After getting my MBA in 1977, a spoiled rich kid but by then with some academic accomplishments, 0 knowledge of the real world, highly introverted and probably autistic to some degree, I fell into a sales and marketing position...

After getting my MBA in 1977, a spoiled rich kid but by then with some academic accomplishments, 0 knowledge of the real world, highly introverted and probably autistic to some degree, I fell into a sales and marketing position.... in the computer industry Dealing with large corporations. For my living I needed to talk to people? I needed to talk to them about products that I thought would be really positive for their business? Talk? This is not something I had ever done. It was absolutely terrifying. But it was go down in flames or somehow figure out how to do this. And I'm remembering that extremely instrumental was finding time, I think in my car, to practice presentations And it was agony to move from my totally complete flat introvert, down tone to gain more and more amplitude. 

But after huge pain and time I began to find that the bars in my verbal and emotional prison began to come down. I was not trying to fake anything. That's impossible for me. But I was trying to unleash my voice and with much pain and practice it happened. And I suppose I have been working on it ever since.

Maybe a slight break through in, James, what are you doing to help? Correct answer? Maybe, Inhabit the world of souls 95% of the time.

This occurred just this morning to James with what seems like an increase clarity. It is pointed to by his 30 or so daily metrics but it may be a common theme that he has been missing and will be helpful to him. His daily examinations and his readings of Sorokin and similar souls Have been nudging him in a direction but it has escaped a clarity to more fully mobilize James energy, harness it, and point it in a direction That can help to fully mobilize James. And

Wow. In Iowa was constant velocity misunderstood as momentum? Seems yes. And stair stepping from one constant velocity to another.

Also A  secondary interest in constant velocity in the lower legs as well. very important to keep it secondary. 

And then the thought occurred. Because of the way things were feeling. That what was constant velocity at the knees and lower legs Was misunderstood as

Major catastrophe looming. And maybe a miracle? Thoughts and

Just this morning this huge Bend in the trailer hitch was seen. In bad visibility last night at slow speed a bad pothole was hit. Maybe that caused the bend or maybe it has been occurring over time. By a miracle there's a shop 18 miles from here, 2 hours if it holds, that can fix it. Thoughts and prayers.

The Phoenix has risen stronger than before. Catastrophe averted narrowly.

Complete replacement, not inexpensive, but totally needed and totally fair. Much stronger now.

James lifelong revulsion, distrust, of monastic orders, horribly too expensive .

James, There are 3 parts of you psychologically. Your entire decades Have worked to teach you that the head and the flesh are the normal part, the natural part, the healthy parts, the part that is essentially human. Thereby totally denigrating the

Cycling, a revolution for James? Savoring the small round object with the knees.

only day 3 or 4 this is inconclusive. But likely to be sustained. 

 Detail may come in days forward if it continues to be so outstanding. 

Item. Not intuitive, counter intuitive. But now discovered and understood brilliant. Makes perfect sense. The machine can operate smoothly if the joints at the knees remains in Near perfect Timing,

Important realization. The misery level around historical great Souls was like that that the human species is now descending into. Solving the material problem was not an option then or now. Confucius, Buddha, Jesus....

Trump and his mob detest you, rob from you and your children and grandchildren, and eventually want you dead.

Sorokin. THE MAIN TECHNIQUES OF ALTRUIZATION AND SOCIALIZATION Like many other...

THE MAIN TECHNIQUES OF ALTRUIZATION AND SOCIALIZATION Like many other instrumentalities, most of the techniques of modification of human behavior can be used for good as well as bad purposes, for

If you were Mother Nature would you allow the human species to continue?

Note to James. Consider this. There is no sustainable life that is not devoted to the well being of all life.

 Comes to mind does this thought With a wonderful poem from a friend this morning. And this post is not to pick on the poem. But as much as in the 1st reading it was liked, and only one reading so far, It raises a long held concerned by James that Almost always approximating the joy of participating with creator, loving Creation, gets perverted into a personal amusement. I mean if loving creation is the force of life, being In contact with it is very positive, no? Yes. But tragically the human nervous system in this slaughterhouse culture these last 7000 years knows how to not continue to unity with that force but rather to use it as an amusement. 

 As yet another pleasure. 

Yesterday someone stopped by the side of the road in their car and wanted to talk so James stopped. pleasant conversation. Both glad that we had it. Burning up his life traveling through all 48 States to Stir a soul instead of immediately burning it up in front of a American slaughterhouse for South American children. The individual was respectful. Yes, I'm a Christian the individual said but I think the buddhists were very correct and I choose to distance myself from the worst horrors of the world. Respectfully and compassionately James shared in return, I find life Exactly in turning toward the emergencies and metabolize in them enough to feed my work without extinguishing my flame. Life only happens in the face of emergency James has Experienced and believed almost all of his adulthood. A central paradox. If you would hold on to your life you will lose it

1.12. Today's saving graces. Cycling. New ball game.

Today's saving graces. 

Item. Friction disk is always a disk and never not friction, never mechanical interface with the vehicle. 

Item. Saver the rolling Between trust and with straw. Saver it. all the time period 

Item. Amazingly Rolling roiling the 3 and a 1/2 inch sphere at the knees strictly adhering to the 2 points above.

Update. Eureka? Maybe so. Savoring Experiencing the spiracle object at the knee. 

 In recent weeks occasionly the notion has come forth of savoring the roiling gap very brief between frousting and withdrawing. Several days ago some experience of a round object at the knees came back quite surprisingly. 

This morning and in this now two hour plus journey the 2 concepts merged and it feels very promising. Savoring constant participation Felt vaguely at the knees with the round object being roiled by the knees.

We have indeed a superabundance of noble moral preachings and of scientifically demonstrated moral verities followed by an extreme scarcity of noble behavior, relationships, and policies

We have indeed a superabundance of noble moral preachings and of scientifically demonstrated moral verities followed by an extreme scarcity of noble behavior, relationships, and policies

The fourth Reich is now. And forever. Must read.

https://www.truthdig.com/articles/how-democracies-die/

Cycling, the final game changer? Savoring every instance of the round object at the knees. More later.

Every real environmentalist is abandoning their agenda to devote everything to ending the pleasure-based way of being. Near 0 r.

Updated. James best friend, daily coach, trainer.

Everything important that James has learned, is learning, about joyful being is embedded in the picture below. Click for higher resolution. Multiple times a day he rates himself 0 to 10 for each of these items for the purpose of achieving the highest possible Joy. It is fluid, his friend, not his master. It is indispensable to him. Live sheet here https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1a4ugngBwua9S5EAhqWHWIxvLXJq4OeELPACs3wbsTSs/edit?usp=drivesdk

 

and, with an Android app called behavioral timer, $2, it took a little bit of figuring out but it gives me a random alert during the day and I stop what I'm doing and go through the trainer. And generally before I go to bed as well and when I wake up. What gets attention grows, what does not get attention gets weaker, Withers, dies.

James' journey: To the Joy metabolism of Soul in charge, leaving behind the pleasure metabolism of h/f in charge