I am saddened to see you so fatigued. I had no idea how long your recovery would be. Had hoped by now you would be well on your way to your "old self". I am glad to hear the depression has lifted as that is so demoralizing. I also think you are still doing an amazing job even feeling as exhausted as you do. Please know you are much appreciated and remain in my prayers .... <3
It takes huge energy to repair the human body and you have had a year of assault...colon, chemo, liver, liver again. So the fact that you have deep deep fatigue seems a natural outcome....Know that is frustrating to your normal sense of being. Glad you are coming to terms with it. think you are correct that upcoming chemo will add to the burden of recuperation...but have faith that you will rebound...if you rest and not overtax. Did not know about embolism in lung. Know you had mentioned embolism before but there was no clarification. Those things are scary !! Hope that gets dissolved right quick. No jumping around and cutting yourself open when on blood thinning meds, please. Very informative update....so good to hear your voice.....and looking forward to the disappearance of the fatigue ! XXOO
I am saddened to see you so fatigued. I had no idea how long your recovery would be. Had hoped by now you would be well on your way to your "old self". I am glad to hear the depression has lifted as that is so demoralizing. I also think you are still doing an amazing job even feeling as exhausted as you do. Please know you are much appreciated and remain in my prayers .... <3
ReplyDeleteIt takes huge energy to repair the human body and you have had a year of assault...colon, chemo, liver, liver again. So the fact that you have deep deep fatigue seems a natural outcome....Know that is frustrating to your normal sense of being. Glad you are coming to terms with it. think you are correct that upcoming chemo will add to the burden of recuperation...but have faith that you will rebound...if you rest and not overtax. Did not know about embolism in lung. Know you had mentioned embolism before but there was no clarification. Those things are scary !! Hope that gets dissolved right quick. No jumping around and cutting yourself open when on blood thinning meds, please. Very informative update....so good to hear your voice.....and looking forward to the disappearance of the fatigue ! XXOO
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