TO THE 7 THAT WERE PLANNING TO FUND THE POSTERS: I’ve been near catatonic these last 20 hours or so, literally confined to bed but for moments here or there..... (detail)

TO THE 7 THAT WERE PLANNING TO FUND THE POSTERS:  I’ve been near catatonic these last 20 hours or so, literally confined to bed but for moments here or there.  I feel you are due this update so as to re-determine if you wish to contribute to the posters as we previously discussed.   I’m going to proceed, using what little funds I’ve hoarded over the months… but based on the following you may and should fully re-consider whether you wish to stand by your pledges of support – and you will have zero second-guessing from me if you pull back.  If you do not pull back, then if and when you send the funding you discussed it will help my work be whole, replenish my funds, for this wave of my efforts, and those to come.  Please let me know what to expect.

I wish I had never been born, to be in a world a country, a time, so evil. I wish I had never been born.  That’s how I feel, deeply.

For almost 15 years I’ve devoted my life to fighting evil – the resource-starved and loving-starved children of abandoned Chester PA, for our family in Darfur being exterminated by their government, for our family in Palestine being destroyed by the Zionis, for our own children and grandchildren having their future destroyed by our non-terminating the use of fossil fuels. In all of these cases I was fighting acts of omission… we, the US, we US Citizens were not stepping up to stop unspeakable evils.

But now for the first time in my life I am “seeing” (I may have missed many others), but I am “SEEING” my country, my government, my fellow tax payers COMMIT GENOCIDE, COMMIT THE EXTERMINATION OF AN ENTIRE PEOPLES  - OUR PALESTINIAN FAMILY.  Because we hate them?  In some cases yes – we have been very thoroughly, carefully, brilliantly taught to fear and hate Muslims.  But in the case of our congress and media, it is GREED AND FEAR that have 100% of Senators and Congresspeople and media BACKING Israel in their Genocide, Holocaust, Ethnic Cleansing, Extermination.  They are literally terrified to not spread the horrific Zioni propaganda lies… and handsomely rewarded for doing so.

We US citizens are so callous we are content to slurp down the Zioni-authored “News” propaganda year after year, decade after decade, and afraid to be the subject of ‘controversy’ so we don’t to the main-stream review of the scholarship and easily available facts – to “see” the unequalled evil of what we are committing through our ignorance.

I never comprehended that this could happen – the US be the PERPETRATOR of the Ultimate Evil – not with our full knowledge, as is the case.  Some of you will rightly laugh, or be angry, at my huge naiveté, ignorance, stupidity, willful  blindness….

I sensed, but only now see, that with the exception of you seven, the armies of FaceBook “activists” are and will talk our  Palestinians literally to DEATH… and will never, never, never pay any personal price to save them.  Further, among those that have been the most dear in my life, most or all will neither ‘talk’ nor ‘support’ my meager efforts (nor anyone else’s) to help our Palestinian family.  I’m not surprised, but now I see it.  How very dark.

I don’t know who I am, what to do, how to live.  I can’t predict me, right now.  I could, yesterday, and the day before… before this hit me so clearly and squarely.  But I’m in a foreign land,on  a foreign planet, in a foreign country… one that commits genocide not just by omission, but by EXPLICIT COMMISSION. 

I’ve also spent many hours agonizing over the execution of this plan with the Posters, and the following insights and changes have occurred to the plan:

1.        Little if any time will be spent in front of the Holocaust Museum.  The intent of the poster effort is NOT to change the mind of the Zionis and their supporters, but to change the hearts and minds of one or two of those uncertain, or on the sidelines.  For what they are, I think the posters can do that IF “SEEN.”  I realize now that the logistics are such that to have the posters in front of the Holocuast Museum – the Posters would not be “seen,” the content would not be “seen,” all that would be “seen” is that someone was demonstrating in front of the memorial.

2.       I DO expect (see #3) to be some combination of A. 3 blocks from the Holocaust Memorial near the Washington Monument; B. Lafayette Park north side of the White House; C. Other high traffic tourist sites that on windier days may shield the signs from the wind, Park Police permitting.

3.       There are three huge logistical factors I’d not considered fully, and will only learn by doing.  The Park Police, the wind, and bleaching of the posters by the sun.  I’ve done man-years worth of work with posters… but never with very light foam core picture posters as is needed now – I don’t have a rolling cart to transport heavy stuff and support vinyl posters, nor heavier PVC ones – so the 14 blocks each way to the places I described – I need light stuff… but that makes the wind a huge factor, how big and manageable, I’ll not know till I try.  As to the Park Police – they may give me zero trouble or make things impossible at all but the north side of the White House where I know the rules and at least in the blocked off street there – I can’t be stopped or interfered with – but are subject to unblocked wind, and a 3^rd factor – sun bleaching of the posters and me – which I need to try and minimize – and there is little or no shade in the blocked off  White House street.

4.       Not only will I be precluded from being on post with the signs on rainy days as I’d alerted you, but certainly heavy, and maybe even light wind days.  I won’t know till I work things out through trial and error.

5.       I DO know that I cannot see another issue for me besides fighting this US EXCEUTED GENOICIDE… until it, or my life force, stop.  I now have ZERO interest in stopping ecocide, global warming, and am prevented by conscience from attempting so unless and until we prove to be a species that will not allow this televised Satanic Genocide to continue.  We are far too dangerous to the universe, otherwise, and I have no right to do anything that might help prevent or slow, the extinction of such a species.  Truly.  In my heart.  Have you seen the movie Noah?

Well, that’s enough for you to decide whether to continue with your funding, or not.  I hope to find my catatonic state subsiding, lifting, and to be on post with the posters by the weekend, if not sooner, using up what little reserves of funds I had.  If you continue with your pledge, that will be a Godsend, but my Loving of you will be unaffected either way.  Oh, and I’ll also have a $27 PA speaker broadcasting tight clips of Pr. Carter reading Palestine: Peace not Apartheid.  The book starts slow (I just finished listening to it last week) but I now understand why the Zionis assassinated Pr. Carter on this issue.  If you listen closely (MUST READ) you can hear him, scream, seethe, with rage, outrage, HORROR at what Israel is doing to the Palestinians with the complicity of the US. 

Pr. Carter’s voice is so recognizable, and in a few short clips that I’ll share with you later, he lays the entire Zioni Genocide out, right at the feet of the Zioni leaders – explicitly, and exonerates the Palestinians, Hamas, PLO….  In my words, not his, ‘a girl being raped by a gang… there are no moral limits on how she fights back… whatever she does to fight back is moral… until they stop.”  This gang rape has been going on for 67 years according to all the historical scholarship in virtually every university on earth, INCLUDING ISRAEL.

Please let me know you r intentions, so I know what to expect, what to look for, or not look for.