7.20.2013
'My Father’s Kingdom: Where the Last are put First. His Family? Those who do so.' Loving
'My Father’s Kingdom: Where the Last are put First. His Family? Those who do so.' Loving
Friends, HELP ME, help you. My major site is http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/ . I post there, but repost to FB with Twitterfeed. But twitter feed doesn't post videos or pics to FB that I can see. 1. Do you know some other way than twitterfeed? 2. Pls be patient with me, dup posts, and such, while I find something???' Loving
Friends, HELP ME, help you. My major site is http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/ . I post there, but repost to FB with Twitterfeed. But twitter feed doesn't post videos or pics to FB that I can see. 1. Do you know some other way than twitterfeed? 2. Pls be patient with me, dup posts, and such, while I find something???' Loving
nd 'Most of us castrate ourselves by defensively holding that 'our' way of being is the only way, best way.... Arrogance isn't the point; blindness is the point. I've spent my life Yearning that there was a Totally Joyful way if Being, believing there was. I was correct, there is; it is Loving; not the Lusting that we worship.' Loving
nd 'Most of us castrate ourselves by defensively holding that 'our' way of being is the only way, best way.... Arrogance isn't the point; blindness is the point. I've spent my life Yearning that there was a Totally Joyful way if Being, believing there was. I was correct, there is; it is Loving; not the Lusting that we worship.' Loving
7.19.2013
A President Speaks Personally — as a Black Man. BET
Commentary: A President Speaks Personally — as a Black Man
BET-3 minutes ago
Obama offers a deeply personal and effective message about race in America ... verdict that found George Zimmerman not guilty in the death of Trayvon Martin.
***** 'I WONDER WHY VIRTUALLY NO ONE SHARES MY STUFF ON FB, or from my Blog http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/ ? I'm NOT offended, or hurt. I'm sad, not for me, but for those of you that don't, and for those that don't profit from what I share, as a result. Your Brother forever, no matter what, Start Loving ps: I actually KNOW why. I don't blame the Gov, the Corp(ses), the LameStream Media - I BLAME THE ONLY PERSON(S) THAT CAN SAVE US - YOU, ME; AND EVERYONE, Right, Center, LIP-SERVICE LEFT... HATES THAT ABOVE ALL ELSE!!!!! The left being blamed, accepting responsibility, for ANYTHING, is the Ultimate Sin from the perspective of the Lip-Service Left, and blaming others - the ULTIMATE, THE ONLY, VIRTUE!!! (Hint, this is why the Right Detests the Left - and, they've got a point).'
***** I WONDER WHY VIRTUALLY NO ONE SHARES MY STUFF ON FB, or from my Blog http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/ ? I'm NOT offended, or hurt. I'm sad, not for me, but for those of you that don't, and for those that don't profit from what I share, as a result. Your Brother forever, no matter what, Start Loving'
ps: I actually KNOW why. I don't blame the Gov, the Corp(ses), the LameStream Media - I BLAME THE ONLY PERSON(S) THAT CAN SAVE US - YOU, ME; AND EVERYONE, Right, Center, LIP-SERVICE LEFT... HATES THAT ABOVE ALL ELSE!!!!! The left being blamed, accepting responsibility, for ANYTHING, is the Ultimate Sin from the perspective of the Lip-Service Left, and blaming others - the ULTIMATE, THE ONLY, VIRTUE!!! (Hint, this is why the Right Detests the Left - and, they've got a point).'
ps: I actually KNOW why. I don't blame the Gov, the Corp(ses), the LameStream Media - I BLAME THE ONLY PERSON(S) THAT CAN SAVE US - YOU, ME; AND EVERYONE, Right, Center, LIP-SERVICE LEFT... HATES THAT ABOVE ALL ELSE!!!!! The left being blamed, accepting responsibility, for ANYTHING, is the Ultimate Sin from the perspective of the Lip-Service Left, and blaming others - the ULTIMATE, THE ONLY, VIRTUE!!! (Hint, this is why the Right Detests the Left - and, they've got a point).'
[ vid Global Power Shift, 350 dot org ] 'The fossil fuel industry is happy to kill us for their Profits. We're just squandering the little time left until we are willing to Die to stop Ecocide. Are you? Are the folks at this meeting? The young folks of my father's generation, WWI, were, and they won. The folks in Tahrir square were, and they won. Everything less is unconditional surrender, unconditional defeat, Certain defeat. Mother nature holds the clock on this, not we.' Loving
The
fossil fuel industry is happy to kill us for their Profits. We're just
squandering the little time left until we are willing to Die to stop
Ecocide. Are you? Are the folks at this meeting? The young folks of
my father's generation, WWI, were, and they won. The folks in Tahrir
square were, and they won. Everything less is unconditional surrender,
unconditional defeat, Certain defeat. Mother nature holds the clock on
this, not we.
ps: There IS NO "BATTLE" yet. A Battle is when more than 1 party has shown up willing to kill, or die. Only the fossil fuel industry has shown up - willing to kill. No opposition, besides Diane Wilson, and a very few others, have shown up willing to Die to stop them. Fact. You want to spend the remaining seconds of your chance in futile fantasy, or you want to get in the battle putting your life on the line, IN THE WAY? It is your future, your life, your children's life.
ps: There IS NO "BATTLE" yet. A Battle is when more than 1 party has shown up willing to kill, or die. Only the fossil fuel industry has shown up - willing to kill. No opposition, besides Diane Wilson, and a very few others, have shown up willing to Die to stop them. Fact. You want to spend the remaining seconds of your chance in futile fantasy, or you want to get in the battle putting your life on the line, IN THE WAY? It is your future, your life, your children's life.
ps:
There IS NO "BATTLE" yet. A Battle is when more than 1 party has shown
up willing to kill, or die. Only the fossil fuel industry has shown up
- willing to kill. No opposition, besides Diane Wilson, and a very few others, have shown up willing to
Die to stop them. Fact. You want to spend the remaining seconds of
your chance in futile fantasy, or you want to get in the battle putting
your life on the line, IN THE WAY? It is your future, your life, your
children's life.
Trayvon's Parents: Obama's Remarks A 'Beautiful Tribute.' TPM
Trayvon's Parents: Obama's Remarks A 'Beautiful Tribute'
TPM-2 minutes ago
The parents of teen Trayvon Martin reacted to President Barack Obama's ... We are thankful for President Obama's and Michelle's prayers, and we ask for your ...
***** vid Pr. Obama on Trayvon. [That we've monstrously failed Pr. Obama, dooming him thereby to fail, I don't hold against him. It remains, that I don't know of anyone in human history that could have done as well as Pr. Obama under the circumstance of We-The-Ragingly-Affloholic-People having raped and plundered our way to Irreversible Ecocide - leaving him to fight all the evils up to and thru this instant now, ALONE.' Loving
***** vid Pr. Obama on Trayvon. [That we've monstrously failed Pr. Obama, dooming him thereby to fail, I don't hold against him. It remains, that I don't know of anyone in human history that could have done as well as Pr. Obama under the circumstance of We-The-Ragingly-Affloholic-People having raped and plundered our way to Irreversible Ecocide - leaving him to fight all the evils up to and thru this instant now, ALONE.']
Loving
Loving
vlog - WANNA SEE MY MEDIPORT? I'm getting the Chemo infusion now! General update.
A note first thing this morning, my 1st day of chemo, from my most faithful friend in my life, since my dad (tho tragically, few folks have had as many True Friends as I in my life, ZERO credit to me):
"With you today in spitit Thoughts and prayers Love sc"
My reply: "Oh, my sweet, sweet sister. So far, nothing, except Heavenly, Divine Kindness. The couple that have me, the H's, Hyattsville, Md. B's 52, not sure what K is. B is a musician, neglected kid I think he has told me, rebel... turned Angel. K, she may have been born Angel? I've known he worries about finances - dangerously tight? K's income is crucial - she is a beautician(?), has a mail order cooking business(s) - a total giver - works works works, gives gives gives....
Their house is a 1920's Sears Catalog! Low middle income neighborhood - cute, huge lot. NO ONE SHOULD BE LIVING IN ANYTHING BIGGER, OR MORE OPULENT, UNTIL ALL ARE. SHAME ON MY GROTESQUESLY, MURDEROUSLY, ECOCIDALLY, CANCEROUSLY OVER-PRIVILEGED LIFE. Scrubby lot, they grow food, instead of grass(!) , I'm in a tent in the back - and it is like being camping in a State Park some place, for me!!! Heaven! HOT! HUMID. But nothing I can't handle.
You should see how B has fixed up the tent for me - carpet, BED, Chair, Lamp, Side-table, cooler, box fan.... SOOOO LOVING!!!
They really wanted to do this for me, weeks ago, and then, sanely, they had second thoughts, warmed back up to it, and are on fire with it, right now. Just Loving to be Loving to some poor critter in need, so far, HEARTS ON FIRE - full of Joy, which is what, and ALL, that Jesus promised us. THIS is the Gospel - And the Last shall be First. This is the Reward, WHEN WE PUT THE LAST FIRST - the only HEAVEN we'll ever know!!!
As I type, I'm on the first 2 of the 4 chems they'll be filling me with, right now, here at GUH, in this 4 hour regimen. The folks here at GUH COULD NOT BE NICER, or more knowledgeable or professional. I'm in the Right place. The Last shall be First, in my Father's Kingdom.
I've got anti-nausea meds to take as needed. They just gave me a thermometer to take with me cuz inability to fight infection is the gravest mortality issue for me on chemo. About a week out is when I'll be most vulnerable - blood count could plummet.
I've just signed up for a meal delivery thing. My Universal Family, the H's, are vegetarian. They are Lovingly including me in their meals - gourmet. But, I can't, won't, stretch their finances any further than absolute minimum. On the meal plan, I've just signed up for vegetarian too. I don't have the luxury, on the street, of being veg - I gratefully accept whatever the Creator provides - from homeless-food trucks, kind strangers, dumpsters, garbage cans.... But now that I have a choice - vegetarian, like I used to be when I had the luxury of choice. WANNA KNOW WHY?????? PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE... watch this, and share: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PhqP8yOkouU From Farm to Fridge www.youtube.com This video by the organization named 'Mercy For Animals' gives a whole new look into our world of food.
I don't yet know what the next 2 months will bring, even if the chemo doesn't knock me out. I was, I am YEARNING ACHING...to put my body back in the way of the ECOCIDAL, HOMICIDAL, GENOCIDAL... rape by fossil fuels... of our next 200 billion kids, at the Canadian Embassy. But, from what I see with my Universal Family in Hyattsville, with what they, with what the Creator, seem to be offering me thru them - maybe I am to take the first 'rest' from my work in about 10 years and really, really, study, pray, meditate, rest, recover, heal...??? At the moment, seems pretty obvious, but the second, the instant, I feel that MAYBE I am a drag on these Loving folks lives - I'M GONE!
(((HUGS)))"
7.18.2013
nd 'I awoke on the sidewalk at my vigil to a tall, thin, 24ish black man threatening to beat my head in with a pipe (that he was smashing against things around me). I rolled over and closed my eyes, ignoring him. He smashed an overhead street lamp in fury, shouted threats at me, and left. Expectedly, necessarily, the injustice done Trayvon Marin has anger high.' Loving
nd 'I awoke on the sidewalk at my vigil to a tall, thin, 24ish black man threatening to beat my head in with a pipe (that he was smashing against things around me). I rolled over and closed my eyes, ignoring him. He smashed an overhead street lamp in fury, shouted threats at me, and left. Expectedly, necessarily, the injustice done Trayvon Marin has anger high.' Loving
***** Will Europe produce Israeli-Palestinian peace?
nd 'Loving, here. I'm safely arrived at, and installed in my new 'home' for the chemo, in a DC suburb of a literal God-send couple that have taken me in for the chemo. You can't imagine the care, kindness, attention to detail... to my feeling welcome, and Loved. I do. My Father's Kingdom is where the Last are First.' Loving
nd 'Loving, here. I'm safely arrived at, and installed in my new 'home' for the chemo, in a DC suburb of a literal God-send couple that have taken me in for the chemo. You can't imagine the care, kindness, attention to detail... to my feeling welcome, and Loved. I do. My Father's Kingdom is where the Last are First.' Loving
President Carter supportive of Snowden - “America does not have a functioning democracy at this point in time.” Read more:
“America does not have a functioning democracy at this point in time,”
nd 'Were I to do a next poster - 'U R 2 UNLOVING TO STOP FOSSIL FUEL ECOCIDE.' Zombie, Gutless are the runner up words - but Unloving is the Truth.' Loving
nd 'Were I to do a next poster - 'U R 2 UNLOVING TO STOP FOSSIL FUEL ECOCIDE.' Zombie, Gutless are the runner up words - but Unloving is the Truth, and includes the other two :-( .' Loving
7.17.2013
nd 'My functioning is cut a good 40% in this blazing sun, no breeze, all day, in front of the Canadian Embassy. Despite trying to stay hydrated my piss is looks like turpentine. Not good.' Loving
nd 'My functioning is cut a good 40% in this blazing sun, no breeze, all day, in front of the Canadian Embassy. Despite trying to stay hydrated my piss is looks like turpentine. Not good.' Loving
nd 'US, We-The-Sheeple are the Zombie Apocalypse we've been waiting for, Right, Center, and ESPECIALLY THE GUTLESS, LIP-SERVICE LEFT. (Uh, no, this is not a joke. It is deadly, ecocidally serious.)' Loving
nd 'US, We-The-Sheeple are the Zombie Apocalypse we've been waiting for, Right, Center, and ESPECIALLY THE GUTLESS, LIP-SERVICE LEFT. (Uh, no, this is not a joke. It is deadly, ecocidally serious.)' Loving
nd 'Snowden would be suicidal, an idiot, to come back to US for a trial. We have no Legal system, only a tool for the paranoid, hate-filled, insanely affloholic, power elite to exert their will on the rest. Fact. I hate it, but fact. And Snowden is no fool. Tragic.' Loving
nd 'Snowden would be suicidal, an idiot, to come back to US for a trial. We have no Legal system, only a tool for the paranoid, hate-filled, insanely affloholic, power elite to exert their will on the rest. Fact. I hate it, but fact. And Snowden is no fool. Tragic.' Loving
!@#% WHO BUT A DERANGED CRIMINAL COULD WANT TO HURT US? WE ARE SO NICE. WE HURT NO-ONE, AS LONG AS LONG AS THEY ACCEPT OUR RAPING AND PLUNDERING AND DESTROYING THEM!!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH THESE FOLKS??? GOD! WHAT'S WRONG WITH THEM???? Five Revelations From Rolling Stone's Boston Bomber Cover Story Read more: http://www.rollingstone.com/culture/news/five-revelations-from-rolling-stones-boston-bomber-cover-story-20130716#ixzz2ZJr0vI9W Follow us: @rollingstone on Twitter | RollingStone on Facebook
!@#% WHO BUT A DERANGED CRIMINAL COULD WANT TO HURT US? WE ARE SO NICE. WE HURT NO-ONE, AS LONG AS LONG AS THEY ACCEPT OUR RAPING AND PLUNDERING AND DESTROYING THEM!!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH THESE FOLKS??? GOD! WHAT'S WRONG WITH THEM???? Five Revelations From Rolling Stone's Boston Bomber Cover Story Read more: http://www.rollingstone.com/culture/news/five-revelations-from-rolling-stones-boston-bomber-cover-story-20130716#ixzz2ZJr0vI9W Follow us: @rollingstone on Twitter | RollingStone on Facebook
Let me count the ways:
* GENOCIDE OF 50 MILLION NATIVE AMERICANS
* GENOCIDE OF ARAB PALASTINIANS BY BACKING ISRAEL'S BRUTAL ILLEGAL LAND
GRAB, EXTERMINATION
* ENSLAVEMENT OF MILLIONS OF AFRICANS
* KILLED 100,000 - 1,000,000 INNOCENT IRAQI CIVILIANS
* HOW MANY INNOCENT BEING FORCE-FED IN GUANTANAMO
* HOW MANY INNOCENT KILLED BY DRONES, NOT WORTH EVEN RISKING OUR OWN LIVES TO KILL.
* ...
Let me count the ways:
* GENOCIDE OF 50 MILLION NATIVE AMERICANS
* GENOCIDE OF ARAB PALASTINIANS BY BACKING ISRAEL'S BRUTAL ILLEGAL LAND
GRAB, EXTERMINATION
* ENSLAVEMENT OF MILLIONS OF AFRICANS
* KILLED 100,000 - 1,000,000 INNOCENT IRAQI CIVILIANS
* HOW MANY INNOCENT BEING FORCE-FED IN GUANTANAMO
* HOW MANY INNOCENT KILLED BY DRONES, NOT WORTH EVEN RISKING OUR OWN LIVES TO KILL.
* ...
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nd 'Everyone, Everyone, Everyone... Avoiding Personal Responsibility is the very Essence of capitalism today; our Religion.' Loving
nd 'Everyone, Everyone, Everyone... Avoiding Personal Responsibility is the very Essence of capitalism today; our Religion.' Loving
nd 'Rules, when utterly necessary (not just convenient), equally applied to ALL in society, totally required. Rulers, Ruling, totally necessary to reject, even unto one's death as utterly destructive of Humanity.' Loving
nd 'Rules, when utterly necessary (not just convenient), equally applied to ALL in society, totally required. Rulers, Ruling, totally necessary to reject, even unto one's death as utterly destructive of Humanity.' Loving
***** nd ' No one chooses ecocide. We Westerners choose a million little selfish pleasures a day and the result is ecocide.' Loving
nd ' no one chooses ecocide. We Westerners choose a million little selfish pleasures a day and the result is ecocide.' Loving
posted from Bloggeroid
7.16.2013
nd 'WE US Sh*tizens. Yes, I'm pissed. And Yes, it is True - US Sh*tizens, the 1% and the 99% all; my brothers and sisters all. Raging Affloholics on an Ecocidal Orgy Ending all Creation. R, ctr, LEFT.' Loving
nd 'WE US Sh*tizens. Yes, I'm pissed. And Yes, it is True - US Sh*tizens, the 1% and the 99% all; my brothers and sisters all. Raging Affloholics on an Ecocidal Orgy Ending all Creation. R, ctr, LEFT.' Loving
nd ***** Ben Franklin re Snowden, NSA, US: "Those who would give up Essential Liberty to purchase a little Temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety."
nd ***** Ben Franklin re Snowden, NSA, US: "Those who would give up Essential Liberty to purchase a little Temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety."
nd Loving, here. Very hard to work in this sun, in this heat, in front of the Can Emb, all day long.'
nd Loving, here. Very hard to work in this sun, in this heat, in front of the Can Emb, all day long.'
***** nd 'Loving here. I'm willing to lose everything personally for speaking this: THE MOST POWERFUL GROUP ON EARTH ARE THE FEMALES. THE MOST RESPONSIBLE FOR THE FUTURE OF HUMANITY, IS FEMALES. MEN'S PRIMARY ACTIVE DRIVE IN THIS SICKEST OF CULTURES, IS TO WHATEVER IT TAKES HAVE SEX WITH THEM. WHEN WOMEN USE THEIR SEX FOR PEACE, AND TO STOP ECOCIDE, IT WILL HAPPEN. AS LONG AS THEY CONTINUE TO USE IT FOR GETTING MEN TO GET MORE STUFF FOR THEM (INCLUDING HAVING KIDS), WE'RE DONE - THE RAPE AND PLUNDER WILL RUN IT'S COURSE. ECOCIDE - FOREVER.' Loving (it was nice knowing you. Really. Bye. But, it is the Truth.)
nd 'Loving here. I'm willing to lose everything personally for speaking this:
THE MOST POWERFUL GROUP ON EARTH ARE THE FEMALES.
THE MOST RESPONSIBLE FOR THE FUTURE OF HUMANITY, IS FEMALES.
MEN'S PRIMARY ACTIVE DRIVE IN THIS SICKEST OF CULTURES,
IS TO WHATEVER IT TAKES HAVE SEX WITH THEM.
WHEN WOMEN USE THEIR SEX FOR
PEACE, AND TO STOP ECOCIDE, IT WILL HAPPEN. AS LONG AS
THEY CONTINUE TO USE IT FOR GETTING MEN TO GET MORE STUFF
FOR THEM (INCLUDING HAVING KIDS), WE'RE DONE -
THE RAPE AND PLUNDER WILL RUN IT'S COURSE.
ECOCIDE - FOREVER.'
Loving (it was nice knowing you. Really. Bye. But, it is the Truth.)
THE MOST POWERFUL GROUP ON EARTH ARE THE FEMALES.
THE MOST RESPONSIBLE FOR THE FUTURE OF HUMANITY, IS FEMALES.
MEN'S PRIMARY ACTIVE DRIVE IN THIS SICKEST OF CULTURES,
IS TO WHATEVER IT TAKES HAVE SEX WITH THEM.
WHEN WOMEN USE THEIR SEX FOR
PEACE, AND TO STOP ECOCIDE, IT WILL HAPPEN. AS LONG AS
THEY CONTINUE TO USE IT FOR GETTING MEN TO GET MORE STUFF
FOR THEM (INCLUDING HAVING KIDS), WE'RE DONE -
THE RAPE AND PLUNDER WILL RUN IT'S COURSE.
ECOCIDE - FOREVER.'
Loving (it was nice knowing you. Really. Bye. But, it is the Truth.)
"We hack network backbones - like huge Internet routers, basically - that give us access to the communications of hundreds of thousands of computers without having to hack every single one," Snowden
"We hack network backbones - like huge Internet routers, basically -
that give us access to the communications of hundreds of thousands of
computers without having to hack every single one," Snowden
"And the Last shall be First...." THAT'S HOW IT IS, IN LOVING, THE KINGDOM, LOVING, RIGHT??? ARE YOU OF THE KINGDOM? US, IS NOT. NOT, DID I SAY NOT? TRAVON MARTIN.' Loving
"And the Last shall be First...." THAT'S HOW IT IS, IN LOVING, THE KINGDOM, LOVING, RIGHT??? ARE YOU OF THE KINGDOM? US, IS NOT. NOT. DID I SAY NOT? TRAYVON MARTIN.' Loving
7.15.2013
When we destroy something created by man we call it vandalism. When we destroy what God created, we call it Progress.
When we destroy something created by man we call it vandalism. When we destroy what God created, we call it Progress.
nd "GOD, PLEASE LET US SAVE OURSELVES, BY CRASHING THE WORLD ECONOMY, NOW. Nothing else will." Loving
"GOD, PLEASE LET US SAVE OURSELVES, BY CRASHING THE WORLD ECONOMY, NOW. Nothing else will." Loving
Cancer, etc, update
Yesterday, about 7:40 pm, I went to CVS and got 4 bottles of Gatorade for me and some cold cokes for Len and Tony (Hawk never accepts anything from me). I expected the Gatorades would last me till this afternoon. It is really hot here, in the blaring sun, on the sidewalk, here in front of the Can Embassy, all day long. Well, all 4 bottles were drained, about a gallon, I figure, before bed time, and by morning I'd really not peed at all. Most of the time I feel quite well, but occasionally, quite sick from the sun.
There was a brief indication this morning, unexpected, that the CCNV Infirmary had rethought their requirement that I, we, surrender our basic rights to be treated as humans upon entry, but as the day wore on, that does not seem to be transpiring. (It is odd, I think, but I'm all of a sudden getting a glimpse of why the Right hates Government Staffers. I'm not saying it is justified, but I am getting a glimpse of why. No sense of accountability, in some cases. They've got their job, on tax-payer $, now, screw you. But much more than that it is - abuse the homeless, the financially poor, because YOU CAN, and not get hit back! No, I'm not bitter. Just sad. And tired. So much inhumanity.)
Mind you, the only group in this country I have any respect for is our public workers - army, nurses, docs, public servants.... I suppose what is most amazing, in our sick, dying culture, is that there are folks like Doc Cardile, Nurse Beth, Soc Wrkr Steph... that keep their Loving Humanity and Serving no matter what. Awe Inspiring.
My Family in Hyattsville has continued God-ly arrangements for me to stay with them. God-send.
Just heard from GUH (hosp), an Angel social worker there that's really been stepping up to be a Sister, an Angel, to me. The Infusion does NOT start tomorrow, but Friday. I'm GUESSING that at my 9:30am tomorrow I'll be told Good News, that the pharma has been persuaded by GUH to include me in the Drug Trial, despite the operation expected to conclude my 2 mos chemo. In any case, I'll know more after my 9:30 tomorrow with Doc H. I may be there for many hours tomorrow on pre-Trial Test stuff.
[[[Update. Just heard from my beloved oncologist, Doc H, and no, the pharma turned me down. My understanding is that the major impact to me and my future in this, is that less of my time will be required for tests, many days less. But I'm sorry for Doc H, cuz I think it would have been helpful to his work. :-( ]]]
If this holds, I'll maintain my stand against Ecocide by Fossil Fuels, in the blazing heat, till Thursday, and then go to Hyattsville, get set up there, and start Chemo infusion on Friday.
My Angel Ms. Joanne at GUH is positioning to arrange with volunteer drivers to take me to and from my infusions, and for 3 meals per day. My my my. Goodness is sooooo rare, but there still are shreds.
There was a brief indication this morning, unexpected, that the CCNV Infirmary had rethought their requirement that I, we, surrender our basic rights to be treated as humans upon entry, but as the day wore on, that does not seem to be transpiring. (It is odd, I think, but I'm all of a sudden getting a glimpse of why the Right hates Government Staffers. I'm not saying it is justified, but I am getting a glimpse of why. No sense of accountability, in some cases. They've got their job, on tax-payer $, now, screw you. But much more than that it is - abuse the homeless, the financially poor, because YOU CAN, and not get hit back! No, I'm not bitter. Just sad. And tired. So much inhumanity.)
Mind you, the only group in this country I have any respect for is our public workers - army, nurses, docs, public servants.... I suppose what is most amazing, in our sick, dying culture, is that there are folks like Doc Cardile, Nurse Beth, Soc Wrkr Steph... that keep their Loving Humanity and Serving no matter what. Awe Inspiring.
My Family in Hyattsville has continued God-ly arrangements for me to stay with them. God-send.
Just heard from GUH (hosp), an Angel social worker there that's really been stepping up to be a Sister, an Angel, to me. The Infusion does NOT start tomorrow, but Friday. I'm GUESSING that at my 9:30am tomorrow I'll be told Good News, that the pharma has been persuaded by GUH to include me in the Drug Trial, despite the operation expected to conclude my 2 mos chemo. In any case, I'll know more after my 9:30 tomorrow with Doc H. I may be there for many hours tomorrow on pre-Trial Test stuff.
[[[Update. Just heard from my beloved oncologist, Doc H, and no, the pharma turned me down. My understanding is that the major impact to me and my future in this, is that less of my time will be required for tests, many days less. But I'm sorry for Doc H, cuz I think it would have been helpful to his work. :-( ]]]
If this holds, I'll maintain my stand against Ecocide by Fossil Fuels, in the blazing heat, till Thursday, and then go to Hyattsville, get set up there, and start Chemo infusion on Friday.
My Angel Ms. Joanne at GUH is positioning to arrange with volunteer drivers to take me to and from my infusions, and for 3 meals per day. My my my. Goodness is sooooo rare, but there still are shreds.
nd 'Where do I get the Truth on the Trayvon Martin Case? I know where to get the cheap red meat, on the right, on the left, but where the Truth? Tell me.' Loving
nd 'Where do I get the Truth on the Trayvon Martin Case? I know where to get the cheap red meat, on the right, on the left, but where the Truth? Tell me.' Loving
NSA Leaker Edward Snowden Nominated For Nobel Peace Prize. International Business Times
NSA Leaker Edward Snowden Nominated For Nobel Peace Prize
International Business Times-6 minutes ago
The professor, Stefan Svallfors, nominated Snowden for his 'heroic effort at great personal cost' in a letter that was addressed to the Norwegian Nobel ...
pic - "[The Koch Bros] want to bring us back to the 1920's, when the workers had no Social Security, no health care, no right to form unions... We are moving in that direction where the billionaire class, the top one percent controls the economic and political life of this country." Sen. Bernie Sanders.
pic - "[The Koch Bros] want to bring us back to the 1920's, when the workers had no Social Security, no health care, no right to form unions... We are moving in that direction where the billionaire class, the top one percent controls the economic and political life of this country."
Sen. Bernie Sanders.
"I took what I knew to the public, so what affects all of us can be discussed by all of us in the light of day, and I asked the world for justice," Snowden
"I took what I knew to the public, so what affects all of us can be discussed by all of us in the light of day, and I asked the world for justice," Snowden
7.14.2013
nd Is Pr. Obama hunting Snowen, or slowing, blocking, delaying the hunt?
nd Is Pr. Obama hunting Snowen, or slowing, blocking, delaying the hunt?
Scientists: 1. Dangerous global warming could be reversed (yes, the seas will be dead, completely, but so?); 2. The cost will beggar our kids forever, not us (woo hoo!) 3. If we're wrong, well be dead before the sh*t hits the fan; 4. Backup plan? Uh, no backup plan is possible, heh heh; 5. If we act sanely and prevent global warming we won't get funding for all this neat geoengeneering (boooo); 6. They have a mechanical nightingale for the emperor
| Grist | - |
"I don't want to live in a world where there is no privacy and therefore no room for intellectual exploration and creativity." Snowden
"I don't want to live in a world where there is no privacy and therefore no room for intellectual exploration and creativity."
nd ' "God is Truth. Truth is God," said Gandhi. So why do we Practice God as FANTASY? Anyone think this might be a problem? Individual? Collective?' Loving
nd ' "God is Truth. Truth is God," said Gandhi. So why do we Practice God as SELF-PLEASURING FANTASY? Anyone think this might be a problem? Individual? Collective? You leading us out of this Deadly insanity?' Loving
nd 'Creation is dying from US. Nothing else. US. Creation is dying from US. Fact. WE are the Savages, Fact. From the beginning.' Loving
nd 'Creation is dying from US. Nothing else. US. Creation is dying from US. Fact. WE are the Savages, Fact. From the beginning.' Loving
"NOT GOOD IN A BED, BUT DOES WELL WHEN UP AGAINST A WALL," Eleanor Roosevelt famously said this about the description of a rose named after her. True of Loving, here, too. LOL.
"NOT GOOD IN A BED, BUT DOES WELL WHEN UP AGAINST A WALL," Eleanor Roosevelt famously said this about the description of a rose named after her. True of Loving, here, too. LOL.
nd 'LOVING, HERE: I'M NOT HERE TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT. I'M HERE TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU NEED FROM ME, AS BEST I'M ABLE, LIKE THE BEST POSSIBLE NURSE. WE OFFER WHAT YOU NEED, EVEN IF IT WILL HURT, WHICH OFTEN, USUALLY, IT DOES FROM US; AND NEVER FORCE. IT IS UP TO YOU. YOU, NOT I, ARE IN ULTIMATE CONTROL OF WHAT IF ANY HELP I CAN GIVE. BUT WE'LL KILL OURSELVES TRYING FOR YOU, JOYFULLY." Loving
nd 'LOVING, HERE: I'M NOT HERE TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT. I'M HERE TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU NEED FROM ME, AS BEST I'M ABLE, LIKE THE BEST POSSIBLE NURSE. WE OFFER WHAT YOU NEED, EVEN IF IT WILL HURT, WHICH OFTEN, USUALLY, IT DOES FROM US; AND NEVER FORCE. IT IS UP TO YOU. YOU, NOT I, ARE IN ULTIMATE CONTROL OF WHAT IF ANY HELP I CAN GIVE. BUT WE'LL KILL OURSELVES TRYING FOR YOU, JOYFULLY." Loving
nd 'You think if women used their sex for Peace Making instead of to get stuff from men, we wouldn't have peace? THINK AGAIN.' Loving
nd 'You think if women used their sex for Peace Making instead of to get stuff from men, we wouldn't have peace? THINK AGAIN.' Loving
5 WHITE JURORS, OF 6 - ZIMMERMAN JURY IN MURDER OF A BLACK YOUNG MAN: 5 WHITES, ONE POSSIBLY-HISPANIC
5 WHITE JURORS, OF 6 - ZIMMERMAN JURY IN MURDER OF A BLACK YOUNG MAN: 5 WHITES, ONE POSSIBLY-HISPANIC
nd 'In our UNLAWFUL land do I have the Love to do what is Right, and stop COWERING to, to IGNORE, our ILLEGAL SYSTEM - it's diversions from Truth, and it's power to harm, destroy, my Avatar? Time will tell about me.' Loving
nd 'In our UNLAWFUL land do I have the Love to do what is Right, and stop COWERING to, to IGNORE, our ILLEGAL SYSTEM - it's diversions from Truth, and it's power to harm, destroy, my Avatar? Time will tell about me.' Loving
nd 'If you haven't seen "Hurt Locker," see it. You OWE our men and women in uniform, and our children not yet in uniform... that. YOU OWE THEM THAT. You owe the next would-be-country-for US Thugs-to-colonize that. Now.' Loving
nd 'If you haven't seen "Hurt Locker," see it. You OWE our men and women in uniform, and our children not yet in uniform... that. YOU OWE THEM THAT. You owe the next would-be-country-for US Thugs-to-colonize that. Now.' Loving
***** nd 'SYMPTOMS OF YOU AND ME, HOW WE AMERICANS TREAT EACH OTHER: WORLD'S HIGHEST INCARCERATION RATE, MASSIVE UNEMPLOYMENT, MASSIVE CHILD POVERTY, WEATH-CARE NOT HEALTHCARE, NATIVE AMERICAN POVERTY...NOT 'THE GOV,' 'THE SYSTEM'..., NO. YOU, ME, HOW WE TREAT EACH OTHER IN THE US (should be called the ME, not the US). ANTI-CHRIST, ANTI-CHRISTIAN, AS GOD IS OUR WITNESS' Loving
***** nd 'SYMPTOMS OF YOU AND ME, HOW WE AMERICANS TREAT EACH OTHER: WORLD'S HIGHEST INCARCERATION RATE, MASSIVE UNEMPLOYMENT, MASSIVE CHILD POVERTY, WEATH-CARE NOT HEALTHCARE, NATIVE AMERICAN POVERTY...NOT 'THE GOV,' 'THE SYSTEM'..., NO. YOU, ME, HOW WE TREAT EACH OTHER IN THE US (should be called the ME, not the US). ANTI-CHRIST, ANTI-CHRISTIAN, AS GOD IS OUR WITNESS' Loving
***** nd 'I never saw clearly till yesterday. FRENCH, CANADIANS, GERMANS... DO NOT TOLERATE TREATMENT OF THEIR CITIZENS, THAT WE ACCEPT AS A MATTER OF COURSE FOR OUR POOR, INCLUDING OUR POOR US CHILDREN. WE ARE ANTI-CHRIST, THE ANTI-CHRIST.' Loving
***** nd 'I never saw clearly till yesterday. FRENCH, CANADIANS, GERMANS... DO NOT TOLERATE TREATMENT OF THEIR CITIZENS, THAT WE ACCEPT AS A MATTER OF COURSE FOR OUR POOR, INCLUDING OUR POOR US CHILDREN. WE ARE ANTI-CHRIST, THE ANTI-CHRIST.' Loving
***** (detail) 'SERIOUS, HONEST, QUESTION: SINCE THE BEGINNING, HAVE SETTLERS OF THE US BEEN THE SOCIOPATHS OF EUROPE? WAS, IS, PROTESTANTISM, OR CHRISTIANITY MORE BROADLY, A MAFFIA? If you have scholarly sources, no, or yes, pls share them with me. I must know more of this.' Loving
***** (detail) 'SERIOUS, HONEST, QUESTION:
SINCE THE BEGINNING, HAVE SETTLERS OF THE US
BEEN THE SOCIOPATHS OF EUROPE? WAS, IS,
PROTESTANTISM, OR CHRISTIANITY MORE BROADLY,
A MAFFIA CULT? If you have scholarly sources, no, or yes,
pls share them with me. I must know more of this.'
Loving
***** HISTORY CHANEL Doc: White christian Savagery and the American Indian
http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/07/nd-white-christianity-has-been-steady.html
[[[NOTE: THIS DOC, 1993 OR SO, SAYS "5 MILLION" NATIVE AMERICANS
EXTERMINATED. NO. 50 MILLION IS WHAT I UNDERSTAND TO BE THE
SCHOLARSHIP OF THE LAST 20 YEARS. I HAVE MORE STUDY ON THIS,
MUCH MORE, IF I'M GIVEN THE TIME.]]]
I FEEL UTTERLY SICK, ILL. WE
ARE DROWNING IN BLOOD WE WHITE, cHRISTIAN, CAPITALIST SAVAGES
SINCE THE BEGINNING, HAVE SETTLERS OF THE US
BEEN THE SOCIOPATHS OF EUROPE? WAS, IS,
PROTESTANTISM, OR CHRISTIANITY MORE BROADLY,
A MAFFIA CULT? If you have scholarly sources, no, or yes,
pls share them with me. I must know more of this.'
Loving
***** HISTORY CHANEL Doc: White christian Savagery and the American Indian
http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2013/07/nd-white-christianity-has-been-steady.html
[[[NOTE: THIS DOC, 1993 OR SO, SAYS "5 MILLION" NATIVE AMERICANS
EXTERMINATED. NO. 50 MILLION IS WHAT I UNDERSTAND TO BE THE
SCHOLARSHIP OF THE LAST 20 YEARS. I HAVE MORE STUDY ON THIS,
MUCH MORE, IF I'M GIVEN THE TIME.]]]
I FEEL UTTERLY SICK, ILL. WE
ARE DROWNING IN BLOOD WE WHITE, cHRISTIAN, CAPITALIST SAVAGES
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