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4.22.2013

(detail) D25/8 Ecocide's Death Fast: I've never before completed a Death Fast... (detail)

I am Finished.

I've never before completed a Death Fast, tho I've been on 2, or 3 in the last year.  Have you?  New territory for me.  Yup. I'll let you do the research on my site, if you are interested, on the prior 2 or three.  Weapon's tests, from which one learns, I've come to see them, and I experience them as such.

NEVER on prior, or Hunger Strikes that I thought might be terminal, NEVER, and not on this one, NEVER:

*  Did I flinch

*  Did I fear or want to avoid (or run to) Death

* Never did I mislead - I'm very forthcoming as to status updates (as I am in this one).  This is a unique journey I'm on, as was the journey of Lewis and Clark, and clear notes are important to those who are onlookers.

*  In each of those prior instances, to a degree, I did what I did because I didn't see a better way to serve, rather than a profound sense that it was EXACTLY what was needed, of me, and others; as I now experience this one.

*  Every breath, I'm not a zealot, EVER; I'm a brother, a father, an uncle, of the next 200 billion kids, and 4 billion alive today.  That's all.  I adjust every second to the best way to Stop Ecocide from destroying them, as I am working to do now.

IN THIS DEATH FAST, unlike prior, per vlog IT'S TIME TO DIE TO AVERT ECOCIDE  , it is EXACTLY clear to me that what I'm doing is near EXACTLY what 10's, 100's, 1000's of us should be doing, NOW, to Stop Ecocide - DeathFast.  It is inconceivable to me that there is any basis for me to abort this without destroying all I live for, the best and only chance to save humanity from eternal ecocide.  I've always been indifferent to the best way to serve, and it is crystal clear to me that I have the Joy, and the Privilege, as did Lewis and Clark, of going first.  Not my business if others follow; is my business to blaze the Path I Gratefully see.

LOL, but I get a last request!!!  Every condemned man does!  LOL!
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Yesterday was a 19 hour work day - tying up all the loose ends for other fighters, that they might benefit from what meager, but powerful tools I've assempled and used - computer, software, warranty's, billing arrangements, solar panels, solar batteries, backup disks.... And protecting friends from as much inconvenience downstream as possible. 

No one in this city has worked harder, cept Barack, and more exhaustively than I, day in and day out these last 4 weeks.   I've reported that on occasion I've accepted minor calories and even minor fluids to offset what you aren't supposed to do on Fast, Hunger Strike, etc - strenuously exert.  Shooting for, and achieving  a "net zero" calories, or "net zero" fluid intake.  My weak, tired, depleted body says I'm succeeding. 

Well, other than some, final, easy blog work tomorrow, and transferring books to my mp3 player to fill my mind on my final days, I'm DONE. What isn't done, others will have to deal with (I hope they do, and will). Everyone is now in process of being supported with my equipment.  Of potential game-changing impact - the *** UNIVERSITY, LIBRARY, OF UNVIOLENT REVOLUTION - AGAPE **** is complete and by broadcasting all night long, and securing the power to do so, it is reasonably well seeded, as best I can do.  My Start Loving blog is updated, cleaned a bit, more searchable.  Tomorrow a little updating and work on STOPPING ECOCIDE, Tracking Plan B.

SO, I'M GOING TO A CHINESE PLACE I KNOW (Cathy and I went there once, and Brian and I once) FOR A BOWL OF HOT AND SOUR SOUP, SO I'M CLEAR HEADED GOING INTO MY FINAL DAYS.  AGAPE. 

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I do NOT do this to slow things down.  I do it despite that.  I'm just going to indulge my Fleshly Spirit this once, and Give my Soul that tiny rest before the last leg here.

AND MOST OF ALL, I WANT TO HAVE MY BEARINGS, A STRONG (WELL, STRONGER THAN OTHERWISE) JUMPING OFF POINT FOR THIS LAST PHASE, UNKNOWN TERRITORY FOR ME, AND BY VIRTUE OF THAT, LIKELY TO BE A BIT CHALLENGING, AND I THINK IT WISE TO BE A TAD MORE PHYSICALLY READY FOR THE TASK.  SO, A BOWL OF SOUP - HOT, AND SOUR.

I'll roll back days to avoid erroneous read-outs from D25/8 to D20/4 starting tomorrow.

Now, I am Finished, It is All but Finished, my part.
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