Jesus life was hell, and heaven, Agony, and joy. Mine too. Aug 30

 

I envy you James. With a tear in his eyes I think.

 

James, that was a pretty raw video you posted from the last day or so about everything your life.....

 I mean maybe you're being exhausted and in extreme pain from attempting Katahdin had something to do with it. Are you sure you should have posted that?

WWell, I thought of that, but that's my core oh, it doesn't come to the surface hardly ever like that, but that's my core. I think it was Jesus core.

Desperately self medicating is agony of soullessness, joylessness, this creature every time blaring its horn day after day at the vehicle. Truly pitiable.