Will ever I "get it?" - the "son" that says "no" but does our Father's (Love's) will? Seems not. God / Love is of the Least EXPECTED.

I've been ill with the flu. From two least expected vehicles God delivered medicine and kindness. TWO LEAST EXPECTED VEHICLES / people. Most of us most of the time are the son, real pleasant, very agreeable, nice to be around... that says "sure dad!" but does NOT do our Father's / Love's will. Good intentions. One in a million of us is the son, (more often than not?!?!?!) the surly, unpleasant, disagreeabe son that says "NO! I will not!" and then DOES our Father's / Love's will.
Laptop: From a least expected vehicle - wham - your work is important Start, I want to get you a laptop so your work can continue. LEAST EXPECTED person for many reasons. I have so much to learn; and I'm oh, so slow.