nd. Most of the tiny few 'activists' that have fought closely alongside me, were not activists at all, tho I love them. Turns out, they were looking for the father, brother, friend, 'activist identity'... they desperately wanted, and when they find out I am a friend 'WITH' no one, SO THAT I CAN FIGHT AS A FRIEND 'TO' ALL... they instantly, in fury, abandon the relationship. I love them none the less... but so much time wasted. So much potential wasted. In His lifetime Jesus saved hardly anyone, and seems it will go down the same for me.

Most of the tiny few 'activists' that have fought closely alongside me, were not activists at all, tho I love them.  Turns out, they were looking for the father, brother, friend, 'activist identity'... they desperately wanted, and when they find out I am a friend 'WITH' no one, SO THAT I CAN FIGHT AS A FRIEND 'TO' ALL... they instantly, in fury, abandon the relationship. I love them none the less... but so much time wasted.  So much potential wasted.  In His lifetime Jesus saved hardly anyone, and seems it will go down the same for me.