Nd. I spent my first 45 years being carefully raised to be and then practicing as a high priced prostitute, selling my very being to the highest bidder., as an executive in high-tech industries. Yes, I always had strong, deep, moral inclinations that shaped my response, but I lacked the courage to leave my profession which was fundamentally prostituting myself to the system, fundamentally, profoundly, absolutely. I left my $300,000 a year profession about 16 years ago now, giving 100% of my accumulated wealth to my 3 dependents so they could continue on with their life in the matrix which is what they were choosing to do. Since the instant of changing course, leaving prostitution as a profession, I have felt only gratitude relief and regret that I wasted 45 years that I could have been attempting to do good. And having the infinite joy of making the attempt. Yes, all of the intoxications, all of the pleasures, 100%, were left behind me the day that I changed direction. Never have I felt regrets, zero regrets, only relief , joy, aliveness, freedom, health .

I spent my first 45 years being carefully raised to be and then practicing as a high priced prostitute, selling my very being to the highest bidder., as an executive in high-tech industries. Yes, I always had strong, deep, moral inclinations that shaped my response, but I lacked the courage to leave my profession which was fundamentally prostituting myself to the system, fundamentally, profoundly, absolutely. I left my $300,000 a year profession about 16 years ago now, giving 100% of my accumulated wealth to my 3 dependents so they could continue on with their life in the matrix which is what they were choosing to do. Since the instant of changing course, leaving prostitution as a profession, I have felt only gratitude relief and regret that I wasted 45 years that I could have been attempting to do good. And having the infinite joy of making the attempt. Yes, all of the intoxications, all of the pleasures, 100%, were left behind me the day that I changed direction. Never have I felt regrets, zero regrets, only relief , joy, aliveness, freedom, health .

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