HUGE D85 40H 'I feel like a Deadly Disease, when 'Normal' I feel.' SL
[embed dashboard graphics] I feel like a pathenogen, a virus , a disease, something deadly, when I'm feeling normal like our culture would have us feel normal. Relaxe Start; don't be in such a rush; don't live like there's such an emergency going, on act like others, kickback man, think of yourself now.
I didn't say that I feel guilty when I have those feelings. I feel dirty in the way that dirty makes people sick. I feel like something sickening, to eternity's children children; and I am. 'Western normal' is the most deadly substance that the earth is yet seen probably will ever see. This isn't being mean. This is a clinical observation. It can be refuted based on the facts.
Western normal exterminated 12 million Native Americans and we haven't changed folks. We've just become better at hiding it from ourselves, wrapping it in the flag, wrapping it in democracy. Oh by we want democracy, unless it would require some work for we citizens of the most powerful country in the world, to get off our butts, and to keep the wealthy in this country from using the most powerful nation to exploit, not meaning to hurt, they just get in the way, the majority folks on this planet, the poor, the disenfranchised. It's their planet folks, we're the visitors, were the minority.
But don't we, like me my entire life, think that somehow we are the center of the universe, we're the right way to be, and therefore we have the right to be the way we are. No, we don't, we don't, we're the minority. We have the right to minority resources. Oh go your legal route if you want, but it's wrong. If there are 10 kids in ahousehold it's wrong for one to use whatever power they have to take the resources needed by seven. It's wrong. We know that when were young, we know that in a household. It's just as wrong when it's 7 billion people instead of seven in a household.
I was brought up with a lot of pressure to feel Western culture normal - relax, think about yourself. I don't have guilt feelings about that; I feel dirty, and I have some level of awareness, thank goodness, of that feeling much of the last couple of days haven't been easy in the sense that I've really had to fight those inclinations, not like I wanted to go with them, I don't, I just don't know how to overcome them; any more than earlier in my skiing career I knew have or how to overcome the forces associated with certain double black diamond slopes, and through diligent practice over time I learned.
I've shown you before this device and maybe I'll have time to show it again in this video. If you have any money at all, you probably use something like a spreadsheet, some sort of program to look at where you're spending the money and where you want to invest it. Well we're our time friends, we're not our money, we're our time, and this is a tool I'm using now to great effect to try and improve how I spend my time during the day, that I'm spending it using the parts of my nervous system that I want to be in control, that I have the focus on the issues, on the constituencies that I'm keeping eternity's young first, that I'm keeping my desire to disrupt the status quo of the do-nothing left, the inhumanity of the vile right. The apathy of the center. The insanity of the super-rich.
I want to be a psychological threat to that, I want to be a threat that status quo, I'm trying to keep my attention there, and these many other issues, over time, I'll probably winnow them down, but some I'll add, and you'll see how it goes from black, meaning - oh my gosh, I was clueless, I just wasn't thinking about this, to red, where well, I'm warming up and, blue, which you see none of because that would be a scale of -5 to +5, that would be a four or five, and I'm not there yet. Don't know that I will be, but I'm moving away from black, away from red, toward blue, a roller kind of a roller coaster, like we are when learning anything complex. We have advances, we have setbacks, and if we stay at it, overall the trend line is positive, but this instrumental folks; you don't want to be normal any more than I do. This is the most un-normal of times, it is not normal for, in the in the scope of humanity, for it to be on the verge of extinguishing it's ability of its space-ship to support its life, and that's exactly where we are. So if you're lliving normal in the face of that, you're a pathenogen just like I am, the more normal that I am. Don't be, this is not a time to live normal, this is not a time when you want to live normal; it sure as hell isn't a time when I want to live normal. I don't want to be a pathogen, I want to be health producing. It's what I'm designed to do, so are you. Our only purpose for being here is to advance the well-being of eternity's children. Tragically we have a culture that totally belies that. Throw off that culture. Don't be normal to the culture, be normal to your DNA, and what would have you do. That's where the joy is, that's where the life is, that's where the hope is.
[embed dashboard graphics] I feel like a pathenogen, a virus , a disease, something deadly, when I'm feeling normal like our culture would have us feel normal. Relaxe Start; don't be in such a rush; don't live like there's such an emergency going, on act like others, kickback man, think of yourself now.
I didn't say that I feel guilty when I have those feelings. I feel dirty in the way that dirty makes people sick. I feel like something sickening, to eternity's children children; and I am. 'Western normal' is the most deadly substance that the earth is yet seen probably will ever see. This isn't being mean. This is a clinical observation. It can be refuted based on the facts.
Western normal exterminated 12 million Native Americans and we haven't changed folks. We've just become better at hiding it from ourselves, wrapping it in the flag, wrapping it in democracy. Oh by we want democracy, unless it would require some work for we citizens of the most powerful country in the world, to get off our butts, and to keep the wealthy in this country from using the most powerful nation to exploit, not meaning to hurt, they just get in the way, the majority folks on this planet, the poor, the disenfranchised. It's their planet folks, we're the visitors, were the minority.
But don't we, like me my entire life, think that somehow we are the center of the universe, we're the right way to be, and therefore we have the right to be the way we are. No, we don't, we don't, we're the minority. We have the right to minority resources. Oh go your legal route if you want, but it's wrong. If there are 10 kids in ahousehold it's wrong for one to use whatever power they have to take the resources needed by seven. It's wrong. We know that when were young, we know that in a household. It's just as wrong when it's 7 billion people instead of seven in a household.
I was brought up with a lot of pressure to feel Western culture normal - relax, think about yourself. I don't have guilt feelings about that; I feel dirty, and I have some level of awareness, thank goodness, of that feeling much of the last couple of days haven't been easy in the sense that I've really had to fight those inclinations, not like I wanted to go with them, I don't, I just don't know how to overcome them; any more than earlier in my skiing career I knew have or how to overcome the forces associated with certain double black diamond slopes, and through diligent practice over time I learned.
I've shown you before this device and maybe I'll have time to show it again in this video. If you have any money at all, you probably use something like a spreadsheet, some sort of program to look at where you're spending the money and where you want to invest it. Well we're our time friends, we're not our money, we're our time, and this is a tool I'm using now to great effect to try and improve how I spend my time during the day, that I'm spending it using the parts of my nervous system that I want to be in control, that I have the focus on the issues, on the constituencies that I'm keeping eternity's young first, that I'm keeping my desire to disrupt the status quo of the do-nothing left, the inhumanity of the vile right. The apathy of the center. The insanity of the super-rich.
I want to be a psychological threat to that, I want to be a threat that status quo, I'm trying to keep my attention there, and these many other issues, over time, I'll probably winnow them down, but some I'll add, and you'll see how it goes from black, meaning - oh my gosh, I was clueless, I just wasn't thinking about this, to red, where well, I'm warming up and, blue, which you see none of because that would be a scale of -5 to +5, that would be a four or five, and I'm not there yet. Don't know that I will be, but I'm moving away from black, away from red, toward blue, a roller kind of a roller coaster, like we are when learning anything complex. We have advances, we have setbacks, and if we stay at it, overall the trend line is positive, but this instrumental folks; you don't want to be normal any more than I do. This is the most un-normal of times, it is not normal for, in the in the scope of humanity, for it to be on the verge of extinguishing it's ability of its space-ship to support its life, and that's exactly where we are. So if you're lliving normal in the face of that, you're a pathenogen just like I am, the more normal that I am. Don't be, this is not a time to live normal, this is not a time when you want to live normal; it sure as hell isn't a time when I want to live normal. I don't want to be a pathogen, I want to be health producing. It's what I'm designed to do, so are you. Our only purpose for being here is to advance the well-being of eternity's children. Tragically we have a culture that totally belies that. Throw off that culture. Don't be normal to the culture, be normal to your DNA, and what would have you do. That's where the joy is, that's where the life is, that's where the hope is.
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