10.17.2018
Humankind is my business. The poorest among them my business. Serving them I can joyfully live or die.
Do you go around feeding people she asked? Yes, I thought to myself. She said, I ain't never seen nothing like that. I tried to feed Souls. Indeed>>>
The human species is profoundly, essentially, immoral, destructive, self-destructive except in the most primitive hunter gatherer situations for....
10.16.2018
Donnie Dump, a just and necessary consequence for the globally destructive and cruel lives of we Americans, and the human species generally.
10.15.2018
The essence of what I know. Serve the neediest soul, as a soul, in solidarity, for the joy of it.
10.14.2018
I would die rather than accept a middle or upper economic class lifestyle were it offered to me. I'm sure.....
I would die rather than accept a middle or upper economic class lifestyle were it offered to me. I'm sure of it. That would be to leave my family, the neediest in creation, the masses of creation. Who would leave their family? Here in DC it is impossible not to see the Masters of the Universe, those empty Souls, poor souls, they have done just that. Walking Dead people. Thinking the opposite. Madness.
Some days feel like little more than just waiting to die. So hard to find meaning on this overwhelmingly evil planet.
Some days feel like little more than just waiting to die. So hard to find meaning on this overwhelmingly evil planet.
10.13.2018
LSGIABeing.com, my species, the only humanoid species I identify with. Foreign to me, alien, are all but this one in a million.
LSGIABeing.com, my species, the only humanoid species I identify with. Foreign to me, alien, are all but this one in a million.
The lucky ones, of all species, are the ones that die quickly and painlessly, relatively speaking, now, the>>>
10.12.2018
Facebook block, 39 days, Sept 26th. Offending post detail.
10.11.2018
Mr. McGinley, who told you to do that, the receptionist demanded? Detail
Why did you take my sweatpants, my medical roommate asked me immediately? Detail
The African-American driver was so irritating. Detail
If all the Liberals instantly went away. Detail
10.10.2018
Update, last weeks. Detail
The entire reason that I came to DC for what is now almost 4 weeks, flight leaves early morning Tuesday, was to support the great and good man I know whose young son is in a terrible medical situation. The weight of the world is on my friend's shoulders but I have been able to see him and I'm so glad that happened. My sense is that his young son has entered what is likely to be a long battle and at this point all that can be known is that the best medical teams in the world are working with great Passion on his case under the watchful eye and skilled hand of his dad and mom.
It was not my expectation to receive extensive medical care of myself but in fact that has happened. Quite an extraordinary blessing. There are at best Band-Aids on our unforgivable cultural sin of allowing poor in our society, but in Washington DC those Band-Aids exist, put forth by many good people doing the best they know, and I have been a tremendous benefit these recent weeks of that. Long overdue and terribly expensive full body CAT scan with contrast, multiple blood work, and finally a colonoscopy at Georgetown University Hospital several days ago all indicate that in fact no cancer is to be found in this tired old body. Statistically there is a 30% chance that there will be a recurrence of cancer in my colon but a check every 5 years might be sufficient to catch that in time. A place called Christ house is not designed for me, a highly functioning individual, no credit to me, but it is what it was available and it was a tremendous help. All made bearable and productive despite being unable to use internet, because one of the top 10 books on my long waiting list was available and 1/2 of 800 pages are now read, behave, Robert sapolsky, a Must-Read. And although I thought it was far more than necessary, being sequestered for 4 days in a fairly intensive medical facility for the homeless, passing out upon arriving back there after the procedure due to extreme stomach pain, certainly validated that I was there. Several visits have been to my primary care doctor, a combination of Teresa of Calcutta and Paul Farmer, a brilliant extraordinary channel of good into the world. I am alive in significant part due to her and we both really enjoyed seeing each other. She seems genuinely amazed and extremely pleased at my physical strength and health and everything right down to the blood work indicates that this old body is very very very very healthy. And they have a new Young dentist pretty much of my primary doctors caliber, never had better dental service in my life, and probably not as good, tremendous pain management, great care, very respectful explanations, and now four fillings that had somewhat degraded are now replaced and he thinks that these poor old teeth might last me quite a few more years. The previously owned bicycle purchased was quite a wonderful thing. Must be returned on Sunday afternoon. They will buy it back for probably a third of what I paid for it plus accessories that I purchased,. It was very useful to understand what a conventional bicycle feels like under these quite strong thigh muscles carrying not 80 lb of a 750 lb bike but probably 20 or 30 lb of stuff plus me. It's unclear to me how permanent it will be the offline of the last 4 days and the focus on my reading list. It is so hard for me to satisfy my conscience that the right thing to do is to detach from the ongoing minute-by-minute Horror Story, the unnecessary destroying of the Titanic right underneath us but it clearly is not something that I'm going to have any impact on, and I just have to run the risk that people are going to wonder if I really think that maybe things are going to be okay? They are not. All that is possible for any of us is to Channel A little bit of good in the world that the rare individual susceptible to that might be encouraged to find the goodness in themselves and to live out of that. This dictates that I try and find the fortitude, courage, and compassion, to leave the sinking of the Titanic to everyone's apathy, and to see what I can do about becoming better able at channeling goodness into the world for the susceptable One in a Million. This has been my intention quite a few times now before and I failed. Maybe a little more success this time. And last but not least two things. I saw my oldest acquaintance who has become a good and maybe my best friend. It was an extraordinary several days, and I got to see a family that is so dear to me and has been so dear to me up in the Philadelphia area for an evening. That was quite a wonderful gift as well.
Review. Behave, Robert sapolsky. Must read owners manual. Detail
James is back online. Facebook jail over in a week.....
10.03.2018
9.27.2018
If Trump and Republicans can survive this, America died a long long long long time ago.
Vote I will if I have the residency requirements. But not for Mass murderers, so for no Democrat, and no Republican. Possibly Sanders in a national race.
Pope Francis. Trust us. It was only your children we molested.
Truth. Bolivian president to the face of trump, United States could not care less about human rights......
https://www.bloomberg.com/amp/news/articles/2018-09-26/bolivia-s-morales-slams-trump-to-his-face-at-un-security-council
9.26.2018
Kavanagh being put through torture? No you pigs, that's your victims you're talking about.
Photos, pictures, important to my work they are. At this link you can find all of them I think.
Kavanaugh is indeed a victim, of his own malignant immorality.
Young German activists Cristal for old growth forest....
My 4 year old nephew, not blood, the worst possible diagnosis almost....
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Blocked on Facebook and messenger for 30 days. An interesting unintended experiment....
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Wow, I am blocked on Facebook and messenger for 30 days for the most innocuous post on the Republicans in Washington. Truth and serious dialogue are not allowed there anymore. Shocking. Alarming.
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9.23.2018
What does Creator ask of you?A. Are you doing what people say is right?B. Are you doing what I, in your soul, say is right?
A. Are you doing what people say is right?
B. Are you doing what I, in your soul, say is right?
Straight, gay, bisexual, whatever, I don't want to know about your sex life. I don't....
College educated white women crucial Trump base. Let that f****** sink in. Don't talk to me...
9.21.2018
Hey, I know! Rather than stopping the slaughter of children in Palestine, and Yemen, so much trouble, let's go vegan, and save pets from flooding. So much easier.
I have been given so so so so so so so many undeserved gifts. My greatest horror is that so rarely can I share them. Hugs
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9.20.2018
I thought I was done voting. I fight in other ways. But it just occurs to me that I can't take the chance that young folks won't stand up. And I wouldn't know until too late.
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9.19.2018
So infinitely far have I to go to be what is needed of me. But each breath I do the best I know. And the direction is positive.
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In God's eyes, those who are homeless are surely infinitely more Godly then those with multiple homes. Without question. The rare exceptions prove the rule.
In God's eyes, those who are homeless are surely infinitely more Godly then those with multiple homes. Without question.
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9.18.2018
$2,000 from someone I've never met when the mission was dead without it a year ago on the West Coast. A months lodging and technical assistance in North Carolina at the beginning of the voyage when......
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And then this huge shiny black pickup truck just swerved so he could come within inches of me blaring its horn as it got next to me trying to scare....
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Regarding miracles. In a video log three days ago or so were searching for, this was discussed by me and a friend in crisis found it hugely helpful. That doesn't....
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If I sense the M spot I will interact otherwise not. M for morale. We all have it, and almost never is it available. But when I see it I gladly interact. Or not.
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9.13.2018
Christians, my God is truth, your God is your truth. That's fine, put these killer storms and fires are his response to your violating his truth.
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9.12.2018
Liberals believe Books of science created by flawed men over the laws of nature around them and in them. That's a problem.
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