noise Within oneself, and the Noise Within the people around who could otherwise be mobilized in an important way, even Within the subject needing help if that's the case. It causes an energy Transcendence that enables the healing powers of nature, the wisdom of nature, a Transcendent Focus to come to bear. And something else too. It raises the one attempting the miracle to a level of intimate interaction with the necessary forces that enable and inform performance that otherwise would be impossible. Rarely, but that's how it works.
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If I sense the M spot I will interact otherwise not. M for morale. We all have it, and almost never is it available. But when I see it I gladly interact. Or not.
If I sense the M spot I will interact otherwise not. M for morale. We all have it, and almost never is it available. But when I see it I gladly interact. Or not.
posted from Bloggeroid
9.13.2018
Christians, my God is truth, your God is your truth. That's fine, put these killer storms and fires are his response to your violating his truth.
Christians, my God is truth, your God is your truth. That's fine, put these killer storms and fires are his response to your violating his truth.
posted from Bloggeroid
9.12.2018
Liberals believe Books of science created by flawed men over the laws of nature around them and in them. That's a problem.
Liberals believe Books of science created by flawed men over the laws of nature around them and in them. That's a problem.
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