"TAKE CARE START." ALL PEOPLE BORN AND UNBORN ARE CELLS WITHIN ME.

I've changed. I keep on changing.

I no longer feel confused on the issue of "Start, take care." As recently as 9 months or so ago when there was the occasional, heart felt "Start, take care of yourself," I felt confusion and unease as to how to react and respond.

My view is now so constant, steady, natural and normal (I've reclaimed my / our natural ways of feeling) that the question has no pull on me. I take no offense but the error of the concern is so blatant to me now.

"You are a cell in my body," I comfortably and kindly point out. "So is everyone born and unborn. I AM taking care of myself."

There is nothing more than that. Yes, there are addional considerations and benefits to what I do - experiencing the joy of sharing the emergency of others, being a prayer of sparking a global salvation, etc.

But taking care of the "cells" in my body is enough for me, and therefore it is enough for me to say.

I'll add to such an kind but confused individual well-wisher that like every good soldier I am not suicidal, and not reckless. Rather, I am extremely careful to get maximum impact out of my only weapon - my body.