I disrespect cancer. I disrespect every mode of life that is not in lived solidarity with the well being of the neediest. I profoundly disrespect all modes of living that on purpose or by accident trample crush, starve, deprive the lives of others, especially of the neediest. What I've just spoken is a revelation for me this morning. Several times yesterday I spoke of how I feel I am drowning in the world's evil. During the night my nervous system seems to have made progress on this issue. This morning it shows me what I have spoken above. It has shown me that all modes of life that are not devoted to the neediest among us are worthy of disrespect, that it is right to disrespect them, that it is wrong to not disrespect, that is to pay attention to, those modes of life not devoted to the well being of the neediest. I will always love every individual creature, but I may actively embrace disrespect of the modes of life that choose self-centeredness over other centeredness with a clarity and sense of purpose I have not had before.
As I wrote yesterday, I am drowning in the evil of the world. Not a complaint, just an honest observation.
But for the first time in many weeks, with what I have spoken above, I am feeling great relief.
It seems that I needed the " approval" of my nervous system, my soul, my being, to disrespect the evil of the "cancer" which is our selected western way of being.
It seems I needed to face much more fully than I was that the evil is going to win, it is going to kill what little good is left, it is going to further torture, and finally drown me.
With all this I am feeling much better so far today, than I have in many weeks now . And for that I am appreciative. And I feel my energy freeing up to continue to do battle.
As I wrote yesterday, I am drowning in the evil of the world. Not a complaint, just an honest observation.
But for the first time in many weeks, with what I have spoken above, I am feeling great relief.
It seems that I needed the " approval" of my nervous system, my soul, my being, to disrespect the evil of the "cancer" which is our selected western way of being.
It seems I needed to face much more fully than I was that the evil is going to win, it is going to kill what little good is left, it is going to further torture, and finally drown me.
With all this I am feeling much better so far today, than I have in many weeks now . And for that I am appreciative. And I feel my energy freeing up to continue to do battle.
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