WTF? Constant intake at the perinium??? WTF?

Game changing. will this be Sustainable? Will James remember it or be able to repeat tomorrow and the next day? Stay tuned james. But quite possibly. (no) 

This is an evolution of the last several days, the last

Approx Dec 1.

Drummer. No words.

By global standards James is an extraordinary wimp, Fraidy Cat.

Our consumption has now tortured and killed the children though they don't yet see it. By rights they should Torture and kill us.

James concern about his possible abusiveness of himself and stuff, has been and remains a concern.

but the following thoughts come to mind. John who largely spawned the man Jesus was a bit of a scourge. He was pretty harsh. Jesus himself was pretty harsh. 

would any of this give James license to abuse? Never, not one iota, what then? 

treatment. The good doctor when she

***** James, rotary engine you are, turbine, not to cycle piston. Huge

This crystallization just came today but all top performance efficient and sustainable power that James can recall is best understood this way now. Rotary engine.

The entire experience of that engine is at the perinium in a very small 2 in area. Probably necessary is using the thighs near the crotch to suck energy into that turbine.

Rest, calories, and planning likely tomorrow in Oklahoma City.

, tomorrow unless the weather gets worse

Cycling. Unrecognized elephants in the room will crush you.

One. Participate James, do not, you fool, do not think you can control this 1200 pounds. It will crush you.
Two. Posture. To empower your abs and hip flexors, and disempower your outer extremities.

Three. See number one.

Cycling degree of difficulty way way off the charts. Horrible weather, adverse winds, freezing rain, two chain breaks, two flat tires. We move forward.

Vlogs. Protect reignite soul.

Posture, an elephant in the Room so easy to forget. Hugy impactful.

Wind noise rendered this long important post unintelligible.
Seems to be the first order important elephant in the room. Important, but second-order are things like egg beater perineum, and staying Seated on the narrow hard saddle.

Seconds before passing out got down on the floor of the Subway restaurant tonight at the truck stop.

Massive calorie burn yesterday, 4500 calories, 4200 calorie burn today. Extremely difficult day with high winds and bone chilling cold. Yes wedding gallons with all of the exertion. No logical stopping places short of these extreme expenditures. And quality calories are pretty much unavailable made difficult by the terrible cold and lack of quality food. Why pass out? Unclear. Could be  dehydration, 8500 calories burned in 2 days and fewer than 2000 calories taken in. 2 hours later feeling a bit stabilized. The next 3 days can be more moderate a still allowing arrival in Oklahoma City on Thursday it is hoped. Temperature dropping and precipitation on Wednesday. Snow and rain.

Two Clif bars and two bottles of Gatorade for dinner. Feeling a little bit better.

Courage, it has been said, he is doing what you need to do even when frightened and overwhelmed. I hope that's true.

Video log. Dramatic increase in danger and difficulty these critical next four weeks.

Those that through savagery would dispose of you and yours, the world, are winning, without opposition.