No one without a sheathing rage at what we are doing to the Childrens planet, country, to all of creation, can understand me and this mission. I'm quite sure this is in line with Gandhi who said that someone unable to do violence is incapable of waging nonviolence, paraphrase.

No one without a sheathing rage at what we are doing to the Childrens planet, country, to all of creation, can understand me and this mission. I'm quite sure this is in line with Gandhi who said that someone unable to do violence is incapable of waging nonviolence, paraphrase. This seems to be why, as much or more than anything, conservatives relate positively to me face to face, and liberals slink away in this pain. As Chris Hedges observes, liberals have lost the capacity to feel anything. The exception that proves the rule.

Nd. Only those who live with great passion live at all.

Only those who live with great passion live at all.

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Ecocide's Death Fast Day 14. Working round the clock, cept 2.5 hrs sitting-up sleeping. My Being is sprinting on a tightrope to finish my work before ceasing liquids by midnight Sunday. Exhausted, but I'll soon be asleep for Eternity' Loving

Ecocide's Death Fast Day 14. Working round the clock, cept 2.5 hrs sitting-up sleeping. My Being is sprinting on a highwire to finish my work before ceasing liquids by midnight Sunday.  Exhausted, but I'll soon be asleep for Eternity' Loving

nd 'Whatever level of aliveness, intensity, your Heart / Soul are at - I'm dying to intensify it. Maniplation? An MD that is quite insistant about your physical health - manipulation? If anyone, me, or anyone(s) can increase the intensity of Heart / Soul in another(s), A. The Joy of that person, the clinical Health, will be increased and B. The Hope for the World just increased geometrically. Fact.' Loving

nd 'Whatever level of aliveness, intensity, your Heart / Soul are at - I'm dying to intensify it.  Maniplation?  An MD that is quite insistant about your physical health - manipulation?  If anyone, me, or anyone(s) can increase the intensity of Heart / Soul in another(s), A. The Joy of that person, the clinical Health, will be increased and B. The Hope for the World just increased geometrically.  Fact.'  Loving

nd 'Only those Dying to make a difference ever do - All Religions - monks have would-be entrants wait 24/7 at the door, ignored, for weeks, literally before allowing consideration for entry - Monasteries of all Religion. Their version of Marine Boot-camp, or Med School Internship. Yoda, too. See Library Tab, "The Ways and Power of Love," Harvard's Pitirim Sorokin.' Loving

nd 'Only those Dying to make a difference ever do - All Religions - monks have would-be entrants wait 24/7 at the door, ignored, for weeks, literally before allowing consideration for entry - Monasteries of all Religion. Their version of Marine Boot-camp, or Med School Internship. Yoda, too.  See Library Tab, "The Ways and Power of Love," Harvard's Pitirim Sorokin.' Loving

nd 'The Engine, and 'Syllabus' for your Learning Truth, comes in, only in, Finding what you Care for More than Yourself.' Loving

nd 'The Engine, and 'Syllabus' for your Learning Truth, comes in, only in, Finding what you Care for More than Yourself.'  Loving

***** 'WOW. WOW. Truism: AMONG THE POOR is, Is, IS WHERE YOU'LL FIND THE LOVING. NOWHERE ELSE!!! And where else would the Loving chose to be?' Loving Loving

***** 'WOW.  WOW.  Truism: AMONG THE POOR is, Is, IS WHERE YOU'LL FIND THE LOVING.  NOWHERE ELSE!!!  And where else would the Loving chose to be?' Loving

vlog 03.11.13 Cancer Update

***** WOW. Tolstoy on "Religion:" "Every person feels that there is some­ thing great inside him or her. In life, that something — that which cannot be understood — is the most important thing of all. A persons attitude toward that thing is religion."

"Every person feels that there is some­
thing great inside him or her. In life,
that something — that which cannot be
understood — is the most important thing of all.
A persons attitude toward that thing is religion."

***** 03.03.13 Cancer Update. 'JOYFULLY, I'd MUCH rather die than take 60,000 days of life from my kids.' Loving

Yes, the following is a bit rambling, but just a bit. I Pray you watch every second of it. I don't 'plan' any of the sharings on this blog. I don't want to 'taint' what I share by 'planning' it messing with it. It comes to my Heart, then straight from my Heart, to, well, hopefully... Your Heart. At least, I do my part. I share. I make it available to you. With Loving

vlog 02.25.13 Cancer Update

02.13.13 Cancer Update

MRI brain scan fnished just moments ago.  Took about 40 min.  Huge machine.  Massive magnet.  Lie still the whole time.  No idea what they found.  Oncologist meeting Monday at 2pm.

I continue to be 100% Joyful, Loving, Peaceful of Heart, Passionate, Procuductive.  Not my business what the results are.

If the liver is not cancer the decision is probably pretty easy - 6 months chemo.

If the liver is cancer, and the prognosis is low odds that treatment will give more than months - is 6 months partial death, for a few months additional, maybe, is that the right choice, use of our kids funds (ALL funds are our kids funds)?  Uh, probably not.

Interesting.  Oh, given the choice, I'll take the availability of another 30 years, to serve, tho I could end it all in a death fast 12 months from now.  LOL.  But I'd take the option, if it is available.  If not?  Hmmm.  How to best serve in the little time left - how to make every precious second left - count for our kids - tho this has been my Life for 12 years now.  Heaven, on Earth, what Jesus died to give us - the Joy of Complete Service to our Neediest.  Mine.

01.07.13 Day 5 Ecocide's Death, FAST: 'I'm sorry. Truly...

01.07.13 Day 5 Ecocide's Death, FAST: 'I'm sorry. Truly....

I know a few of you really care about what is happening to this cell, this avatar I call 'Loving.'  But I don't. Not one whit.  Couldn't care less.  Not for 1 second in any month, for quite a few years now. Sorry.  I don't.

It is irrelevant what happens to me.

All that matters is that we now, Now, NOW... avert Ecocide that is within months (20% chance it  is too late already)... Ecocide for the next 2000 generations.

I am not this avatar.  I'm not this body.  I'm our current and coming 204 billion kids, and we're writhing in agony, unless some of you change these shadows of what is to come.

Now.