see detail. For years I'd spend $1000 per week on expenses, just, business expenses - travel, food, lodging.... Now I live on less than $1000 a year. My point - my first 45 years were criminal over-privilege... CRIMINAL over-privilege - luxurious vacations, exclusive suburban living, expensive cars, expensive clothes, expensive restaurants, country clubs.... I WOULD TRADE ANY AND EVERY SECOND THEN... FOR ANY AND EVERY SECOND I HAVE NOW. That life, for me, and for everyone, EVERYONE IS SAW... was JOYLESS... highly INTOXICATING... TOTALLY JOYLESS.... TOTALLY MEANINGLESS (UNLESS STEALING RESOURCES THAT OTHERS ARE DYING FOR IS 'MEANINGFUL.') Every second of my life of Lived Solidarity with my global neediest family these last 14 years or so... has been Heaven, Infinite JOY... and Hell (the pain I keep a the center of my being... of the suffering of the world). I'd trade any and every second of the Intoxicating existence I had then... for the Joyful Life I have now.

For years I'd spend $1000 per week on expenses, just, business expenses - travel, food, lodging....  Now I live on less than $1000 a year.  My point - my first 45 years were criminal over-privilege... CRIMINAL over-privilege - luxurious vacations, exclusive suburban living, expensive cars, expensive clothes, expensive restaurants, country clubs.... I WOULD TRADE ANY AND EVERY SECOND THEN... FOR ANY AND EVERY SECOND I HAVE NOW.  That life, for me, and for everyone, EVERYONE IS SAW... was JOYLESS... highly INTOXICATING... TOTALLY JOYLESS.... TOTALLY MEANINGLESS (UNLESS STEALING RESOURCES THAT OTHERS ARE DYING FOR IS 'MEANINGFUL.')  Every second of my life of Lived Solidarity with my global neediest family these last 14 years or so... has been Heaven, Infinite JOY... and Hell (the pain I keep a the center of my being... of the suffering of the world). I'd trade any and every second of the Intoxicating existence I had then... for the Joyful Life I have now.

M replied on FB:
Did you have a family of your own?
Maybe it would've been a better idea to of done what your doing now but with your previous financial backing. Fight fire with fire?

My reply:
I have now, the Family we are all born with... all of creation. Like most of us I bought the Lie the 'family' are those biologically related. Michael, the stupidity of what you said, and what I tried, the inhumanity of it...the clinical insanity of it... I just can't even reply anymore. I'll help my resource starved human family by taking 1000 times my share... so I have the strength to help them... oh, and to have 1000 times my fair share... I'll support in every way... the 'system' that GUARANTEES that the masses will always be starved????????

?????? F'ing supidity. F'ing insanity. F'ing disgusting. Just bein honest.