Update - Personal Catastrophe

Sisters, few friends, that immediately reached out to me -

You have no reason to be concerned, any more than usual.  Tho I've given you reason

to think otherwise.  I'm quite a different person than I thought I was, and I'm glad. That

I'm not rattled, shaken, distressed - today's event, the equivalent of someone's total house fire,

is so insignificant in my life, in contrast to where my concern is - our next 200 billion kids.  Oh well.

I won't know till tomorrow regarding the stuff.  80% chance the city workers were sent

in to destroy the stuff of we subhuman, street riff-raff.  20% chance the feds have it, which would let us get it back.  Should know by noon. Each officer I've spoken to has been stunningly humane, courteous.  They just can't tell from their records what was done with our stuff. I'm advocating for all we homelessriff-raff.  Tomorrow morning thy officers should be able to get to the actual staff that was involved.

Doc Cardile, bless her heart, walked 6 blocks, her own time, to consult with me re

the cancer.  This last death fast, totally unforseen by me, has worked some things in the

direction of Miracle - please follow this deeply - slightly increasing the prospective value

of me surviving an extra year or two, if it turns out that is possible, and not too sinfully expensive.

I really want to get what I consider to be a really authoritative treatment plan, diagnosis,

and cost analysis to society, now.  Then, I can decide what Humanity needs me to do.

Doc Cardile is ordering a referral, 2nd opinion from her Alma Mater Georgetown U, that she

says is top drawer. Tomorrow I should find out how soon this can take place.  I'll keep you advised.

The next 6 months is, by orders of magnitude, the best 6 months we have left, to stop

Genocide, so that I remain massively productive is a top priority.

I think Doc Cardile understands this - I sure have done my part - the potential problem being

the homeless shelter infirmary that normally is quite restrictive on patients where I'd have to stay,here in DC.  I need to be able to fight, full strength, every second the treatment would not

cripple me.

To be far too open, I am massively drawn to what seems to be still an open offer from sister (non bio - best kind) in Boston, for me to go there, live with her in her efficiency, and get Boston's unbeatable, free, care.  But Boston sis, I know me - I'm as fun as a root canal, as interesting to have around as putrid sand.  I'm horrified by the prospect of detracting from your life for 6 to 8 months of treatment, tho I yearn for the freedom it would give me to keep fighting, unfettered, those days I wasn't debilitated by treatment - not knowing transportation costs, etc, I even fantasize of making some disturbance on the pivotal campuses there - Harvard, Boston U, MIT...

But I just don't think I can do it to you sis.  I agonize at the thought.

If they can't do a rapid consult with me at Georgetown..., hmmm.

Brian, recovering from a 30 day hunger strike just ended, still had the strength to send someone

down with a sleeping bag for me.  I'll sleep well.

Delbert, a simply profoundly nice guy, homeless, made a special run to get me dinner from the homeless truck, while I tried to make progress toward recovering the stuff, with police.

All my signs, stuff, are all gone, for now.  There is something opportune in my ability to demonstrate the truth that I don't depend on stuff, nor did Jesus, nor should any of us - by continuing the vigil, my presence, in front of the embassy, for now, with only my body, and an mp3 player - my Dell is finally ready to go in for 3 weeks repair.  I'll probably send in tomorrow. Ugh.  I'd rather part with a leg, or two.

SLEEP WELL. 

Know that I know you are, and were there for me, as I'm giving my Life, for Joy, to try and

be there for us all.

I'll keep you advised.

I don't even know the phone # of the only used 3 times in 4 months emergency cell I have.

For now, email will have to do.  Please be patient with me.

Any and all comments, corrections, are welcome from you.

Cash is not an immediate problem thanks to you few friends.  What I'd need depends on much I'll learn tomorrow, and in coming days.  MERCIFULLY, I did NOT lose the solar battery, it was at firehookcharging, and I did NOT lose the solar panels - Elaine still has those.