nd. I do not make a living. I have always found the idea morally repugnant . But for the last dozen years or so I have had and lived the courage of that conviction, willing each day for it to take my life . I refuse to have my existence be a form of cancer which is exactly what the notion of quote making a living on quote is. We are here, as is every healthy form of life, to serve the well being of the greater body, regardless of the personal price to our selves. This is what I do. I hate the decades I existed in another way.

I do not make a living. I have always found the idea morally repugnant . But for the last dozen years or so I have had and lived the courage of that conviction, willing each day for it to take my life . I refuse to have my existence be a form of cancer which is exactly what the notion of quote making a living on quote is. We are here, as is every healthy form of life, to serve the well being of the greater body, regardless of the personal price to our selves. This is what I do. I hate the decades I existed in another way.